maack

Cool. You bought weed from "Dr. Styx N. Twigs." With my money. No, I really am not mad.

every great kill yourself musician/group either dies in a bus crash or pops back up after two years of being medicated/having their most suicidal member leave/finding religion with 12 new songs about loving your friends that sound like pure uncut dogshit

"Pillars and crossbeams can be used to ram down a wall, but not to plug a hole, for this requires a different kind of tool. A great stallion can gallop a thousand miles in a day, but it cannot catch mice as well as a cat, for that requires a different kind of skill. Kites and owls can catch a flea or discern the tip of a hair on a dark night, but in the daytime they are blinded and cannot even make out a mountain range, for that requires a different inborn nature. So if someone says, ‘Why don’t we make only rightness our master and eliminate wrongness, make only order our master and eliminate disorder?’ this is someone who has not yet understood the coherence of heaven and earth and the realities of the ten thousand things. That would be like taking heaven alone as your master and eliminating earth, or taking yin alone as your master and eliminating yang—an obvious impossibility. If someone nonetheless insists on talking this way, he is either a fool or a swindler." - Zhuangzi 17, Autumn Waters

you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for an amazing reason

I don’t like being humiliated

Or talked down to

Facts.