bro…

A few months ago there was a post going around from a feedee recommending that if one really wanted to pack on the pounds, feedees should think about getting a feeder. This made my heart drop on so many levels. It highlighted how feedees can enjoy their kink without a feeder at all. It lay bare the difference between a romantic partner who is also a feeder and a feeder who is a kink dispenser (even if consentual.) It reopened every question I have about my value in a feedist relationship.

Feedees are the ones who have to live with this kink in public 24/7. It changes your body, and that body will be scrutinized and judged non-consensually and usually negatively. In many ways it is difficult and vulnerable and I do not want to lessen that risk or consequence.

But feeders cannot practice this kink without a feedee. There is no solo version for us. (Unless buying food for randos is satisfying on its own for some feeders--maybe it is.) Our version of 24/7 feedism might not be as obvious and public, but it a lot more lonely. We are the purveyors of kink--and we like it that way--and we don't get anything back. There is no "my turn" within the kink. The focus of feedism for both feeder and feedee is the feedee.

What we "get" is a feedee. And if that feedee wants a feeder but not a partner, what we are "getting" might be very little. The chance to pay attention to someone else for a few hours at a time? A one-way attention funnel? A Saturday night motel when the real partner is out of town?

This kink hinges on so much trust. The feedee has to trust a feeder to take care of them (however roughly you want to interpret that) but the feeder has to trust that the feedee gives the slightest fuck about us. I love that element of kink, of having to be bonded in trust for it to be really good, but it is also terrifying. I hate the way the language can be abused to hide what you really want from a person you are being really vulnerable and intimate with.

Yes, you want a feeder. What does that mean about your partnership? Do you want that human in particular?

I suppose this does go both ways, but today I am feeling my version, my fears. I don't want to just be a feeder. I want to be partner to a real human. I don't want just a feedee. It isn't real until the other part, the committment to me the human, is consumated.

They are so freaking shady and I’m glad more people are seeing that!

In case anyone missed it - feedee media is run by a management company (management company = scam). Me and some other creators called them out on twitter and the person behind their social media didn’t even know who was behind the company. They were “hired” (unpaid) through discord.

Feedee media was also posting models images to their socials without consent and used AI to build the website. Scummy.

This hunk knew he was putting on a little weight, but thankfully it was mostly concentrated in his stomach and he could hide it pretty easily. He even managed to convince himself that his slight "dadbod" wasn't anything to worry about when the rest of him was still fit and sexy.

3 years later and he's still in denial, telling himself the same thing. No one could tell he was fat, it was all in his gut and he could cover that with a baggy sweatshirt. No, it certainly wasn't anything he had to worry about yet.

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In English: "CHEERS!!" In spanish: "SALUD!" or "CHIN CHIN!" ...

The lucky green bikini 🍀

Had to dust off a classic bikini and try it on again!

Having fat on your body is not enough, becoming a fatty should be a permanent lifestyle change like a black hole that only sucks you in deeper.

Let food become the answer to every situation.

Celebrate every victory with over indulgence, eat your feelings when they hurt, pass the time with snacks...

Food is beautiful.

Food is your true best friend and is always there for you.

The warm feeling of stuffing yourself is pure happiness and bliss.

Isn't it great that being truly happy is always at your finger tips?

Don't think about it, just give into it.

Whenever you get a craving indulge it immediately.

Get used to indulging your cravings all the time and forget what it's like to have self control..

Get addicted to your favourite foods and keep reinforcing that addiction until it's impossible to break.

Every day that you give in pushes the possibility of turning back away.

The process should become so automatic that even if you are trying to show restraint and debate over whether or not to indulge, you mindlessly have started eating without even realizing.

The realization that you've become a slave to food might upset you at first but it's so hot to see how you've degrading and it just gets you so horny that you end up eating more instead.

Soon you will train your mind to crave food just from the thought of losing weight.

You will condition yourself to meet all forms of resistance to your new fat self with more eating.

Feeling a lack of confidence from your fat and considering dropping some weight to fit your clothes better?

Go stuff yourself.

Worried about the negative effects this lifestyle might have on your health?

Go stuff yourself.

And when it comes to physical activities you will always choose the path of least resistance.

If you have to decide between being lazy or putting in effort you will choose the fuzzy, cozy, happy feelings of lazing around.

Being lazy and sedentary feels sooo good. It's your other best friend after food after all.

Remember when you used to like going on walks? Now the thought seems horrid to you.

All of your interests have grown to revolve around being lazy and eating.

Watching shows, playing games, hanging around the computer or lying in bed on your phone...

The further you go, the more permanent this lifestyle is becoming.

You will condition yourself to meet all opportunities to give effort with being lazy.

Left the light on in the living room?

It's too far away now, you'll just stay in bed.

Friends getting together for a night out?

Maybe next time, it's too comfortable and happy hear on the couch with snacks and good shows.

You no longer just have a fat person's body... Now you have a fat person's brain.

You are wired to be lazy and you can't even comprehend the idea of anything else.

You relate to all the fattest people around you who got that way by accident and struggle with daily life.

There struggles have become your struggles.

You've become such a natural fatty that everyone will assume you've been this way all your life.

And as far as anyone is concerned, you have... because you are now exactly the same as someone who has been fat all their life.

Your muscles have all atrophied and left you weak.

You swear you used to know how to flex your muscles but now when you try nothing happens, it's just jiggly fat everywhere.

This is you forever now.

The habits have become permanent and you're only going to gain more fat habits along the way.

Fat blob🐖

FeedeeMedia is owned by a management company. Among other things I’m sure, they’re basically looking to automate model interactions, aka you’ll be talking to AI in DMs and not real people. They’ve paid to hide their owner name, they’ve built themselves an entire platform with AI slop, this is round 2 with the same exact design they’ve used before. They’re using models photos without permission to advertise. They don’t have age verification which means there are more than likely minors on both the website and the discord. Theyre offering paid promos to white models and begging for free promos from black models. They’ve only been online for a month. Mind you myself and a few others connected the dots a few days ago.