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My First Love Series
Summary: When you meet your first love, life changes. In the summer of 2004, Elijah āSmokeā Moore a man from Kansas Cityās East Side is focused on family, work, and chasing his dreams, love is the last thing on his mind. Then he meets HER. A young, shy, vibrant, ambitious Annie. What starts as a spark becomes a love that will test them, shape them, and leave a mark that lasts forever. Because no matter who or what comes after⦠Youāll never forget your first love.
Chapter 2 (pt.1)
āConstantlyā
Itās Monday morning, and Annie has barely made it to the front doors of school before she groans.
The line stretches out of the building and down the sidewalk.
Random check day.
Two police officers stand at the entrance with metal detecting wands while school security digs through backpacks, purses, and gym bags.
Students complain loudly. Some turn around and leave altogether.
A cool breeze brushes against Annieās face as she shifts her backpack higher on her shoulder. āDamn it.ā
Ebony appears behind her. āI got my mace in here. Walk with me to put it in the bushes.ā
Annie immediately starts giggling. āGirl.ā
The two step out of line and head toward the shrubs near the parking lot.
As they get closer, Annie notices they arenāt the only ones.
Several boys are stuffing little bags of weed into the bushes. One guy shoves a handgun into a duffel bag and kicks leaves over it.
Annie stares in disbelief. She shakes her head. āA mess. Thatās what all yāall are.ā
Ebony clicks her tongue. āGirl, Iām not. Iām never leaving home without my protection.ā
Annie laughs. āYou act like somebody after you or something.ā
āAnnie, you just naive. Anything can happen. We girls.ā
Annie shrugs. āI guess.ā
Ebony lowers her voice. āI can get you some if you want.ā
āNo thanks. Iām not tryna be out here stuffing stuff in bushes like you.ā
āAight. Donāt say I aināt try to help you out.ā
Five minutes later, they finally make it into the building.
The familiar smell of floor wax, cafeteria breakfast, and cheap cologne fills the hallway. Lockers slam. Teachers yell over the noise.
Students rush in every direction trying to beat the bell.
Devin joins them, slightly out of breath.
āHey yāallllll.ā
āSup girl. We just got in here. Iām so annoyed I had to leave my shit outside,ā Ebony says.
āI told you about bringing that shit,ā Devin replies.
āI donāt care. Iām never gonna stop.ā
Ebony suddenly freezes. āOh shit. Here come Mr. Harriston.ā
Annie groans.
Mr. Harriston was the vice principal and easily the most annoying person in the building. He always had something to say.
He was a tall brown skin man with a head half full of hair because he refused to let it go.
Annie huffs and starts digging through her purse.
Mr. Harriston steps in front of them.
āWhere are your ID badges?ā
Annie immediately pulls hers out.
āRight here.ā
Ebony yanks hers from underneath her shirt.
āIt needs to be visible around your neck.ā
Then his eyes land on Devin. āDevin, where is your badge?ā
āI aināt got it.ā
One eyebrow rises. āCome on and go with me to get another one.ā
Devin rolls her eyes. āWhy? You already know me by name.ā
He crosses his arms. āThat doesnāt matter. Itās the rules. Either you come get another badge or you can go home.ā
Devin rolls her eyes so hard Annie thinks they might get stuck.
Annie and Ebony both bust out laughing.
āWeāll see you in a minute,ā Annie says.
āYeah girl, gone head to the office. See you at lunch.ā
Devin walks off muttering under her breath.
Annie slips her badge back into her purse.
Ebony cackles. āWe so damn hardheaded.ā
āYep.ā
They reach Annieās locker.
The second she pulls the metal door open, something flutters to the floor.
A picture. And a folded letter.
Annieās stomach instantly drops.
She already knows who itās from.
She bends down and picks up the picture first. Itās her and Ryan at a football game.
Ryan is still in uniform. Sheās wearing a school t shirt Both of them are smiling so hard their cheeks look like they hurt.
Ebony immediately recognizes it.
āAwwww. Thatās the picture I took of yāall.ā
Annie groans. āNot him pulling out all the stops.ā
āAt least he trying.ā
āIām really not in the mood.ā
āItās like he canāt take a damn hint.ā
Ebony leans against the lockers.
āDamn, Annie. So you really aināt gonā give him another chance?ā
āNo.ā
She stuffs the letter into her purse.
āWhat you mean no? He made a mistake.ā
Annie shakes her head. āIt wasnāt a mistake. It was a choice.ā
She closes her locker. āAnd dudes like him? You canāt give them second chances. Theyāll keep doing it.ā
Ebony sighs. āGirl, he had a moment of weakness. He fine, all the girls want him, but he still want you. I think you should at least consider it.ā
āNo.ā
They start walking toward class.
āIāve made up my mind. Itās too many guys in the world to let one play with you.ā
Ebony huffs. āYou gonna regret it.ā
āI doubt it.ā
By second period, Annie finishes her test before everyone else.
Pencils are still scratching against paper all around the room. The clock ticks loudly above the whiteboard.
Rhonda sits behind her. āDamn. You quick.ā
Annie giggles.
āShhh.ā The teacher doesnāt even look up from her desk.
Annie sighs and pulls Ryanās letter from her purse. She unfolds it. The paper smells faintly like whatever cologne he wore.
Her eyes narrow.
Wuz Good?
I really canāt believe you done wit me. I just knew you was gonna turn around and come back to my locker the other day. Guess Iām the clown.
But what is it though, Ann? You got another dude or somethinā? I thought we was better than this.Damn, I feel like I deserve another chance. We got history. Donāt that mean anything?I gave you that picture to remind you of what we had. What we both missing.
You remember that night? You cheering me on from the stands? I swear I could hear you louder than everybody else. I aināt gonna lie, I miss that.
I miss you waiting for me after games. I miss calling you before bed.
I miss knowing somebody had my back no matter what.
Come on, Ann. Just give me one more shot. Thatās all Iām asking.
We got a game Friday night. I hope you come.
Iād love to see you cheering me on again.
Peace,
Ryan
Annie stares at the paper for several seconds.
Then she snorts. The audacity.
She opens her notebook.
Pulls out her favorite bright pink gel pen.
And starts writing.
9/3/2004 Location: 2nd period Time: 10:18 AM
Ryan,
I really wish you could just move on.
Everything youāre doing and saying donāt feel genuine because if it was, you wouldāve never disrespected me in the first place.
And trying to stir up memories is not gonna work.
Memories will NEVER be enough to erase the shit that you did.
You keep talking about history, but history aināt a reason for me to stay where Iām not valued.
I deserve better than your attention-seeking ass.
I let all the flirting slide. Then you took it a step further. And thatās when I was done.
You asking if thereās another dude, but honestly that aināt your business anymore.
As a matter of fact, none of my business is your concern now.
You made your choice. Now live with it. Let me go and do me.
I want a fresh start with somebody who knows how to appreciate what they got before they lose it.
And that somebody wonāt be you.
Goodbye,
Annie
P.S. If I go to the game, I WILL be booing you.
A smile tugs at the corner of her mouth.
Petty? Maybe. Deserved? Absolutely.
She tears the page from her notebook.
Folds it once. Twice. Then a third time for good measure.
The bell rings moments later. Students flood into the hallway.
Annie slips through the crowd, stopping briefly at Ryanās locker.
Without hesitation, she slides the letter through the vent.
Then keeps walking. Not looking back.
Not even once.
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Smoke pulls up to his mamaās house in the heart of the East Side. The neighborhood hasnāt changed much since he was a boy. Abandoned houses sit with their windows boarded up, weeds swallowing front yards that nobody bothers to cut anymore. A shopping cart rattles across the street as a man pushes it along the cracked sidewalk. Somewhere in the distance, a siren wails. A few seconds later, a series of gunshots pops off several blocks away. Nobody even reacts. Just another day. His mama has lived in this same little house for twenty-five years.
Complacent. Comfortable. Refusing to leave.
Smoke kills the engine and grabs the bags of groceries from the backseat.
