synopsis youβre just barely getting a grip on your new assistant manager role for the townβs dingy burger joint when quiet new hire anton joins your crew. in the dead of a brutal scorching summer, you juggle having to keep the restaurant afloat, rekindling the flame of a lost dream, and navigating a blossoming connection with your junior employee. what awaits you this summer in this rickety, oily, and steamy dump?
pairing new hire!anton x f!assistant manager!reader (ft. coworkers! riize)
genre modern au, romance, comedy, EVENTUAL smut (MDNI), slow burn, coworkers (friends?) to lovers, slice of life, fluff, angst
wc TBD
warnings forbidden (?) trope (employer/boss x employee), slightly older!reader (only a year or two), fem!reader, cursing and profanity, mentions of heatstroke, series takes place in high stress environment, mentions of food, teasing, sexual tension, will continue to add
a/n AAAAAAAAA first full fic first full fic!!π₯² this plot line came to me out of nowhere and so suddenly but i already have so many ideas and plot lines that i canβt wait to share :β) pls be patient with me as i sort out formatting, updates, and general maintenance for this story, i want to provide my best work ^^ now, whoβs ready to get cooking?! α( α )απ½οΈ π
my kofi - https://ko-fi.com/rickittys <3
pls comment or ask to be added to the series taglist! :))
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
β Live Streamingβ Interactive Chatβ Private Showsβ HD Qualityβ Free Actions
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
ππ6! π πΏπΎπ!ππΎπΊπ½πΎπ (riize is 7!)
πΌππππΎππ ππΊππππππ: nsfw content, dom/sub dynamics, jealousy kink, body worship, cockwarming, overstimulation, praise and emotional dominance, size kink, obsession, brat taming, mirror sex, slow rough sex, edging, possessiveness, soft but filthy aftercare. minors dni. 18+ only.
ππππ½ πΌππππ: 1219
π.π πππ!
a/n: lmk if u want a seunghan kink post!
SHOTARO: praise kink & body worship
shotaro is the sweetest dom youβll ever beg for. his number one turn-on is praise. giving it, receiving it, breathing it into your skin while your body trembles under his. he tells you you're perfect every time you moan, cups your face while you cry through your orgasm and whispers βlook at you, doing so good for me.β he holds your hips like youβre breakable, like your body is sacred. the kind of sex he gives is slow, deep, and so full of love it makes you feel like crying. he doesnβt rush. doesnβt chase his own release. heβs all about watching you melt.
heβs also completely obsessed with body worship. especially when youβre insecure. he kisses your stretch marks, moans into your thighs, holds your tummy while he fucks you deep and tells you how beautiful you are when you break. βthis body drives me insane,β he pants, brushing his lips over every inch of skin you once hid from him. heβll eat you out with his arms wrapped tight around your thighs, eyes locked on yours like he needs to see how it wrecks you. and when you finally cum? he just smiles and says βthatβs it, baby. show me how pretty you are.β
EUNSEOK: possessiveness kink & slow dominance
eunseok doesnβt play games. heβs a slow, possessive dom. the type to keep eye contact as he eases in inch by inch, lips brushing your neck as he whispers βyouβre mine. no one else gets to see this side of you.β he thrives on ownership: hand around your throat, cum dripping down your thighs, hickeys blooming over your chest. his voice stays calm while he wrecks you, every word firm and possessive. βyou need me to remind you again? who this belongs to?β itβs not about jealousy, itβs about claiming whatβs already his.
he likes it slow. painfully, deliciously slow. heβll tease your entrance with his cock while pinning your wrists, smirking as you whine for more. he wants to drag it out. watch your expression shift as your body gives in, trembling from how deeply he stretches you. βthatβs it. take it all, baby.β he keeps your legs spread wide, his hips grinding down, fucking you through orgasm after orgasm until your brain shuts off. and when youβre ruined, shaking in his lap? he kisses your temple and whispers, βyouβll never need anyone else. not when you have me.β
SUNGCHAN: size kink & cockwarming
sungchan is big, cocky, and dangerous. he doesnβt even have to say much. just grips your hips, bites his lip, and lets his body do the talking. his size kink is everything to him. he gets off on how small you look under him, how deep he gets inside you, how your stomach bulges just from his tip. βtoo much?β he grins, pushing in slower, watching you squirm. βnah, you can take it. look how good youβre doing already.β he holds you in place when you try to run, one arm around your waist, dragging out each thrust until youβre gasping.
he also loves cockwarming. slipping inside you after a long day, cuddled up behind you, whispering βjust wanna stay like this for a while.β he presses kisses to your shoulder, strokes your tummy while keeping you completely full. and when you clench around him? he chuckles low, βmm, babyβ¦ donβt start something you canβt finish.β sometimes he teases you with little thrusts. barely there, just enough to make you whimper. he loves knowing you're wet, desperate, tremblingβ¦ and canβt do anything unless he says so.
WONBIN: jealousy kink & marking obsession
wonbin is quiet until heβs not. his jealousy kink simmers beneath the surface. never explosive, just dangerous. the second someone else makes you laugh a little too hard, heβs got a hand on your waist, lips against your ear: βyou think he could make you feel half as good as i do?β and the second youβre alone? he claims you. pulls you onto his lap, fucks you slow and rough until you're a crying mess. he doesnβt even need to raise his voice. itβs the look in his eyes, the way his cock presses so deep you feel it in your stomach. βsay youβre mine. louder.β
his obsession with marking is unreal. hickeys under your jaw, love bites on your chest, scratches down your thighs. every inch of your body needs to look like it belongs to him. he gets high off watching bruises bloom under his mouth, watching his cum drip out of you, wiping it back in with two fingers like βnot done yet.β sometimes heβll fuck you in front of a mirror, one hand on your throat, the other between your thighs, whispering βlook at that. covered in me. exactly how you should be.β and then he kisses your lips like youβre his entire world.
SOHEE: brat tamer & orgasm control
soheeβs not soft. he likes control. likes when you test him just so he can shut you up with his cock buried deep, lips curling into a grin as you cry. heβs a brutal brat tamer. not just spanking or pinning you down, but really making you beg. βkeep talking,β he smirks while edging you with two fingers, eyes never leaving yours. βsee where it gets you.β he knows your body too well. knows exactly when to pull away, exactly when to fuck you dumb, exactly when to lean in and whisper βi warned you.β and it only makes you want him more.
his orgasm control is insane. heβll edge you over and over until your thighs are shaking, your voice cracking, and your mind going numb. βnot yet,β he murmurs, pulling his mouth away right before you cum. when he finally lets you finish, itβs because youβre sobbing. shaking. clinging to him like youβll fall apart. and the second you cum? he keeps going. overstimulation, soft praise, his cock dragging through your tight walls while you tremble underneath him. he likes you ruined. not just once, but until youβre broken for real.
ANTON: emotional dominance & overstimulation
anton is sweet, soft-spoken, and so dangerously dominant. he gets off on emotional control. the way your body reacts to his voice, his hands, his low murmurs of βyouβre mine, babyβ¦ all mine.β he holds you like a lifeline and fucks you like youβll never have anyone else. he likes when you fall apart in his arms. not just from pleasure, but from how deeply he loves you. his touch is slow, heavy, possessive. and when you cry from how much you feel? he kisses your cheeks and whispers βcry for me. i want it all.β
his biggest weakness? overstimulation. heβll drag it out for hours. mouth on your clit until your voice breaks, cock deep inside while your body begs for a break. but he just cups your face and moans βone more, you can give me one more.β and somehow, you do. heβs the kind of lover who breaks you with sweetness. slow grind, wet kisses, praise melting into filth until your body doesnβt even work right anymore. and when you finally collapse? he wraps you up in his hoodie and lets you cry it out, brushing your hair back like you didnβt just cum six times on his cock.
βββ kissing, cuddling, skinship, pet names. . Ϋ« π²
β’ s:notes ΒΏ shy toni = cuteness overload!!
you truly didn't know how clingy anton was at the beginning of your relationship. to be fair, in the first month or two of dating, anton was a timid boy; heβd never initiate any sort of physical touch, not because he didnβt love you, oh no, not at all! more because he was seriously a nervous wreck! this boy just loved you so much, whenever heβd make eye contact with you for longer than a minute, his thoughts would overwhelm him all at once. how could someone be so beautiful? how did someone like you fall for someone like him? what did he do to deserve you, much so touch you?Β
of course, further into your relationship, you and anton talked about this, reassuring anton he deserved everything from the moon and back, which honestly made him fall for you harder, that is if he could even fall any harder.Β
now here you are, with your beautiful boy snuggled into your chest in your room.. βand there's this restaurant near there thatβs super good, i have to take you, youβd love it, and they also sell these cute matching keychains that we have to get, like imagine how cute theyβd look on our bagsβ he mumbling into the crook on your neck as you play with this hair, softly humming to his words to let him know your listening to every word, β and thereβs a bakery not far from that restaurant that i also wanna take you, i hear the creeps there are really-β the boy continues as he slowly begins to look up at you, only to be met with your eyes staring right back into his.Β
instantly,Β a tint of pink scatters across his cheeks as he lets out a soft giggle, the corners of his mouth moving up. he dropped his head back down. βwhat? i was listening. keep talking,β you softly muttered at the boy whilst still playing with his hair. anton brings his head up βitβs just..β he paused βi looked up andβ¦β another pause, he let out a sigh "you're so beautiful, seriously how can you look so beautiful?β he brings his hand up you cup the lower half of your face, you both sat in silence for a bit, admiring each other.
Β the silence quickly came to an end when you brought your lips to his forehead, then his cheek, his ear, his eyebrow, and soon you had kissed all over his face, with anton letting out small giggles in between. once you had pulled back, he gave you a pouty frown, you lifted your eyebrow in a questioning expression, wondering what he was frowning about. he quickly spoke up, βyou missedβ he mumbled, still confused, you were about to ask him what he meant, but before you could do that he softly grabbed the back of your head with one hand and you waist with the other one, pulling you closer to him as he brought his soft pink lips into contact with yours, easing into it with a soft sigh. you were taken aback for just a quick second before slowly melting into the kiss as well. your mouths moved at a steady rhythm, not too fast, not too slow, just perfect. anton held you tight, as if he didnβt, youβd vanish.
Β after a little while, you both pull away, lightly gasping for air. you found yourself making eye contact with anton again, he looked back at you with a loving smile. βI love you, you know that?β he said with the softest voice ever as if his voice couldnβt get any softer, you giggled β of course, i love you too toniβ you replied, smiling back at him before placing one final kiss on the tip of his nose βnow finish telling me about that bakeryβ you said in a fake stern voice, anton giggled.
at that moment he knew that it was possible to fall even harder for you than he already had.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
β Live Streamingβ Interactive Chatβ Private Showsβ HD Qualityβ Free Actions
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
Β° π£Ώ β.ΰ³ΰΏ*:ο½₯ OH SWEET TEMPTATION, TAKE A BITE OF THE APPLE | Song Eunseok
pairing β riizeβs eunseok x younger!reader
(ΰΉα΅β€α΅ΰΉ) genre. childhood friends to lovers, romance, yearning, angst, jealousy, age gap warnings. reader and eunseok has an age gap of 4 years, and itβs not gender neutral. reader is very feminine, but can come off as spoiled. eunseok being distracted while driving, possessiveness, it is suggestive, and might be seen as forbidden romance (theyβre both adults in this though) if youβre 13 and under, i really wouldnβt suggest you to read this! wc. 5.4k
note β todayβs my 5-year anniversary with tumblr!!! π
MORE WORKS: navigation | riize!masterlist
EUNSEOK TOLD HIMSELF there were only two kinds of habits.
