behind the screen đ ࣪âđżË ŕź song eunseok [r18+]
⎠pairing : riize's song eunseok x female!reader (yoo sumin)
⎠word count: 11.6k
⎠tags: nsfw, sexual themes, onlyfans/camgirl, college/university setting
⎠warnings: explicit words, explicit sexual content, cam/online sexual content, rough sex, edging
⎠synopsis: by day, heâs the untouchable song eunseok. by night, heâs Blackshadow, top subscriber to a mysterious onlyfans performer, girl no one would suspect. when their secret world collides with reality, teasing, obsession, and desire spiral out of control, and their chemistry ignites a dangerous, intoxicating relationship, one lived entirely behind the screen.
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Song Eunseok was the kind of boy people whispered about in the hallways.
Handsome, tall, always composedâ he never needed to try. Girls slipped notes into his locker, boys admired him, professors liked him. He had the kind of presence that made heads turn, even when he wasnât doing anything at all.
But the strangest part about Eunseok wasnât his popularity. It was the way he ignored it.
Confessions? He rejected them, politely but firmly.
Blind dates? He always refused.
Rumors said he had impossibly high standards, that no one was âgood enough.â
To Suminâ quiet Yoo Sumin, who always sat two rows behind him in Business Ethics, Eunseok was a mystery.
She sometimes caught herself watching him the way everyone else did, curious. He was too perfect, too calm, almost unreal.
And yet, she never approached him.
No one like her ever did.
That night..
The glow of a laptop screen lit Eunseokâs dorm room.
He sat on his bed, headphones snug over his ears, chest rising and falling faster than usual. His daytime calm was gone, replaced by raw hunger.
On-screen, a woman adjusted her camera.
Black silk stockings, lace lingerie, her face always just out of frame. The username glittered at the top corner:
BlackKittyx
She purred into the mic, her voice sweet and soft, lips painted red.
âThis oneâs for my favorite subscriberâŚâ she said, a playful lilt in her tone.
Eunseok smirked.
That was him.
The perks of being her top. She always noticed him first.
When he tipped, she obeyed.
When he requested, she delivered.
Sometimes, she even whispered his private username back into the stream, like a secret only they shared.
Tonight, she leaned close to the camera, arching her back, hands trailing slowly down her stomach.
âWhat do you want me to do tonight?â she asked softly, voice dripping with heat.
Eunseok typed a message, fingers moving fast.
Wear the red set. The one I like. And⌠use your fingers. Slowly. Donât rush.
She smiled immediately, as if sheâd been waiting for the words.
âMmm⌠you always know exactly what to ask for.â
As the stream went on, Eunseok let himself sink into itâ the sight of her body, the sound of her soft moans through his headphones.
She never showed her face, but he didnât need it. Her voice, her movements, the way she responded to him, it was enough to unravel him every time.
And no one, not a single soul at the university, knew about it.
The perfect, untouchable Song Eunseok was just another boy at nightâ jerking off to a faceless girl online.
A faceless girl who, little by little, he would realize⌠wasnât faceless at all.
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Yoo Sumin liked to stay invisible.
She always sat near the window in lectures, notebook open, pen in hand, never raising her voice unless a professor called on her directly.
She had a small circle of friendsâ two girls she ate lunch with, sometimes studied with, and beyond that, she rarely spoke to anyone.
Quiet suited her.
Safe suited her.
Which was why no one suspected her of leading a double life.
When the sun set, when she returned to her cramped apartment off-campus, the timid Yoo Sumin faded away.
The soft-spoken girl became BlackKittyx. Lips painted crimson, lace wrapped around her body, purring into a microphone as faceless men tipped and begged.
And one man in particular, her top subscriberâ made her ache in ways she never admitted.
The way he always knew what to ask for, how his requests made her body heat up. He wasnât like the others. He didnât beg. He commanded. And she obeyed.
Sometimes, after ending a stream, her chest tight with adrenaline, she wondered who he was.
What if he was someone she walked past every day?
What if he sat across from her in class?
But that thought was too dangerous, so she pushed it away.
The next morning, Business Ethics.
Sumin sat in her usual spot by the window, flipping through her notes. The professorâs voice droned on about corporate governance. Students tapped at laptops, whispered in pairs, drifted off.
Song Eunseok sat near the center, as always.
Calm. Perfect.
People whispered about him, but he seemed untouched by it.
When the professor announced a short group exercise, Sumin tensed. She hated group work. Sure enough.
âSumin, Eunseok, and Yura, you three can work together.â
Her stomach dropped. Of all peopleâŚ
They pushed their desks closer. Yura, a bubbly classmate, immediately started chatting.
âOkay, letâs divide this up! Eunseok, you take the first part? Sumin, you take notes?â
Sumin nodded silently, eyes down.
But Eunseokâs gaze lingered on her a moment longer than usual.
There was something about the way she held her pen, the neatness of her handwriting, even the low, soft way she finally spoke when answering Yura's question.
It tugged at something in the back of his mind.
Her voice⌠where have I heard it like that before?
Their eyes met brieflyâ hers wide, startled, almost like a deer caught in headlights.
He smiled faintly, polite, then looked back to the paper. But inside, a thought began to coil.
Later, when the group wrapped up and Yura rushed off, Eunseok lingered as Sumin packed her bag.
âYou always sit by the window,â he said casually. His voice was low, smooth.
Sumin blinked at him, surprised he was even speaking to her. â...I like the light,â she said softly.
He smirked slightly, leaning back in his chair. âMakes sense.â
That was all.
Just a tiny exchange. But when she walked away, Eunseokâs eyes followed her.
Because the way she said itâ the tone, the softness, it brushed against a memory from the night before.
From her.
From BlackKittyx.
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Eunseok sat back in his chair, the glow of his laptop painting his sharp features in pale blue.
Another stream, another night of temptation.
But tonight, he didnât want to share her. Not with the swarm of desperate men typing in the chat, flooding her with empty praise.
He wanted her to himself.
So he dropped a tip. Not just any tipâ enough to make her stop mid-sentence.
Her eyes flicked to the screen. âOh?â Her lips curved slowly, knowingly.
âWell, it looks like my favoriteâ â she glanced at his username, voice drippingâ âBlackshadow⌠wants some private time.â
The request went through.
Private 1:1 call accepted.
Eunseok adjusted his laptop, settling deeper into his chair.
He didnât normally turn on his camera for these, but tonight.. tonight he wanted more. He wanted her to see him too.
The screen split.
On one side, his body from the shoulders downâ face hidden in shadow, sweatpants already tugged low, cock hard and heavy in his hand.
On the other, BlackKittyx perched on her chair, lingerie slipping down her skin, her camera angled to frame every curve while keeping her face obscured.
She smiled, teasing. âWell, well⌠so mysterious tonight, Blackshadow. Finally letting me see you stroke it for me?â
His lips curled, his voice low but altered through the filter. âYou wanted me. Now youâve got me.â
Her thighs pressed together at the sound. âMmm⌠then letâs not waste time.â
Her hand slid down, fingers grazing the wet lace between her legs.
He tightened his grip on himself, stroking slow, watching every movement she made.
âSpread your legs wider,â he ordered.
She obeyed, panties tugged aside, two fingers slipping inside with a wet sound that made his cock twitch violently.
Her moan was soft, breathless, and she tilted her head back, exposing the curve of her throatâ just enough to catch the shadow of a mole near her collarbone.
Eunseokâs brow furrowed faintly.
That markâŚ
Heâd seen it before. In class? Somewhere in passing?
But then she moaned again, pulling his focus back.
Her fingers moved faster, her hips jerking against her own touch. His breathing grew rough, strokes syncing with her rhythm.
âLook at me,â he growled. âDonât look away.â
She forced her gaze back to the camera, lips parted, eyes glassy with pleasure. âFuck⌠youâre soâahhâhotâŚâ
Her voice cracked, that same quiet softness heâd heard in lectures, in murmured class discussions.