Their father, Adam, had been locked up since the twins were four years old. Life without parole. He spent his younger years robbing people, selling drugs, and claiming corners he didnāt own. When he first went away, he left behind enough money to keep Yolanda afloat for a while. But eventually the money ran dry. After that, the twins had to figure it out. They were just boys trying to help keep the lights on.
Smoke walks up the porch steps and immediately notices the front door sitting cracked open.
His jaw tightens. He pushes it open.
āMama, what I tell you about leavinā this damn door unlocked?ā
āI was just outside,ā she calls from the kitchen.
Smoke kicks the door shut behind him and heads toward the smell of smoked turkey and collard greens simmering on the stove.
āI donāt care. Thatās dangerous.ā
The kitchen is warm, almost stuffy. Pots bubble softly on the stove while an r&b station plays low from a radio sitting on the counter. His mama stands over a pot, stirring with a wooden spoon.
Without even turning around, she says, āBoy, I been in this neighborhood over twenty years. They know not to mess with my house, and they know who my sons are.ā
Smoke shakes his head. āThat donāt mean nothinā.ā
He leans down and kisses her cheek.
āI donāt wanna have to kill nobody, woman.ā
Yolanda snickers. āYou always worryinā, Elijah.ā
āCause you donāt.ā
āIām okay. Relax a little.ā
Smoke opens the refrigerator and starts putting away groceries. Milk. Eggs. Bread. Fresh vegetables. Things he knows she wonāt buy herself.
Yolanda notices immediately.
āI told you that you donāt gotta keep buyinā me groceries.ā
Smoke looks over his shoulder.
āAnd I told you Iām gonā keep doinā what I wanna do.ā
He shuts the refrigerator door.
āIām always gonā take care of you.ā
Her eyes soften. No matter how old he gets, heās still her baby.
Smoke reaches into his pocket and pulls out a fresh pack of cigarettes.
āHere.ā
A smile pulls at her lips. āThank you, baby.ā
āMm-hmm.ā
He drops into a chair at the kitchen table.
āWhat you been doinā?ā
āNothinā.ā
She shrugs. āBeen down at the boat wit yo auntie.ā
Smokeās expression immediately hardens.
If there was one thing he hated, it was that damn casino.
His mama could lose herself in there for hours. Days, if you let her. No windows. No clocks. Nothing but flashing lights and ringing machines designed to keep people sitting there.
āYou know I hate you goinā there.ā
Yolanda rolls her eyes. āThere you go.ā
āHow many times this week?ā
She clicks her tongue. āJust twice.ā
Smoke doesnāt say a word.
He simply stares.
Yolanda sighs dramatically. āIām serious.ā
Still silence.
āI aināt have enough money to go no more anyway.ā
Smoke leans back in his chair and folds his arms. āThatās supposed to make me feel better?ā
āIt should.ā
āIt donāt.ā
Yolanda laughs softly before her smile fades. A heaviness settles across her face.
Smoke notices immediately. āWhat?ā
She stirs the pot a little longer before answering. āStack.ā
Smoke exhales through his nose. Of course. āWhat he do now?ā
āNothinā.ā
āThen whatās wrong?ā
Yolanda turns and looks at him.
The worry in her eyes makes her look older than she is. āIām tired of worryinā about him.ā
Smokeās expression softens.
She wipes her hands on a dish towel.
āEvery day itās somethinā.ā
āMamaāā
āNo, let me talk.ā
She points the spoon at him. āThat boy stress me out.ā
Smoke canāt even argue. Because sheās right. Stack always has.
Even when they were kids.
āEvery time my phone ring late at night, I think somethinā happened.ā
Smoke looks down at the table. āI know.ā
āI wish heād slow down.ā She shakes her head. āI wish heād be more like you.ā
Smoke laughs once. A dry laugh. āMe?ā
āYes, you.ā
She sits across from him and pulls a drag from her cigarette. āYou always been the responsible one.ā
Smoke shakes his head. āMama, I done my share of dumb shit too.ā
āBut you learned.ā She points at him. āYou think before you move now.ā
She pauses. āStack still act like he invincible.ā
The room falls quiet.
Yolanda reaches over and pats his hand.
āKeep lookinā out for yo brother.ā
Smoke stares at the wood grain of the table.
His jaw flexes.āItās gettinā harder.ā
Yolanda frowns.āWhat you mean?ā
Smoke sighs heavily. āHeās a grown man.ā
He rubs a hand across his beard.
āI can give advice. I can help. I can pull him back when he go too far.ā
He looks up at her. āBut I canāt make him listen.ā
Yolandaās shoulders slump. āHeās hardheaded.ā
āBeen hardheaded since birth.ā
That earns a laugh from both of them.
Smoke shakes his head.
āIām always gonā be there for him.ā
His voice grows quieter. āBut he gotta start figuring some things out himself.ā
Yolanda nods slowly.
She doesnāt like hearing it. But she knows heās right.
After a moment, she reaches across the table and squeezes his hand.
āThank you for never givinā up on him.ā
Smoke squeezes back. āThatās my brother.ā
Then he smirks. āBesides, if I donāt watch him, who will?ā
Yolanda squeezes his hand one more time before letting it go.
The conversation settles for a moment.
The only sounds in the kitchen are the pot bubbling on the stove and an Anita Baker song crackling through the radio on top of the refrigerator.
Then she gives him a look. The look.
The one that means sheās been thinking.
Smoke notices immediately. āWhat?ā
Yolanda smirks. āNothinā.ā
āMama.ā
She points at him. āHow much longer?ā
Smoke furrows his brows. āHow much longer for what?ā
āYou know exactly what Iām talkinā about.ā
He sighs.
Culinary school.
The dream heād been carrying around since he was a boy standing on a chair beside her stove. The dream heād pushed aside because life kept demanding something else. Rent. Bills. Food. Stack. His mama.
Yolanda sits across from him at the table.
āAre you almost done savinā?ā
Smoke leans back in his chair. āAlmost.ā
āAlmost aināt an answer.ā
A small smile tugs at his lips. āIām serious, Mama.ā
āSo am I.ā
She folds her arms. āHow much you got?ā
Smoke groans. āMama.ā
āBoy, answer me.ā
He shakes his head. āAlmost ten thousand.ā
Her eyes widen. āElijah!ā
āWhat?ā
āYou got almost ten thousand dollars?ā
Smoke shrugs. āI been savinā.ā
Yolanda stares at him in disbelief.
The man worked doubles at Red Lobster.
Picked up extra shifts. Hustled. Skipped buying things for himself.
Put money away every chance he got. And somehow heād managed to save that much.
āHow much more you need?ā
āA lil more.ā
Her face softens. āYou really gonā do it.ā
Smoke looks down at his hands. āYeah.ā
The word comes out quiet. Certain.
Yolanda smiles. āLook at you.ā
Smoke chuckles awkwardly. āWhat?ā
āYou always loved food.ā She laughs softly. āYou remember when you was ten and tried to make biscuits by yourself?ā
Smoke groans. āI donāt wanna talk about that.ā
āYou almost burned my kitchen down.ā
āI was experimentinā.ā
āYou was wastinā flour.ā
Smoke laughs.
Yolanda shakes her head.
āBut even then I knew.ā
āKnew what?ā
āYou was meant to cook.ā
The smile slowly fades from Smokeās face.
Nobody ever really said that out loud before. Not like that. Not seriously.
Yolanda reaches across the table and squeezes his hand. āIām proud of you.ā
Smoke looks away.
His mama doesnāt say things like that often.
Life had always been too hard for a lot of softness.
āIām just workinā.ā
āNo.ā
She shakes her head. āYou takinā care of us.ā
Her eyes glisten slightly. āYou help with bills. You buy groceries. You make sure I got what I need.ā
She squeezes his hand again. āA lot of young men wouldāve just left.ā
Smoke shrugs. āI couldnāt.ā
āI know.ā
Yolanda smiles sadly. āYou got a good heart, Elijah.ā
Smoke looks down.
Compliments always made him uncomfortable.
She lets go of his hand and leans back.
āJust promise me somethinā.ā
āWhat?ā
āWhen you get enough moneyā¦ā
She points at him. āGo.ā
Smoke raises an eyebrow. āWhat?ā
āGo to culinary school.ā
The firmness in her voice surprises him.