The kind you built because you liked themβwarm coffee in the morning, the same playlist on the drive home, the same seat in a room because it felt familiar.
And the kind you built because you couldnβt imagine not doing them.
Walking you home had always been the second kind.
Even nowβyears after uniforms and class bells and the cheap convenience-store ice creams he used to bribe you withβhis body still moved on instinct when you texted him:
He sent it before he could talk himself out of it.
His chair scraped the floor. Sohee called his name, teasingβHyung, where are you going? He waved like it was nothing, like he wasnβt leaving in the middle of a sentence because your text had hit his chest like a hand closing around his heart.
βItβs family stuff,β he said, which wasnβt a lie. It just wasnβt the whole truth.
He stepped out into the cool air and started walking.
He didnβt run. He never ran. Running made things look urgent. Like he cared too much.
But his pace was steady, purposeful, as if the city itself had rearranged so the shortest route to you existed only for him.
Your parents and his had been best friends for longer than he could remember. Photos existed of them crowded together, younger and brighter, holding toddlers with messy hair and sticky fingers.
In those photos, he was always somewhere near you. A shoulder behind you, a hand hovering near your elbow like heβd been put in charge of keeping you from falling.
I was, he thought, and the thought made something twist.
Because once you had started relying on him, it never really stopped.
It just⦠changed shape.
When he was fifteen and you were eleven, it was easy. Natural. You were small enough that his hoodie looked like a blanket on you, and your problems were the kind he could solve with snacks and a lecture that made you roll your eyes.
When he was eighteen and you were fourteen, he started noticing the line. Not the line between childhood and adulthoodβthat was obvious. He noticed the line between protective and something else.
So he built walls.
Not around you. Around himself.
And heβd told himself, for years, that the walls were strong.
He arrived at the building you were in and stood across the street for a moment, scanning the entrance like he was checking for danger. The habit was old. It made him feel stupid, sometimes.
But then you walked out.
And stupidity didnβt feel like the right word anymore.
You werenβt in a uniform now. You werenβt a kid. You were dressed like you always were latelyβsoft, pretty, deliberate. A skirt that made your legs look longer. A blouse that looked too delicate for the cold, but you had a coat draped over your arm like you didnβt care.
Your hair fell in glossy waves, like youβd taken time with it. Like youβd known heβd be the one looking.
Eunseokβs chest tightened.
You glanced around, and the second your eyes found him, your face lit up with something so bright he almost forgot how to breathe.
You crossed the street without looking both ways.
βHey,β you said, like his presence was as expected as the pavement under your feet.
He didnβt let his eyes linger. He forced them to stay on your face. Safer there.
βWhy arenβt you wearing your coat?β he asked.
βBecause I knew youβd bring yours,β you said lightly.
He stared at you.
You blinked at him in pure innocence, lashes too long to be accidental. He knew that look. The look that said: I want something. Youβll give it to me.
It had started when you were smallβpouting for a toy, angling your body into his space when you wanted attention. He used to think it was cute.
Now it was dangerous.
Eunseok exhaled through his nose. βItβs cold.β
You shrugged, as if the weather was a rumor. βThen give me your jacket.β
He shouldβve said no.
He shouldβve told you to put on your own coat. He shouldβve made a joke, scolded you, done anything that wasnβtβ
He pulled off his jacket and draped it around your shoulders with practiced ease.
You slipped your arms into it like it belonged there. Like he belonged there.
βThanks,β you said, voice sweet. Then you leaned forward and inhaled, openly, shamelessly, like his jacket was a scent you wanted to wear under your skin.
Eunseok froze for half a second.
Your eyes flicked up to his.
You smiled. Small. Slow. Like youβd done something on purpose.
He felt heat crawl up the back of his neck. βStop that,β he said.
βStop what?β you asked, wide-eyed.
He didnβt answer. Because he didnβt have an answer that wouldnβt sound like a confession.
He started walking, and you fell into step beside him without being asked.
The city hummed around you. Cars passing, people talking, the air sharp with winter. Your shoes made soft clicks on the pavement.
It used to be that you would chatter the whole way home. About school, friends, the latest obsession youβd picked up and dropped in a week.
Now you walked in comfortable silence, close enough that your sleeve brushed his hand every few steps.
Eunseok pretended not to notice.
This is nothing, he told himself. This is normal. This is what we do.
But nothing shouldnβt feel like this.
You tilted your head. βYou left your friends for me.β
βI told you,β he said. βFamily stuff.β
You hummed. βI like when you say that.β
He glanced at you. βWhy?β
βBecause it sounds like youβre claiming me.β
His steps falteredβjust a fraction. He caught himself fast enough that you probably didnβt notice.
Probably.
He kept his voice even. βDonβt say weird things.β
βIβm not saying weird things,β you replied. βIβm saying true things.β
Eunseokβs jaw tightened.
There were times, lately, when he felt like you were doing it on purpose. Testing him. Pushing the boundaries with soft hands and pretty smiles.
It shouldβve annoyed him. It did, sometimes.
Mostly it scared him.
Because the more you pushed, the more he realized how thin his walls had gotten.
β¦
Your parentsβ apartment building was familiar. The lobby smelled like polished wood and someoneβs perfume. The elevator took too long. Eunseok stood beside you with his hands in his pockets, eyes forward.
He could feel you looking at him.
When the elevator doors opened, you didnβt move right away. You stayed still and leaned just slightly toward him.
βOppa,β you said.
The word landed like a match.
Eunseok didnβt like the way his body reactedβhow his spine went straighter, how his breath caught. Youβd called him that before, technically. When you were younger, when it meant nothing but βolder brother.β
Now it sounded like a knife pressed gently against skin.
He kept his face blank. βWhat?β
You stepped closer, closing the space between you until he could see the tiny shimmer on your lower lip.
βMy shoe,β you said softly. βItβs loose.β
He stared.
βIn the elevator?β he asked, flat.
You nodded like this was completely reasonable. βFix it for me.β
Eunseok looked down. Your heel strap was slightly off. You couldβve adjusted it with one finger.
You wanted him to touch you.
His throat felt tight.
βIβm not doing that here,β he said.
You pouted. Not exaggeratedβjust enough to make his chest ache. βWhy not?β
Because if he knelt in front of you in an elevator, with you wearing his jacket, looking down at him with that expression, heβ
He pressed the elevator button with more force than necessary. βCome on.β
You followed, smiling like youβd won something.
He walked you to your door. Your parents werenβt homeβhe knew that already, because your mom had texted his mom earlier about dinner plans. The adults were out doing adult things, leaving the two of you with too much empty space.
You unlocked the door and paused.
βAre you coming in?β you asked.
Eunseok shouldβve refused. It was late. He had things to do. He could go home.
But your eyes were soft, and you were still wearing his jacket, and the hallway felt too quiet.
He stepped inside.
The apartment was warm, lights low. You kicked off your shoes and immediately padded toward the kitchen like you owned the placeβwhich you did. Youβd grown up here.
βDo you want tea?β you asked.
βIβm fine,β he said.
You opened the fridge anyway. βIβm making some. Sit.β
Eunseok sat on the couch because it gave his hands something to doβresting on his knees, fingers clasped. The familiar space shouldβve calmed him.
Instead, he felt like heβd been led into a trap built out of memories.
You moved around the kitchen, the sound of cupboards opening and closing oddly intimate. The smell of tea leaves drifted in.
Eunseok stared at the wall across from him, trying not to imagine you in his jacket, moving through a room like you belonged in his life more than anyone else.
When you returned, you handed him a mug with both hands. Your fingers brushed his.
That tiny contact sent a spark through him so sharp he almost flinched.
You sat beside himβnot too close, but close enough. Your knee angled toward his.
Eunseok took a careful sip. βYou were out late,β he said.
βI had class,β you replied. βAnd then I met a friend.β
His eyes lifted. βWhat friend?β
You smiled into your tea. βA guy.β
Eunseok didnβt move.
Inside, something clenched. A guy.
He kept his voice steady. βFrom where?β
βFrom my class,β you said. βHeβs nice.β
Eunseok nodded once, as if he didnβt care. βOkay.β
You turned to look at him. βThatβs it?β
βWhat do you want me to say?β he asked.
βI donβt know,β you said, voice airy. βMaybeβ¦ ask more. Act a little jealous.β
Eunseokβs mug paused halfway to his lips.
He looked at you slowly. βWhy would I be jealous?β
Your gaze didnβt waver. βBecause you care.β
βI do care,β he said.
Your smile softened, and for a second you looked almostβ¦ tender. βThen why wonβt you say it?β
Eunseokβs throat tightened. He stared at you, trying to find the line. Trying to find the safe answer.
βYouβre like family,β he said, because it was the phrase heβd used to keep himself sane.
Your expression shifted. Not hurtβsomething sharper. Like youβd expected it.
You set your mug down and leaned closer. βIβm not your sister.β
The words were quiet.
Eunseokβs heart beat once, hard.
He forced himself to exhale. βI didnβt say you were.β
βBut you keep acting like it,β you whispered.
He didnβt answer because his mouth felt useless. Because his mind was full of things he couldnβt afford to say.
You tilted your head. βDo you know what he said to me?β
Eunseokβs jaw tensed. βWho.β
βThe guy,β you said, with maddening calm. βHe said Iβm cute.β
Eunseok stared at the floor. He could picture it too easilyβsomeone smiling at you, leaning in, saying words that didnβt belong to them.
He wanted to tell you to be careful. He wanted to tell you not to trust strangers. He wanted to tell youβ
He wanted to tell you donβt let anyone look at you like that.
His hands clenched slowly on his knees.
You watched him, eyes bright. βHe asked for my number.β
Eunseokβs voice came out lower than usual. βDid you give it?β
You didnβt answer right away.
That silence was a blade.
Eunseok lifted his eyes to you. His face stayed calm. Heβd learned how to be calm even when his insides were burning.
Your lips curled into a small smile. βWhy? Does it matter?β
βYes,β he said, too fast.
He caught himself. βI meanββ
βBecause youβre protective,β you supplied, sweet as honey. βBecause youβre like myββ
βDonβt,β he said sharply.
You blinked, surprised. Then your smile widenedβlike you were delighted to have found a crack in him.
Eunseokβs pulse hammered.
You leaned back, casually. βRelax. I didnβt give it.β
He hated the relief that flooded him. Hated it because it meant you had control.
You reached for your mug again and sipped, eyes never leaving his. βBut I couldβve.β
Eunseok swallowed.
He didnβt like being played with. He didnβt like feeling pulled by a string.
But with you, heβd been on your string for years. Heβd just pretended it was his choice.
βWhy are you doing this?β he asked quietly.
You set the mug down. βDoing what?β
He held your gaze. βPushing.β
Something flickered behind your eyesβbrief vulnerability, quickly masked. βBecause you wonβt move.β
Eunseok felt the air shift.
Outside, a car passed. Somewhere in the building, someone laughed. The world kept going.
Inside the room, it was just you and him and a line that had been thinning for years.
You spoke softly. βYou always tell me what to do. You always decide whatβs best for me. You alwaysββ
βI take care of you,β Eunseok said.