Familiar, but blurred by lust.
The wet sounds grew louder, her moans higher, her body trembling as she broke apart.
And then, in a breathless cry, she gasped. âEunseokâ!â
His hand froze mid-stroke.
The name hit him like a spark to dry tinder, sending a jolt straight through his chest.
His name. Not Blackshadow. Not some slip to another fan. His.
She didnât even realize it. Too lost in the shuddering waves of her orgasm, thighs clenching as she came hard in front of him, moans raw and helpless.
He tightened his jaw, stroking once more before pulling his hand away, denying himself release.
Not yet.
Because what burned hotter than lust now was curiosity.
That mole. That voice.
That slip of his name on her lips.
Piece by piece, the puzzle was coming together.
And Eunseok was patient.
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The lecture hall buzzed with the usual hum of voices, papers shuffling, chairs dragging against the floor. Eunseok sat where he always didâ middle row, relaxed posture, pen twirling loosely between his fingers.
But his focus wasnât on the professor.
It was on her.
Yoo Sumin.
Quiet. Almost invisible.
She sat two rows ahead, head bowed, dark hair falling over her cheek as she scribbled neat notes.
His eyes lingered on her collarboneâ delicate, pale, with a faint mark just above the bone. That mole. His chest tightened.
The same one.
He leaned back, lips curling faintly.
Coincidence? Maybe.
But the way her voice trembled when she answered a question earlier, it sent an echo straight back to the call.
That soft tone, hesitant but careful, the same one that had moaned his name until she unraveled.
He tapped his pen against the desk, smirk hidden.
Piece by piece.
She didnât notice him watching. Not yet.
But she would.
Her hand shook as she zipped her bag after class. Sheâd barely absorbed a single word from the lecture, every sentence dissolving into static in her head.
Last night replayed over and over.
The private call. His voiceâ low, commanding, rough through the modulator. The way sheâd fallen apart under his orders, body trembling as she came harder than she ever had before.
And then⌠her slip.
Her chest tightened. Sheâd moaned Eunseokâs name.
Why him? Why that name? Out of all the people she couldâve thought of.
Her face burned. She didnât even know him beyond polite greetings and the occasional group assignment.
He was popular, untouchable, surrounded by people constantly. And yet her body had betrayed her, blurting his name into the dark, to a stranger on the other side of the screen.
She gripped her pen too tightly, knuckles white.
Had he noticed? Whoever Blackshadow wasâ did he even register the name? Maybe he thought it was coincidence. Maybe he hadnât cared.
But her stomach twisted with unease.
Because she remembered the silence right after. The weight of it. The feeling that he had heard, and that he had cared.
She exhaled shakily, forcing herself to leave the classroom, keeping her head down.
Across the room, Eunseokâs gaze followed her until she slipped out the door.
And when she disappeared into the hallway, his smirk deepened.
The next class, the professor droned on about market segmentation, but Eunseokâs focus wasnât on the slides. It was on the girl seated one row over.
Sumin.
Her notes were meticulous, her pen gliding steadily across the page. But her postureâ too stiff, shoulders tense, betrayed her.
Still thinking about last night, arenât you?
The thought amused him. He leaned back, stretching casually, letting his gaze linger just long enough for her to feel it.
Sure enough, she shifted in her seat, hair falling like a curtain to shield her face.
When the professor assigned a quick group discussion, fate or maybe luckâ paired them. Eunseok moved his chair closer, his tall frame crowding her just enough to make her flinch.
âSo,â he said smoothly, eyes flicking over her notes. âYou always write everything so neatly.â His voice dropped slightly, deliberate.
âPrecise. Like someone who follows instructions well.â
Her pen froze mid-word. She glanced up, startled, then forced a polite smile. âI⌠I just like things organized.â
âMm.â His smirk was subtle, almost imperceptible. âI bet you do.â
Her throat bobbed as she swallowed, gaze darting anywhere but at him.
Her heart pounded so loudly she was sure he could hear it.
Eunseokâs presence was overwhelming this closeâ broad shoulders brushing the edge of her space, his cologne faint but dizzying. He always drew attention without trying, but today his focus was entirely on her.
And his wordsâ follows instructions well.. echoed like a blade sliding against her skin.
It was coincidence. It had to be. He didnât know. He couldnât know.
She forced herself to answer, voice shaky. âUm⌠what do you think about the question?â
Eunseok leaned in, his lips quirking like he was in on a private joke. âI think some people perform best when theyâre given⌠direct orders.â His tone was low, teasing, threaded with double meaning.
Her stomach flipped violently.
She couldnât breathe, couldnât think, couldnât stop herself from remembering last nightâ the voice in her headphones, distorted but commanding, making her obey without hesitation.
And the name sheâd moaned, the one sitting right in front of her now, watching her with eyes that seemed to see too much.
She dropped her gaze to her notes, pen trembling in her grip. âR-right⌠I guess so.â
Eunseok smirked, leaning back as if satisfied.
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Her room was dim except for the soft glow of her ring light. The laptop camera framed only her body from the shoulders downâjust as always. The anonymity of it was supposed to feel safe, comforting.
But tonight, her hands trembled when she adjusted her black lace bra.
She shouldnât be this nervous. Sheâd done this countless times. Streaming was routineâ muscle memory. But every time her mind drifted back to the classroom, her body jolted with heat.
âSome people perform best when theyâre given⌠direct orders.â
His voice. His eyes. The weight of his presence leaning in too close.
She swallowed hard and forced a smile into her voice as the chat filled with notifications. And then she saw it.
BlackShadow has tipped $500.
Request: Private 1:1 call.
Her breath caught. He always tipped big, but tonight.. the timing was merciless.
Heart hammering, she accepted.
The private window opened. Both cameras flickered on.
She adjusted hers quickly, keeping her face out of frame, showing only the curve of her chest, the lace of her panties as she slid onto the bed.
âGood evening..â she purred softly, though her throat was tight.
The distorted voice filled her headphones.
Smooth. Commanding. Unmistakable in its confidence.
âGood girl. Youâre already wet, arenât you?â
Her thighs pressed together involuntarily. God, why did it sound so much like him?
She tried to focus, tried to breathe. âY-you always get straight to itâŚâ
He chuckled, low and dark. âBecause you like it that way.â
Her fingers slipped under the waistband of her panties, brushing the dampness there. She let out a shaky breath.
He started directing her, as alwaysâ precise, deliberate commands that made her obey without thought. Her body moved on autopilot, arching, spreading, showing more.
But tonight, the more she touched herself, the more her mind betrayed her. Images of the classroom bled into the fantasy. His smirk. His scent. His broad shoulders leaning too close.
And when his voice in her headphones growled, âSay my name,â her walls crumbled.
She moaned it before she could stop herself.
âE-EunseokâŚâ
Silence.
Her heart froze. Her own gasp filled the air, louder than the obscene wet sounds of her fingers.
Did she just..
The distorted voice chuckled again, but slower this time. Almost amused.
ââŚInteresting.â
Heat flooded her face, panic and arousal warring violently in her chest. She stammered, âN-no, IâI didnâtââ
But his voice cut in, smooth and teasing, as though savoring her slip. âRelax, kitten. I wonât hold it against you.â
The way he said it sent shivers racing down her spine.
Her body betrayed her shameâ hips rolling harder, voice breaking into desperate whimpers, as if clinging to the only release that could cover her mistake.
And on the other side of the screen, BlackShadow watched intently. Filing away every slip, every sound, every clue.
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She shouldâve canceled tonightâs stream. Sheâd been distracted all day, Eunseokâs words replaying in her mind like a taunt.
But her notifications kept buzzing, and at the top was the same name as always.
BlackShadow has tipped $700.
Request: Private 1:1 call.
She swallowed hard. Her hands shook as she accepted, camera angle carefully fixed to show only her body.
