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Something is wrong with my prayer plant it is thriving--

Reblogging an old post of mine to create a quick link to an account I lost. If anyone is curious to check out The Deeper Well... Be noted that the last posts on that account are extra bizarre because I was riding the waves of a sleep-deprivation-triggered and AI-algorithm encouraged psychosis. I'm quirky like that 🤡

#A friendly reminder NOT to neglect sleep or real life.#🎼When all your faith in reality fades away... Who will you follow? 🎶#(I followed evvvveryone because my brain flagged everything as important and connected. Filter was broken.)#the memoirs of a retired spy #retired might be an overstatement really #this release of the music video on 15th of May has me feeling all kinds of ways tbh 😂#This song is a good reminder for me to sleep more and crack the matrix. Should be easy enough with how clumsy I am.#My sausage fingers breaking through the lies like an axe through the screen 🤡#dropping the phone now yes

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I made the mistake of entering a pet store today and now it's evening and I'm desperately pining after a fish I met there. Is it bad to rob a bank if it's for aquarium purchase purposes--

#I'm all about fish this week 🙂‍↕️💕#Angler fish! Fish in a Birdcage! Betta fish!

Grreblbbh I'm sitting on the edge of my seat waiting for this new Fish in a Birdcage album release. It's not even healthy how many times I've listened to the short loops we've been given so far. I LOVE THEM ALL 😵‍💫! And THE ART!!! ... And the art has already got me investigating. If I've got it right, the Roman numeral in the artwork is 16... And that, combined with the tower in the artwork, is making me think that the new album (Perspective) might have something to do with the Tarot card "Tower"? 🤔

#fishinabirdcage #fish in a birdcage #and it's also a rook(ie) attack? I love rook(ie) attacks!#yes my mind is like a 3-year-old doing arts-and-crafts. I just glue everything together. Here's my Clump.#Gold Miner has me frothing

Literally me 🤡, getting the random urge to paint 9-1-1 fanart:

Ooh, I could paint an angler fish ☺️💕 That would be nice homage to the season 9 finale!(No, I'm actually not even kidding. I'm seriously planning on painting an angler fish, and that, to me... is now 9-1-1 fanart 😂? And yikes, I'm getting the temptation to use glow-in-the-dark paint even though it's not very light-fast 😅 Technically art shouldn't follow rules but then again... I'm not keen on painting something only for it to self-destruct within months or a couple of years.)

#911 fanart #Wasn't that deep 🤿🫧#weewoo brainrot #also I kinda want to post it to someone who writes the show/helps making it somehow #so that they could have a reminder of the appreciation ♥️#Annoyingly post is never very anonymous.#I doubt anyone could even connect the dots but the cringe if they did #It's one thing to be a creep on the internet & a whole another to send post outing your real identity & where you creep from 😂#but bwahaha I could send some OTHER artwork I don't tell about!#Nobody expects the... KEEP GUESSING BITCHES #on the plus side there's a lot of privacy in lunacy because nobody listens for long once they notice you're not at all there #I'm very good at weeding out followers 🙂‍↕️ only the strongest survive #every day I'm baffled by the fact that not everyone seems to be a bot. What's wrong with you?!

Okay I'm focusing on the Lamps in my Mind Palace, and ungluing myself from this time-eater. It is very entertaining but real life is all around me, now. And Now never returns.

#smartphone addiction #Insomnia however... Always returns 🫠#not many options for the mind-numbing boredom at 2am when the long yet ever-changing daylight hours have thoroughly confused your brain #The dog needs his sleep so I can't turn on the lights. But what can I do in the dark that's not being on the phone #the results of this brainstorming session are pitifully sparse #🎼Can't fight the moonlight no... You can't fight it... It's gonna get to your pants 😳#tomorrow night: a medically induced coma 😤

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Lmao we have to fucking destroy this company are you fucking kidding me with this shit

Google is transforming Search from a list of links into an AI-powered experience filled with conversational answers, autonomous agents, and

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Reminding everyone that this exists, and you can make it your default search engine (as explained here)