βYes,β you whispered. βSo tell me why.β
He stared at you.
Tell you why he couldnβt sleep when you didnβt text back.
Tell you why he memorized your schedule without thinking.
Tell you why he knew the names of your friends and the streets you walked on and the places you liked to sit.
Tell you why his chest felt too tight when he imagined you laughing with someone else.
Tell you why heβd built walls and still ended up here.
He couldnβt. Not out loud.
Because once he said it, it would be real.
And if it was real, it would be his fault.
You leaned in again, just slightly. βEunseok.β
Hearing his name from you like that made his vision blur at the edges.
βSay it,β you whispered.
He didnβt move. βSay what.β
βYou know,β you murmured.
Eunseokβs fingers dug into his knees, nails pressing into fabric.
He forced his voice to stay even. βStop playing games.β
You smiled, soft. βIβm not playing. Iβm waiting.β
βFor what,β he asked, voice rougher now.
βFor you to choose me,β you said.
The words were simple.
They hit him like something breaking.
Eunseok stood abruptly, as if the couch had turned to fire beneath him. βI should go.β
Your eyes widened. βWhat?β
He grabbed his jacket from your shoulders without thinking. The fabric slid off you, exposing your bare arms. You looked suddenly smaller without it.
Eunseok hated the way his body reactedβhow possessive it felt, how wrong and right at the same time.
He forced himself to step back, to put distance between you and his hands.
βI should go,β he repeated, steadier.
You stood too, stepping closer. βWhy?β
Because if he stayed, heβd lose.
Because if he stayed, heβd say something he couldnβt take back.
You took another step, closing the gap. βAre you scared of me?β
Eunseokβs laugh was short, humorless. βNo.β
Your eyes searched his face. βThen what are you scared of?β
He didnβt answer.
You reached out and touched his wrist.
Just that. Not dramatic.
But the contact made his whole body lock.
Your voice dropped. βYouβre the one who made me like this, you know.β
Eunseokβs eyes snapped to yours. βWhat.β
You smiledβfaint, almost cruel in its softness. βYou always did everything. You always gave me what I wanted. You always showed up.β
Your fingers tightened slightly on his wrist. βHow was I supposed to grow up and not want you?β
Eunseokβs breath left him.
He stared at you like heβd been hit.
You watched him, unblinking, waiting for him to crack.
And he didβjust not where you could see it.
Eunseok pulled his wrist free, controlled. He didnβt grab you. He didnβt raise his voice. He didnβt do anything that would reveal the chaos inside.
βI didnβt make you,β he said, careful. βYouβre responsible for your own feelings.β
Your smile didnβt fade. βOkay. Then be responsible for yours.β
Eunseokβs throat tightened until it hurt.
He couldnβt stay. He couldnβt.
He turned and walked to the door with steady steps. He heard you follow, light and quick.
βEunseok,β you called, and he kept walking.
Your hand grabbed the sleeve of his shirt.
Eunseok froze.
βDonβt leave,β you said, quieter now.
He didnβt look at you. If he looked, he might not be able to move.
He forced himself to speak evenly. βLet go.β
Silence. Thenβyour grip loosened.
Eunseok opened the door and stepped into the hallway.
He didnβt let himself look back.
β¦
He made it to his car before his hands started shaking.
He sat in the driverβs seat with the door closed, the world muted outside the glass.
His phone buzzed.
A message from you.
youβre running away.
Eunseok stared at it until the words blurred.
He put the phone face-down on the passenger seat like it was dangerous.
His breathing was too loud in the quiet car. He tried to slow it down. Tried to make his heart stop pounding.
Get it together.
He pressed his forehead against the steering wheel and shut his eyes.
He could still feel your fingers on his wrist.
He could still hear the way youβd said his name.
How was I supposed to grow up and not want you?
Eunseokβs chest tightened so hard it felt like he couldnβt inhale.
Heβd always thought he was the steady one. The older one. The one with control.
But the truthβugly, humiliatingβwas that youβd been holding him for years.
He just hadnβt noticed the grip until it started hurting.
A sound escaped himβsmall, broken. He clenched his jaw and swallowed it down.
He didnβt cry. He didnβt.
Except his eyes were burning, and his throat hurt, and suddenly there was wetness on his cheeks before he could stop it.
Eunseok wiped it away immediately, harsh. Angry at himself.
Tears were weakness. Tears wereβ
No.
That wasnβt fair. That was something heβd learned because the world didnβt reward men for being soft. Because heβd been trained to be solid, dependable.
Because heβd built his identity around not falling apart.
But he was falling apart.
Just silently.
He covered his eyes with his hand, palm pressing hard as if he could shove the emotion back where it came from.
It didnβt work.
The tears slid out anywayβquiet, restrained, humiliating.
Not sobs. Not drama.
Just⦠overflow.
Because the wanting had nowhere else to go.
He stayed like that for a minute, breathing through it, letting the worst of it pass.
When he lowered his hand, he stared at the dark windshield.
His reflection looked like him. Same face, same posture.
But something inside him had shifted.
He picked up his phone with steady fingers.
Another message from you had arrived.
if youβre going to treat me like iβm yours, then act like it.
Eunseokβs heart stuttered.
He didnβt respond.
He started the car.
He didnβt go home.
He drove.
The streets blurred under streetlights. His mind replayed years like a film he couldnβt turn off.
You as a kid, tugging his sleeve because you didnβt want to walk alone.
You as a teenager, rolling your eyes but still waiting for him outside the school gate.
You as an adult, looking at him with that same trustβand something more.
Heβd told himself it was fine because he was safe.
He was the one who showed up. The one who cared. The one who kept everything stable.
But safety wasnβt neutral.
Sometimes safety was the thing that made someone belong to you without either of you admitting it.
Eunseokβs hands tightened on the steering wheel.
By the time he parked near your building again, his jaw ached from clenching it.
He sat in the car, staring at the entrance.
He could leave. He could go home. He could pretend this wasnβt happening.
Then his phone buzzed again.
iβm not going to chase you, oppa.
The word made his breath catch.
but iβm also not going to wait forever.
Eunseok stared at the message until his vision sharpened.
He didnβt like being cornered.
He didnβt like ultimatums.
But the truth wasβthis wasnβt an ultimatum.
It was you finally refusing to be the only one brave enough to move.
Eunseok shut his eyes.
If I go up there, Iβm done.
Because there was no version of this where he could return to pretending.
He exhaled.
Then he got out of the car.
β¦
The elevator ride up felt longer this time. His heartbeat was loud in his ears.
He stood at your door and lifted his hand.
He hesitated.
Then he knocked.
Silence.
He knocked again.
Footsteps approached. The door opened.
You stood there in socks, hair slightly messier now, face bare. Without the carefully crafted softness from earlier, you looked more real.
Your eyes widened when you saw him.
For a second, neither of you spoke.
Then you leaned against the doorframe like you were trying to look casual. βYou came back.β
Eunseokβs voice was quiet. βYeah.β
You searched his face. βWhy.β
He didnβt answer right away because if he answered, heβd say too much.
So he asked, βAre you alone?β
You blinked. βYes.β
He nodded once. βGood.β
Your eyes widened again. A small breath left you. βEunseokββ
βLet me in,β he said.
You moved without argument, stepping aside.
He walked into the apartment and shut the door behind him.
The click echoed.
That sound felt final.
Eunseok turned to face you.
You were watching him with a cautious kind of anticipation, as if you didnβt know whether heβd come to scold you or surrender.
Eunseok kept his expression controlled. His hands stayed at his sides.
But his voiceβhis voice betrayed him slightly, lower and rougher than usual.
βYou canβt do that,β he said.
You frowned. βDo what.β
βYou canβtβ¦ say things like that,β he said, eyes fixed on yours. βYou canβt look at me like that.β
You crossed your arms, chin lifting. βWhy not?β
Eunseokβs jaw tensed.
Because Iβll break.
Because Iβll want.
Because Iβll take everything you offer and call it my right.
He stepped closer.
You didnβt move away.
That was its own kind of answer.
Eunseok stopped when you were close enough that he could feel the warmth of you.
He looked down at you, and for a moment he let himself see itβyour femininity, your softness, the way you held your ground anyway. Bratty, maybe. Spoiled by him, definitely.
A problem he created.
A problem he wanted.
βYou think this is a game,β he murmured.
You swallowed. βI donβt.β
Eunseokβs eyes flicked to your lips. He forced them back up.
βYou think you can make me say it first,β he said, voice steady despite the way his hands wanted to move.
Your eyes flashed with something like satisfaction. βCan I not?β
Eunseok stared at you.
A laugh almost escaped himβsmall, incredulous.
βYouβreβ¦ unbelievable,β he said.
You shrugged, too innocent. βThen stop letting me.β
His chest tightened.
Eunseok took a slow breath.
He had rehearsed so many versions of this in his headβversions where he stayed composed, where he said the right thing, where he didnβt reveal too much.
But standing in front of you, with you looking at him like you already knew, he realized the right thing wasnβt pretty.
It was honest.
Eunseok spoke quietly. βI donβt know when it changed.β
Your expression softened, just slightly.
βI donβt know when I stopped thinking of you asβ¦ just the kid I had to take care of,β he continued. βBut it did.β
Your lips parted, but you didnβt interrupt.
Eunseokβs throat tightened. He swallowed.
βI tried to fix it,β he admitted. βI tried to be normal. I tried to draw lines.β
His eyes flicked away for a second, as if he couldnβt bear to look at you while saying it.
βBut youβreββ He exhaled. βYouβre everywhere for me.β
Silence fell.
You stood very still, as if any movement might break the moment.
Eunseok looked back at you. His gaze was steady now, like heβd made a decision he couldnβt undo.
βWhen you donβt text me back, I canβt sleep,β he said. βWhen someone looks at you, I feelβ¦ sick.β
Your breath caught.
Eunseokβs jaw clenched as if the words tasted like weakness. βI hate it. I hate that it makes me feel like I own something I donβt.β
Your eyes shimmered slightly, but you blinked it away. βEunseokβ¦β
He stepped closer again, until there was barely space between you.
His voice dropped. βYou asked me to say it.β
You swallowed, nodding faintly.
Eunseok stared at you with an intensity that made your smile falter.
βI like you,β he said, slow, deliberate. βNot like family. Not like a sister. Not like anything Iβm allowed to pretend is safe.β
Your breath left you in a shaky exhale.
Eunseokβs eyes didnβt leave your face. βI like you in a way that makes me feel stupid. And angry. Andββ
His voice cracked, just barely. He stopped, jaw tightening hard as if he could force it back into place.
You reached out, careful, and touched his hand.
Eunseok didnβt pull away.
You whispered, βYouβre not stupid.β
He laughed once, breathless. βYou donβt know.β
You stepped closer until your forehead almost touched his chest. βThen show me.β
Eunseok froze.
Show you. As if he hadnβt been showing you his whole life.
His throat burned.
He turned his head slightly, staring past you for a second as if he could find composure somewhere in the room.
When he looked back down at you, his eyes were glossyβnot crying, not yet, but close.
βIβm trying,β he said, voice tight. βIβm trying to beβ¦ good.β
You tilted your face up. βGood for who?β
Eunseok didnβt answer.
Because the only real answer was: good for you.
Good enough not to hurt you. Good enough not to ruin you. Good enough not to take something that wasnβt offered.
But you were offering.
Youβd been offering.
Just⦠in your own maddening way.
