Words & Writing

rules: tag 5-10 followers you want to know better

birthday: 02/10/73

star sign: Aquarius

height:  5′6″

favourite colour: Black + Red

time right now: 8:18pm

last thing I googled: Chapter 13 Bankruptcy Exemptions for California. (Paralegal studies work)

favourite fictional character: Jack Aubrey, Altaïr Ibn La’Ahad, Han Solo, and my OC Olcsealgaire, although my other OC Mitchell Moore is a close second.

favourite book: Aubrey-Maturin series by Patrick O’Brian, The Wheel Of Time by Robert Jordan

song stuck in your head right now: I Bet My Life By Imagine Dragons

last movie i saw: Civil War

last show i watched: San Francisco Giants Baseball (I don’t really watch TV unless its sports)

DAISY: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

CARNATION: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?

JASMINE: What color looks best on you?

FOXGLOVE: Name three facts about your family?

ALLIUM: What’s the best thing you can cook?

ORANGE BLOSSOM: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?

CALLA LILY: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?

POINSETTIA: Favorite holiday dish?

OXLIP: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?

PRIMROSE: Favorite kind of soup?

DAFFODIL: What’s the most thoughtful present you’ve ever received?

ROSE: Are you currently in love with someone?

AMSONIA: Would you ever become a vegan?

PEONY: What’s your favorite hot beverage?

TULIP: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?

MYRTLE: Do you like going on airplanes?

HIBISCUS: Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?

ZINNIA: Who was your best friend when you were six years old?

POPPY: What color was your childhood home?

HYDRANGEA: Starbucks order?

VIOLET: Do you like where you’re from?

LOCUST: What was your favorite book as a child?

RHODODENDRON: What’s the scariest dream you’ve ever had?

QUEEN ANNE’S LACE: Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents?

MAGNOLIA: Favorite kind of candy?

ASTER: Would you rather be cold or hot?

MARIGOLD: Do you listen to what’s on the radio?

HELICONIA: Do you like when it rains?

AZALEA: What’s a movie you cried while watching?

me: never uses them

years living behind a facade drains you of the life you are to lead one moment throws that all away I am lost they say, I am empty they say the heart slept with the betray waiting, wondering, seeking, its way I wonder when I gave up forever

love is a fickle fate like a mistress you wonder when it will happen to only have it slam you to the ground and you turn around for a rebound never did I open this far inside can my unused heart abide?

I walk closer looking deeper is this really the one for me? my heart has been awakened anew the words slip out of my lips my heart is cheering at you as the years slip into nothing

I wonder how long can I make this last? they say the past is the past so much lingers in the edges waiting to destroy what you opened Is my love enough for the black? I am tired of holding back behind the facade of what I was