u g h .

I allowed myself to get way to fucking comfortable

Okay im done for now he asked me to watch some tv together.

Fuck it ill start starving myself again to try to get some kind of fucking happiness back because fuck me i guess and fuck everything i try to fucking do

I fucking hate everything about myself

I fucking hate myself

Im said for so long i dont deserve happiness and look at me now. Depressed as fuck still.

Wtf is th point of talking or asking whats wrong if your just gonna fucking get mad

Just in a constant stand of feeling like i do everything wrong. And im not going to be happy ever.

Im really trying not to slIt my fuċking wrist man. Im been doing so good lately. But like fuck.

Oh, hi again.

I be fucking everything up.

Maybe they see and dont care

I wish they saw how this affected me.

I really feel like i ment nothing to them.