The familiar distorted voice filled her headphones. Smooth. Dark. Almost mocking.
âMiss me?â
Her lips parted, but no sound came out.
âYou seemed distracted today,â he continued lazily. âIs something⌠on your mind?â
Her chest tightened. She forced out a breathy laugh, trying to sound casual. âYou⌠you donât care about that. You just want a show, right?â
He chuckled. âOh, I want more than that tonight.â
Her thighs pressed together instinctively. âW-what do you mean?â
âTake off the hoodie.â
She froze. That hoodieâ it was the same oversized one she always wore in class.
Slowly, she peeled it off, tossing it aside.
âGood girl,â he murmured. âNow touch yourself. Donât hold back.â
Her fingers slipped under her panties, the slickness betraying how much sheâd been waiting. Her breath stuttered as she began to move, her moans slipping past her lips before she could stop them.
But he didnât let her stay comfortable for long.
âFaster,â he ordered. âArch your back. Let me see how desperate you are.â
Her body obeyed before her brain caught up. She arched, thighs shaking, wet sounds filling the call.
âGod, listen to yourself,â he growled. âSo messy. Youâve been thinking about me all day, havenât you?â
Her head shook frantically. âN-no, Iââ
âLiar.â His voice cut sharp through the distortion, a command that made her hips jerk. âSay it. Admit it.â
Her eyes squeezed shut, shame and need crashing together. âI⌠I thought about you,â she gasped.
âSay my name,â he pressed, voice low and lethal.
Her whole body convulsed, traitorous lips spilling it again. âEunseokâ!â
Silence.
Her heart dropped.
This time, his chuckle wasnât amused. It was dangerous. ââŚYou really canât help yourself, can you?â
Tears pricked her eyes from the overwhelming heat, from the weight of knowing she had messed up again. âI-I didnât meanââ
âShh.â His voice cut her off, smooth and merciless. âDonât apologize. Just keep going. Cum for me while moaning my name like the needy little kitten you are.â
Her body obeyed, shame burning hot as she cried out his name again and again, trembling violently until her orgasm ripped through her.
And when it was over, when she collapsed back on the bed panting, his voice was calm. Too calm.
âSweet dreams, Sumin.â
The call ended.
Her eyes flew wide. He had never called her by name before.
Her blood turned to ice.
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The classroom buzzed with the usual low chatter before lecture. She slipped inside quietly, head down, hoodie up, praying no one looked at her too long. Especially not him.
Her pulse still hadnât steadied since last night. Since the way his distorted voice had shiftedâ cutting sharp, dangerous, when she moaned his real name. The way he ended the call with hers.
He knew. He had to know.
She slid into her seat, second row, setting her notebook down with trembling fingers. If she just kept her head low, if she just avoided his eyes..
The chair beside her scraped back.
She froze.
A familiar cologne drifted in as he dropped his bag, sat down beside her like it was the most natural thing in the world.
âMorning,â he murmured. His voice was soft, low enough that only she could hear.
Her throat bobbed. â...M-morning.â
The professor started. Notes filled the projector. Pens scribbled. But her mind was empty, body on high alert as he leaned close enough that his arm brushed hers every time he moved.
Halfway through, he shifted in his seat, angling toward her. His knee bumped hers under the deskâ once, then twice, like it wasnât an accident at all.
She tried to pull away. He followed.
The back of his hand grazed her thigh, casual at first, like a mistake. Then his palm settled, warm, heavy, too deliberate to ignore.
Her breath stuttered.
âRelax,â he whispered, pretending to copy notes. âYouâll draw attention.â
She clenched her legs together. Bad move.
The subtle pressure made him smirk. She didnât have to see itâ she could feel it radiating off him.
The professorâs voice droned on. Pages flipped. And under the desk, his hand inched higher, squeezing her thigh once before retreating, leaving fire in its wake.
Her pen slipped from her fingers.
He picked it up before she could, brushing it into her hand, his thumb grazing the inside of her wrist. He held it a beat too long, gaze cutting to hers.
Her pulse thundered. Her face burned.
She couldnât take notes anymore. Not with his touch ghosting over her skin, not with the phantom heat of his hand still searing her thigh.
By the time class ended, she bolted upright, shoving her things into her bag.
But he was faster.
He caught her strap, tugging lightly until she stumbled back toward him. His breath brushed her ear. âIn a hurry?â
âI-I... I have toââ
âLibrary,â he said simply. Not a question. A command.
The library was hushed, half-empty in the late afternoon. She tucked herself between shelves, trying to breathe, trying to will away the ache in her body.
But he found her. Of course he did.
He slid in behind her, caging her against the bookshelf with his arms.
âYouâve been avoiding me.â His voice was quiet, even, but the weight of it pressed down on her.
Her eyes darted anywhere but him. âI... I wasnâtââ
âDonât lie.â He stepped closer until his chest brushed her back. His hand slid to her hip, fingers curling against the waistband of her skirt. âYou know what happens when you lie.â
Her knees trembled. Her breath came out shaky.
He lowered his head, lips grazing the shell of her ear. âSay it again.â
Her heart lurched. â... S-say what?â
âMy name.â
Heat flooded her. She bit her lip, shaking her head, but he pressed harder against her, hand sliding lower, thumb grazing the top of her thigh.
âYou screamed it last night,â he murmured. âSo sweet. So desperate. Say it now.â
Her resolve cracked. Her whisper was barely audible. âEunseok...â
He groaned low in his throat, his hand squeezing her thigh possessively. âGood girl.â
Her body betrayed her completely, then a soft whimper slipping past her lips, her hips pressing back against him without thought.
He chuckled, dark and satisfied. âCareful. If you keep that up, I wonât stop here.â
The weight of his words slammed into her. They were still in the library. Anyone could walk by.
She jolted, pushing lightly against his arm, shaking her head. âN-not here...â
He smirked, pulling back just enough to let her breathe, though his hand lingered on her hip. âFine. Not here.â His lips brushed her ear one last time. âBut you wonât escape me forever.â
And just like that, he stepped back, casual, collected, as if nothing had happened.
Leaving her pressed against the shelves, thighs trembling, heart in her throat.
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She did everything she could to stay out of his orbit.
She skipped the cafeteria when she saw him sitting with friends. She left class early, pretending to get calls she never answered. She ducked into stairwells, cut across courtyards, buried herself in the stacks of the library.
But she wasnât invisible anymore. Not to him.
Every time their eyes brushed, she saw it: the glint of amusement, of possession, of knowledge. He knew. And worseâ he enjoyed watching her squirm.
By the end of the week, she was exhausted. Her friends asked if she was sick; she only shook her head. She couldnât tell them the truth.
She couldnât tell anyone.
Not when the same boy she was running from in daylight still owned her at night.
Her phone buzzed. A new tip. The same username.
BlackShadow has tipped $800.
Request: Private 1:1 call.
Her stomach twisted. Her finger hovered over the decline button. She should cancel. She should run.
But the screen stared back at her, obscene and undeniable. Rent. Books. Bills. Things she couldnât cover without him.
Her hand shook as she hit âAccept.â
The screen flickered. She adjusted her camera, keeping her face hidden, showing only her body draped in lingerie.
Her voice came out small, shaky. â... Youâre back.â
The line was quiet for a beat. Then his voice came, smooth, distorted, just like always. âOf course I am.â
She tried to steady herself. She tried to pretend nothing had changed. âW-what do you want me to do tonight?â
Silence.
Then, softly. âTake off the mask.â
Her breath hitched. âWhat...?â
The voice distortion cut off with a low click.
And there he was.
Eunseok.
On her screen, clear as day, no filters, no disguise. He leaned back in his chair, lit only by the glow of his monitor, gaze heavy and unflinching.
Her heart stopped.
She scrambled to shut off her camera, but his voice snapped sharp through the call. âDonât.â
Her hand froze on the mouse.
