A blog is a free form of therapy

You were never good for me, but you were good for my art

Cigarettes only taste good when they're from your lips

I felt your warm, rough fingers intertwined with mine</p>

You are the love I’ve always wanted. You are the love that is two burnt toasts  because we couldn’t help but make love on the kitchen counter

There are moments in our life when we think we're not enough. Life is super intimidating; work, school, and other dreams and goals can be discouraging if we feel we have not accomplished it perfectly. Everyday I'm reminding myself that being perfect is not real. And everyday I'm learning to accept that I am enough. And a friendly reminder that who ever has stumbled upon this post, you too are also enough.

Call me what you want because I know exactly what I am and I know exactly what you are: toxic

How ironic. To finally have and feel everything I’ve worked so hard and for so long, does not feel so right after all.

Silence. Seems so serene and therapeutic. Silence. Drives me insane. The quietness, the emptiness. My head is going to explode. I can’t bare to listen to my own thoughts.

It was a feeling of disbelief and relief. I realized you no longer meant the world to me when I couldn't even recall your birthday

Your arms wrapped around me felt like a fresh blanket straight from the dryer; warm, cozy, and familiar

Loving you is remembering the sky is blue, despite the week full of gray skies and storms

My name never rolled off of anyone’s tongue as smoothly as it did on yours

Another night with no concept of time I really need you here again I’m losing my mind I’m having those thoughts again Fuck, I need you by my side I’m having those thoughts again Only you know what I mean when I say I’m Having those thoughts again But you’re not here with me to tell me to Stop I

Sweetheart, darling, lover The words that had been lingering on the tip of my tongue Though I knew not to say, For I had just met you

In love with the meadows She showed her love by watering them But her love was so much So much that they drowned