āDonāt keep puttinā it off.ā
āMamaāā
āNo.ā
She shakes her head. āLife gonā keep happeninā.ā
Her voice grows softer.
āThere always gonā be bills. There always gonā be somebody that need help.
There always gonā be another reason to wait.ā
Smoke knows sheās right. Because heād already delayed it twice.
Once when the transmission went out in her car.
And once when Stack got into trouble and needed money.
Yolanda smiles.
āYou deserve somethinā too.ā
Smoke nods slowly. āYeah.ā
āIām serious.ā
āI know.ā
She points the spoon at him again.
āAnd donāt let that hardheaded brother of yours talk you into spendinā yo school money either.ā
That makes Smoke chuckle.
āTrust me, Iām not.ā
Yolanda laughs too. āGood.ā
Then she shakes her head.
āLord knows one son stress me out enough.ā
Smoke smirks. āStack?ā
āWho else?ā
And just like that, the conversation shifts back to the twin who keeps them both worried.
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Itās Annieās third week at Red Lobster, and today is her first shift on her own.
No shadowing. No following another server around. Just her.
The restaurant is already buzzing when she clocks in. The scent of garlic butter, fried shrimp, and freshly baked cheddar biscuits hangs thick in the air. Dishes clatter from the kitchen while servers weave around each other carrying trays loaded with food.
Annie smooths down her uniform shirt and takes a deep breath. She can do this.
Michelle walks over holding a floor chart.
āAlright, Annie. You got Section Four today.ā
Annie looks down at the paper.
Three booths. One six-top. Her own section.
A nervous smile spreads across her face.
āOkay.ā
Michelle pats her shoulder.
āYou got this.ā
Annie nods.
āI got it.ā
At least she hopes she does.
Her first table is sat almost immediately.
A couple.
The woman is dressed nice, probably coming from work. The man sits beside her scrolling through a newspaper.
Annie grabs her order pad and approaches the table with a smile.
āHello. My name is Annie and Iāll be taking care of you today. Can I get you guys started with something to drink?ā
The woman closes her menu.
āIāll take a Lobsterita.ā
āAnd Iāll have a Coke,ā the man says.
āPerfect. Iāll be right back.ā
Annie heads toward the galley.
Her heart is beating a little too fast.
Not because the order is hard.
Because sheās finally doing it herself.
She fills the Coke at the soda station and starts turning away when Megan yells from across the galley.
āAnnie! Donāt forget the biscuits!ā
Annieās eyes widen.
āRight!ā
She almost forgot. Again.
She hurries over to the warming drawer and grabs a basket.
Meanwhile, across the kitchen, Smoke watches the entire thing.
He doesnāt mean to. At least thatās what he tells himself.
But every time Annie walks through the kitchen doors, his eyes find her automatically.
Sheās moving fast today. Almost bouncing from place to place. The drink station, the salad station, the biscuit station, the window.
Her ponytail swings behind her. Order pad tucked under her arm.
Trying so hard to prove she belongs. Something about it makes him almost smile. Sheās nervous. He can tell. But sheās doing good. Real good.
Smoke watches until the kitchen doors swing shut behind her.
Out on the floor, Annie grabs the Lobsterita from the bar and carefully balances everything before heading back to the table.
A few minutes later she returns with another order. Then another. And another.
Before long her section fills up. A family gets sat at the six-top. Then another couple at a booth. Suddenly sheās moving nonstop.
Greeting tables. Refilling drinks. Running food.
Punching orders into the computer.
Sheās finally finding a rhythm. And it feels good. Really good.
For the first time since she started working here, Annie feels like an actual server.
Not a trainee. Not somebody following directions. A real server.
When the kitchen bell rings and her food is up, she rushes over.
The plates feel heavier than she expected.
She still hasnāt learned how to balance a tray properly.
So instead of carrying one on her shoulder like everyone else, she carries it with both hands.
Carefully. Slowly. Like sheās transporting glass.
Melissa notices first. Then Lindsey.
Both of them laugh.
āGirl, look at her.ā
āShe carrying that tray like itās a newborn baby.ā
The two snicker.
Annie hears them. Pretends she doesnāt. Keeps walking. But her cheeks warm anyway.
Across the kitchen, Smoke hears it too.
His jaw tightens instantly. He doesnāt like it. Not one bit.
Sheās learning. Everybody had to learn.
Hell, she been doing this by herself for less than a day. What the fuck was so funny?
Smoke looks over at the girls.
The laughter dies down almost immediately when they catch the expression on his face.
Neither one says another word. Annie doesnāt notice. Sheās too busy making sure she doesnāt drop somebodyās dinner.
The dinner rush rolls on.
And little by little, she gets better.
Moves faster. Stops second guessing herself. Starts remembering things before people ask. Extra napkins. Refills. Biscuits.
When she comes back into the kitchen for another order, she reaches for a plate.
Smoke happens to glance up at the same moment.
Their eyes meet. Just for a second.
Annie freezes. Her stomach immediately does a somersault.
Smoke looks away first. Like he wasnāt staring. Like he hadnāt been watching her all evening.
A smile threatens to tug at Annieās lips.
She quickly looks down and grabs her plate.
But the butterflies are already thereā¦
The dinner rush is finally over. The restaurant is quieter now.
A few tables remain occupied, but most of the customers have gone home. The smell of garlic butter and seafood still lingers in the air while bussers wipe down tables and servers finish their side work.
Annie slides into an empty booth near the front windows.
Her feet ache. Her back is sore.
But she doesnāt even care.
She pulls her tips from her apron and starts counting.
Twenties. Tens. Fives. A pile of ones.
Her fingers move quickly as she stacks the bills into neat piles.
āEighty-two⦠eighty-three⦠eighty-fourā¦ā
A smile starts creeping onto her face.
āEighty-five⦠eighty-sixā¦ā
Then she counts the last dollar.
āEighty-seven.ā
Annie freezes. Her eyes widen.
āEighty-seven dollars?ā
She says it quietly to herself.
A grin immediately spreads across her face. Not one of those polite smiles she gives customers. A real one.
Bright. Unfiltered. Proud.
She looks down at the money again.
Eighty seven dollars. In one day. Her money. Money she earned herself. Money nobody could take from her.
Nobody could tell her what to do with. Nobody could hold over her head.
For the first time in a long time, Annie feels a little piece of freedom. And it feels amazing.
Across the restaurant, Smoke steps out of the kitchen. He grabs his keys from his pocket and starts toward the front door.
Then he sees her. His steps slow.
Annie is sitting alone in the booth counting her tips. Looking down at that small pile of money like she just hit the lottery.
The smile on her face stops him cold.
Smoke finds himself staring.
Again. He canāt help it.
He can tell exactly what sheās thinking.
She isnāt excited because of the amount.
Sheās excited because she earned it.
Every single dollar. On her own.
Something about that does something to him. His chest tightens. His heart skips once. And he doesnāt fully understand why.
Maybe itās because sheās proud of herself.
Maybe itās because sheās independent.
Maybe itās because sheās finally realizing what sheās capable of.
Whatever it isā¦Itās beautiful.
And somehow sexy as hell.
Smoke shakes his head slightly.
He shouldnāt be thinking about a girl like that. Especially one he barely knows. But there he is. Watching her smile at eighty seven dollars like itās the greatest thing sheās ever seen.
Annie suddenly looks up. Their eyes meet.
Her smile instantly falters. Not because sheās unhappy. But because she got caught. A blush spreads across her cheeks.
She quickly looks down at the money.
Smoke almost smirks. A few seconds pass.
Then Annie gathers enough courage to look back up.
Smoke gives her a small nod.
Nothing dramatic. Just acknowledgment.
A silent good job.
Annieās cheeks warm even more.
She returns the nod.
For a moment neither of them says anything.
Then Smoke turns and heads toward the door.
Annie watches him leave.
And for reasons she canāt quite explain, her stomach does that little flip again.
The same one itās been doing every time he looks at her.