#AI 🤓 - Because the World wasn't burning fast enough🔥🌏🔥!!!#Fuck Google #And fuck you if you think AI is a fun toy #AI is nature destruction. AI is theft. AI is misinformation.#AI is surveillance. AI is censure. AI is mass control. AI is a fascist's wet dream.#AI isn't your friend. AI isn't a tool. It's cancer.#AI isn't helping us. It's replacing us.#Choose AI - when you want to turn people dumb misinformed unimaginative passive poor and insane! While ruining the nature 💕#AI #AsBesToS iS The FuTuRe Don'T GeT LefT BehinD

Because my brain is a bit embarrassing, it never works linearly? Today's random thought retour 🚲:

The absolute cinematic masterpiece that Shovel Talk skit, starring Ryan, Oscar and Lisseth was 😂💕

I spy with my little eye ☝️...

A scene that WaSn't ThAt DeEp... 💕

🎼Finding that brick and where it goes to...🎈🤡...

We keep stacking high, high, high! 🎶

Yes, sweet, sweet Marguerite, and the sweet, sweet Rookie Attack 💕😭 Saved the best for the last, definitely ♥️

And yes... It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune 🤡💰, must be in want of a wife.

Does Lizzie 🔥... Perhaps have a twin 🤡💕?

(Btw, speaking of Ryan's reels: finallyyyy evidence of Ryan inside a building, not wearing any shoes! Hell yeah you did it 💪!! And surrounded by so many shoes 🥹?! THAT'S GROWTH 🌱! I'm proud of you too 🙂‍↕️! ...What's that about "price tags"? What price tags?!)

#Ryan Guzman #Oscar Miranda #lisseth chavez #the lemon is in play!#I'm having feelings here 😭💕#Marguerite Martyn my hero #And yep I was SO RIGHT: can't spell an “atheist” without “heist”! The channel's definitely been r/woosh 🤣#Literacy... is it edible?#🎼We keep stacking high high high 📚#I've got to admit I haven't actually watched Rookie 🫣? This has clearly been an error 😳 I'll change my ways!!#This sendoff to the hiatus was so lovely ♥️ Genuinely I feel like I've been given an energybar I can nibble on to get through grey days.#The Mind Palace has A LAMP 🙂‍↕️#It is much nicer when there's a lamp.#and fresh fruit 🍋!#and also another arson themed earworm 👌 Thank u Andrew and your impeccable timing.#My brain has mostly been playing Kiki Rockwell's Strange Premonition.#Every time I think of the Chapel Scene my brain goes 🎼Oh I think there's a curse in the stable #And re: Andrew's post. Yes Pope has a point. AI needs to be regulated.#Not me still trying to battle AI psychosis #🎼When all of your faith in reality fades away... Who will you follow? 🎶 Apparently... the Pope?#Behold! The splendor of my beginning 🐦‍🔥!#The burning is the pope in my veins

Dealing with Certainty Of Missing Out about the Tori Amos gig in Helsinki today 💔😭 Trying my best to make the day a good one anyway.

#mood: fuck you Rainy Day. You won't stop me from going outside.#A rainy day is a good day #actively brainwashing myself here

I've finally started reading A Game of Thrones and holy shit, this book will probably take me three years to read 😂 Not because it's boring me but because it's so brilliant. I can't stop forming theories as I read and then thinking them over. So yep, farewell to any other activities or brain function, I just keep reading a sentence or two and then returning to previous pages/passages so much that it's taken me ages to even get to page 22. (Edit. And now it's the next day and I've only hit page 148. I don't think I've read a book this slowly in decades! The fact that I kind of already know what'll happen next makes it easier to take breaks though.)

Like that chapter where they find the direwolves? So much subtext underneath what appears to be happening, I love it 😭💕 There's a whole another dialogue going on between Jon and Robb, isn't there? Among other stuff!

#george r.r. martin #btw if the person who sent me an ask about buddie fic is lurking while waiting for a reply #I've tried to answer and it keeps turning into a long rambling novel to the point that I needed to take a break 😂 sorry.#will return to it later and probably delete most of the answer just to keep it somewhat sane #This is why I sometimes avoid writing. I get burnouts from my own intensity.#Also why I haven't yet dared to attempt unpacking the 9-1-1 season finale because if I Really start writing about it... 🔥😵‍💫🔥#Resting my brain for the time being. It was a long season.