His eyes narrowed slightly, a dangerous calm in them. âYou know who I am. And I know who you are.â
Her pulse thundered in her ears. She shook her head frantically. âN-no, youâ you donât.â
He smirked. âThe mole on your collarbone.â His gaze dipped, deliberate, right where the tiny mark peeked above her lace. âThe same one I see in class. Every. Single. Day.â
Her blood turned to ice.
He leaned closer to his camera, voice dropping low. âShow me your face, Sumin.â
Tears pricked her eyes. âI-I canât..â
âYou can.â His tone softened slightly, but the steel remained beneath it.
âYou owe me that much, donât you? After everything Iâve given you. After the way you moaned my name like you wanted me to ruin you.â
Her breath shuddered. Shame burned hot in her chest.
âLook at me,â he commanded.
Her trembling hand lifted the camera higher, the frame catching her lips, her chin, her flushed cheeks.
Higher.
Until her face was bare before him.
Eunseokâs eyes drank her in. Slowly. Completely.
A small, satisfied smile curved his mouth. âKnew it.â
Her body curled inward, face burning. âPlease.. donât tell anyone...â
He chuckled softly. âWhy would I share? You think I want anyone else looking at whatâs mine?â
Her breath caught. The word lodged in her chest. Mine.
Eunseok leaned back, utterly composed, like this had been inevitable from the start. âGood girl. NowâŚâ His smirk deepened. âLetâs make tonight more interesting, shall we?â
Eunseok sat back in his desk chair, shirt loose, hair a little messy, his hand already lazily stroking himself.
Her lips parted. âEunseok⌠youââ
âLook at you.â He leaned closer to the camera, eyes sharp, smirk curling. âYouâre already wet, arenât you? Show me.â
She hesitated, thighs pressed tight, trembling.
âSumin.â His tone dropped, rough and commanding. âShow me. Or Iâll sit here and make you watch me finish without you.â
Her fingers shook as she slid her panties aside, revealing glistening folds that made his jaw tighten. He stroked himself harder, groaning. âFuck⌠I knew it. Knew you were dripping for me every time I tipped.â
Her eyes flickered down, watching his fist pump around his cock, and a whimper escaped her throat.
âTouch yourself,â he ordered.
Her hand slipped between her thighs, fingers circling clumsily at first, then pressing harder as her breath hitched.
âThatâs it,â he growled. âFaster. Donât you dare look away from me.â
Her head fell back, a shaky moan spilling out, his name slipping past her lips before she could stop it. âE-EunseokâŚâ
His pace faltered, eyes darkening. âSay it again.â
She bit her lip, body arching as her fingers worked faster. âEunseokâahhââ
His chest heaved, his hand pumping harder, precum glistening. âFuck, keep saying my name. Louder.â
Her thighs trembled, hips jerking against her hand. âI canâtâahhâIâm gonnaââ
âNot yet.â His voice snapped sharp.
Her body stilled, eyes flying wide. âW-what?â
âStop.â He smirked, slowing his own strokes, teasing. âPull your hand away.â
She shook her head, tears of frustration pricking her eyes. âYou canâtâplease, Iâm so closeââ
âI said stop.â His glare pinned her in place, cruel and commanding.
With a broken whine, she pulled her hand back, thighs clamping shut, her whole body shaking.
Eunseokâs fist tightened, stroking slow, deliberate. He groaned, eyes locked on her desperate face. âGod, you look wrecked. Begging without me even touching you.â
She whimpered, thighs rocking against each other helplessly. âPlease⌠Eunseok, let meââ
âNot yet.â He leaned back, smirk cruel as his strokes grew rougher, faster, the wet sound of his hand around his cock filling the call. âYouâll come when I say. Not before.â
Her fists balled in the sheets, chest heaving, lips trembling. âPlease, I need itââ
âBeg harder.â
âEunseokâplease! Iâll do anything, just let meââ
He groaned, close, eyes burning through the screen. âThatâs it. Cry for it. Show me how much you want my cock inside you instead of your fingers.â
Her breath hitched, broken sobs mixing with moans, her body arching in pure need.
He smirked, cruel and satisfied. âNot tonight.â
Her whole body collapsed back against the bed, trembling, her face wet with frustrated tears. She looked at him through the screen, eyes pleading, lips whispering his name over and over, desperate and undone.
Eunseokâs low laugh filled the call, rough and merciless. âSweet little Sumin⌠mine to ruin, mine to break. And Iâm not even finished with you yet.â
Her thighs trembled, still clamped tight, her face buried in the pillow for a moment before she looked back at the screen. Her lips were red from biting, her voice cracked. âEunseok⌠please. I canâtââ
âYou can.â His tone was sharp, low, each word dragging over her skin like a blade. His hand pumped faster around his cock, the veins bulging, precum slicking his fist. âYouâll sit there, dripping and desperate, and youâll watch me finish while you beg.â
Her nails dug into the sheets. âThatâs soâcruelââ
He smirked. âExactly.â
He angled his camera lower, making sure she saw every stroke. The sight made her whimper, thighs rubbing together helplessly. âYou want this inside you, donât you? Say it.â
Her chest heaved, shame flooding her cheeks. âI⌠I want it.â
âNot good enough.â His voice cracked like a whip. âSay it right.â
Her voice broke into a sobbing moan. âI want your cock inside meâplease, Eunseok, I need itââ
âFuckâŚâ His jaw clenched, hips jerking into his fist. âThatâs it. Beg for it. Beg like the little slut youâve been hiding under that quiet act.â
Tears slipped down her face as she choked out, âIâll do anythingâanything you wantâjust let me cum with youââ
His groan was guttural, shaking through the speakers. âYou hear that? Thatâs how bad you make me, Sumin. Youâno one else.â His pace grew frantic, every stroke brutal.
She could barely breathe, the sound of his rough breathing and wet strokes pulling her closer to the edge she wasnât allowed to reach. She writhed, whining, her body betraying her.
âOpen your legs,â he growled suddenly.
Her thighs fell apart on instinct, pussy glistening under the glow of her laptop screen. She was dripping, swollen, twitching with need.
His eyes darkened further. âLook at you⌠fucking ruined. And you havenât even been touched.â
Her sob of frustration cracked into another moan. âEunseokââ
âSay my name while I cum.â His voice was guttural now, breath ragged. âDonât stop saying it.â
âEunseokâEunseokâEunseokââ She chanted it like prayer, tears streaking her flushed cheeks, her body rocking with the rhythm of his fist.
His head dropped back, jaw tight, a broken groan tearing from his throat. âF-fuck, Suminââ
He came hard, hot ropes spilling over his fist, dripping down his knuckles, every muscle straining as he stroked himself through it. His groans filled her headphones, raw and unrestrained, every sound shooting through her like fire.
Suminâs whole body arched, trembling violently, so close she could taste itâ
âDonât you dare cum,â he snarled, voice ragged as he slowed his strokes, cum still dripping over his hand.
Her scream cracked into a sob, her hands clawing at the sheets, thighs spasming open and shut. âPlease! Please, Eunseok, I canâtâplease let meââ
The camera focused on his sweat-slick chest, his satisfied smirk. âNot yet. Youâll cum when Iâm inside you for real. Not before.â
Her broken whimper was the last sound before the call cut, leaving her flushed, soaked, and ruined on her bedâ unsatisfied, desperate, and completely under his control.
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The next morning, campus felt unbearable.
Sumin sat at the back of the lecture hall, hoodie drawn up, hair curtaining her flushed face. Every time she shifted in her seat, she remembered how soaked sheâd been the night before, how her thighs had ached from clenching shut, how heâd ended the call with her begging like a mess.
Her notebook lay open, but the words on the board blurred. She couldnât concentrate, not with the phantom sound of his groans replaying in her head.
When the door opened and Eunseok walked in, the room shifted. He didnât even have to tryâ tall, broad-shouldered, composed as always, studentsâ eyes following him with admiration.