You squeezed his hand. βIβm not asking you to be perfect,β you whispered. βIβm asking you to stop acting like you donβt feel anything.β
Eunseokβs chest tightened so hard it hurt.
His face stayed controlled. His posture stayed solid.
But his voiceβhis voice betrayed him again, rough with emotion he couldnβt fully hide.
βI feel too much,β he said.
The words came out like a confession and a warning.
You stared at him. βThen feel it.β
Eunseokβs breath shook.
For a second, he looked like he might step back.
Instead, he lifted his free hand and touched your cheekβslow, careful, like he was making sure you were real.
Your eyes fluttered, and you leaned into his palm.
Eunseokβs control snappedβnot explosively, not violently.
Just quietly.
Like a thread breaking.
His eyes went wet. He blinked, hard, as if he could fight it. His jaw clenched like he was angry at his own body.
You watched him, softer now, no teasing in your expression.
Eunseokβs voice came out barely above a whisper. βYou make it hard.β
Your hand slid up his wrist, grounding him. βGood.β
A breathy, almost broken laugh escaped him.
Then, to his own surprise, a tear slipped down his cheek.
He stood perfectly still as it happenedβstill a man, still composed on the outside, like he refused to collapse.
But the tear was there anyway.
Eunseok shut his eyes for a second, breathing through it. When he opened them, he looked at you like you were both his weakness and his relief.
βI hate that you knew,β he murmured.
You smiled gently. βI didnβt know. I hoped.β
Eunseokβs hand cupped your cheek more firmly, thumb brushing the tear he hadnβt even noticed was still falling.
βIβm notβ¦ going to beg,β he said, voice low, almost embarrassed.
Your eyes warmed. βIβm not asking you to.β
He swallowed, his gaze intense. βBut if you want meββ
You interrupted, quiet but unwavering. βI do.β
Eunseokβs breath caught.
You added, softer, βI just wanted to hear you say it.β
Eunseok stared at you like he was trying to memorize you. Like he was afraid the moment would disappear if he blinked too long.
Then he nodded onceβslow, final.
βOkay,β he said.
The word was small.
It sounded like surrender.
He leaned down slightly, forehead nearly touching yours. His voice dropped to something only you could hear.
βThen youβre mine,β he said, and it wasnβt a claim spoken lightly. It was a promise and a burden and a truth heβd been carrying for too long.
You smiledβbright, satisfied, soft. βFinally.β
Eunseok huffed a laugh, still damp at the corners of his eyes. βYouβreβ¦ really something.β
You tilted your head. βSo are you.β
Eunseok looked at you for a long moment.
Then he said, quieter, as if the honesty still tasted unfamiliar, βDonβt make me regret this.β
You touched his cheek, thumb brushing where his tear had been. βI wonβt.β
Eunseok exhaled slowly, the tension in his shoulders loosening for the first time in what felt like years.
He didnβt kiss you. Not yet.
He just held your face and looked at you like he was trying to learn how to exist in this new truth without breaking it.
Then you held his wrist in your palmβsoft, gentle, with a new set of nails that he paid for, a constant reminder that you are hisβand whispered sweet words of temptation that ought to bring him to ruins.
βI want a kiss,β you demanded, doe-eyed and impatient. Eunseok almost laughs because he knows your impatience is his doing; never saying no to you and bringing you your every wants and needs.
But goodness is the world going to end before he denies you what you want.
The hand on your face lifted it to look at himβin control and steady, just the way he knows you like it.
He exhales, though, because despite the humor in this situation the look you gave him has his knees weakβheart thrumming and light headedβlike a kryptonite to his heart.
And dear Lord, he wishes itβll never end.
Gently, he guides your face near hisβhis thumb hovering over the lip gloss he told you was pretty back when you got it. He pressed onto your plush lips, curiosity overcoming the better of him, and all self control almost leaves him right there.
But that look in your eyesβthat restless, agitated look that tells him to stop being so slowβoh he loves it. Relishes in it, in fact. So much so that heβs able to have enough self control to not kiss you there and then.
You let out a querulous whine, βNow, Eunseok, stop teasing me.β
He chuckles as if he isnβt trembling with a desire so primal to have you.
βWe have all the time in the world, princess,β He mutters in retort, but who was he to deprive you of anything?
Finally, he connects your lips with hisβ
Soft.
Measured.
As if heβs afraid too much pressure might make you disappear.
Your breath catches, and for a split second, neither of you move. The world narrows to the quiet warmth between your mouths, the faint taste of lip gloss he once complimented without realizing what it would come to mean.
Then you tilt your head, just slightly.
Inviting.
Eunseok exhales through his nose, the sound shaky, and his hand tightens at your jaw. The kiss deepensβnot rushed, not desperate, but intentional. Like heβs trying to memorize the way you feel against him.
Your fingers curl around his wrist.
He swears under his breath.
Because that tiny gestureβso gentle, so trustingβhits harder than anything else could. It reminds him that this isnβt a fantasy. This is real. Youβre real.
And youβre choosing him.
His lips move against yours with more confidence now, still restrained, but heavier with emotion. Thereβs no hunger in it yetβjust years of unspoken feeling finally finding a place to land.
You sigh into the kiss, soft and satisfied.
Eunseokβs chest tightens.
He pulls back just enough to rest his forehead against yours, eyes closed, breathing uneven.
βHappy now?β he murmurs.
Your smile is slow, smug, and undeniably his fault. βVery.β
He opens his eyes and looks at you like the answer was never in doubt.
Outside, the city kept moving.
Inside, the line was gone.
And Eunseokβsteady, stubborn, controlled Eunseokβfinally stopped pretending his heart didnβt belong where it had always been reaching.
contains : gangbang, free-use, vaginal sex, oral sex, anal [ fem receiving ], squirting, multiple orgasms, creampie, cum play, consensual-non-monogamy, power imbalance, objectification, degradation, humiliation, dacryphilia, & overstimulation
pairing : riize & sub!reader
note : WHHHHEEEEEEWWW! this is lowk ass but i hope yall like it meow
the dorm common room is dead quiet at 4 a.m. except for the low buzz of the vending machine dying in the corner and the occasional creak of the old couch springs under seven bodies that refuse to stay still.
theyβve got you in the middle like always free use doesnβt have a schedule it just has you and six sets of hands that havenβt left your skin since they dragged you down here after practice.
antonβs behind you chest glued to your back chin hooked over your shoulder his arms are locked around your waist like heβs afraid youβll vanish if he lets go even an inch long fingers splayed across your stomach pressing just hard enough that you feel the faint outline of his cock still half hard inside you from earlier heβs not moving much just slow lazy rolls of his hips every few minutes to remind you heβs there deep thick stretching you open even when heβs barely thrusting.
βstay still babyβ he murmurs against your neck voice soft but edged βyou keep clenching and iβm gonna have to fill you again before the others get a turn.β
wonbinβs on your left kneeling on the cushion hoodie off shirt sleeves shoved up one hand wrapped loosely around your throat just resting there thumb stroking your pulse while the other kneads your tit roughly pinches the nipple until you gasp then soothes it with his tongue heβs been alternating between sucking marks into your collarbone and whispering filthy praise in your ear.
βlook how pretty you are like thisβ he says voice low and amused βall spread out and dripping you love being our little toy donβt you?β
soheeβs on your right the neediest one tonight heβs got your hand wrapped around his cock guiding you to stroke him slow while he whines against your shoulder every time you twist your wrist he bucks into your palm and lets out a high broken moan.
βplease faster fuck your hand feels so goodβ heβs trembling cheeks flushed eyes glassy βwanna come on your tits againβ
sungchanβs kneeling between your spread legs skirt long gone panties ripped and discarded somewhere near the tv heβs eating you out like itβs a competition tongue flat and relentless sucking your clit hard enough to make your hips jerk every time you try to close your thighs he forces them wider with his shoulders and growls against your cunt.
βkeep them openβ he snaps βyou donβt get to hide this pussy itβs ours.β
eunseokβs at your feet hands gripping your ankles spreading you even wider for sungchan heβs quiet tonight just watching with those dark intense eyes occasionally leans in to lick a stripe up your inner thigh tasting the mess everyoneβs already left when sungchan pulls back for air eunseok takes his place tongue slow and teasing fingers sliding in alongside it curling against that spot until youβre shaking and sobbing.
shotaroβs standing behind the couch leaning over you hands on your shoulders massaging slow circles while he watches the others take turns heβs hard again cock straining against his sweats every time someone makes you cry he tightens his grip like heβs grounding himself.
βpass herβ shotaro says voice soft but firm βmy turn to feel her mouth.β
they do.
anton lifts you off his cock with a wet sound that makes everyone groan cum leaks out immediately thick white dripping down your thighs sohee whines at the sight.
shotaro guides you to your knees on the floor circle forms around you instantly six cocks hard and leaking waiting.
he strokes your cheek gentle βopen baby.β
you do.
he slides in slow letting you taste him letting you feel every inch stretch your lips you gag when he hits the back of your throat tears spill instantly.
βgood girlβ he breathes hand gentle in your hair βtake me deeper.β
wonbinβs next rougher fucks your mouth hard hand fisted in your hair βlook at those tears so pretty when you choke on my cockβ
sungchanβs thick makes you gag harder βswallow it all fuck yesβ
eunseokβs gentle but deep holds your face βeyes on me yeah just like thatβ
soheeβs the neediest whines when you lick his balls hips bucking βplease please donβt stop love your tongue thereβ
antonβs last makes you look up at him the whole time βgood girl taking all of us such a perfect little free use slutβ
they come one after another painting your tongue your lips your chin dripping down your neck onto your tits you swallow what you can the rest they smear across your skin like theyβre marking territory.
when theyβre done they donβt let you rest.
just pull you back onto the couch bodies everywhere hands everywhere mouths everywhere.
antonβs inside you again slow deep grinding while wonbin fucks your mouth sungchanβs fingers in your ass prepping you eunseokβs tongue on your clit soheeβs cock in your hand shotaroβs mouth on your tits.
they pass you between them all night.
filling every holeβ¨covering every inch of skinβ¨making you come until youβre shaking sobbing begging.
βplease too muchβ
βnot enoughβ sungchan growls βnot until weβve all had you again.β
and they do.
hands never leavingβ¨mouths never stoppingβ¨cocks never far from your body.
synopsis: you form an unlikely bond with your toxic exβs friend, leading to unexpected feelings you thought you didnβt need.
word count: 9.8k
notes: university au, student!eunseok x studentfem!reader, fluff, smut, softdom!eunseok, oral sex (m and f rec), unprotected sex (p in v), dirty talk, aftercare (if only men were real), eunseok is a nerd on the streets but a major freak in the sheets. MDNI!
message: this is my big one yallβ¦ happy new year! first full fic and smut :) i was inspired by some of my fav fics on this app, and i am fuelled with a deep obsession/delusion for uni student eunseok #needthat. eunseok is peak hot loser nerd and thatβs TRUTH! iβm definitely not a writer but iβm kinda proud of this one so i hope some people enjoy reading :)
You walked into the lecture hall, surprisingly in a good mood despite silently knowing youβd start to dread this class after the first week. Nonetheless, you were actually excited to start this school term. Youβd spent your summer being single for the first time in over a year, and though it was initially tough; feeling that strange emptiness whenever you were reminded of your ex, you overcame it and started to thrive by keeping yourself busy and spending time with friends. After a short period of grieving your relationship, you realized how much better life was without having to deal with a man who borderline treated you like shit.
