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POV: you had to bomb Antarctica 5 hours ago

I’m collecting opinions for my fanfic. I rlly want to make that Deku slowly gets back his powers thanks to costume, but I know that it’d probably be to obvious. Even tho it’s not the main idea of story and more addition for convenience

Just a thought I had swirling in my mind after reading and dropping some fanfics bc they all seemed weird: pretty please AO3 authors start being MODEST

I know that it’s fun to write corny jokes sometimes and other many emotional scenes, but they workout great when they only light up in the middle/end and not in the begging so they don’t settle the tone of your story

Like, in many superhero fandom fics there are those tropes that are too much of a cliche like villain attacks, quirks. Especially, ordinary fights that somehow get MC who’s supposedly on of the strongests to the near-death condition and yet they still act like nothing happened even tho another character just said: dude you’re bleeding and dying

I mean, I had this story in my mind myself on my first draft few years ago, but during the writing I understood that I didn’t like it being so “the same as other’s” and I started polishing the story

And I guess I’m rewriting the plot for the 3rd/4th time and now it consists mostly of those “boring” scenes in grocery store, laundromat, office, etc, but that what gives it an actual new tone as the superhero stuff is not the majority, it’s a half if not 1/3rd of it.

What I want to say that you can show many cool details, dialogues not during a near-death situation but during regular stuff like doing laundry, just start exploring the world you’re working with as the working system where heroes are not the centre of the world and as normal as accountants (you won’t believe how many similarities they share)

“And if I knew you in school

You’d be too cool to me”

I mean,,, I read what that guy did, comics and other stuff,,, I don’t believe my baby boy was doing bc he’s evil, I don’t want to and nobody has right to tell me otherwise

So, anyway, just imagine, Tim once knocks Jason out and takes him to batcave, while Bruce is out somewhere and experiments on his blood like “I made a special *appropriate name for psycho drugs, bc I don’t remember how they’re called and don’t want to look through my notes, but it’s something like psycho stabilisers* so that you won’t be so insane and mad!”

“But love is a bird that you kept in your coat, warm until it died in the dark

And death is the love of what hurts you the most

So you drink your day away till you're warm as paradise”

The conflict of Jason Todd’s personality is so deeply imprinted in me that I chose the song as my political slogan

Don’t think I posted those too

Played dispatch for like 20 h and could not not draw him.

Haha btw, forgot to post her and remembered month or two later.

Thanks for anonym who again доебался to me about AI so I remembered I had some arts unposted

Well the truth is that you don’t have to.

I’ve read a lot about AI pollution this morning and what I can say, I do my best to help ecology, like reusing plastic bags and refilling same plastic water bottle. But I know I’m not saint, I cross roads in wrong places and use AI for it to chew me my own thought so I could have another point of view not after 3 hours of dreaming.

I like posting my arts, some texts and head canons on tumblr, in my telegram and some other medias, as anyone I want people’s approval that I do something cool, but at the same time I just want to share what I had on my mind recently.

Like first of all, why your dad when you’re so much of a mama’s boy? I think it’s some Freud’s shit of trying to be like your parent of same sex and the want or even need of their approval, because even if it is unsaid, somewhere deep inside you know that they should love you unconditionally. Like he sees him as the Ideal and wants his approval. And what could show that he deserves one, more than RESURRECTING HIS FATHER.

And I feel like we didn’t see it but Bruce is definitely got sad over the fact that Tim wanted to get his dad back. I guess it was like a neon sign to him “you’re not his dad and never be one”. Specifically because he probably knew what’s it like in Drake’s family before acknowledging Tim personally and after he took him in and started like full time care about him with the exact needed UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. And he like tries, fail (sometimes a lot probably) but keeps loving Tim as any of his other kids, and then Tim just reminds him that “sorry, you’re not my papa. My papa is dead and I want HIM back.”

I want to write fanfiction and I thought about Jason having a talk with Tim about all of it. Now I should say that I used AI to like discuss things all over bc who else from my friends ‘d like to discuss problem of imaginary depressed man? And AI was like “I can write a scene. Let me please” and I’m like okay, you know my style you know how I like the text to be written go on.

So one of AI’s quotes, that I really liked, by Jason to Tim:

“You don’t want to resurrect your dad.

You want him to finally love you.

And if he climbs out of that grave the same man he was, still loving you conditionally — what then?

You gonna kill him and try again?”

Doesn’t it look like a continuation of his Robin’s days? Look what I mean, I’ll try to be clear.

Like, back when he was Robin it was obvious that after Batman’s death one of them will have to become Batman. But first of all Grayson left role of Robin to become independent vigilante, that’s why Jason became Robin in first way and that kind of meant to him that he’s the only one of them who WANTS to be Batman. Like to continue fighting for Gotham. Then he dies. Then he gets back, sees himself being replaced almost TWICE. Then it’s time that he kind of waited for, like becoming BATMAN, but nobody of course has a single thought of him becoming new Batman, and the story repeats itself. Dick again denies becoming Batman, but the next two guys? Hell no he lets them take his place AGAIN. Like, he was already ofc partly insane because of this violence swallowing him, he was taught at his most sensitive period that “killing is bad”, I think it still disgusts him on some deep level to kill people. So when it got to his childhood’s dream he went full apeshit.