But his gaze slid unerringly to her.
Suminâs chest seized. She dropped her head, pretending to scribble notes, but the weight of his attention pressed heavy, like he could peel back every layer of her.
He didnât approach right away. He took his seat, calm as ever, but when the professor called for pair work, fate, or maybe his intention â had him standing over her desk.
âPartner?â His voice was smooth, polite, but his eyes glinted with something darker.
Her throat went dry. âIâI alreadyââ
He slid into the seat beside her anyway, leaning close enough that she caught his cologne. âDonât lie to me, Sumin.â His whisper was meant only for her, deep and unrelenting. âYou werenât complaining last night.â
Her pen clattered to the floor. Her entire body stiffened, blood rushing to her face. She couldnât meet his eyes.
His hand brushed hers casually on the desk, but the touch made her jolt like a live wire. He smirked.
The rest of class was tortureâ every time she dared glance sideways, he was already watching her.
Calm. Patient.
Like he had all the time in the world to wait for her to break.
When it ended, she bolted, clutching her bag to her chest, weaving through the crowd.
But his stride was longer. By the time she reached the quiet stretch behind the library, his hand caught her wrist, pulling her to a stop.
Her heart slammed. âEunseokââ
He pressed her gently but firmly against the brick wall, one arm braced beside her head. His eyes locked on hers, steady, unreadable, but the corner of his mouth curved.
âYou looked so pretty on camera,â he murmured, low and devastating. âBut youâre even prettier when youâre trying to run from me.â
Her knees weakened. Heat pooled low in her stomach. She hated how his words made her thighs press together, the ache from last night roaring back.
âIâm notââ she stammered, but the lie broke in her throat.
He leaned closer, lips almost grazing her ear. âYou think Iâm going to let you avoid me after what you begged for? After you moaned my name like that?â
Her breath caught, a strangled sound escaping.
His hand slid from her wrist to her hip, fingers squeezing lightly, testing the line. âYou want to pretend nothing happened, fine. But your body wonât let you. Not after Iâve seen you like that.â
She trembled, pinned between fear and raw, humiliating desire.
When his thumb brushed the waistband of her jeans, her gasp betrayed her.
He chuckled softly, satisfied. âThatâs what I thought.â
Her back pressed against the wall, Suminâs breath came in shaky bursts. Every instinct screamed to look away, to deny him again, but Eunseokâs presence was suffocating. His hand stayed firm on her hip, thumb stroking lazily against the edge of her waistband like he owned it.
âYouâre shaking,â he murmured, voice low, warm against her ear. âThat nervous? Or that turned on?â
Her lips parted, but no sound came out. The way his eyes pinned her, steady and unrelenting, stripped her bare.
He smirked. âIâll take that as both.â
His hand slid higher, skimming under the hem of her hoodie, fingertips brushing her stomach. She jolted, heat flooding her cheeks.
âEunseokââ
The way she whispered his name, soft and cracked, made his eyes darken. âSay it again.â
Her chest heaved, her voice trembling. âE-EunseokâŚâ
That was all it took. His hand left her waist, but only to tilt her chin up, forcing her to meet his gaze. For one breathless second, he studied her, calm as if deciding whether to break her right there.
Then his mouth crushed against hers.
The kiss was nothing like sheâd imaginedâ rough, hungry, all teeth and tongue, as though heâd been starving for her. Her knees buckled, but his hand at her waist held her up.
She gasped, and his tongue slid past her lips, claiming, demanding. Her hands fisted in his shirt, pulling him closer despite her shame.
His other hand roamed, sliding down her side, cupping her ass firmly. She whimpered into his mouth, the sound swallowed whole.
âYou taste even better than you sound,â he muttered against her lips before biting gently at her lower one, tugging until she moaned.
Her thighs pressed together, desperate friction making her tremble. He noticed, of courseâ his smirk pressed against her mouth told her he noticed everything.
âAlready wet for me?â His voice was teasing, cruelly soft, as his hand squeezed her ass again, pulling her hips flush to his.
She felt him thenâ hard, straining against his jeans, pressed against her thigh. The shock made her gasp, but the heat that followed drowned it out.
Her body betrayed her, hips shifting against him, chasing the friction.
His low groan vibrated against her lips. âFuck⌠you really canât help yourself, can you?â
She wanted to deny it, to shove him away, but when his hand slid up her back, pressing her tighter against the length of him, the words died in a helpless whimper.
Her back scraped against the wall as he pressed closer, his lips devouring hers, hand firm on her hip to keep her from slipping away.
Every shift of his body ground his hardness against her thigh, and every time she gasped he swallowed it greedily, tongue sliding deeper.
Her hoodie bunched where his fingers dug into her waist, tugging her flush against him. She could feel how badly he wanted herâ thick and solid through his jeans, and the realization sent her stomach twisting, heat flooding low between her legs.
She tried to turn her head, to catch her breath, but his mouth followed, stealing every fragment of air she managed to draw. His kiss was relentless, claiming, like he wanted her entire body to know she belonged to him now.
Her hands fisted tighter in his shirt. She could have pushed him away. She didnât.
Instead, her hips shifted instinctively, pressing against him. The groan that tore from his throat was low, raw, and it made her shudder.
âFuckâŚâ he muttered, lips brushing her jaw as he spoke. âEven here, even now, you canât stop yourself.â
Her thighs pressed together, but the friction wasnât enough, not with the heat rolling off him and his grip forcing her hips to stay against his.
She whimpered, muffled by his mouth, every sound betraying how close to breaking she was.
He chuckled darkly, pulling back just enough to look at herâ lips swollen, cheeks flushed, eyes glassy.
âYou should see yourself right now, Sumin. Quiet little Sumin, grinding on me like sheâs begging for it.â
Her stomach flipped. âShut up,â she whispered, but it came out shaky, needy.
He smirked, brushing his lips against hers again but not kissing her fully this time, dragging out the torture. âYouâll shut me up later⌠with your mouth.â
Her breath caught, knees weak, but before she could answer, footsteps echoed from the far end of the hall.
In an instant, his hand slid away, though his body stayed pressed close a moment longer, eyes locked on hers. His smirk was all promise, no apology.
Then he stepped back, calm and collected, leaving her pinned against the wall with her lips swollen, her chest heaving, and her thighs trembling.
âWeâll finish this later,â he murmured, voice low enough for her ears alone, before strolling off like nothing had happened.
She sank against the wall, pulse racing, trying to catch her breath. No matter how hard she tried to compose herself, the ache between her legs refused to fade.
The next few days blur into a cruel routine.
She tries to avoid him on campusâ ducking out of hallways when she spots his tall frame, leaving lecture halls a little earlier, always pretending to scroll through her phone when he passes. But every time, she feels his eyes on her. Not in the casual way classmates glance around, but heavy, deliberate. Watching. Waiting.
In class, heâs the model student, pen gliding across his notebook, posture perfect, voice calm when he answers a professorâs question.
But sometimes, when she risks a glance, heâs already looking her way. His expression never gives anything away, but his mouth curves ever so slightly, like he knows sheâs squirming.
And at nightâŚ
She tells herself she shouldnât log in. She should ignore the notification that âBlackShadowâ tipped her another obscene amount, his request simple and demanding: private call. now.
Her body betrays her. She clicks accept.
This time, his face is there from the start.
The same calm expression sheâs seen in class, but darker now, eyes hooded with hunger. Sheâs trembling as the camera captures her lips, her collarbones, the bare slope of her shoulders.
âYou think you can avoid me all day,â he murmurs, voice deep without distortion now, âthen come running to me at night? Hm?â
Her thighs press together under the desk. She doesnât answer, just bites her lip, but he catches the movement.
âOpen those pretty lips and say something,â he orders. âOr do you want me to drag the words out of you like last time?â
Her cheeks burn hot, but her body heats for a different reason. She should end the call. She doesnât.
