[IMPORTANT PLEASE READ]
so i was talking to my roommate today about a lot of feelings i’ve had concerning my rp blogs lately and she helped me figure out and come to terms with some things
basically i just really don’t think tumblr rping is for me?? like it was okay in my old fandom because then we had group rps and they were a little more organized but even with that it was pretty stressful for me to try and keep up with it all
and with this there’s no semblance of organization and it just stresses me the hell out and i’ve come to the point where i dread logging in every single day which is obviously not a good thing because rping is supposed to be a fun pasttime not a chore
and it makes me feel really alienated and excluded because it’s so hard to keep up with threads and they all inevitably get dropped on me and it’s really difficult for me to keep a consistent storyline going when none of my characters actually really have any friends or anyone to talk to which makes them sad which in turn makes me sad
but like i really love my characters a lot a lot and i don’t want to neglect them or anything because they deserve better and i feel bad because neither i nor anyone else can give them the attention they deserve in this format
i’m not exactly sure what i’m gonna do with them yet but i might just work them into some fanfiction so that way i’m at least doing something with them
i’d really love to keep playing them but not on here
anyways yeah the point of this post is to say that i won’t be logging in or rping on here anymore so don’t look out for me
i’d still love to rp with all you guys one on one though!! if you’re ever interested in that whether it be with any of the characters i have on here or just in general (we can plot something out) then message me on my personal and we can talk about it
i’ll probably reblog this post a few times on each of my accounts just so everyone knows what’s going on