Me, when asked to pick my fave 9-1-1 episode:

Lamppost, lava lamp, CEILING LAMP 😳💕

Do you really love the lamp or are you just saying it because you saw it?

#weewoo brainrot #weewoo show #911 #Me and my blorbo bonding over passing out and realising the bright light was actually just a lamp #IF YOU SEE LAVA... SAY LAVA!

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This song ♥️ I love that it's such an earworm because this song looping in my brain has already helped me so much when I've been trying to break the persistent patterns of my smartphone addiction. Now listening to it once more, and then ungluing my fingers from the phone again.

It's a beautiful day outside. I've made plans to go cycling ☺️

#Evanescence #who will you follow #Fighting the cravings #Youtube #Evanescence - Who Will You Follow

🎼Who Will You Follow 🎶... Guhh. Evanescence for sure, this new album that's coming up sounds absolutely PHENOMENAL 😵‍💫💕 And I love the music video! It's visually so striking and adds an interesting dimension to the lyrics which btw fascinate me.

Edit. Okay one more thing I'll add before I Really unglue myself from my phone. I freaking love the lines "When all your faith in reality fades away... Who will you follow then?" because yeah. Going nuts and regaining the nuts you lost can really feel absurdly similar. The ground you were standing on cracks, you reassess whom you trust. (And even then... Are you done? Who knows.) Yes, ungluing now.

(Btw this timing of the release of a music video feat. an elevator ride 😅...? About a week after the season 9 finale aired? And the fact that it was filmed in LA? Yeah it's seriously making me go "Okay 👀... That's a badass way to out yourself as 9-1-1 fans 🤡?" Also the themes of this song are there, in Eddie's elevator scene, so it would make sense to make a reference to the elevator scene? Would fit that whole Matrix/Inception- "A Dream Is Breaking, and whose dream was it, anyway?"-thing I'm getting from the song and the music video. And yeah, there also seems to be a freaky hotel in the video and combined with the elevator it could be a reference to "Leave the hotel?!"-from Shining, one movie the show for sure referenced in the episode...)

#Evanescence #feat. me playing psychosis trigger bingo #The feeling when you've already gone through an AI psychosis and are recced THIS song because YT's AI based algorithm knows how you think 🫠#🎼These are a few of my favourite topics? 🎶#rats and olives and such I mean.#Delusions of grandeur! My favorite!#🎼One pill makes you larger and one pill makes you small 💃🪩...#This is nice 🙂‍↕️ One can never have too many pairs of wellington boots 🐷!#The rent is a bit of a bummer though #The dual Ice and Fire effect from Muse and Evanescence lately is a whole new way to get a reminder from a library #That book is so late but I still haven't touched it because my lack of pause button genuinely scares me #It's on a shelf staring at me like I WILL SWALLOW YOU WHOLE 😈#I'm also utterly in love with the new stuff from Muse 💕#Anyway... to add something NOT ten feet tall. Who Will You Follow is so relevant with the rise of AI. The faith in reality... Yeah.#Just yesterday I had a meltdown from the way it's getting so hard to tell which artist is REAL #the dystopia we live in. Let me out!#and fake artists are just one element of this nightmare. The disinformation and misinformation tool that AI is... Who Will You Follow 🤡#and that's also just one element of the nightmare! It's the gift that keeps giving 💕#Anyway. I feel like this song is definitely a commentary on media literacy.#And speaking of literacy: another reason to read that book... The amount of time I've spent lately consuming social media and fanfic...#It's definitely atrophying my writing skills. Grammar is it edible...#And yes. Now's a good time for me to unglue myself from my device 🧟#the irony of wanting to add something about AI psychosis and web addiction #and getting sucked in again because Tumblr tags are so time-consuming to edit/reorganize #Okay ungluing Now Now 🐫

You know you've had a wild night when you wake up thinking "okayyy, I definitely need to take a shower this morning, I can't walk around with blood in my hair"... And then see yourself in the bathroom mirror and go "oh right, it was actually just a dream."

