Sometimes You Just Have To Let Things Go

As someone who likes being alone all the time usually, you know shit is getting bad when feeling alone starts to actually hurt you for once and you just want someone to hold you and be there.

whenever i’m depressed or hypomanic, suicide is always and will always be an option. and i hate myself for it.

i just wanna sleep forever, i can’t take this anymore, please please please let me go

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal

I fucking hate looking in the mirror. Why the fuck do I look like that and why the fuck can’t I be different and how the fuck can anyone even tolerate being near me.

i know deep down i really am never going to make it, and this will end by my own hands