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When Annie gets home, the house is finally quiet.
The younger kids are asleep. The television hums softly somewhere upstairs. Pipes groan as someone runs water in another bathroom.
Annie takes a shower, washing away the smell of seafood, butter, and restaurant grease that clung to her all day.
Afterward, she pulls on an oversized T-shirt and a pair of shorts before heading downstairs to the basement.
Edwardās room.
The one place in the house where she can breathe. The door is cracked open.
Edward is sprawled across his bed with a magazine open beside him and music playing softly from a radio.
The second he sees her, he grins.
āHey, sis.ā
Annie immediately drops onto the foot of his bed.
āHey, bro.ā
Edward studies her for a second.
Then smirks.
āDamn. You seem real happy.ā
Annie rolls her eyes.
āWhat happened to you? Or should I say who happened to you?ā
Annie busts out laughing.
Immediately her mind flashes to the eighty seven dollars tucked safely in her purse.
Then to Smoke. The way heād looked at her. The way heād nodded.
The butterflies start all over again.
She shoves the thought away.
āShut up boy.ā
Edward laughs.
āNah. Iām serious.ā
āI made some good money tonight. Iām just really happy to have my own.ā
āMhmm.ā
He gives her a look.
āI get that. But I got a feeling itās something else too. Who is he?ā
Annie groans.
āMust everything be about boys?ā
Edward sits up dramatically.
āHell yes, girl. You know we live for them.ā
Annie cackles. That was Edward.
No matter what was going on in their lives, he always found a way to make her laugh.
The two of them had always been close.
Closer than any of the other siblings.
Maybe because they were closest in age.
Maybe because they both understood what it felt like to be trapped in that house.
Or maybe because they spent so much time protecting each other. Especially Edward. Their parents never understood him. Even as a little boy, heād been different.
While other boys played football and wrestled in the yard, Edward wanted to sing. Dance. Act. Design outfits.
Most of his friends were girls, he was tall and dark with model features. The girls flocked to him.
He loved fashion. Loved music. Loved being creative.
And their father hated it.
The older Edward got, the more tense things became. Church services. Lectures. Prayer circles. Talks about masculinity.
Talks about what a young man should be.
Annie had watched her brother shrink into himself for years. Watched him become quieter at home. Watched him find every excuse possible to stay gone. Choir. Theater. Band. Anything to avoid being there.
Their parents had even told Annie she needed to spend less time with him.
That her influence wasnāt helping.
As if Edward was some problem that needed fixing.
As if he wasnāt perfect exactly how he was.
Annie had hated every second of it.
And whenever kids at school picked on him, she was right there.
Ready to fight. Ready to argue. Ready to defend him. Every time.
Because nobody messed with her brother. Nobody.
āAnnie?ā
Edwardās voice pulls her from her thoughts.
She blinks.
āHuh?ā
He narrows his eyes.
āSee. You daydreaming.ā
āI was not.ā
āYou absolutely was.ā
Annie laughs.
āFine. Maybe a little.ā
āMhmm.ā
Edward points at her.
āSo tell me about this man.ā
Annie groans.
āThere are some cute dudes there.ā
Edwardās eyebrow shoots up.
āDudes? Plural?ā
Annie laughs loudly.
āHell no. Not for me.ā
āOkayyyyy.ā
āThere is one guy though.ā
Edward immediately scoots forward.
āThere we go.ā
Annie rolls her eyes.
āHeās really fine.ā
āDefine fine.ā
āLikeā¦ā
She pauses.
āReally fine. Like movie star fine.ā
Edward gasps dramatically.
āOh lord.ā
āShut up.ā
āSo whatās his name?ā
āSmoke.ā
Edward stares.
āHis mama named him Smoke?ā
Annie starts laughing.
āNo! Thatās his nickname.ā
āGirl.ā
Annie laughs harder.
āHis real name is Elijah.ā
Edward shakes his head.
āOkay. Continue.ā
Annie shrugs.
āThereās potential there, I think.ā
āYou think?ā
āYeah.ā
āHave yāall talked?ā
Annie shakes her head.
āNo.ā
Edward stares.
āNo?ā
āNo.ā
āYou got a crush on a man you aināt talked to?ā
āWeāve talked a littleā
āThen what yāall talk about?ā
Annie thinks.
āHe helped me roll silverware. But he mainly just stares at me. Iāve caught him looking at me so many times.ā
Edward falls backward onto the bed.
āOh my God.ā
Annie laughs.
āWhat?ā
āYou got it bad already. I can tell.ā
āI do not.ā
āYou absolutely do.ā
Annie throws a pillow at him.
Edward catches it.
āSo yāall aināt really talked?ā
āOnly a few words and he gave me two hundred dollars.ā
Edwardās eyes get big.
āTwo hundred dollars?ā
ā mhmmā
āAnd you like him?ā
Annie sighs.
āHe makes me nervous, Ed.ā
That gets his attention. His teasing fades.
āThatās strange.ā
āI know.ā
Annie stares at the ceiling.
āI donāt get nervous like that around people.ā
āYou really donāt.ā
āBut he seems sweet.ā
Edward nods.
āThe two hundred dollars thing was sweet.ā
Annie smiles.
āYeah.ā
Edward suddenly sits up.
āWait. Iām still stuck on that.ā
Annie laughs.
āBro.ā
āNo. Seriously. He really gave you two hundred dollars?ā
āYeah.ā
āJust because?ā
āI guess.ā
Edward points at her.
āThatās husband behavior.ā
Annie nearly chokes.
āEd!ā
āIām serious.ā
āHe probably just felt bad because Meagan left me with all those damn silverware rolls.ā
āOkay and?ā
Annie shakes her head.
Edward continues.
āSounds like a keeper already.ā
āStop.ā
āYou need to talk to him.ā
āAnd say what?ā
āI donāt know.ā
He shrugs.
āTell him thank you.ā
āFor something that happened two weeks ago?ā
āThen tell him he fine.ā
Annie throws another pillow.
Edward cackles.
āIām serious!ā
āThe other girls like him too.ā
āSo?ā
āI donāt wanna step on nobodyās toes.ā
Edward sucks his teeth.
āGirl, please. Fuck them other girls.ā
Annie laughs.
āNo seriously.ā
āItās obvious he likes you.ā
āYou donāt know that.ā
āAnnie.ā
āWhat?ā
āYou said he watches you.ā
Her eyes widen.
āSo?ā
āEverybody has probably noticed.ā
Annie immediately buries her face in a pillow.
āOh my God. I hope itās not all in my head. I donāt wanna be delusional.ā
Edward howls with laughter.
āSee! Look at you! Blushinā in the pillowā
āIām not talking to you anymore.ā
āGood. Go talk to Smoke.ā
Annie groans.
Edwardās tone turns serious for a moment
āSo you still stuck on Ryan?ā
Her smile disappears.
Annie immediately shakes her head.
āHell no.ā
āGood.ā
āThat ship has sailed.ā
Edward nods approvingly.
āGreat.ā
āDefinitely aināt him.ā
āThen give yourself permission to move on.ā
Annie is quiet for a second.
Then she smiles. āMaybe.ā
Edward grins. āThatās what I thought.ā
A mischievous look suddenly appears on his face.
āAnyway.ā
Annie narrows her eyes. āWhat?ā
āI met somebody.ā
Her entire face lights up. āWhat?!ā
Edward smirks. āHis name is Montrealā
Annie immediately starts laughing.
āOh Lord.ā
āWhat?ā
āThe chat line again?ā
āItās a valid way to meet people.ā
āYou be falling in love with voices.ā
Edward gasps. āAnd?ā
āWhat if he ugly?ā
āWith a voice like his? I doubt he ugly.ā
Annie laughs harder.
āHe older too.ā
āHow old?ā
āThirty-two.ā
Annie sits straight up. āWhat?!ā
Edward starts laughing.
āWhat?ā
āBrother! You sixteen!ā
āTechnically.ā
āTechnically?!ā
āHe thinks Iām twenty.ā
Annieās mouth falls open.
āSo yāall both just lying?ā
Edward shrugs casually. āMaybe.ā
Annie throws her hands in the air.
