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TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE
Starting with me:
Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay
@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @cuntyteardrop @glassesgirlies @leninthestarlight @bardorsomethinglikethat anyone else who wanna join tbh yay
For my current one, I came up with the nickname "Nes" as the one I wanted to use online, since prior to this I didn't really have one. I kept trying to find good, memorable, unique tags, and one day came up with the idea to use a common cryptid name but tweak it to make it my own! Thus, the unique title of loch-nes-dragon was born.
Well mine came along because Stargazer was my Sona at the time of making my user (she isn’t anymore) 56 because it’s my second favorite number, and cipher because I was far too obsessed with Bill Cipher T_T
Wasn't my first username but when I made my current user name I wanted to sound cool and actually liked the idea of being able to control and travel(jump) through shadows while also at a phase where numbers looked cool replacing letters so I got shad0w-jump3r
I think I’ve done something like this before but I got my username from being a bookworm lol. I used to stay up till 1-2 at night reading using my nightlight (which my mom got mad at me for :3)
@cup-of-lavender-tea @timetravelingcowboy @iwriteiguessandiloveit @notthearcher11 @someacedude @alenzet @juniorandpally (<- I know exactly what ur username is referencing lmao) @thechaoticraventrainer + open tags
9/10 times my pfp has the asexual flag so I started included it in my username too. (Like the one part of my identity I don't question) Idk why "someacedude" was the best I could come up with but I'm too attached to it now to ever change.
Well, ancient is because I feel old lmao, it’s also just because I like ancient stuff
Arboreatum is like a big enclosure full of different trees, a tree museum if you will. I added it because I like trees and alliteration.
Anarchist is just because I support anarchy. I believe in self-sustained community without government but I know, realistically that will take a lot of work to develop that. Government is shit basically. Plus it’s a cool word.
When I set up my account, I was a blink, and I loved the song Lovesick Girls, and and I was making an art account, and if you put two and two together…
Mines based off my gamer tag Echolight for almost everything, xbox, roblox, fort, minecraft, metaTV etc, I had which turned into creating a OC who is a god named Echo based off childhood, loneliness, neglect + abandonment, growing up, isolation, imagination, gender, etc. So hence, Echogod. Which is also my discord user and alt roblox acc :)
mines basically an au of my character jester (each jester varient has its own lore) but jesters landmine is a dating sim w many aliens but jester is the main girl of the universe she gets really attached to her player very easily gets very depressed when player logs off for too long she checks their search history deleted and saved ones she has almost no bondarys even hacking into wecams and can move through electricity of obejcts like one min she can be on your pc next min she's a toaster
But yeah planning to make an actually expand more on the dsting sim jester soon
I had a theme of plant names (it used to be sagebrush) when I wanted to change I thigh juniper was cool. Juniper. Junipurr like a cat. No that’s probably taken, so jun1purr? that’s also taken . I was a big x kin so I added x.
I spent a few months thinking on what handle I'd use for my socials, I thought of Undead since it sounded edgy enough and fit the fact that I'd use most socials every once in a blue moon, almost like the accs were dead but weren't. I went with Crackhead since it rhymes (I kinda like rhymes :>) and since I'm fucking insane
Also fun fact: Before I made UndeadCrackhead, I initially had a placeholder name on here: Craneeater. (Yea it's stupid af shoot me dead will ya?)
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the problem with tumblr spells is all of you lil sluts are casting and not giving it time to charge so you're all casting cantrips and not 9th level death spells. everyone wants to be the one to take them down no one wants to be the one who assists
You ate a buncha explosives and I bought the cheap kind that blows up at different times so you got blown up and I got blown up after you got blown up😞😞😞😞😞
NUH UH.,.,,befuase I STOLE ‘the one who’s always right’™️ and THEY said that YOU did it. /avolcano❤️/nodwihaveuhhh*checksmynonexistentwatch*like10moreminutes
YUH HUH,,.,.,.,.,.,.,., cuz when I kidnapped "the one who's always wrong"™️, they said that I did it, therefore meaning YOU did it😇 /10minutes???? /inavolcano?? /bluddyurgonnagetmelted
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If I wasn't so horrifically shit at art, ny blog would've been filled with art if angel-coded BH & demon-coded BH because the ideas drive me MAD
I really love angel-coded BH cuz he got the halo & the wings and how could you not love those design interpretations? If you're seeing this, u need to add halos & wings to your Black Hole designs NOW!!!1!1!1!1 /nf /lh
And if he were to be an angel, it'd be the angel of death without a shadow of a doubt. Not only is it a badass name, The Angel of Death was created by god for the sole purpose of bringing the world down with one fell swoop, just like how Black Hole can wipe out the universe eith minimal difficulty. So for him to defy his purpose, to want to save lives, to prevent the thing he was made to do? How could I not love it?
