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Apologies, I spend too much time in my head.

I’m tired of barely surviving in this world and it’s becoming less and less appealing to keep hanging on

hear me out i kill myself

The irony of cutting to feel alive when alive is the last thing I want to be

passive suicide ideation since childhood is so cool and fun. literally anything happens and my brain is like Buddy I Have A Really Cool Idea and i'm like is it that i should kay em ess? and my brain says Hell Yeah Brother You Know It :3 !!!

My dream?? To look pretty and aesthetic when I eventually end it all.

You know your mental health is cooked when death starts to feel more comforting than staying alive

"why don't you go to school anymore" quite frankly i've been trying my hardest not to throw myself off a bridge i think i have more pressing problems than my lack of attendance

I should be paid every time I don’t kill myself

its ok cuz im gonna die soon

“tell me about yourself” has got to be the most god awful stupid fucking question ever wtf do you mean

I don't feel like I deserve to live