āOh my God.ā
āHe might be lying too though.ā
āThat does not make it better. Youāre gonna mess around meet Ted Bundyā
Edward laughs so hard he nearly falls off the bed. Annie joins him.
For a few minutes they sit there laughing until tears form in their eyes.
The kind of laughter that makes everything else disappear.
The stress. The responsibility. Their father. The pressure. All of it. For just a little while.
Edward nudges her shoulder.
āEverything gonā work out, sis.ā
Annie looks over at him. Her best friend. Her safe place. The one person in the house who understood exactly how she felt.
She smiles. āYeah.ā
For the first time all day, she realizes she believes it. āYeah, I think it will.ā
šššššššššššššššš
Smoke is laid up in bed watching Midnight Love on BET. Immatureās-Constantly video is playing. The television casts a blue glow across the room
A half smoked blunt rests between his fingers. The house is quiet. For once. No Tobias. No Stack. No women calling his cell or house. Just peace.
Smoke takes a slow pull and exhales toward the ceiling. Then the house phone rings. He reaches over to the nightstand and grabs the cordless. Looking at the caller ID. Stack. Smoke already knows this nigga finna be on some bullshit.
He answers anyway. āWat it do?ā
āSup nigga. What you got up?ā
āNothinā. Chillinā.ā
Stack pauses. āYou in early.ā
āIām tired as hell.ā
āDamn. You aināt been over here in hellas. Monica been asking ābout yo ass.ā
Smoke huffs.
āShe got my number.ā
āNigga, she said you aināt been answerinā.ā
āI be doinā shit.ā
āYeah okay.ā
Stack laughs.
āAye, slide through real quick. Iām tryna match.ā
Smoke immediately shakes his head.
āIām good.ā
āYou must got a bitch over or somethinā.ā
āNah nigga. I donāt.ā
Smoke rubs his beard
āI just said Iām tired, fool. I just got off. Canāt a nigga get some fucking rest?ā
āMannn save that shit.ā
Stack isnāt buying it.
āI aināt Monica. I know you and I know another bitch got yo attention.ā
Smoke rolls his eyes.
āHere you go.ā
āMonica just too stupid to notice.ā
Smoke sucks his teeth.
āYou donāt know shit.ā
āYeah aight, nigga.ā
Stack laughs.
āIām Elias Moore. King of playing these bitches.ā
Smoke groans.
āMan shut the fuck up.ā
Stack keeps going.
āAnyway, slide through tomorrow fool. She gonā be at work.ā
A pause.
āSince you aināt tryna run into her.ā
āI might.ā
āYeah whatever.ā
Stack laughs again.
āSee yo ass tomorrow.ā
Then his voice gets louder.
āTell that hoe you got over there yo bro said whatās good.ā
Smoke hangs up without saying goodbye.
The second the line disconnects, the room goes quiet again.
Smoke drops the cordless back onto the nightstand. Then stares up at the ceiling.
Stack was spot on. As usual.
That was the problem with having a twin.
Especially one that shared your blood, your face, and damn near your thoughts.
Stack knew him better than anybody.
Sometimes better than he knew himself.
The truth wasā¦
Heād been avoiding Monica.
And that was strange. Really strange.
Because Smoke was single.
He could do whatever he wanted.
Talk to whoever he wanted.
Sleep with whoever he wanted.
Nobody could tell him shit.
Messing with more than one woman wasnāt unusual for him.
He was handsome. He had options.
And he had needs. Was he wild like Stack? Hell no. But he definitely wasnāt the type to lock himself down to one woman either.
At least he never had been.
Yet somehow Monicaās calls kept going unanswered.
And Smoke knew exactly why.
He just didnāt wanna admit it.
His eyes drift toward the television, but he isnāt really watching anymore.
Instead, his mind wanders back to Red Lobster. Back to a certain booth near the front window. A certain smile.
A certain girl counting eighty seven dollars like sheād won the damn lottery.
The memory makes him shake his head.
It shouldnāt affect him the way it does.
But it does. He can still see the look on her face. The pride. The excitement. The freedom. Like earning that money meant something bigger than the money itself.
And maybe thatās what got him.
Not just her looks. Not completely anyway.
It was the way she smiled.
The way she got excited over things most people took for granted.
The way she worked hard.
The way she seemed genuinely grateful for everything.
He thinks about her ignoring the two girls who laughed at her.
The fact that she didnāt even give them her energy makes his heart flutter. She was more mature than most older bitches he knew and dealt with.
Smoke takes another pull from the blunt.
Exhales slowly. Itās strange.
He doesnāt know her. Not really.
Hell, they havenāt exchanged more than a handful of words.
Yet he wants to know her.
More than heās ever wanted to know anybody.
And thatās the shit keeping him awake.
Keeping him away from Monica.
Keeping him away from every other woman thatās been blowing up his phone lately.
Because every time he tries to focus on somebody elseā¦
He ends up thinking about Annie.
And his desire for anyone else disappears.
And that realization bothers him more than heād ever admit out loud.
Smoke stares at the ceiling.
The music video changes. Another song starts. But he barely notices.
For the first time in a long time, a woman has his attention without even trying.
And that might be the most dangerous thing of all.
šššššššššššššššš
Itās Friday night, and the football stadium is packed.
The bright stadium lights illuminate the field like daylight while music blasts from the speakers between plays. The smell of popcorn, nachos, and hot dogs, drifts through the cool evening air.
Annie climbs the bleachers and spots Ebony, Rhonda, and Devin sitting halfway up.
āThere yāall go.ā
āAbout time,ā Ebony says.
Annie rolls her eyes and squeezes in beside them. The second she sits down, she notices Ryan standing on the sidelines in his uniform. Looking directly at her.
When their eyes meet, he smiles. Annie immediately rolls hers.
Ebony groans.
āDonāt do him like that.ā
āDo him like what?ā Annie asks. āYouād think he wouldāve gotten the hint since I wrote him a whole damn letter telling him I donāt want him no more.ā
Ebony shakes her head.
āYou crazy, girl. He literally begging you.ā
Annie huffs.āI donāt care. And I really donāt wanna spend the whole night talking about his cheating ass.ā
āI agree,ā Rhonda says.
āThank you.ā
When Annie looks down toward the track, she spots Dana standing with the other cheerleaders.
Dana is already looking at her.
Actually⦠Several of the cheerleaders are.
Dana rolls her eyes. Annie laughs.
The audacity.
Devin follows her gaze. āSomeone need to smack that bitch.ā
Rhonda snorts. āSee? Itās all Ryanās fault. Now she think she won some type of prize.ā
Ebony shrugs. āShe just mad ācause her man still want you.ā
Annie shakes her head. āGood luck to her.ā
The game starts shortly after.
The crowd erupts every time the home team makes a play.
Annie finds herself having fun despite the drama. She cheers with her friends.
Laughs. Jokes around. Even joins in with some of the cheers the cheerleaders are doing.
For a little while she forgets all about Ryan.
Part 2
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My First Love Series
Chapter 2 (pt.2)
āConstantlyā
By halftime, Annie heads toward the concession stand. The line is long. Kids are running around. Parents are yelling over the crowd. The smell of hot dogs and nacho cheese still fills the air.
Sheās studying the menu when someone taps her shoulder. Annie already knows who it is. She turns around. Annoyed.
āWhat, Ryan?ā
His grin widens. āItās good to see you. Iām glad you came.ā
She clicks her tongue. āI came to watch the game, not your ass.ā
Ryan laughs.
Annie raises a brow. āAināt you supposed to be sitting on the field?ā
He waves her off. āI do what I want. You know this.ā
Annie folds her arms. āPlease. Aināt yo girlfriend somewhere around?ā
Ryanās jaw tightens immediately.
He looks away for a second. Then back at her. āAnyway⦠so you really just done wit me?ā
Annie stares at him. āDidnāt you get my letter?ā
āYeah I got it and I ripped that shit up too.ā
āThen why are we having this conversation?ā
Ryan exhales heavily. āBecause I thought we was better than that.ā
āYou thought wrong.ā
Annieās voice is firm. āYou chose who you wanted.ā
āAnnieāā
āNo.ā
She cuts him off. āYou donāt get to disrespect me and then come back when you feel like it.ā
Ryan shakes his head. āI miss you though.ā
Annie doesnāt respond.