This year was going to be your year. You looked good, you felt good, your mind was clear, and you were ready to power through this term with focus and diligence like never before.
You sat down in a random seat in the hall and started to take out your laptop, followed by taking a sip of your coffee you got before class. You were ready to lock-in to lecture, until you got mildly startled by someone deciding to take the seat right next to you. Typically people would try to sit at least one seat away from someone, but whatever, right?
It wasnβt until you took a quick second glance at the person sitting next to you that you realized it wasnβt just anyone, it was Eunseok.
One of your exβs friends.
Awesome. Just what you needed to break your flow. But you werenβt going to let it ruin your focus on the lecture. Besides, you had only met Eunseok maybe twice while you were still dating your ex. While you remembered his face and name, you werenβt too sure whether or not heβd remembered yours. You were really hoping he didnβt, and that he just happened to sit next to you by coincidence. You shifted your body slightly away from him, hoping to hide your face and forget about him as the lecture started.
β11:00 amβ
As your lecture wrapped up, you quickly scrolled through your notes with a quiet smile, admiring how neat and organized you had made them before packing up your bag and leaving the hall. You did your best to leave as quickly as possible, still refusing to face Eunseok, and still hoping he didnβt recognize you.
You made it halfway up the lecture hall stairs until your heart dropped at the sound of your name, followed by none other than Eunseok, who had jogged up the stairs to catch up to you.
βHey, I was meaning to talk to you,β he said as he walked up right beside you. βHow are you?β
βOh! Hey, Eunseok, right?β You replied, pretending like you hadnβt noticed him since the class started. You still couldnβt look at him straight on. Everything about this encounter was screaming awkward. βI didnβt know youβd remember meβ¦ Iβm doing good.β You answered briefly.
He hummed and nodded while pushing the door open for the two of you to exit the hall. He took the opportunity to stand in front of you so youβd stop to look at him and talk.
Eunseok hesitated for a moment before deciding to speak. βI guess what I really meant wasβ¦ how have you been after the break-up?β
You had no choice but to look at him directly now. It was surprising that you had to tilt your neck up quite a bit to meet his face. You knew he was taller than your ex, but standing right in front of him was different from the brief times you had met him before.
You sighed, this is exactly why you wanted to leave quickly. Why did he need to know?
βIf youβre trying to gather some intel to pass onto him, Iβll have you know Iβm actually really happy without him, and Iβve been doing great.β You turned on your heel to walk away from Eunseok, ready to leave the conversation. Before you could take another step forward, you felt his hand on your shoulder turn you back around. It was surprisingly gentle, but just enough to get you to face him again.
βNo, no. I think you have the wrong idea,β he said as he immediately swiped his hand off your shoulder. He quickly ran a hand through his dark hair and wiped the sweat off his palms. βIβm actuallyβ¦ not really friends with him anymore.β
You didn't expect that. Your eyes widened before you could find the words to say anything. βOh! Umβ¦ Iβmβ¦ sorry to hear that.β
Eunseok let out a low chuckle. βItβs actually nothing to be sorry aboutβ¦ It turns out he really was a dick. He said some really nasty things about you after breaking up and didnβt even seem sorry that he treated you the way he did.β
You looked down, trying not to remember how awful your ex made you feel prior to the break-up.
Eunseok continued, βI started distancing myself from him over the summer. We didnβt really have that much in common anyways. He kept nagging me about having too many βuselessβ games in my dorm which was really annoying.β
You felt some weight off your shoulder after hearing how he felt. You looked back up at him, meeting his big eyes that hid behind a pair of black rimmed glasses. βThatβs actuallyβ¦ a relief to hear. Thank you, Eunseok.β
He nodded, and you sat in an awkward silence for two beats before he decided to speak again. βWell, itβs cool to see youβre doing good. I guess Iβll be seeing you in class pretty regularly now, which is cool too.β
You smiled and waved goodbye as you headed out the door. βYeah, Iβll see you next class, then.β
βWednesday, 10:00 amβ
You and Eunseok sat together in class again, but this time it felt a little different, and you didnβt feel the need to face away from him. In fact, you noticed he scooted his chair just an inch closer to you. Throughout class, as focused as you were, your professor seemed to fly through lecture slides faster than you could note them down. By the end of class, you still had the bulk of the material in your notes, but you failed to get everything you needed.
You tapped on Eunseokβs shoulder as he packed up his bag. βHey, Eunseok. Did you happen to catch these sections of the lecture? I totally missed itβ You said as you pointed at your screen.
You couldnβt help but smile at how his eyes squinted at your screen, despite already having glasses on. βOh, yeah Iβm pretty sure I got those. I can send them to you later today if you want.β
βThatβd be great, thank you so much, Eunseok. Youβre seriously my saviour!β You said as he handed you his phone to type in your number.
Eunseok thanked God that you looked away to start packing your own bag, otherwise you wouldβve seen the blush creep up his face knowing that he had actually gotten your number.
β5:48 pmβ
Eunseok
*Sent 4 images*
hey, hopefully i got everything you missed
You
yes this is perfect!! thankyouthankyouthankyou eunseok :)
Eunseok
no problem ππ»
Eunseok threw his phone onto his bed and paced his room, in disbelief that he just texted you, even though it was just class notes.
βFriday, 10:00 amβ
The whole class groaned when your professor announced that youβd be having your first quiz on the upcoming Monday. You tapped on Eunseok and leaned in to whisper into his ear.
βWho the fuck would assign a quiz right after the first week of class?? This is genuinely criminal!β You whisper-shouted, however you also managed to catch a hint of his cologne. Something in your heart fluttered for a split second, but you were too pissed at your professor to acknowledge it any further.
Eunseok laughed at your comment and shrugged. As your professor started the lecture, you followed the same structure as the last time; intense note-taking and trying not to think about how Eunseok once again, scooted his chair another inch closer to you.
By the end of class, you scrolled through all your notes you had taken throughout the week and sighed. βThere is no way I can study all of this before Monday. I still have work from other classes!β You whined as you sunk into your seat.
βSame here. I have a quiz for my other class on Monday too. I think Iβm doomed, and itβs only the first week.β Eunseok added.
You suddenly turned to Eunseok. βHey. What do you think about studying together? We can keep each other accountable and make sure we start off this term on a productive foot.β
Eunseok bit the inside of his cheek to hold back his smile. βYeah, Iβm cool with that.β
βAwesome, Iβll message you later.β
β9:21 pmβ
You
how does saturday at 12:00 pm sound? iβll be free the whole day!
Eunseok
12:00 is good, wanna meet at the cafe next to the library?
You
i love that place! i get coffee there almost every morning before class :) iβll see you then~~
Eunseok
haha yeah i noticed
see you tmrw ππ»
βSaturday, 11:55 amβ
You knew it was just a casual study session, but for some odd and inexplicable reason, you put a little more effort into your outfit, hair and makeup than you normally would. You arrived at the cafe slightly early, hoping to grab one of the good tables before Eunseok arrived, only to find him already sitting at one, waiting for you with two cups of iced coffee.
βYouβre a little early.β Eunseok teased with a smile.
βOh, Iβm early? How about you, then?β You teased back before directing your attention to the coffee he got for you, which happened to be a flavour you really liked. βPlus, youβve already gotten drinks? Aw thank you, thatβs so sweet of you.β You said as you took a seat in front of him.
βItβs nothing, and I think we both need it considering how much material we need to get through before Monday.β
You nodded, finally taking the time to properly look at what Eunseok looked like today. He wore a washed blue hoodie with a black puffer vest on top, followed by a different pair of black rimmed glasses than the ones he usually wore during class. You couldnβt help but catch another hint of his cologne, and this time you couldnβt ignore how your heart fluttered again. Eunseok looked attractive, there was no denying that.
He must have caught you staring for a bit too long, because he sunk down to meet your eyes with furrowed eyebrows, and you suddenly snapped out of it. βYou good?β
βYeah, yeah Iβm fine. Iβm just thinking about how much stuff I need to get through,β you lied. βI donβt even know where to start.β
βWell, letβs start reviewing for our class first. If we get through all of this together, then we can start working on our other classes.β He said as he started pulling up the tabs to his notes.
βAnd by the way,β he added without even looking up from his screen. βYou look really good today.β
You couldnβt fight back your smile even if you tried. βThanksβ¦ you do too.β
β1:57 pmβ
βSo I think instead of B, the answer is actually A becauseββ
Your focus suddenly got taken away by the loud sound of your stomach growling. How embarrassing. You had been so focused on studying with Eunseok that you forgot to eat lunch. You buried your face into your arms trying to hide from his inevitable laughter.
βYou must be hungry. Sorry I forgot to ask if you had eaten lunch yet.β He said as you looked up at him from your arms. His smile was warm, and somehow you didnβt feel so ashamed anymore. βStay right here for me, Iβll go grab you something.β
After a few minutes, he came back to your table with a fancy sandwich, loaded with everything you needed to energize yourself again.
βWow, seriously thank you, Eunseok. I didnβt even realize how hungry I was.β You said as you took the first bite.
βAny time. Take as long as you need to eat before we get back to studying. Right now is a good time for a little break anyways.β
You couldnβt resist smiling at his patience and kind actions. There was something so comfortable about his presence and his groundedness.
You and Eunseok spent the rest of the time powering through class material. You admired how easy it was to stay focused with Eunseok more than anyone else you had studied with before. He didnβt leave much room for casual conversation, and you didnβt bother trying to, because you both knew how much work needed to be done before you let yourselves relax. This was honestly just what you imagined when you told yourself youβd be focused and diligent this year. You just didnβt know it would include your exβs friendβ¦ or your exβs ex friend, actually.
β7:53 pmβ
The sky had turned a dark blue outside. You and Eunseok agreed it was about time to start wrapping up. He insisted on walking you back to your dorm because it was cold and dark, but if he was being truthful, he just wanted to spend more time with you.
βGod, why is it so cold all of a sudden? My fingers feel frozen.β You complained as you stopped walking and felt your hands.
Eunseok took this opportunity to reach for them, bringing it up and cupping them with his own larger hands. You heart instantly started beating faster. His hands were so much warmer, and so much bigger than yours.
βDamn, you werenβt kidding. Your hands are cold.β
You looked down at his hands, then up at him with glossy eyes and rosy cheeks from the cold. Eunseokβs breath caught at the sight of your face, his eyes flickered to your perfectly pink-stained lips, then back to your eyes. You broke the moment of silence.
βAre you gonna keep your hands like this?β
He shrugged. βOnly if you want me to.β
You thought for a moment. βSure, but letβs keep walking.β
The rest of the walk to your dorm consisted of making up for the casual conversations you didnβt have while studying. He talked about his little brother, his dog, and you gave some insight into your life as well. You found out he likes a lot of the same games that you grew up playing as a kid, and that he too, had a massive anime phase back in 2020. It turned out you had more in common with Eunseok than you did with your ex, as weird as that was to admit to yourself.
βSo why were you even friends with him in the first place if you barely shared the same interests?β You questioned.
