I really hope the magnesium dose sorts out the appetite and nausea thing because I fucking. I can't. Deal with this many things at once.
I did at least have someone in one of my groupchats tell me they've had a perforated septum as a complication of sinus surgery for a few months now and it hasn't done any harm besides being annoying, and that supposedly the surgery to repair smaller ones isn't so bad. So like. There's that. Hopefully it doesn't take long to see my ENT and he'll be able to reassure me that it's fine and easy to fix and all that. Although I may ask if he can check some things over because apparently autoimmune disease can make you more susceptible to those kinds of holes happening and if this is how we finally catch the bastard that's been ruining my life I'll take it you know?
Among other things I wanna make sure if we go in and fix it, that it won't just. Happen again.
But like. idk. I've picked up so many trailing ailments at this point and I am tired of it. I am tired of being cooped up in the damn house all the time. Having to keep blackout curtains on all summer so I can't even SEE outside my house let alone LEAVE it.
I shouldn't feel elderly in my early 40s.
Then add my psychological bullshit on top of it and I just... ugh. Too much shit all at once you know?
Like I think it would be fair if I am going to pick up a new ailment I need to drop off at least one of the old ones. Instead of them just fucking. Stacking.





