āI made a mistake.ā
āThat wasnāt a mistake.ā
āIt was.ā
āNo.ā
She points at him. āThat was a choice.ā
Ryanās expression hardens. āDamn, everybody make mistakes.ā
āNo. You wanted to kiss her.ā
Silence.
āAdmit it. You wanted to.ā
Ryan says nothing.
Annie continues. āAnd then to add insult to injury, you got in a whole relationship with her.ā
āAnnieāā
āSo go find her.ā
She steps around him. āLeave me alone.ā
Ryan grabs her wrist. āDonāt leave.ā
Annie freezes. Slowly looks down at his hand. Then back up at him.
Her eyes go wide. āIf you donāt let me go.ā
Something in her voice makes him release her immediately. Annie jerks her arm away. Then walks off without another word.
Ryan watches her leave. Anger bubbling beneath the surfaceā¦
The game ends with a home team victory. The crowd spills from the field in every direction. Students laugh. Car horns sound in the parking lot. People celebrate as they head toward their cars. Annie is walking beside Devin, laughing about something, when somebody slams into her shoulder. Hard.
Annie stumbles. āWhat the hell?ā
She turns around. Dana. Of course.
Dana folds her arms. āWatch where you goinā, bitch.ā
Annie instantly shakes her head.
āNah. You watch it, hoe.ā
Danaās eyes widen. āHoe?ā
āYeah. You heard me. Hoe.ā
Dana steps closer. Immediately.
Ebony slides between them.
āBitch, you just mad ācause I got yo man.ā
Annie laughs. Really laughs. āMad?ā
She points at Ryan standing several feet away. āGirl, you can have his sorry ass.ā
Danaās face twists. āPlease.ā
Annie keeps going. āTell yo man to stop begging me.ā
āBegging you?ā
Dana scoffs. āI doubt that.ā
āYou delusional.ā
Annie shakes her head. āIf I wanted yo man back, you wouldāve been good and dropped.ā
āOooohhhhh!ā Devin yells.
Ebony immediately turns. āDevin!ā
āWhat? Iām just sayinā.ā
Dana takes another step forward.
āNah, fuck you.ā
Ebony throws her hands up. āYāall chill out.ā
āNah.ā Dana points at Annie. āThis bitch think she can take my man.ā
Annie laughs again. āYou got one more time to call me a bitch.ā
Dana smirks. āOr else what?ā
She steps even closer. āWhat you gonā do, bitch?ā
Annie lunges.
Immediately. Devin and Ebony grab her.
āANNIE!ā
āLet me go!ā
āGirl, stop!ā
Annie jerks against them.
Dana steps backward. āYeah, thatās what I thought.ā
Annie points at her. āNah. You lucky.ā
āSure.ā
Annie stares at her for a second.
Then suddenly reaches into her purse.
Everybody freezes. Danaās friends look confused. Annie pulls out a stack of folded letters. Ryanās letters. Every last one.She throws them directly at Danaās chest. The papers scatter everywhere.
āThere!ā
Dana jumps. āWhat the hell?ā
āThereās yo proof.ā
Annie points toward Ryan. āNow keep your dog on a leash.ā
The crowd around them erupts.
āDaaaaamn!ā
āOh shit!ā
Dana and her friends scramble to pick the letters up.
Meanwhile Devin is bent over laughing.
āDamn, Annie.ā
She wipes tears from her eyes.
āNot you threw the damn letters at her.ā
Annie is still fuming. She doesnāt even respond.
They walk off. Ebony wraps an arm around her shoulders. āItās cool, Annie.ā
āIām so sick of them.ā
āI know.ā
Ebony nods. āBut calm down.ā
Devin finally catches her breath.
āShe only mad ācause she saw yāall talking at the concession stand.ā
āExactly,ā Ebony says.
āI saw her staring too,ā Devin adds.
Annie throws her hands up. āSee?ā
She shakes her head. āThis is exactly why I aināt never taking him back. Too much drama.ā
Devin adds āWay too much.ā
Ebony sighs. āThatās ācause everybody want him and he wants you.ā
āNot now, Ebony.ā Devin says
Rhonda finally cuts in. āNah, Annie right.ā
Everyone looks at her.
Rhonda shrugs. āA dude aināt worth all this shit.ā
āThank you,ā Annie says.
āIf you gotta fight other girls, deal with jealousy, and constantly wonder what he doingā¦ā
Rhonda shakes her head. āThen he aināt worth having.ā
Annie smiles. āExactly.ā
For once, somebody gets it. And as she looks over at Dana arguing with Ryan while holding those crumpled lettersā¦Annie realizes she doesnāt miss him at all, not even a little bit.
šššššššššššššššš
Down in the city Smoke is pulling up to Peteās Place. The club sits on the east side and has a completely different vibe than most spots in Kansas City.
Peteās was twenty five and up.
No teenagers. No knuckleheads.
No constant fights. No riff raff.
Just grown folks drinking, dancing, and having a good time.
The music was a mix of old school and new school. One minute youād hear Maze and Frankie Beverly, the next itād be Usher or Alicia Keys.
Smoke wasnāt twenty-five yet, but that didnāt matter. His mama had known Pete for years.
Everybody knew Yolanda.
Smoke parks and climbs out.
His friend Tobias is already waiting.
A skinny high yellow dude with braids.
The two head inside.
The bass vibrates through the floor beneath their feet. Colored lights dance across the crowded room.
Women laugh loudly near the bar.
Couples fill the dance floor.
The smell of perfume, cigarette smoke, and liquor hangs in the air.
Usherās āYeah!ā is blasting through the speakers.
Smoke and Tobias post up against the wall.Just watching.
People immediately begin speaking.
A few regulars shake Smokeās hand.
Some older hustlers nod at him.
A couple of clients stop him for quick conversations.Smoke handles it all casually.
Then Tobias nudges him. āThere go Tamika.ā
Smoke follows his gaze. Sure enough. Tamika is on the dance floor.Dancing with her friends. She looks good.But he doesnāt feel a damn thing.
āSo?ā Smoke says.
Tobias looks at him. āNigga, you aināt gonā go speak?ā
āHell nah.ā
Smoke takes a sip of his drink. āI been off that.ā
āOh yeah.ā
Tobias smirks. āI forgot. You on Monica now.ā
Smoke immediately cuts his eyes at him.
āI aināt on that either.ā
āMm-hmm.ā
āWe just cool.ā
Tobias laughs. āMan, whatever.ā
Smoke shakes his head.
Tobias side eyes him āYou spend a lot of time over there.ā
āNigga, my brother live there.ā
āYeah okay.ā
Tobias lifts his hands. āIāma leave it alone.ā
Smoke is grateful he does. Because he doesnāt feel like explaining shit. A few moments later, Tamika spots him. The second their eyes meet, Smoke already knows whatās coming. He exhales heavily. Here come the bullshit.
Tamika makes her way across the floor. Confident. Like she belongs there. Like nothing ever happened.
She stops in front of him. āSup Elijah.ā
Smokeās jaw immediately twitches.
āDonāt call me that.ā
Tamika sucks her teeth. āDamn. Itās like that?ā
āHell yeah.ā
Smoke folds his arms. āIt is.ā
She studies him for a moment.
āWhat the fuck you want, Tamika?ā
She rolls her eyes. āI aināt heard from you in a while.ā
āAnd?ā
āI know you been messing wit Monica and the rest of them hoes you be dealinā wit but damn.ā
Smoke says nothing.
Tamika continues. āI used to mean somethinā to you.ā
Smoke nods. āUsed to.ā
Her face hardens. āThatās cold.ā
āNah.ā
Smoke shakes his head. āWhatās cold is trying to have yo bros shoot at me.ā
Tamikaās expression immediately changes.
Smoke leans forward slightly
āYou think I forgot that shit?ā
The tension between them thickens instantly. The music keeps playing.