βI donβt know, during our first year we sort of made friends with anyone. He just happened to make his way into the friend group.β He answered. He shot his head down to look at you. βI could ask you the same thing. Why were you with him for over a year if you didnβt have that much in common?β
You looked up at the darkening sky and sighed. It had been a while since you talked about your ex like this. βI guessβ¦ he treated me well at first. We had good moments in the first half of the relationship butβ¦ it came to a point where the good moments were good, but the bad moments wereβ¦ really really bad.β
Eunseok looked at you with worried eyes. He knew how badly your ex spoke about you after the break-up. He knew you didnβt deserve to be treated the way you were, which was a big reason why he cut ties with him. βDo you mind if I askβ¦ what kind of bad moments?β
You laughed at the thought. It had been long enough since the break-up to become something you were able to joke about now. βWell, he was terrible whenever it came to any kind of disagreement. His stubbornness is seriously comparable to a 5-year-old, except sometimes it got scarily aggressive. Whenever I got on his nerves, he would nearly blow up at me. Not to mention hisββ
You cut yourself off before you let it slip out. Eunseok probably didnβt want to hear about your extremely mediocre sex life with your ex.
βHis what? Youβre buffering.β
βNevermind. I donβt think you want to hear it.β You said as you looked up at Eunseok, and he looked back at you.
βTry me. Is it bad or something?β
βWell yeah, I guess. Itβs justβ¦ his sex game was bad. He was painfully mediocre in bed.β
Eunseok choked a little at your words and coughed it out. βOhβ¦ I see. Thatβsβ¦ definitely a dealbreaker, yeah.β
βYeah. So thatβs why I decided to call it off before the summer. That and a bunch of other things, but itβs all in the past now.β
He smiled, respecting how mature you were about it. βWellβ¦ thatβs good. Again, Iβm really glad to see youβre doing well. Youβre seriously better off without that dickhead.β He said, secretly thinking that youβd actually be better off dating someone else, someone like himself. You eventually made it to your dorm and turned to Eunseok, who was already looking at you.
βThank you for walking me backβ¦ and for getting me lunch. And the coffee. And for studying with me. And for keeping my hands warm.β You blushed. Eunseok chuckled at how cute you were.
βItβs not a problem at all. I had a lot of fun, and we work well togetherβ¦β he trailed on, scratching his head. βClass work, I mean. We got a lot of class work done today.β
You nodded. βMaybe we can make study sessions a regular thing this semester if you want? We can help each other stay productive.β
Eunseok felt like he had won the lottery. βYeah, Iβd really like that,β he answered, trying to stay cool. βI guess Iβll see you in class on Monday?β
βSee you Monday, Eunseok!β
β2 months laterβ
Throughout the course of two months, your unlikely bond with Eunseok only seemed to strengthen. Not only did you sit together with your chairs nearly touching during class, but your Saturday study sessions would sometimes be the highlight of your entire week. Eunseok quickly became one of your closest friends, and youβd occasionally invite him when you met up with your other friends. They all started to tease you about how close the two of you were, wondering when he was finally going to ask you on a proper date. You always brushed it off, saying it wasnβt a big deal and that you enjoyed being single anyways, but deep down, you couldnβt help but feel the anticipation eating away at you every time Eunseokβs eyes lingered on you for a little too long, or when heβd grab your hand to warm them up with his own. Why hadnβt he asked you out yet? Did he think of you as just a friend? Whatever it was, you were too afraid to ask him yourself.
On Eunseokβs side of things, he made sure to keep his usual stone-cold front at all times, or at least most of the time. You were the one thing testing his ability to stay cool. He already knew that you noticed when he stared at you during study sessions. He already saw how red your cheeks would get every time he cupped your cold hands into his warm ones. He wanted nothing more than to take the next step with you, but he couldnβt figure out how you felt about becoming more than friends. You were doing great for yourself right now being single, so who was he to step in and change that? Anticipation was also eating at him from the inside out.
After Friday class, you walked out of the lecture hall with Eunseok as usual. You decided to instigate about the long weekend that was coming up. You hoped he would take this chance to finally ask you out.
βYou have any plans for the long weekend? Itβs the first one of the semester, Iβm so excited to finally have some time off.β You beamed, eager to hear how heβd respond.
βHmm, not really. Schools been so busy I literally forgot we had a long weekend coming up.β He answered bluntly, adding nothing further.
Your smile faded slightly. Your little plan failed. This man was seriously a rock you couldnβt move. Maybe Eunseok noticed your slight change in mood, because he spoke up again.
βDo you wanna hang out over the long weekend?β
He was getting closer to where you wanted him, but not quite there yet.
βEunseok, we hang out every other day, AND on the weekend. Iβm down to hang out butβ¦ maybe something more special?β
Almost as if someone flipped the light switch in his brain, he thought he understood what you were alluding to. There was only one way to find out for sure.
βCan Iβ¦ take you out on a date then?β
There it was. You looked up at him with the smile that's been making his heart turn for the past two months.
βI thought youβd never ask. Yes, Iβd love that.β
Your smile was contagious enough to spread onto him as well. He felt dumb for not asking you before, overcomplicating the things in his mind.
βItβs a date then. Iβll message you with details later.β
β8:26 pmβ
Eunseok spent hours into the evening debating on where to take you and how he wanted the date to go. He knew he didnβt want to mess this up. You, on the other hand, spent hours waiting in anticipation for a text from him.
Eunseok
iβll pick you up from your dorm on sunday at 6:00 pm?
and feel free to dress nicely :)
You
thatβs perfect!
dress nicely? ππ interestingβ¦
Eunseok
yup, thatβs all you need to know ππ»
see you sunday, pretty
Seeing the last word of his text almost made you silently scream into your pillow. Why was this man having such an affect on you? You shot out of bed and quickly started rummaging through your closet for something to wear on your first date with Eunseok.
βSunday, 6:00 pmβ
Like clockwork, you heard a knock on your door at 6:00 pm. You quickly sprayed some perfume, put on your favorite pair of heeled boots and grabbed your purse before opening the door. There he was, standing in a perfectly fitted black dress shirt and pants that made his tall and lean figure look even better than it already did. He even opted to take off his glasses for today. In his hands he held a small but gorgeous bouquet of flowers wrapped in brown paper. You wondered if he had arranged the flowers himself. Eunseok had to take a moment to admire how you looked as well. You definitely took βdress nicelyβ to heart, opting for a short black and white lacey dress that showed off the perfect amount of skin, and hugged your waist just right. Everything from your hair, to your makeup and dress was perfect. He didnβt even realize his jaw had slightly dropped at the sight of you. Eunseok spoke first.
βYou lookβ¦ so beautiful.β He said with his whole heart.
You feel your ears go warm at his compliment. βI think you look incredibly handsome as well, Eunseok. I donβt think Iβve ever seen you without your glasses.β
He felt a little worried that you might not like how he looked without his glasses. βDo you like it better with or without?β
βI think you look perfect both ways.β You said, reaching for his hand and holding the bouquet. βThese flowers are so lovely too. Did you wrap these yourself?β You asked, looking back up at him. He smiled and nodded.
βIt took me a while but I think they turned out good.β He answered.
You smiled at him sweetly before reaching up to your tippy toes to give him a quick peck on the cheek. Eunseok froze in his place, trying to process what you just did while you quickly walked away to place the flowers in a jar with water before heading out for your date. Eunseok proceeded to make his first move of the night, reaching out to hold your hand, interlocking his longer fingers with yours. You could tell this date was going to be amazing.
He took you to a gorgeous restaurant where the price of the food on the menu made you raise an eyebrow. Eunseok insisted that he wanted to pay for everything for you tonight. Your ex had never taken you out to places like this, nor did he offer to pay for your meals, so being treated like this felt so new.
βAre you sure, Eunseok? Can I at least buy us dessert after dinner?β You questioned.
He chuckled at your effort to make things even with him. βIβm 100% sure, gorgeous, and no you canβt. You deserve all of this. Youβve been studying so hard lately, itβs only fair.β
You bit back a smile at the new nickname. You have been working hard, but so has he. You silently started thinking of other ways you could repay him for everything heβs done for you.
Dinner and dessert went by in a flash, all due to how easy it was to slip into conversations with Eunseok. A lot of the time, he would just give you the space to talk so passionately about whatever topic you wanted. He would laugh at your jokes and add onto them to make them even funnier. Heβd think of good questions relevant to the topic, and he would answer anything you asked him, but his biggest strength was really listening to you. Fortunately for him, you found that extremely attractive.
As you left the restaurant he reached to hold your hand again. He didnβt want the date to end, and neither did you. The two of you agreed to explore the shops in the area a bit before heading back to the campus dorms. You walked into random stores, pointed out pretty lights on the streets, and listened to a local jazz band performing on the street. Being with Eunseok, time flew by so quickly that it had only felt like minutes before all the shops started to close. It was nearly 10 pm. There was nothing much else to do than head home.
Eunseok held your hand the entire time. There was something so perfect about the way his hand fit in yours that he never wanted to let go. Not even when he was approaching your dorm.
Once you walked up to your door, you turned around to look up and face him.
βI had so much fun tonight, Eunseok. Youβre honestly one of my favourite people to be around.β You say, taking a small step closer to him and placing a hand on his upper arm. It was solid, toned, just what you were expecting from someone like him.
Eunseok licked his lips, trying to find the words to say before responding. βYouβreβ¦ just perfect. In every way.β He said as he brought his hand up to gently brush your hair out of your face, letting his palm rest on your cheek. You melted into his touch, the butterflies in your heart feeling more intense than ever. Eunseok took another step closer, his body nearly pressed against yours. He knew he wanted to kiss you tonight. He felt like he was about to explode if he didnβt take this chance.
He slowly leaned down and gently brushed his lips against yours. You moved in closer, kissing him back as you gently squeezed your hand around his upper arm. Eunseok pressed his lips deeper against yours, one hand cupping your face while the other trailed down your waist, gripping it firmly. You sighed into the kiss, allowing his tongue to slip into your mouth easily. What began as a gentle and tender kiss turned into something messy as you slowly worked your tongue around his. You tilted your head to the side, kissing him even deeper while Eunseok moved his hand from your waist to your ass, gently squeezing one side until you let out a quiet moan into his mouth.
βFuck, Iβve been waiting for this.β Eunseok breathlessly added between kisses.
You continued rubbing your tongue against his as your hands found their way to Eunseokβs hair, giving it a gentle tug. He groaned into your touch and you started to feel a warmth in your core that you hadnβt felt in forever. He kept squeezing your ass with his hand. The kiss was turning into something sloppy and lewd. A little bit too much, considering you hadnβt even stepped inside your dorm yet, which was probably your biggest mistake.
You and Eunseok jumped at the sudden sound of a door opening. He immediately took a step back to see a group of girls leave out the door right next to yours. They each took a quick glance at the two of you standing outside your door before they left in the opposite direction, but that was enough to break the moment.
βUmβ¦ I guess Iβll see you in class?β Eunseok awkwardly mumbled. He suddenly found it extremely difficult to look you in the eyes.
You were not much better. You were trying to look anywhere but his face, but in doing so, you couldnβt help but notice the very prominent tent that was growing in Eunseokβs pants. You immediately looked away. βYeah! Yeah. Iβll see you in class, Eunseokβ¦ Have a good night!β
βGoodnight.β
And just like that, he quickly paced off while you unlocked the door to your room. Even as you were getting ready for bed, your mind was completely elsewhere. You felt so stupid for not going inside first before kissing him. You thought about what couldβve happened if you had let him into your room. You laid in bed wide awake for at least an hour, thinking about how badly you messed up.