Instead, she whispers, â... Youâre cruel.â
His smirk widens, slow and knowing. âCruel? But you like it.â
Her breath stutters, because she canât deny it.
He leans back just enough for her to see him fisting his cock again, the same way he had the first night. He strokes leisurely, never rushing, his eyes locked on her trembling body through the screen.
âTouch yourself,â he says, firm but unhurried. âNot like you did before. Slow. I want to see you beg this time.â
Her fingers hover at the waistband of her shorts.
Hesitating. Trembling.
She hates how much she wants to obey. Her hesitation makes him chuckle low, deep in his chest.
âWhatâs wrong, baby?â His grip tightens around his cock, slow strokes that make her thighs squeeze tighter. âDonât tell me youâve forgotten how to put on a show for me.â
âIâI havenât...â she whispers, her voice trembling as she slips her hand under her shorts.
The fabric is already damp, sticking against her folds, and she hates the needy sound that escapes her throat when her fingers brush over her clit.
âThere you go,â he drawls. âGod, I can almost hear how wet you are. Show me.â
Shame flushes her cheeks, but she obeys. She pulls her shorts aside just enough to give the camera a teasing glimpse of her slick fingers. His groan rumbles through her speakers, deep and raw, and it makes her clench.
âThatâs mine,â he says roughly. âAll of it. Donât forget that.â
Her breath stutters as she circles her clit faster, hips jerking against her own hand. She tries to bite back her moans, but one slips freeâ and with it, his name.
âEunseokâ!â
The second it leaves her lips, she freezes. Eyes wide.
On the other side, his strokes donât falter. If anything, they grow rougher, precum glistening on his length as he watches her fall apart. A dark, satisfied smirk curls across his face.
âFinally,â he breathes. âSay it again.â
She shakes her head, panic and heat colliding, but he doesnât let up.
âSay my name while you touch yourself. Say it while you fall apart for me.â
Her body trembles violently, obeying even as her mind screams against it. âE-Eunseok...â
The way his groan rips through the mic makes her wetter, her thighs shaking.
âGood girl,â he growls. âFaster.â
She rubs her clit furiously now, pleasure building too quickly, threatening to snap. He sees it in the way her chest heaves, the way her moans climb higher.
And then, just when sheâs seconds away, he stops her.
âHands off.â
Her eyes snap open, dazed and desperate. âW-What? No.. pleaseââ
âHands. Off.â His tone leaves no room for disobedience.
Tears sting her eyes as she pulls her trembling fingers away, thighs clamping shut. Her entire body aches with the need for release, but he just sits there stroking himself, smirking like a devil.
âYou donât get to cum until I say so.â
Her whimper cuts through the silence, soft and broken. He drinks it in.
âThatâs how this works now,â he murmurs, voice dripping with cruel satisfaction. âYou want it that bad? Youâll have to come and beg me in person.â
The call ends abruptly, leaving her staring at the black screen, panting, body wrecked and unsatisfiedâ her desperation lingering, gnawing at her like a flame that wonât die.
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The next day, her notifications pile up. Missed messages, tips, requests from other subscribers. She doesnât answer a single one. The account just sits there, untouched.
Because Eunseok has her number now.
It started so simplyâ her phone buzzing between classes with a new contact saved without her permission.
No name, just digits.
She knew immediately who it was.
The first text came minutes later:
[Unknown]: donât make me chase you. you wonât like it.
Her chest tightened. She hadnât replied. She couldnât. But her silence only seemed to amuse him.
That night, her phone lit up again.
[Unknown]: camera. now.
Her breath caught. She stared at the message for a long time, heart racing, until her body betrayed her. Against every shred of reason, she tapped the link.
Eunseokâs face appeared instantly. Not blurred. Not hidden. No disguises anymore. Just himâ leaning back on his bed, shirt loose, hair falling across his forehead, his gaze sharp as it pinned her in place.
âYou donât need that account anymore,â he said softly, like it was the simplest truth in the world. âForget them. Focus on me.â
Her throat went dry.
âIââ she started, but her voice broke.
His smirk curved slow and deliberate, like he was savoring her unraveling. âThatâs right. No one else gets to see you like that again. Only me.â
The words sank into her skin like a brand, searing and undeniable. She shouldâve protested, told him he was insane, but instead her hand hovered near the hem of her shirt, trembling, already reacting to the weight of his command.
âGood girl,â he murmured when she moved. âNow show me how much you missed me.â
And just like that, she forgot about the account, forgot about the others, forgot about everything except him.
The camera flickered, her image shaky at first, but then she settled back on her bed. Eunseokâs gaze sharpened instantly.
âOff,â he ordered, voice low but heavy with intent.
Her breath caught. â... What if someoneââ
âNo oneâs watching but me. And you donât care, do you?â His tone left no room for argument.
Her fingers trembled, but she obeyed. The thin shirt slipped off her shoulders, leaving her exposed under his unflinching stare.
âThatâs it,â he murmured, voice thickening. âMy quiet little classmate, spreading her legs for me and only me now.â
Heat flared in her chest and between her thighs. Her hand dipped, panties tugged aside, fingers working herself open as his words filled her ears.
âFaster.â
Her hips bucked, breath ragged, the wet sound of her fingers loud in the silence.
âSay my name,â he demanded suddenly.
She bit her lip, trying to hold back, but it slipped out broken and desperate. âE-Eunseok...â
âLouder.â
âEunseokââ she gasped, body jerking as she edged closer, closer, the knot in her stomach tightening painfully.
His eyes burned, lips curling into a cruel smirk. âStop.â
She froze, pupils blown wide, body trembling as if her own skin betrayed her.
âDonât,â she whispered, voice breaking, thighs shaking from restraint.
âI told you,â he said slowly, savoring her anguish, âyou donât get to cum unless Iâm there to feel it.â
Her chest rose and fell in shallow, desperate breaths. Tears pricked her eyesâ not from sadness, but sheer frustration. Her body screamed, throbbing with unrelieved tension.
He leaned closer to his camera, voice dropping to a promise that clawed down her spine. âDo you want me to come over?â
Her lip quivered, dignity cracking apart piece by piece.
âI.. I canât take it anymore... â she whispered, voice shaking. âCome over. Please. I need you.â
The sound of his low chuckle sent shivers through her, and before the call cut, his last words spilled like gasoline over flame:
âGood girl. Keep yourself messy and waiting. Iâm on my way.â
Her phone slipped from trembling fingers the second the call ended. Her chest heaved, body still on edge, nerves raw from being denied.
Every nerve screamed for release, but it wasnât hers to take anymore. Not since Eunseok claimed it.
A knock rattled her door fifteen minutes later. Sharp. Confident.
Her stomach twisted. She scrambled off the bed, legs weak, barely able to steady herself as she opened it.
He stood thereâ hood up, broad shoulders filling the frame, eyes dark with the same hunger that had haunted her through the screen.
âYou really begged me to come,â he said, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation. âDidnât even hesitate.â
She swallowed hard, back pressing to the wall as he closed the door behind him.
âSay it again,â he demanded, his hand braced against the wall beside her head. âTell me what you need.â
Her voice cracked, shaky but honest. âI need you.â
He smirked, hand sliding down to her waist, gripping hard enough to make her gasp. âThatâs better.â
Her protestâ if she had one, died when he crushed his mouth against hers, all teeth and heat, claiming every part of her. His hand slid between her thighs, finding her drenched, his groan muffled against her lips.
âMessy just like I told you to be,â he growled, pressing his hardness against her hip. âYouâve been waiting for this, yeah?â
She nodded frantically, a whimper caught in her throat.
He spun her, pressing her against the door, his body pinning hers in place as his hand teased over her soaked panties. âThen youâre going to earn it.â
Her hips bucked, desperate, and he grinned darkly. âNot yet.â
Her nails dug into the wood, breath ragged, her body betraying her shame as he dragged it out againâ teasing, grinding, feeding the ache until her legs shook.