People keep dancing. But the conversation turns ice cold.
Tamika folds her arms. āMan, let that shit go.ā
Smoke laughs. A dark laugh. āFuck No. You out yo fuckin mind.ā
Tamika drops her arms āYou tried to play me and I aināt no bitch you can play wit.ā
Smoke steps closer.
His voice drops lower. āYou lucky I aināt kill them niggas.ā
Tamika swallows.
āI had to think about yo mama.ā
His eyes lock on hers. āThatās the only reason you and them niggas still breathinā.ā
Tamikaās confidence disappears. Just a little. āYou donāt mean that shit.ā
Before Smoke can answer, movement near the entrance catches his attention. His mother walks through the door. His Aunt Racheal right beside her.
Smoke immediately looks back at Tamika.
āGet the fuck out my face, Tamika.ā
She starts to speak. He points toward the entrance. āBefore I have my mama beat the fuck out you.ā
Tamika turns. Sees Yolanda.
And immediately decides sheās had enough. She sucks her teeth and walks away. Smoke watches her go.
Then turns toward his family.
His mama spots him immediately.
āThere go my baby.ā
Smoke groans. āWhat yāall doinā here?ā
Aunt Racheal laughs. āNigga, we came to have a good time. What else?ā
Smoke shakes his head. āYāall too old.ā
Yolanda immediately smacks his arm.
āBoy. You aināt never too old.ā
Before Smoke can respond, The Whispersā āIn the Moodā comes through the speakers.
The crowd immediately reacts.
A few people cheer. Others rush toward the dance floor.
Aunt Rachealās eyes light up. āOh yeah.ā
Smoke already knows. āNo.ā
She grabs his hand. āCome two step wit yo auntie.ā
Smoke groans dramatically. āI donāt feel like it.ā
āBoy please.ā
His mama points toward the dance floor.
āGet out there with yo auntie and two step. Aināt nobody in here worried about you.ā
Before Smoke can escape, Aunt Racheal drags him onto the floor.
The crowd parts. People already know what time it is.Two-stepping wasnāt just dancing in Kansas City.
It was serious business. There were competitions. Championships.
People practiced for years.
You had to know how to stay on beat.
Know your spins. Know your footwork.
Know how to lead. Know how to follow. Yolanda had taught both her sons when they were little.
And Smoke had become damn good at it. The music swells.
Smoke immediately falls into rhythm.
Step. Step. Turn. Spin.
Aunt Racheal laughs as he guides her effortlessly. They move like theyāve done this a thousand times. Because they have.
People stop dancing just to watch.
Women smile. Men nod approvingly.
They both spin. Smoke Catches her hand again. Never missing a beat. Not once. The song ends to applause and whistles.
Aunt Racheal laughs. āStill got it.ā
Smoke smirks. āAlways.ā
Back near the wall, he spends the next hour handling a few transactions and speaking with clients. Business never stopped. Not even at the club.
Throughout the night, women approach him. Young women. Older women. Some asking him to dance. Others just trying to flirt. Every single one gets the same answer.
āNah.ā āNo thank you.ā āIām cool.ā
Tobias finally notices. āNigga, whatās wrong wit you?ā
Smoke laughs. āAināt shit wrong wit me.ā
āThen why you turninā down everybody?ā
Smoke looks toward the dance floor.
The colorful lights flash across the room. Couples sway together.
Laughing. Dancing. Enjoying themselves.
For some reasonā¦His mind drifts somewhere else.
To a pretty girl with a wrap and glossed lips. A girl who gets flustered when he looks at her. A girl who smiles like she doesnāt realize how beautiful she is. A girl who probably doesnāt even know how to two step.
A small smile pulls at the corner of his mouth.
Tobias catches it immediately. āThere it is.ā
Smoke shakes his head. āWhat?ā
āYou thinkinā about somebody.ā
Smoke doesnāt answer.
Because for onceā¦Tobias is actually right.
š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦The next evening at Red Lobster, the restaurant is absolutely packed. Saturday nights were always busy. Families crowd the waiting area near the entrance. Kids run between tables while parents try to wrangle them. Servers weave through the dining room carrying trays loaded with shrimp scampi, lobster tails, and baskets overflowing with cheddar biscuits.
The air is thick with the smell of garlic butter, seafood, and fryer oil. Orders are flying into the kitchen nonstop. The ticket machine wonāt stop printing. The entire restaurant feels like controlled chaos.
So far Annie has been holding her own.Sheās actually proud of herself. Sheās greeting tables faster. Remembering biscuits. Keeping drinks filled. Remembering to smile even when her feet hurt. For most of the night sheās been doing good. Then the dinner rush really hits. And suddenly sheās drowning. A hostess appears beside her. āDouble sat.ā
Annie looks down at the chart.
A three-top. And a six-top.
At the same time. āOh Lord.ā
She grabs her order pad and heads toward the first table. Then the second. She moves as fast as she can.
Drink orders. Appetizers. Refills.
Biscuits. Extra napkins.
Questions about menu items.
Children wanting crayons.
The six-top alone feels like three separate tables.
By the time she finally gets a chance to breathe, she rushes to one of the computers to enter everything.
Her heart is racing.
She flips through her order pad.
She starts to put the Three-top in
She flips the page. And freezes.
Her stomach immediately drops.
A steak order.
From the six-top she put in earlier
Written on the back of the page.
A medium rare sirloin.
One she never entered. āOh my God.ā
The color drains from her face.
āNo no no no no.ā
She stares at the screen.
The rest of that tableās food is probably already cooking.
If she doesnāt get that steak started now, everybody elseās food is going to come out first.
The customer is going to be sitting there watching everyone eat while they wait.
Her heart starts pounding harder.
Panic immediately settles in.
She can practically feel Michelleās disappointment already.
Without thinking, Annie takes off running toward the kitchen.
The heat hits her instantly the second she pushes through the doors.
Fryers hiss. The grill sizzles.
Cooks yell orders back and forth.
Plates crash together.
Annie rushes to the service window.
āHey Brandon!ā
Her voice cracks slightly. āCan you cook a medium-rare steak for me real quick? I forgot to put it in!ā
Across the kitchen, Smoke is helping at the fryers. His back is turned.
But the second he hears Annieās voice, his attention sharpens. He doesnāt turn around. Doesnāt need to.
He can hear the panic. The frustration. The embarrassment. He immediately knows something went wrong.
Brandon looks up from the grill. āWhereās the ticket?ā
Annie swallows. āI forgot to put it in.ā
She looks mortified even saying it.
āIām gonna go do it right now.ā
Brandon shrugs. āNo ticket. No steak.ā
Annie blinks. āWhat?ā
āNo ticket. No steak.ā
Her shoulders sag. āCan you at least start cooking it for me?ā
āNo.ā
Brandon doesnāt even look at her. āNot until I have a ticket.ā
Smokeās jaw tightens instantly.
He keeps dropping baskets into the fryer, but irritation crawls up his spine.
Seriously?
The girl has been working there what?
Three weeks? Maybe.
Sheās obviously new. Obviously overwhelmed. And anybody with eyes can see sheās panicking.
Mistakes happen. Especially on a Saturday night. Brandon could easily throw the damn steak on the grill and save her table.
Instead heās doing what Brandon always does. Being an asshole just because he can.
Annieās face falls. āOkay.ā
Her voice is quiet this time.
Defeated. She turns around and practically stomps back toward the dining room.
Smoke watches her go.
The frustration on her face bothers him more than it should. A lot more.
The second sheās gone, he shakes his head.
āMan, thatās some bullshit.ā
Brandon shrugs. āNigga itās the Rules.ā
Smoke sucks his teeth āYeah. Aight niggaā
He doesnāt say anything else.
But he already knows what heās about to do.
Meanwhile Annie is trying not to lose her mind. Both computers are occupied when she gets back to the server station.
Of course they are.
She bounces anxiously from foot to foot while waiting.
Every second feels like an hour.
Come on. Come on. Come on.
Finally a computer opens up.
She practically throws herself in front of it. Her fingers fly across the screen.
She enters the steak. Hits send.