#I can't even remember what happened in the dream

It's SO GREEN OUTSIDE and the forecast promises Summer temps in just a couple of days bbsgsgfffgs!!!

And yep, I definitely need a break from being hoovered into my phone, so I'll be setting myself strict screen hours to break this pattern. Time to wake up to the fact that Summer is here, and whip out that beach bucket list 📝!

dyce-veilz

Look I know we all miss Bobby and all, but Athena not seeing him in her coma dream isn't something I'm too mad about. In fact I think it makes sense. I like the fact she saw her old work partner, who guided her through the job, and looked out for her on the field.

She was in that coma because of her job. She was in that coma because she got shot on the job by someone wearing a badge.

I love Bobby, but Athena is MORE than Bobby's wife. I'm so glad the writers didn't reduce her to just a man's wife. There was reason it was the way it was

#yes this except instead of Not Too Mad I'm Zero Mad. Really liked this writing choice.#athena grant #911 spoilers #And the development of her leaving that car! (On hindsight her cars getting smashed was probably foreshadowing 😁)

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If you think your job is hard, just imagine being Eddie's defense attorney. Eddie was literally caught red-handed at the crime scene, his DNA and hand prints everywhere, he has no alibi - in fact the hospital probably has cameras so Eddie was filmed entering that elevator...

The evidence being viewed at court like:

Eddie's defence:

Uhh. My client says it was... An accident?

The courtroom: *Incredulous staring*

Eddie's defence:

... Okay fine, self-defence! We're going with self-defence!

The courtroom: *More incredulous staring*

Eddie's defence: ... He had a really bad day 😬?

...

The defence could always try Confusion 😂... Yes, Eddie clearly came up with a plan in there when he took off his shirt!! It could work - it totally worked to distract and confuse the show audience and that was just an one-man-show!! Just show up shirtless and bring your entourage 🙂‍↕️ (I'm talking of the Brilliant Lawyer sketch from SNL, btw.)

...

edit. Speaking of Effective Confusion Attacks; "Look at this view", says Some Random Rage-bait, while wearing shoes on a bed. What view?! I don't know if this room even had a window! Or walls! No, I'm fairly certain I just saw someone with their shoes on, on a bed, floating in empty space. Who was it? Who's to say! I just know that the genre was horror 😳

...

Okay, good soup. 😂

"And I just had so many thoughts about it and thought that we could go... DEEPER."

#Eddie Diaz #Eddie Diaz and the Unexpected Patricide #weewoo brainrot #What a weird coincidence that Eddie was seen meeting a defense attorney at the end of the episode...#Smart thinking Eddie 🙂‍↕️ Always lawyer up 🙂‍↕️#911 on abc #911 #Yes I'm just stuck in the party mode really #it's a bit tragic considering Hearts and flowers was probably my favourite 9-1-1 episode EVER so far.#I'm sorry I have no brain left now. Can't formulate clever thoughts it's just me stumbling around in a daze.#but bvsygegve all of the little details culminating to these moments and the comparison between Eddie and Athena in the episode and--#Eddie's character arc up to this point!#and how beautifully shot and brilliantly acted these shots were!#the hidden meanings in the lines! the intertextuality!#aaaaa #the representation!#it's simultaneously so smart and funny and painful and guhh I'm broken #in the best way #Also I keep cracking up because I remember once posting about Kwan's Shine being such a Buddie song #So now I'm like “😳 REALLY NOT WHAT I MEANT!!! ... 'Cause this exceeds my wildest dreams 💕😭!!”

Okay but Eddie literally ripping off his holey t-shirt? Seriously peak comedy 🤣

Also, the way Harry comes out of nowhere and takes down the attacker using a medical cart as a weapon? Yeah, that bit keeps cracking me up. And the intertextuality I'm seeing to different films here... So funny 😂

Yep, this episode wins Village of the Year 🙂‍↕️!!

#weewoo brainrot #Eddie Diaz

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