âTell me,â he whispered against her ear, low and rough. âDo you still want me to stop you from finishing?â
Her head jerked back, eyes wild with need. âN-noâ please donât stopââ
His laugh rumbled in her chest as his fingers finally slid past the barrier, filling her in a single stroke that tore a cry from her throat.
âThen I wonât.â
Her gasp broke into a moan as Eunseokâs fingers drove her higher, but before she could lose herself, he pulled back.
She barely had time to whimper before his hands gripped her thighs, lifting her with effortless strength.
She clutched his shoulders in shock, legs wrapping around his waist instinctively as he carried her across the room. His mouth claimed hers again, messy and heated, each kiss deep enough to steal what little air she had left.
When he reached the bed, he didnât set her down gently.
He tossed her onto the sheets, her body bouncing once before sinking into the mattress. She scrambled up on her elbows, heart racing, watching him peel off his hoodie, then his shirt, every line of his body carved and commanding in the dim light.
Her thighs pressed together involuntarily.
He caught it. Smirked. âDonât bother hiding it now.â
Crawling onto the bed, his weight sank the mattress around her, caging her in as he pushed her knees apart.
Fingers hooked into her panties, dragging them down her legs in one swift motion. He didnât even look away while doing itâ his eyes stayed locked on hers, drinking in every twitch, every tremble.
âYouâve been mine from the moment you begged me on that call,â he said roughly, dragging his palm over her soaked heat.
âThisââ his fingers slid through her wetness, spreading it across her folds until she whimpered, ââis proof.â
She arched into his hand, lips parting in a desperate plea, but no sound came out.
âBeg louder,â he teased, leaning down until his lips brushed her ear. âOr Iâll drag this out until youâre crying.â
Her chest heaved, pride snapping like glass. âPlease, Eunseok⌠I canât.. just take meââ
The sharp edge of his chuckle sent heat straight to her core.
âFinally.â
And then he pushed her back into the sheets, lining himself up, his tip dragging slow and deliberate over her soaked entrance.
She whined, hips lifting to meet him, but he held her down, savoring her desperation one last moment before driving in deep, hard enough to knock a cry from her throat.
Her cry split the room when he filled her, her walls clenching around him immediately.
Eunseok groaned low, head dropping for a moment as he buried himself to the hilt, savoring the way she gripped him.
Then, just when her hips started rolling to meet his, he pulled back. Almost all the way out. His length dragged slow and heavy against her walls, making her whimper in frustration.
âToo slow?â he taunted, voice ragged but steady.
âYesââ she gasped, nails digging into the sheets.
His answer was a sudden, brutal thrust that drove her into the mattress, stealing the air from her lungs. She screamed his name, the sound breaking into a moan as he repeated it again, and again, pounding hard enough to make the headboard rattle.
But just as her cries pitched higher, his rhythm changed.
He slowed, grinding deep instead of thrusting, making her feel every inch of him dragging against her soaked walls.
âLook at you,â he murmured, lips brushing her jaw. âSo needy you canât decide if you want it rough or slow. Which is it, Sumin?â
Her answer came out broken, trembling. âBoth, god, I want bothââ
His laugh rumbled against her skin. âGreedy.â
He pulled almost all the way out again, making her squirm, whimpering for more, then slammed back into her with punishing force, ripping another cry from her throat.
He kept the rhythm cruelly unpredictable: slow, deep thrusts followed by relentless pounding, dragging her higher then snatching the edge away again.
Every time she clawed at him, begged for more, he gave itâ only to shift gears and deny her release again. Her frustration built hotter, sharper, until tears pricked her eyes with the sheer intensity of it.
âYouâll break for me,â he growled against her ear, hips snapping hard enough to jolt her whole body. âAnd Iâll decide when.â
Her moans filled the room, frantic and desperate, her voice cracking on his name.
She was trembling, body stretched tight around him, every thrust dragging her higher, every slow grind making her ache more.
Her hands fisted the sheets, nails digging into the fabric as he alternated between punishing slams and slow, deliberate slides that made her whimper uncontrollably.
âGod, youâre so wet for me,â he growled, hips snapping into her in a perfect rhythm one moment, then stalling just enough the next to make her whine, desperate for friction.
âSo needy⌠tell me how badly you want to come.â
Her voice was raw, broken by moans and gasps. âEunseok.. please... I-I need it.. I canât holdââ
âCanât hold?â he teased, pulling back just far enough to drag the tip over her slick folds, making her whimper, âNo. Youâre not getting to cum until I say so. You want it, donât you?â
She nodded frantically, thighs trembling, hips lifting involuntarily. âYes! Yes, please, I need you!â
He smirked, groaning low as he slammed back into her, hitting her just right, her walls clenching around him. Her cries shattered the quiet room, every desperate sound feeding his smug satisfaction.
Then he slowed again, dragging out every sensation, pressing deep but not moving for a long moment, letting her body shake under him, her back arching off the mattress. Her moans turned into pleading, shaky gasps.
âYouâre already desperate,â he murmured against her neck, voice a dark promise. âI can feel how much youâre trembling. You want release so badly itâs painful, huh?â
âY-Yes! Please, donât stopââ she begged, voice cracking, her chest heaving, her entire body begging for him to push her over the edge.
But he didnât. Not yet.
Instead, he pulled just slightly out, dragging her along the sheets with him as his hands gripped her hips, then slammed into her again, relentless. The mixture of slow and fast, teasing and punishing, made her head spin.
Her thighs shook uncontrollably, heat pooling, body on fire, and every shift of his hips sent her closer to breaking, only for him to switch the rhythm, denying her the release she craved.
âTell me you need me more than this,â he demanded, voice low and cruel. âTell me you canât take it without me inside you.â
âI.. I canât... I need you.. I need you, Eunseok!â she cried, tears threatening to fall as her body quivered under his relentless rhythm.
His dark chuckle vibrated through her, and he pressed his mouth to hers in a bruising kiss. âGood girl.. youâre mine,â he murmured, his hips snapping hard into her again, dragging her higher, closer, and closer.
Her desperate whines filled the room, a symphony of frustration, longing, and raw need.
Every edge teased, every pull-back left her trembling, craving, begging. And still, he held her at the brink, cruelly, beautifully, completely in control.
Her body was trembling uncontrollably, hips jerking of their own accord as he slammed into her with that same relentless, teasing rhythm. Each slow drag of his hips made her whine, each brutal thrust stole her breath, her back arching off the mattress with desperate need.
âPlease... Eunseok.. I.. I canât...â she gasped, voice breaking, hands clutching his shoulders like anchors, nails digging into skin.
âYou canât what?â he murmured darkly, low against her ear, grinding deep just enough to make her cry out. âTell me what you canât do.â
âI.. I canât hold it.. I need.. please.. I need to come..â
His chuckle was cruel, his teeth grazing her earlobe. âIs that what you think? That Iâd let you have it that easily?â
Her hips lifted involuntarily, rubbing herself along him, whimpering, voice breaking into gasps. âPlease... I-I canât take it anymore.. please.. let me...â
âGood girl,â he murmured, smirk audible in his voice, gripping her hips tighter, fingers digging in as he slammed forward, dragging her closer to the edge.
âBeg for it properly. Tell me youâre mine, and only mine. Beg me to let you come.â
âI-Iâm yours! Only yours! Please.. Eunseok.. I... I need you... Iâm yours.. please let me come..â she cried, tears prickling her eyes as her entire body shuddered under his relentless pace.
He groaned deep in his chest, eyes dark, lips brushing hers in a bruising kiss that stole her breath.
âThatâs right... youâre mine. And youâve been such a good, needy girl..â
Her thighs quaked, every nerve screaming, her hips lifting into him like sheâd do anything for release. âI.. I canât take it anymore.. please⌠I need you.. I need to come.. please, Eunseok...â
He smirked against her lips, savoring her desperation, then slowed just enough to drag out the torment, keeping her right on the edge, whispering dark promises in her ear, every word making her ache more.