β12:15 amβ
You eventually fell into a light sleep until you heard a pile of notifications come from your phone.
Ex
you fuxcking bitch
i saw you hhnging out w with eunseok
everybodt has been seeinh you with him
i knrw you were nothing but an attention whore
imm gonna fuck him up thr nexzt time i see him
you think that fuckrer is better than me???
fuck you
youre nothing
youre not grtting away with this
β¦
Tears started clouding your vision, and your screen started to blur as messages kept pouring in from your ex, getting progressively more hostile. You knew he was drunk texting you, but what worried you most was that he called out Eunseok. The last thing you wanted was for him to get mixed up in something. The mere thought of him getting hurt was enough to put you in tears. He didnβt deserve to be hurt because of you. Eunseok held such a special place in your heart. The genuine interest he showed in you as a person was just so pure and real. You would be lying if you said you hadnβt fallen deeply in love with him, yet he wasnβt even your boyfriend.
You felt the strong need to call Eunseok to tell him what your ex was doing. There was no telling what he might do if he found Eunseok. You just hoped he would pick up. Tears streamed down your face as you tried to call his number.
βHello?β His voice was deep and sleepy.
You sighed out of relief that he picked up. βEunseok? Eunseok, itβs me. Iβm getting a bunch of drunk texts from him,β you managed to say between sobs, trying to put your words together. βHe saw us together and now heβsβ¦ heβs really threatening to hurt you and Iβm really scared.β
Your voice was shaking and that was enough for Eunseok to jump out of bed. There was no way this asshole was making you cry.
βShhhh hey there princess, itβs okay. Iβm fine. Iβm coming over right now. Iβll be there in 10 minutes okay? Hang tight for me.β
Before you could say another word, he hung up on you. Even through tears, your heart skipped a beat when he called you princess. Your crying started to die down, but your exβs messages kept coming in.
β12:35 amβ
Just as he said, you heard a knock on your door within 10 minutes. When you opened the door, you were greeted with Eunseok. His hair was tousled and he breathed heavily, probably from rushing over to you. He was now in his pajama pants, a black tank top, a zip-up hoodie, and wearing his glasses again. You noticed the contrast between his date night outfit and now, yet he still looked incredibly handsome. He wasted no time walking into your dorm and pulling you into a warm hug as you immediately melted into his arms.
βDonβt worry, Iβm right here.β He said as he gently patted your hair. He didnβt move, all he did was hold you for as long as you wanted. His presence was all you needed. Being in his arms felt so safe. The fact that he showed up just for you brought tears back into your eyes. You hid your face into his chest to soften your cries, but Eunseok was quick to notice. He pulled away just enough to see your face, bringing his hand up to your cheek again. He wiped off your tears with his thumb and admired how pretty you looked even when you cried. You were also in your pajama shorts and baggy shirt at this point, far from how you looked during your date.
βDonβt look at me like thatβ¦ itβs embarrassing.β You said as you turned your head away from him.
βStillβ¦ so gorgeous. Youβre always gorgeous, princess.β
You gently hit his shoulder before leading him to the edge of your bed, where you both sat down.
βShow me what this asshole has been sending you.β
He scrolled through the flood of texts from your drunk ex. Some messages were incoherent, but most of them went along the lines of threatening to beat the shit out of Eunseok.
βIβm scared heβll seriously try to hurt you the next time he sees youβ¦ and I hate that itβs all because of me.β
Eunseokβs thumb moved around your phone until he found the βBlock Callerβ option. He didnβt hesitate to press it immediately.
βSimple solution, princess. I donβt really care what he tries to do to me. And itβs not because of you. Itβs because I used to be friends with this piece of shit. Iβll fight this guy back if he really wants me to.β
Eunseok turned off your phone and put it on your nightstand.
βHeβs not gonna stop me from being with my dream girl.β He said, staring into your glossy eyes as his hand once again cupped your face.
βYou really mean that?β
βI mean it.β He nodded, hesitating for a second. βI thinkβ¦ I think Iβm in love with you.β
Your smile reached from one ear to the other as you began to kiss his hand that cupped your cheek.
βI think Iβm in love with you too. I never thought it could come so easily, but I want to be with you more than anything.β
He leaned in slightly before pausing for a moment. βI really want to kiss you again.β
You giggled and nodded as you moved closer to Eunseok. You reached your hand out to hold the side of his neck, but before your lips could meet his, you gently removed his glasses off of his face with your other hand, placing them on the nightstand with your phone. He stared at you lovingly with big eyes, finally ready to kiss your soft lips again. His lips softly pressed against yours, his hand still on your cheek. He gently tilted your head and deepened the kiss. The quiet sound of your lips moving together started filling the room. With his lips still glued to yours, Eunseok brought his hand to your thigh and guided you into his lap, straddling his thighs. You placed your hands on his shoulders for stability as he pushed his lips against yours a little harder. His hands travelled from your waist down, feeling your body until his hands landed on your ass again. He squeezed them, harder than he did the last time which made you moan into his mouth. He immediately slid his tongue into your mouth, and you eagerly accepted it, moving your tongue against his, tasting him with a deeper lust than your previous kiss.
Eunseok traced his hands down to your thighs where his fingers snuck underneath your pajama shorts, then back up to hold your bare ass. He fondled them before pulling you right up against him, your bodies pressed together now. You could feel his growing erection right against your warm core. You rolled your hips against his, trying to relieve the tension between your legs. Eunseok quietly moaned into the kiss, using his hands on your ass to shift you back and forth over his clothed cock. You found it hard to control your voice at this point, moaning at the pressure of your hips rubbing together.
βFuck, yeah that feels so good.β He whispered.
One of his hands left your ass and went straight to your breasts, cupping one with his hand and fondling it. You moaned into his touch, eager for more. You lifted your shirt over your head, taking it off to expose your bare chest at him. He wasted no time in attaching his lips onto one of your nipples, sucking and swirling his tongue around it making you whine at the pleasure. Eunseok used his fingers to pinch and rub your other nipple before switching sides, leaving a mess of saliva all over your chest. He did this while still grinding your hips together, and you felt like you could cum from just this, but you didnβt want to yet. You still had to reward Eunseok for everything heβs done for you.
You pull away from him and guide him to lay back on your bed properly, giving him a sweet kiss before letting yourself travel down his torso, stopping at his waist. He quickly took off his zip-up hoodie and threw it to the side, followed by his tank top, revealing his tall lean figure and perfectly toned arms. Damn, you really won with him.
βWhat are you doing, baby?β He asked as he propped himself onto his elbows, fully knowing what you were going to do.
βI still need to thank you for everything youβve done for meβ¦ wanna reward youβ¦ wanna make you feel good.β You said as you palmed his clothed erection and started stroking him through his pants.
He groaned at your touch, bringing his hands down to pull down his pants along with his boxers.
βFuck, go ahead baby. Make me feel good.β He said as his painfully hard cock hit his stomach and sprung out of his boxers. He kicked his clothes onto the floor. He was long and perfectly thick enough for your preference. The sight of his pretty cock had your mouth watering, eager to taste him.
βSo pretty, Eunseokβ¦ so perfect for me.β You kept your eyes on him as you sank down, sticking out your tongue and licking up the bead of precum leaking from his tip before swirling your tongue around his head.
Eunseokβs hips jerked at the feeling of your mouth. You gathered spit in your mouth and let it drip onto his cock. You used your hand to stroke it around his entire length, getting it wet for your mouth.
βGod, fuck yes.β He said breathlessly.
After stroking him a few times with your hand, you replaced your hand with your mouth, wasting no time taking as much of his cock as you could into your mouth. Your lips wrapped around his length as you started moving back and forth on him, fitting as much of his cock as you could handle.
βOh fuck yeah, suck my cock,β He said as he moved the hair out of your face and pulled your hair into a ponytail. βSo perfect for meβ¦ so gorgeous.β
You hummed as you bobbed your head up and down his length, licking and sucking at his head while a combination of his precum and your saliva made a mess on his cock. Eunseok threw his head back at the feeling of your hot mouth. You somehow knew exactly how to get him close, but it still wasnβt enough for him. He wanted to ruin your mouth.
He suddenly pulled you off, leaving a string of spit trailing from his cock to your mouth. He shifted his position until he stood on his knees, repositioning you to kneel right in front of him. He looked down at you with lust in his eyes as he held your face in his hands again, your lips glossy and swollen from sucking him off.
βAre you gonna let me use your pretty mouth?β He asked as he pressed a thumb against your lips.
You immediately took it into your mouth, swirling your tongue around his thumb while nodding eagerly. βYes, please. Iβm all yours.β
He swore under his breath. βTell me if itβs too much, okay, baby?β He slowly slid his cock back into your mouth and started thrusting his hips softly. He gradually started picking up speed, pushing his cock deeper down your mouth until his tip hit the back of your throat. It took everything in you to not gag around his length. You wanted be so good for him, you wanted him to fuck your throat until he came. Eunseok groaned as he thrust into your mouth fast and deep, feeling himself get close.
βUgh, fuck your mouth is so good,β he managed to say between thrusts. βIβm close, baby. Where do you want my cum?β
He pulled you off quickly to answer, βI want it in my mouth, pleaseplease Eunseokββ
Your words got cut off by Eunseok stuffing your mouth full of his cock again, resuming his thrusts at a messy pace, desperate to cum inside your hot mouth. All you could do was kneel there and take whatever he was giving you. He thrusted one more time before cum started spilling out of his cock, painting the inside of your mouth white. You gladly swallowed everything he gave you, milking his cock until he pulled away. You opened your mouth and stuck out your tongue, proud to show him that you drank down all of his cum.
βHoly shit, baby. Youβre so fucking good for me.β He groaned as he slapped his cock against your tongue, taking in how beautiful you looked kneeling down for him like this.
He lowered down to meet his lips on yours, tasting the remains of his cum from your mouth before gently pushing you back to lay down. Eunseokβs hands travelled down your body again before hooking his fingers into your shorts, slowly pulling them down along with your panties. You felt the air hit your bare pussy, suddenly becoming painfully aware of just how wet you were. Eunseok watched as a string of slick stretched from your panties to your wet cunt, his eyes widening at the mess you had made in your shorts.
He pulled the clothes off your feet, leaving you completely naked for him. You closed your legs and turned your head away from him, suddenly feeling self-conscious of your body. He slotted a hand between your knees to stop you from shutting your legs from him.
βDonβt be shy, princess. Itβs just you and me. And youβre the most beautiful girl Iβve ever seen.β He said as he spread your legs wide open for him to look at. Your cunt was dripping wet onto your bedsheets, your needy hole clenched around nothing, waiting to be touched.
βFuck, your pussy is soaking wet for me, huh?β Eunseok smirked, suddenly reminded of when you told him about your βpainfully mediocreβ sex experiences with your ex.
βDid he ever make you this fucking wet?β He asked, bringing his fingers down to spread your wetness all around your pussy. You moaned loudly at his touch and gasped when he started gathering your slick with his fingers to gently rub your clit.
βFuck! Never! He never made me this wet.β You said, trying to grind your hips into his fingers for more.
Eunseok pulled away and brought his slick-coated fingers up to his mouth, licking them clean. βMmmh, tastes so good too. He ever eat you out?β He asked. You tasted so sweet, he immediately knew he needed more.
βN-noβ¦ he said he wasnβt into that kind of stuffβ¦β
He guided you to sit up as he laid back down onto your bed. You looked at him, confused as to what he wanted you to do.
