Posting

It's okay.

I don't like coffee. It's just so bitter. However, I do like the smell of it. I think that's why I repeatedly give it second chances.

When I do drink coffee with the family, I drink iced coffee.

I can't be trusted with them, really.

This is the second time I dropped some edible thing in a glass jar and it broke.

Last time, wine that was for my mom. Spilled everywhere.

This time, it was some frozen vegetable smoothie. Dad says I'm lucky it was frozen so that we could pick off the glass. I just noticed now that I must have cut a small part of my middle finger; there's a tiny amount of blood. I guess I deserve it. I really need to start being extra careful. Both times, I didn't even know. I just picked up the bags from Mom & Dad, not realizing that there was glass in them. Accidents, but why is that both times that it was glass, I just suddenly got extra clumsy?

T.T

[Edit] 10:18 PM

I just told Mom and she said I could throw it away.

In the end...she doesn't even want it.

MOM BOUGHT ME THE VIETNAMESE PASTA THAT I LOVE SO MUCH. 

I didn't know this was what she was talking about last night in the car; I was just kinda like, "Yeah, cool, okay, thanks."

-someone hit me in the face, alright?-

Made fish today, and was pretty cross about it. 

However, everyone approves except Mom. Said it was too cai and too tanh. Hmm..wait how do those two go together? xD The spicyness usually gets the smelliness away...

Oh well. 

Confession: 

I'm quite afraid of being judged. I'm not a bad person, and I don't want to be rejected by people just because of what I am, or what I do/don't support. 

For example, I don't support gay/homosexual marriage. I love the gay/lesbian/bi & supporters people that I meet on here, and I befriend/follow quite a few. I kind of wish someone had told me before that the majority here are gay supporters, because then I might not have joined, so as to not feel like dirt. 

I know that many of the posts against the other side are probably against those who fear homosexuals, but you make the rest of us who simply don't support the marriage as low-lifes. I'm not scared, okay? I'm just someone who is following her religion. It's pretty black-and-white for me on the topic of homosexual marriage.

I don't blame any gay man for being gay. I know that you being attracted to guys probably wasn't a conscious choice; it's just something you found out about yourself. I don't avoid lesbians or shy away from friendship. For any lesbian, I know that you didn't just decide that you liked other girls, but that it was just something you realized about yourself. This civil union thing...is it just living together? I don't see why you guys can't. People who love each other are best friends. They support one another. They enjoy each other's company. If you do that without trying any over-the-top kinky stuff, I'm fine. No, you can't ever have intercourse. But that's how I personally am testing your love. If you love each other very very very much and want to be righteous (in my eyes, anyway), then you need to set boundaries as to far how you can go. 

There are lots of things that make me feel better, but not always. It depends on the situation. 

A few things that can:

My mother's smile or hug

Talking to my father, even when he doesn't give adequate replies; I just like hearing his ideas and knowing that he hears me

Seeing my friends happy

Napping without interruptions

Listening to music without anyone watching

incrediblypersonal blog here deleted, 1:33 PM, 6.28.12

January: Diary Day

February: Valentine Day

March: White Day

April: Black Day

May: Rose Day

June: Kiss Day

July: Silver Day

August: Green Day

September: Photo & Music Day

October: Apple Day

November: Pepero Day