âNot yetâŚâ he breathed, then slammed back in, hips snapping hard, driving her closer and closer.
Her cries were raw, desperate, every whimper and moan begging for relief.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, he leaned down, teeth grazing her shoulder, lips hot against her neck. âYouâre mine,â he whispered fiercely. âBeg me one last time.â
âI-I.. please.. Iâm yours.. I need you.. please let me come.. I canât hold it.. I need you to make meâŚâ she sobbed, body trembling, utterly undone, legs quaking, every inch of her aching and drenched for him.
His grin was dark and victorious. âThatâs my girlâŚâ
Her chest heaved, mouth gasping, hands clutching him desperately. She was finally broken, completely hisâ desperate and aching for the only man who could drive her to madness.
He didnât give her a chance to recover.
With a low growl, he slammed into her again, deep and hard, his hips driving her body into the mattress as if to mark her. Her hands clawed at him, pulling him closer, desperate to feel every inch, every thrust.
âEunseok.. please.. I canât..â she moaned, voice breaking, thighs quivering around him.
âShh,â he grunted, lips pressing to hers in a bruising kiss, teeth grazing her bottom lip as he drove into her harder. âYouâre mine. Mine, and only mine. You feel that?â
âYes! Iâm yours! Only yours!â she cried, pressing herself into him, desperate for friction, for release. Her hips bucked frantically with his, every thrust making her whimper, moan, and gasp all at once.
He pulled back just slightly, then slammed in again, faster, punishing, merciless. Her walls clenched, thighs quaking, every nerve screaming, and she felt herself teetering on the edge.
âCome on,â he growled against her neck, fingers digging into her hips, holding her in place as if he owned every part of her. âLet go for me. Cum for me, baby.â
Her back arched violently, fingers clawing his shoulders, nails scraping skin as waves of pleasure tore through her. Her moans became desperate cries, body shuddering uncontrollably as he drove her over the edge.
âFuckâ yes! Eunseok! Oh godââ she screamed, the sound raw and broken, every inch of her writhing under him, pulsing around him as she came, a trembling, quaking mess.
He groaned, letting her ride out her orgasm, hips still snapping, dragging her through it, keeping her held, marking her completely.
And when she finally shivered to stillness, chest heaving, lips raw and trembling, he didnât stop. He pressed back into her, slow this time, driving himself deeper, letting her feel him pulsing inside, grounding her against his heat.
âYouâre mine,â he murmured darkly, voice low and husky, lips brushing her temple. âAll mine.â
Her fingers dug into his shoulders, still shaking, trembling from the intensity, and all she could do was nod, shivering. âI.. Iâm yours.. only yours...â
He let out a deep, satisfied groan, then pressed a final kiss to her forehead. âGood. Thatâs mine.â
The room was quiet except for their ragged breaths, the sheets a tangled mess around them. She was spent, dripping, utterly undone. But the heat still lingered, raw and hungry, the memory of every slam, every tease, every cruel edge burned into her skin.
And for the first time, she didnât want to run. She didnât want to hide. She belonged to himâ body, mind, and desire, and he knew it, smug and merciless, leaving her shaking, spent, and completely his.
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The morning light streamed through her blinds, soft and warm, but it couldnât compete with the heat still lingering on her skin from last night. Her phone buzzed on the nightstand, Eunseokâs name flashing across the screen.
She smiled softly, picking it up.
His grin appeared on the screen as soon as she tapped accept. No teasing voice effects this time. No hidden corners. Just him, dark-eyed and calm, but with that same smoldering hunger that had consumed her for weeks.
âReady?â he asked, voice low, possessive.
She nodded, fingers trembling. âYes..â
They set up the camera. She adjusted herself on the bed, anticipation buzzing through her, but this time it wasnât about strangers or subscribers. It was theirs.
âIâve been thinking,â she murmured, voice soft but confident. âI donât need that account anymore.â
His smirk widened, eyes glittering with approval. âGood girl. Only me, right?â
âOnly you,â she whispered, and this time, it was true. She typed a few quick commands on her laptop, logging out and deleting her account from her phone.
Just like that, BlackKittyx was gone, leaving them aloneâ and fully theirs.
The call continued, slower, more intimate now.
Fingers brushed, teasing, hands exploring without the frantic urgency of before. Laughter mixed with low groans, a rhythm that was theirs alone. This wasnât about teasing or denial anymore; it was about claiming and savoring.
By the time the call ended, her entire body hummed with warmth, satisfaction, and anticipation.
She set her phone aside, curling under her blankets, feeling calmer than she had in weeks. For the first time, it wasnât a game. It was real.
After class that afternoon, the campus felt charged. They walked togetherâ her arm brushing his, shoulders occasionally bumping, just enough for her to feel the memory of him against her. Students whispered, eyes darting, but Eunseok ignored them, focused entirely on her.
âYouâve been⌠quiet,â he murmured, leaning close so only she could hear. âThinking about our little arrangement?â
She smiled, cheeks warm. âMaybe a little. But I like it. Us, now.â
His hand found hers naturally, thumb stroking across her knuckles as they walked. âGood,â he said, voice low, almost a growl. âBecause youâre mine, Sumin. Everyone can see it now.â
She bit her lip, thrilled and a little shy, but she didnât pull away. She didnât want to. The world could watch. She was hisâ body, heart, and desire, and that didnât scare her anymore.
They lingered at the quad after class, sitting close on a bench, hands entwined, fingers tugging at each other as if to test who would flinch first. The teasing was soft, personalâ no need for secrecy anymore.
âI like knowing youâre mine,â he murmured, voice husky, leaning over to press a gentle, lingering kiss to her temple.
âAnd I like that youâre mine,â she whispered back, tilting her head up to meet his gaze.
A few students nearby noticed the quiet intensity between them. Whispers followed, glances lingered, but neither cared.
They had something private, dangerous, intoxicating, and everyone else could just watch from the outside.
As the sun dipped lower, painting the campus golden, Eunseok wrapped an arm around her shoulders. Her head rested against his chest, hands gripping his jacket as if anchoring herself to him.
The day ended without need for dramatic declarations. No games, no teasing, no hidden calls. Just themâ the boy who had once watched her from afar, now claiming every part of her, and the girl who had finally surrendered entirely, willing, messy, and completely his.
And in that quiet sunset, with campus life buzzing around them, everything had changed.
No secrets. No distractions.
Just him, her, and the slow, endless promise of more nightsâ more touches, more heat, more everything that would belong only to them.
Later that night, she settled into bed, soft blankets cocooning her. Her phone buzzed on the nightstand. She smirked before even lookingâ she knew who it was.
[Eunseok]: already waitingâŚ
Her cheeks flushed, heart hammering. She picked it up and tapped accept. The screen flickered, and there he wasâ dark eyes, sly grin, shirt slightly unbuttoned, leaning toward the camera like he owned the world.
âNo distractions tonight,â he murmured, voice low and dangerous. âJust us. You ready?â
Her fingers trembled as she arranged herself, curling into the familiar anticipation. âYes..â she whispered, a shiver running through her.
And as his hand appeared, teasingly close to the cameraâs edge, his dark chuckle filled her ears. She knew, without a doubt, that nothingâ not the world, not whispers, not her own hesitation would ever come between them again.
The screen glowed warm in the dark room, and the night stretched ahead, theirs alone, full of promise, heat, and endless, delicious temptation.
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a/n: hey... hahaha... :) this was an olddddd draft but revised ver. originally for hyunjae x reader but since i'm not that into tbz as much as i am with riize now, decided to just switch to eunseok. my fav smut plot i ever had btw ^__^ hope yall eunseok girlies enjoy this as much as i do.



