βCome here, princess. Sit on my face.β
You werenβt sure how to react. βA-are you sure, Eunseok? I donβt know, Iβve never done that beforeβ¦β
βTrust me. You said you wanted to reward me right? This counts as one.β He urged, reaching his hand out for you to hold. You nodded eagerly, crawling closer to him.
βGood girl, come here and sit on my face.β
You swung your leg around him, your knees on both sides of his face. He immediately used both his hands to grab your ass, pulling you down just to where you could feel his hot breath under your soaked cunt. He wasted no time swiping the tip of his tongue up your slit, dragging it up to your clit and circling around your sensitive bud.
You cried out at the new sensation, involuntarily jerking your hips, but his firm grip kept you grounded. He pulled you even closer to him, forcing you to sit all your weight onto his mouth. He continued deeper, flattening his tongue against you, licking and sucking at your pussy as if it was his last meal.
βOh my fucking God, Eunseok!β You moaned loudly, seeking leverage by holding your headboard as Eunseok turned you into a mess.
βMmh, tastes so sweet.β He mumbled beneath you.
He continued making out with your pussy, sucking at your clit and using the tip of his tongue to stick it in and out of your tight, needy hole. You felt the tip of his nose bump into your clit with every thrust of his tongue, causing your legs to go weak. It felt too good. Your hips began to grind against his face, a knot beginning to form in your stomach.
βFuck fuckβEunseok, Iβm getting close.β You whined, moving your hands from your headboard into his hair, giving it a tug while you continued to ride his tongue.
βUse my face, princess, wanna feel you cum all over my tongue.β He mumbled, words almost drowned out by the wetness of your cunt.
His tongue made its way back up to your clit where he circled the sensitive bud a few more times until you felt yourself release all over him.
You came hard as you kept grinding on him, only able to repeat profanities and his name as he helped you ride out your high. He drank up all of your cum and licked your pussy clean until you were too sensitive to take any more.
Once you climbed off his face, you laid down beside him out of breath and weak after what was your first orgasm in months. Eunseok turned to face you, wrapping an arm around your waist as he pulled you close to him. You turned your head to look at him, noticing how his bottom half of his face was wet with your essence. He licked his lips and wiped off the mess on his chin before bringing you in for a kiss. The way his soft lips expertly moved against yours was enough to get you needy again. It didnβt help that you could taste yourself on his tongue.
Eunseok pulled away and pressed his forehead against yours. βYou okay, baby? Do you wanna stop here?β He asked softly.
You needed more of him. You wanted his cock so badly. You looked down, noticing that it was standing straight and rock hard again after eating you out. Your hand reached down and palmed his cock. He hissed at the sudden contact.
βDonβt wanna stopβ¦ need you to fuck me so bad, Eunseokβ¦ please.β
That was all he wanted and needed to hear. He lifted himself off and caged you in with his arms, towering over you.
βOh, you need me?β He said with a smirk. βFuckβ¦ Iβm gonna take care of you princess. Iβll fuck you real good.β He brought a hand down to your pussy, his fingers rubbing around your slit and your folds. A groan escaped his lips at how wet you were.
βHoly shit, youβre all wet for me again,β he said as he easily slid two fingers into your tight hole. βSuch a perfect pussy.β
He started slowly pumping his finger in and out of you, drawing out your moans and whimpers. You could barely wait any longer, and he could tell you didnβt even need any more prep. You moaned at the feeling of his fingers pulling out, then watched him as he brought them up to his tongue, cleaning off his fingers. Eunseok hooked his hands under your legs, spreading them wide and stretching your legs up until your ankles rested on his shoulders.
Oh, he was gonna fuck you so deep. You already knew. He grabbed his cock with his hand and brought it to your dripping cunt, using his length to spread your wetness around, poking at your hole and your clit. You whined when he started slapping your pussy with his cock repeatedly, teasing you until you couldnβt take it anymore.
βYou want it, baby?β He asked with a steady demeanor despite feeling as though his heart was burning.
βPlease fuck me, I need your cock inside me, please Eunseokββ
Your words got cut off as he pushed into your wet cunt in one motion. You moaned loud at the feeling of finally being stretched and stuffed full. He bottomed out, letting out a deep groan and burying his head in your neck. He stayed there for a moment before he started moving again, pulling out nearly all the way and slamming his hips into yours again. He was fucking you slowly, but every stroke hit you so deep and hard.
βF-fuck your pussys so wet,β he hissed. βSucking me in so good, baby.β
He started picking up speed, pounding in and out of you faster yet still filling you up so deep. Your moans were uncontrollable at this point, every stroke of his hips making you whine out loud.
βSo big Eunseokβfuck! So deep!β You choked out.
βYeah? Iβm deep in your pussy, huh?β He rasped, speeding up even more. βOh fuck, take it, take every fucking inch.β
All you could do was take it, nearly turning into a sobbing mess as you felt another orgasm approaching. The sound of your hips slamming together filled the room, and you could hear how wet your pussy was while he fucked you. You were so soaked that his cock was sliding in and out of you so easily. You never been fucked this good before. Sex had never felt like this before Eunseok. The position he had you in was getting him so deep.
He looked at you with his big eyes before crashing his lips into yours, kissing you deep while his tongue played with yours, muffling your moans. Your walls clenched around his cock, sucking him in even deeper until he started hitting a spot that made you see stars.
βYes, right there! Donβt stop!β You cried out.
Eunseok looked down, watching his cock pump into you again and again. At the base of his cock was a white ring of your essence.
βHoly fuck, youβre creaming around me? Youβre unbelieveable.β
He continued pounding into you over and over again until you felt your orgasm coming in quick.
βCumming! Iβm cumming!β You whimpered, your back arching and your body locking up as your orgasm washed over you. Eunseok felt your pussy squeezing around his cock as you came, groaning loud at the added wetness as he fucked you through your orgasm until you relaxed again. He pulled out and took your legs off his shoulders before he could feel himself wanting to cum as well. You were too perfect. He needed one more.
βYou can take another one for me right, princess?β
You nodded quickly despite still feeling the aftermath of your orgasm. βYes! Please, give me more!β
βGod, such a good girl,β he sighed. βHow do you wanna take it?β He asked, leaving the choice up to you.
With all the strength you had left, you got up and urged Eunseok to lay down on the bed. You crawled on top of him, straddling his toned stomach with your ass rubbing up against his hard cock that was now covered in your wetness and cum.
βWanna ride you so bad, Eunseok.β You whispered, grinding your pussy onto his abs.
Eunseok roughly grabbed both of your ass cheeks, spreading them and lifting you up until you were right above his cock. You slowly lowered yourself onto him, sliding down until his cock was buried in your warm cunt again. You gasped as you bottomed out, feeling the stretch of his cock for the second time. You started lifting and dropping yourself back onto his cock slowly, drawing out your own moans as Eunseok laid under you, groaning deep as his eyes fixated on how your wet pussy sucked him in. Your thighs burned with every lift of your hips, but you pushed yourself through the pain, wanting to be the one in charge of making him feel good.
βFuck yeah, ride my cock. So pretty for me.β Eunseok groaned, watching you bounce up and down on his hard length.
You kept fucking youself onto his cock slowly, Eunseokβs grip on your ass helping to guide you. The feeling of his length dragging against your tight walls was so good, but you couldnβt find the strength to go any faster. Eventually your legs gave out, and you collapsed forwards, with your head resting on his chest.
βM-my legsβ¦ so tired. Want you so bad thoughβ¦β You whined, wishing you could keep going.
He held your face with one hand, turning your head to look at him.
βMy babyβs too tired?β His voice was soft, planting a sweet kiss on your lips. βDonβt worry, lemme do the work, got it?β
He wrapped one arm around your waist and gripped one side of your ass roughly with his other hand. He planted his feet onto your bed and wasted no time thrusting up into your pussy at a fast pace. Your breath hitched at the sudden change in speed, and your loud moans started slipping out from how deep and fast he was fucking up into you. His grip on your ass was so tight you knew it would leave a mark the next morning. He let go for just a moment before bringing it back down, landing a hard slap on your ass. You gasped as your pussy clenched around him. The initial pain turned into pleasure as he kept on fucking you deep. He gently smoothed his hand over your ass before gripping it again.
βMmmh, spank me more Eunseokβ¦β You whispered, almost ashamed to say it out loud.
βOh yeah? You like that shit?β He asked with a smirk and a raised eyebrow.
You felt another slap on your ass, harder than the first one. Then another one, and then one more. Every spank he landed on you had you clenching around him and bringing you closer to another release. The sounds of your wet pussy getting fucked and the loud slap of his hand on your ass echoed around the room, loud enough for anyone next door to hear. All you could think about though, was how good Eunseok was pounding into you.
βYou like it when I fuck you hard? GodβIβm gonna cum soon, baby.β He groaned, his hips faltering in rhythm for a moment.
βYes, yes! Fuck I love it so much! Iβm so closeβplease cum inside me!β You cried, feeling the tip of his cock hit you just where you needed.
He looked unbelievable at that moment. His hair stuck to his forehead glistening in sweat, his cheeks flushed, and his jaw slightly agape. It was enough to get you even closer to your release, clenching around him again.
βCum all over my cock, make a mess on it.β He ordered. His words were enough to send you over the edge, sobbing as you let yourself go and started creaming all over his cock.
Eunseok followed shortly after, filling you up to the brim as he spilled his load into your pussy with a deep moan. He rode out both of your highs, staying inside you as his cock pulsated until he got every drop of his cum out. He pulled out, watching his cum slowly drip out of your pussy and land on his stomach. Both of you were left breathless and weak.
He gently laid you down on your side, peppering your face with soft kisses before quickly getting up to grab tissues, cleaning himself off. He slipped on his boxers and pants before making his way to your washroom, coming back to you with a warm, damp towel.
βYou okay, baby?β He asked, his voice laced with concern as he gently wiped down your whole body while you laid comfortably.
βYeah, Iβm good now. That was insane, Eunseok.β You answered with a smile.
He chuckled at your response. βI guess I canβt help myself with you.β
Eunseok helped you put your clothes back on one by one, thinking to himself how lucky he was to finally have you. He slipped back into bed right next to you, finally bringing you in close. He planted a kiss on your forehead and cupped your face with his hands.
He stared into your eyes. βMost beautiful girl Iβve ever seen.β
You playfully hit his chest again. He was still shirtless, but you didnβt mind the view at all.
βWellβ¦ Youβd be the sexiest guy Iβve ever seen,β You teased with truth, tracing your finger over his lean and toned upper body. He laughed and instinctively covered his body with his arms. His abs flexed, feeling ticklish from your touch. You brought your hand up, now cupping Eunseokβs face with your smaller hand. You softly pecked both of his cheekbones, the ones that always popped out when he smiled big. Then you gave him a long and sweet kiss on his lips before pulling back to look at him. βStay the night? Please? It's a long weekend tomorrow anyways, remember?β
He pulled you into a tight warm hug. βOf course, princess. We can spend Monday together as well. Iβve got nothing planned.β
You hummed against his body, feeling so safe and protected around Eunseok. You couldnβt believe how happy you felt with him, despite your one unfortunate mutual connection. Everything just felt right with him.
You felt your sleepiness taking over you, and by the looks of it, Eunseok was about to drift off to sleep as well. You thought about what the two of you could do on Monday before eventually passing out for the night.
