"Now I Realize That There Is No Righteous Path"

I wanted to say "it hurt so much that people wouldn't let me pursue things. It hurt so much to know that someone I loved would deliberately and systematically deny me a source of joy."

I even wanted to say "If I'm being honest I still can't in my heart of hearts make myself understand that perspective. If I'm being honest a part of me I never let hold the microphone still finds that unspeakably cruel."

I had to stop myself from gripping their shoulders and shouting "We just want to love! We just want to love and we are called unnatural and cheaters and dangerous! What is so dangerous, so wrong, so abhorrent about loving more?!"

I wanted to beg them to see. To not just ✨be chill😎✨ but to really get it. To agree that I am not the one who got it backwards.

Instead I just said "Yeah, consent is what matters. Very few people would consider having a threesome cheating even though, technically, you are sleeping with someone else. Its about knowing and being okay with it way more than it is a specific act." Because that's all they needed to hear. Because they were trying to better their understanding, and did not deserve having to pick up the pieces of a heart that was with every tenderness shattered by someone else so many years ago.

he sees the pink panties (insert 5x04 flashbacks) and immediately look at cas

and you can tell he's thinking about panties + cas because he looks away quickly and scrunchies up his face and is like ohhhhh no don't think about that don't think about that

but THEN he apparently just... gives the panties to cas??

then he randomly has to sit down and check out the pizza box (i learned that from the pizzaman HELLO?!?!?!)

and then he picks up a guitar and starts strumming away

and pointedly looks at cas as he does so

remember, the only other time we've seen dean with a guitar was when he was trying to impress that girl he liked in 9x07

i’m speechless

This is how the system of white supremacy  operates. The media is used 2 create stereotypes like blk on blk crime.They need black men to fill jail cells for the Prison Indstrial complex

You know what? I’m tired of this. I do not know what exactly they are waiting for. I mean our government comes up with “reasons” to invade other countries, such as Syria, like their government is allegedly violating human rights or something like that. but… I mean for other countries, they do not even have to go deep to bomb the fuck out of this place, they can just look at our media. And this has been happening to people of color since the media has existed.

I’ll never forget this 👇🏾

It’s really that simple.

As of this morning I was reluctantly looking for jobs because I love my job and don't want to leave it, but see: $10k raise problem solver.

As of noon today this was no longer an issue, because my boss called me with the news that I was getting a $10K merit raise.

I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. This is roughly $200 extra per paycheck. Enough to pay off debt faster, rebuild my savings, and spend a weekend a month in Milwaukee getting obscenely laid. The sex I'm going to have on $200 extra per paycheck. You can't even.