Demon-coded BH is somewhat a similar story, but I have no idea what demon he'd be, I just think that design would look sick as hell on him.
But for character interpretation, I think he'd be a demon less out of creation or cuz that's what he's made to be & more as his own self-views. Black Hole hates who he is, TPOT 10 is glaring proof of this. So if he were to be a demon, it'd be because that's all he sees himself as. As a monster who will destroy anything and everything he lays his eyes upon. And the death preventing would just be a desperate attempt at trying to not be what he believes he is. It could also tie into why he's battling for Two's power: to not be who he is, to not be a monster, to be normal, to be anything that isn't himself.
If ya watched it, what was ur opinion of The Backrooms movie?
If ya didn't imma have to skin y'all alive😔 I don't make the rules it just has to be done
Ahhhhh...Aaaaaahahaha...You're in for it, Crackhead, I'm about to go full on hyperfixator/theorist mode on you.
Opinions on the Backrooms Movie-
I'll tell you, I originally wasn't exactly a Backrooms guy. In fact, my sister Ayden actually is more of a longstanding Backrooms fan than me. But the movie got me HOOKED. It's a perfect definition of psychological horror, and the visceral scenes had such a thrilling chill to them.
Not to mention, the buildups kept my attention attached quite easily. I hadn't been so STUCK to a movie since Iron Lung. The characters all are written well, and the ending feels like it could lead to a sequel or end there, and still feel well executed. The found footage at the beginning also SCREAMED analog horror, and did a great job at giving a small tidbit of what to expect before continuing on.
With how insane the movie was, I'm actually thinking about looking into the original series, since I've only saw tidbits. Not to mention, it's given me one of the theories I think I've dug the MOST into with researching.
I'm not sure about if you'll read the next sections, so if you plan to stop and preserve your sanity, long story short, I loved it :]
The 'Living Dementia Complex Theory'-
I theorize that the Backrooms, or, at least, the movie version, is coded like, if not perfectly symbolic, of cognitive decline. And not just any kind of cognitive decline, I'm talking about DEMENTIA related cognitive decline.
Evidence 1- 'The more it remembers something, the more it doesn't.'
Even before the movie was released, when Clark remarked in the trailer about how 'the more the Backrooms remembers something, the more it doesn't', interested me. The quote, in itself, feels very dementia-like. The more the Backrooms recalls what occurs in the real world, the more its reflections deteriorate.
Evidence 2- The presence of Stage 1 music in Mary's flashback
In the scene where she recalls her mother being taken to a mental facility, the music playing at that time, felt familiar. The reason why it felt familiar, is because I listened to the original it came from.
B1- All that follows is true. A song from Everywhere at the End of Time, a series of 6 albums made by The Caretaker. What's interesting, though (And something that further sparked my Living Dementia Complex Theory), is that Everywhere at the End of Time is specifically centered, around dementia, with the six albums being auditory representations of each stage of dementia's cognitive decline.
As quoted, 'Here we experience the first signs of memory loss. This stage is most like a beautiful daydream. The glory of old age and recollection. The last of the great days.'
A beautiful daydream. The glory of old age and recollection. The last of the great days.
Yet it plays when Mary is recalling, not a fond memory, but the memory of her crazed, emotionally neglective, and perhaps even abusive mother being taken away. The Caretaker's version is a beautiful daydream. Mary's is the recollection of a sad nightmare that unfortunately was not simply a nightmare. While I highly doubt that Mary had dementia, I find it possible that whatever her mother had, was hereditary. And, even if mainly muted, it could still linger with her.
Stage 1 of Everywhere at the End of Time fits Mary's character. A traumatized woman who became a therapist to try and find some sense of inner peace. Yet, once Clark found the Backrooms, he lost himself. And, in following him, in trying to make sure her client was okay after being missing for so long, Mary too also fell into the Backrooms' mania.
Evidence 3- Blue tape on a yellow background
In order to remember where the exit is, Clark marks the doorway with blue tape. A shade of blue that perfectly contrasts the yellow background. Yet it also feels familiar.
It reminds me of Everywhere at the End of Time, again. Specifically, this time, the cover art of Stage 6.
