I wonder...

part 1

hi bbys!! I've been working on this guide for a while now. I've known I was t-race for over a decade, and I always wished there was a guidebook on navigating this identity and transitioning. since I could never find one, I created this account with the intention of not only keeping track of my own journey but also being a good source for other people in this situation. This will be a multiple part series but due to my busy schedule I can't guarantee guarantee when each part will be published. if you have something specific you want me to talk about, please comment or send me a dm. My methods include revision and manifestation to overwrite your reality so that you have already lived an entire life as your desired ethnicity, alongside self work, necessary research, linguistics, implementation, and a very very small portion of natural appearance modification. before you write this off as delusional, know that my methods are tried and true. this is based off not only my own research, but by my years of being a member of this community and talking to people who have successfully completed their transition. each part will include my advice to you and an exercise. I hope that you will internalize my words and practice the exercise to the best of your ability.

before I get into this post, I'd like to make a clear statement about what it means to be transracial and what is not transracial.

what does it mean to be transracial?

someone who Identifies as transracial or transethnic does not identify with the race, ethnicity, or culture they were born into. This can happen for many reasons. studies show that a leading cause for this identity is consistently being bullied from a young age and desiring a new ethnicity. other reasons include being raised in an environment where another culture is dominant, not having any relationship or having a weak or strained relationship with family, feeling a genuine connection with a culture and a desire to be accepted as a part of it instead of an interested outsider, to better fit in with a religion (though I believe anyone of any race should be able to join any open religion, and ethnicity and religion are very seperate, I did read an article where this was listed as a common reason), and many more reasons.

the term is also used to describe people who were adopted by parents of a different race or ethnicity, but that's not who my account is targeted towards, though they are always welcome here.

what is NOT transracial?

looking at the community from a surface-level lens often leads people to believe that this is a community full of people who fetishize east asians. I'll go more into fetishization and the difference later in this series. I'd like to make the distinction that while there are many actual east asian transracials there's also many fetishists who find their way into the community. it's also not exclusive to east asian fetishization, there can be people who fetishize any race in and outside of this community. identifying with t-race because of a fetish is not okay, but since it is a large issue in our community I will be going into it more in depth including ways it can show up and exercises for undoing that mentality if it is you. I'd also like to mention that some people who are fetishizing their desired ethnicity may be actually transracial but approaching it in the wrong way.

my advice

the biggest and most important part of all of this is to love yourself. and I'm not here to give some corny self acceptance speech. at the end of the day, there is no separation between you right now and the you who you desire to be. they're both you, they're the same exact person.

I've noticed that in this community there tends to be an undertone of self hatred and a mentality of "I can love myself once I've transitioned". and the word love is interchangeable with any word. The only thing this mentality does is seperate you and your desired self, which is the opposite of what we want.

The law of assumption is based off of vibrational allignment. and it's law, it cant fail you. you love to daydream and get excited about your desired life, and then you remind yourself that it isn't here yet. stop this. do all the things you want to do once you get your desires now, because it's the only way to get those desires.

self love and self understanding are incredibly important in this journey for another reason, too. the only way to truly know what your goals are with loyalty to them is to know yourself. knowing yourself is the path to loving yourself. loving yourself is the path to getting results.

The people of your desired ethnicity/ethnicities are not a monolith. the conception of the monolith is one of the pillars of fetishization and racism. by knowing yourself and loving yourself you know you're not changing yourself to match the way you perceive your desired ethnicity, you're being yourself as a member of your desired ethnicity.

My desired ethnicities have nothing to do with my fashion sense, make up style, personality, hobbies, faith, interests, humor, music taste, etc. While there is some overlap between my cultures and the things listed, it's correlation not causation. You need to know and love yourself well enough that you wont lose yourself in trying to become someone you're not.

you are you, and you are also your desired ethnicity. these things are not seperate. so get to know yourself and love yourself instead of putting yourself into a mould.

on top of that, this identity is something many people dislike. you need to be confident enough in yourself and your identity to not be discouraged by antis. I never feel discouraged or anything of the sort when I see antis online because I know myself, I know my story, and I accept my identity. and nobody can take it away from me. my identity is mine and not anybody else's.

exercise 1 - getting started

since this is the first post of my guide, the first exercise will be more like multiple small exercises to prepare you for the rest of the exercises in the guide. this is what I call "getting started"

I want you to really really envision your desired self. make a moodboard of the vibe you want. write down your basic information like your name, birthday, ethnicity, etc. just for yourself so that you have a clear idea of your identity. unfollow anyone or anything and delete any unnecessary apps that don't allign with who you're becoming. clean your room. anything in your life you can think of cleaning, clean it out. we want to be fresh and ready for our new self. the goal for this is to have a blank slate to work with and a simple idea of your identity.

🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱

Physical offerings:

• Aquamarine, • Coral, • Pearl, • Larimar, • Blue calcite, • Turquoise, • star sand, • sea salt, • pine needles, Delphinium blooms, • sea glass, • gull feathers, • driftwood, • sand dollars, • horse imagery, • dolphin imagery, • storm water, • chiton plates, • mussel shell, • conch shell, • nautilus shell, • coriander, • Myrrh, • Rosemary, • wild onion.

Devotional offerings:

• swimming in the sea or ocean

• visiting the sea or the beach

• donating to or supporting ocean and marine conservation programs

• visiting the aquarium

• learning about maritime history and the history of maritime warfare

• reading up on his mythology

• celebrating his relevant Greek holidays, such as Haloea and Poseidonia.

🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱🌊🔱

Physical offerings:

• Aquamarine, • Coral, • Pearl, • Larimar, • Blue calcite, • Turquoise, • star sand, • sea salt, • pine needles, Delphinium blooms, • sea glass, • gull feathers, • driftwood, • sand dollars, • horse imagery, • dolphin imagery, • storm water, • chiton plates, • mussel shell, • conch shell, • nautilus shell, • coriander, • Myrrh, • Rosemary, • wild onion.

Devotional offerings:

• swimming in the sea or ocean

• visiting the sea or the beach

• donating to or supporting ocean and marine conservation programs

• visiting the aquarium

• learning about maritime history and the history of maritime warfare

• reading up on his mythology

• celebrating his relevant Greek holidays, such as Haloea and Poseidonia.

TRANSANGELMAN-SYNDROME

A TransID where one feels as if they have, transitioning to have, or should have Angelman Syndrome.

TransWristCutWarrior! A term for those who identify as being or believe they should be a Wrist-Cut Warrior from Menhera-chan

1. Trans Vtuber

2. Trans Hololive talent

3. Trans Kodo vtuber

Please and thank you ^^

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‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‎‎1 , Trans-Vtuber - the mascots name is Vee <3 :^) ‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‎‎2 , Trans-Hololive-Talent ‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‎‎3 , Trans-Kodo-Vtuber

requested by nobody

O1. — TRANSTBI

O2. — TRANSLOBOTOMIZED V1

O3. — TRANSLOBOTOMIZED V2

Paraphilic attraction to ribs.

The name comes from the latin word costas, which means ribs.

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‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‎‎The attraction towards eyes

‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‎‎looks at you with my big blue orbs that concerningly look like ones of a dead fish

She's treated as a joke and is very stereotyped but she's still transjapanese. Its not actually outright said she's transjapanese in the game but it's extremely heavily implied

Highkey having fun with these