Each of the albums has covers depicting distorted art. At first, it's simple. A peculiar cylinder that's perhaps paper towels. A distorted vase with only four flowers. But then the distortion gets worse. More vague. More abstract. And then, it ends with Stage 6's cover art. Blue tape against a yellowish piece of cardboard. It feels so weirdly coincidental, yet so weirdly familiar all at once. While I consider this one of the most questionable pieces of evidence, it's one of the first pieces I collected.
Evidence 4- Themes of brain activity in ASync
When Mary talks to Phil after being captured by ASync scientists, Phil explains that pre-Backrooms, ASync had developed MRI machines. MRI machines are used, to scan the brain for any cancers, injuries, or deterioration. It's also one of the ways dementia is diagnosed. Through brain scans. Meaning that ASync may very well have scanned at least one or two patients with dementia, or something similar. Which could tie in with how they're researching the Backrooms. They could very well being researching something reminiscient to the minds of people they scanned.
Evidence 5- The Still Lifes and Prosoprognosia
The Still Lifes are the Backrooms' twisted reflections of lifeforms found in real life. If their source is in the Backrooms as well, they physically cannot attack them, until the source tries to escape. The defining feature about the Still Lifes is that they have highly visible deformities, such as extra fingers, or, most notably, distorted faces. Even Mary and Clark's Still Lifes, two of the most human looking Still Lifes featured in the movie, have blatant distortions (ie, Mary's having a contorted face, while Clark's has a less contorted face, but more distorted proportions). This is reminiscient of how in later stages of dementia (most notably, Stage 6), patients suffer from prosaprognosia, where they are almost completely unable to properly register faces and names, thus relying more on auditory cues than visual cues.
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And now I get to more recent 'evidence' (Mainly parallels or themes).
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'Evidence 6'- Clark's Temporary Bliss State
When Mary confronts Clark, he's been in the Backrooms long enough to have suffered from severe mental decline, causing him to show signs of psychosis, as well as heightened agitation (Notably a symptom of cognitive decline, though like Mary, I'm doubting that Clark suffers from dementia.) He forces Mary to roleplay the argument he had with his ex, even going as far as to snatching the Still Life Barbara's hair OFF HER BALD ASS HEAD AND STICKING IT ON MARY LIKE A WIG. 💀
The agitation gets so severe, Clark points a knife at Mary, highlighting the fact that he wasn't as docile during the incident as he claimed to be. But once Mary calls him out, he starts to settle. He feels that he's finally found a place to belong in. He doesn't want to leave the Backrooms. He doesn't want to change. For the first time since his mania began, Clark feels regret for his actions. A moment of calm in the mental storm. Which brings to mind, one of the songs in Stage 4 of EATEOT.
I1- Stage 4 Temporary Bliss State.
'Post-Awareness Stage 4 is where serenity and the ability to recall singular memories gives way to confusions and horror. It's the beginning of an eventual process where all memories begin to become more fluid through entanglements, repetition and rupture.' (-As quoted by the album.)
A brief period where, despite it being a late stage, memories and clarity return, followed by worsened decline.
From what I can tell, when someone goes insane in the Backrooms, it's almost always permanent decline, unless you have almond water. Yet despite having visibly gone UTTERLY APESHIT, Clark suddenly regains his mind. With no almond water in sight, and the only thing in the fridge being Kat's SEVERED HEAD FROM EITHER CAPTAIN CLARK OR, HELL, CLARK HIMSELF, MAULING HER.
Yet he's calm. Regretful. He even starts to free Mary. But, like how in dementia, the brief bliss is abruptly ended by worsened decline, what is Clark's own bliss state interrupted by? HIS STILL LIFE DECIDING HE WANTS TO ROLEPLAY THAT ONE FATHER EATING SON PAINTING WITH HIM.
'Evidence' 7- The protagonists parallel numerous themes, including one another.
Both Mary and Clark have similar themes.
Mary's mother was neglective and practically abusive. While there's no direct references to his parents, Clark's implied to have had a not-so-great childhood, and, with how volatile he is when angered, there's a high possibility of him having been abused.
Both's lives center around their jobs.
Mary, despite not being mentally sound, became a therapist to likely find some peace. Because he doesn't exactly have a home, Clark lives in his own furniture store.
Both face their pasts in the Backrooms.
Mary uses the cement handprint she made when she was little, to TRY TO BASH CAPTAIN CLARK'S FACE IN. Clark encounters a Still Life version, OF HIS EX.
Both repress their pasts.
Mary never outright talks about her past. We only see her past in flashbacks. Clark actively tricks his mind into rewriting how the argument went, to the point where he tries to have a physical version of the argument to rewrite.
Both go from docile to hostile.
Mary does a great job at keeping calm at first, especially when Clark starts utterly hyperfixating about the Backrooms' layout. But by the end, she's gone pure SURVIVAL mode, outrunning Still Lifes with a sprained ankle and calling out Clark while held at knife point.
Clark is a bit more irritable at the beginning, but otherwise is equally calm. When he gets too aggravated in the first session, he apologizes sincerely to Mary, being genuinely regretful for yelling at her. But at the end, it doesn't take much to piss him off, and even threatens Mary with a knife.
Both repress their pasts, but once said pasts come to light, they respond differently.
Mary doesn't outright confront her past (then again, when you're going through the horrors, a gal's gotta do what a gal's gotta do to survive), but also chooses to continue living, despite everything.
Clark denies his past, meanwhile, claiming that he was a victim of circumstance and change, when he had equally caused others harm, and even when he accepts what happened, he dies when he tries to help Mary escape (perhaps one of the most genuine acts he commits in his screentime).
One represses, then continues. The other represses, then clings.
Someone who's a victim, yet accepts herself for who she is.
Someone who was a victim at one point, but allowed himself to be changed by that.
Two victims that ended up never finding peace, thanks to the Backrooms.
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Anyyyyyyyyyyyways, all and all, I enjoyed the movie ^^
They are called sundown towns and there are a LOT of them in the US.
https://sundown.tougaloo.edu/sundowntowns.php
This website has a clickable map where you can see suspected and confirmed sundown towns by state, as well as information about whether these attitudes are historical or current.
The homepage of Dr. James W. Loewen, author of Lies My Teacher Told Me, Lies Across America, and Sundown Towns.
My obligatory addition to this every time it crosses my dash, because I know the link is definitely missing ones in my own (northern) state and there are some in this thread not on the above link either - thread by LeVar Burton with a LOT of replies from people naming the sundown towns near them:
As someone that lives in Beaumont right next to Vidor DO NOT STOP HERE EITHER!!! Or literally ANY of the surrounding cities. You have a better chance in New Orleans and Lafayette than here. 
Reblogging to save a life, please try to make people aware of this as this place is actually disgusting and people have gotten hurt here. Please, I’m not looking for interactions for popularity, I’m looking for people to spread this and keep others safe. 🪽
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They are called sundown towns and there are a LOT of them in the US.
https://sundown.tougaloo.edu/sundowntowns.php
This website has a clickable map where you can see suspected and confirmed sundown towns by state, as well as information about whether these attitudes are historical or current.
The homepage of Dr. James W. Loewen, author of Lies My Teacher Told Me, Lies Across America, and Sundown Towns.
My obligatory addition to this every time it crosses my dash, because I know the link is definitely missing ones in my own (northern) state and there are some in this thread not on the above link either - thread by LeVar Burton with a LOT of replies from people naming the sundown towns near them:
As someone that lives in Beaumont right next to Vidor DO NOT STOP HERE EITHER!!! Or literally ANY of the surrounding cities. You have a better chance in New Orleans and Lafayette than here. 
Reblogging to save a life, please try to make people aware of this as this place is actually disgusting and people have gotten hurt here. Please, I’m not looking for interactions for popularity, I’m looking for people to spread this and keep others safe. 🪽
They are called sundown towns and there are a LOT of them in the US.
https://sundown.tougaloo.edu/sundowntowns.php
This website has a clickable map where you can see suspected and confirmed sundown towns by state, as well as information about whether these attitudes are historical or current.
The homepage of Dr. James W. Loewen, author of Lies My Teacher Told Me, Lies Across America, and Sundown Towns.
My obligatory addition to this every time it crosses my dash, because I know the link is definitely missing ones in my own (northern) state and there are some in this thread not on the above link either - thread by LeVar Burton with a LOT of replies from people naming the sundown towns near them:
As someone that lives in Beaumont right next to Vidor DO NOT STOP HERE EITHER!!! Or literally ANY of the surrounding cities. You have a better chance in New Orleans and Lafayette than here. 
Reblogging to save a life, please try to make people aware of this as this place is actually disgusting and people have gotten hurt here. Please, I’m not looking for interactions for popularity, I’m looking for people to spread this and keep others safe. 🪽