Then immediately rushes back toward the kitchen.
Please donāt let that customer be mad.
Please donāt let that customer be mad.
Please donāt let that customer be mad.
The thought repeats over and over in her head.
She arrives at the service window and immediately looks toward the grill.
Toward Brandon. Her stomach twists.
Brandonās back is turned.
Heās busy working another order.
Before Annie can even open her mouthāA plate slides through the window. Right in front of her.
She blinks. A medium-rare steak.
Perfectly cooked.
Juices still glistening beneath the kitchen lights. Steam rising from the plate.
Annie stares at it.
Then follows the arm attached to it.
Smoke.
Her eyes widen. She points at herself.
As if to sayā¦Me?
Smoke nods once.
Yep. For you.
The relief that washes over Annie is immediate. It hits so hard she almost laughs. The knot in her chest loosens instantly. Oh my God. She doesnāt say it out loud.
But itās written all over her face.
Then she smiles. A real smile. Big. Bright. Grateful. The kind that reaches all the way to her eyes.
And just like every other time she smiles at him⦠Smoke feels it. Right in his chest.
His stomach drops. Again.
It makes absolutely no sense.
Sheās just smiling. Thatās all.
But somehow that smile hits him harder than it should. Hard enough that he has to look away for a second.
Annie clasps her hands together in front of her chest. Like sheās praying. Her eyes full of gratitude.
Then she mouths: Thank you.
Smoke canāt help the smirk that tugs at the corner of his mouth.
He shakes his head once.
Then mouths back: No problem.
Annie grabs the plate carefully.
Still smiling. Still looking relieved.
Then hurries back toward the dining room.
Smoke watches her disappear through the kitchen doors.
And for the rest of the night, every time he thinks about that smileā¦
He catches himself damn near smiling too.
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Itās the following Wednesday evening.
Annie is stretched out across her bed in an oversized T-shirt and shorts, absentmindedly flipping through a magazine, looking at hairstyles.
The television is on low, playing reruns she isnāt really paying attention to.
Her mind keeps drifting. To work. To the money sheās been making. To Smoke.
Her cell phone suddenly rings, causing her to jump. She reaches over and grabs it from her nightstand. Rhonda.
Annie smiles and answers. āGirl, call the house phone. Itās not after nine. You know my minutes aināt free.ā
Rhonda laughs. āYou right.ā
Annie laughs too and hangs up.
About a minute later, the see through corded phone rings on her nightstand. Annie sits up and grabs it. āHello?ā
āWhat you doing?ā Rhonda asks.
āNothing, girl. Just laying here.ā
āHmm.ā
Rhonda pauses. āAnyway, letās go to the mall Saturday.ā
Annie perks up a little. The mall. She hasnāt been shopping in a minute. She thinks about the money tucked inside the little box in her dresser.
Money she earned. Her money.
A smile pulls at her lips.
Shopping actually sounds nice.
āOkay. We going to Bannister, right?ā
Rhonda immediately scoffs. āGirl, hell nah.ā
Annie pulls the phone away from her ear.
āWhat?ā
āWe going to the Landing.ā
Annieās mouth falls open. āThe Landing?ā
āYes!ā
āGirl, my parents aināt never gonna let me go in the city.ā
Rhonda laughs. āYou act like we going to another state.ā
āIām serious! My daddy barely let me go anywhere.ā
āThen have him drop you off at Bannister.ā
Annie pauses.
Rhonda keeps talking. āWe can catch the bus there and back.ā
Annie sits quietly. Thinking.
It honestly doesnāt sound like a bad idea.
And the Landing had some of her favorite stores. Way better than Bannister.
She could finally buy herself something nice. Maybe a new outfit. Maybe some jewelry. Maybe just enjoy having money in her pocket for once.Still⦠She knows her parents would absolutely lose it if they found out.
Rhonda senses her hesitation. āCome onnnnn, Annie.ā
Annie sighs. āI donāt know.ā
āGirl, yes you do.ā
Another pause. Then Annie gives in.
āOkay.ā
Rhonda squeals. āYesssss!ā
āBut,ā Annie quickly adds, āwe gotta make sure we get back in time.ā
āWe will.ā
āIām serious.ā
āI know.ā
āRhonda.ā
āGirl, I said we will.ā
Annie laughs. āOkay.ā
āI canāt wait. We finna have so much fun.ā
Annie smiles to herself.
For the first time in a whileā¦
She canāt wait either.
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Saturday finally comes, and around noon, Annie is in the car with her dad. She looks over at him. āThank you for lettinā me go,ā
He looks back, one hand on the wheel. āYouāre welcome. I know I gotta give you more freedom since youāre eighteen now.ā
Annie smirks and looks out the window. Progress.
They pull up to Bannister Mall, and Annie quickly unbuckles her seatbelt.
She hops out, then leans back into the open window. āIāll call you when Iām done.ā
āOkay,ā her dad replies. āBe careful.ā
āI will.ā
She shuts the door and watches him pull away.
As soon as she steps inside the mall, she spots Rhonda standing near the entrance.
āThere yoā slow ass go,ā Rhonda teases.
Annie laughs and hugs her.
The two of them stand by the doors, watching her dadās car disappear from the parking lot.
The second itās out of sight, Rhonda grabs Annieās hand. āCome on.ā Annie laughs.
They hurry back outside and head toward the bus stop.
A warm September breeze blows by as they sit on the bench.
āI hope we meet us some fine ass niggas down there,ā Rhonda says. āThe Landing got all the fine ones, Annie. Watch.ā
Annie busts into giggles. āLook at you. You donāt even care about gettinā no clothes.ā
āAnd I donāt,ā Rhonda says with a shrug. āUnless Iām tryna impress a nigga.ā
Annie throws her head back laughing.
āYou so crazy.ā
āI aināt crazy. Iām realistic.ā
Annie looks at her. Rhonda looks back at her.
Then both of them bust out laughing.
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Smokeās driving through the city with Tobias riding shotgun.
The windows are cracked just enough to let the warm breeze in. A CD is playing low in the background while they cruise down the street with no real destination.
Smoke glances down at his feet.
Then shakes his head. āAye, letās hit the Landing real quick. I need some more Forces.ā
Tobias looks down.
Smoke lifts his foot. āI done creased these.ā
Tobias busts out laughing. āMan, you got too many damn shoes.ā
He shakes his head. āThem shoes still look brand new.ā
Smoke sucks his teeth. āNah.ā
He glances at his shoes again. āThese threwā
Tobias laughs even harder. āThrew? Nigga, I donāt even see the crease.ā
āItās there.ā
āNo it aināt.ā
āYes it is.ā
Tobias looks at him like heās crazy.
Smoke shrugs. āYou can never have enough shoes.ā
He lifts his foot again. āAnd you know I donāt do creases in my shit.ā
Tobias shakes his head. āYou bougie as hell.ā
Smoke grins. āNah. I just take care of my shit.ā
āMan, whatever.ā A small laugh leaves him. āYeah aight. Letās go.ā He sits up a little. āI need me a pair too.ā
Smoke smirks and turns toward the highway. āThatās what Iām talking about.ā
The two continue riding toward the Landing, completely unaware that Annie and her friend are headed there too.
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They finally make it to the Landing.
The mall is packed.
Music plays softly over the speakers while people crowd the walkways carrying shopping bags. Kids run ahead of their parents, teenagers gather in groups, and the smell of pretzels, cinnamon, and popcorn fills the air.
Rhondaās eyes light up the second they walk through the doors. āAye girl, letās go to Wet Seal first.ā
Annie huffs. āI wanted to go to The Limited first.ā
Rhonda hooks her arm through Annieās. āWe can go there next.ā
Annie laughs. āFine.ā
They head into Wet Seal.
The store is full of bright colors and trendy outfits. Rhonda immediately starts digging through racks. Annie takes her time. She smiles as she flips through the clothes. This feels nice. Really nice.
She has money in her purse. Her money. And for the first time, she doesnāt have to ask anybody for permission to buy herself something.She picks out a couple of cute outfits. Then grabs some jewelry.
A gold necklace. A few bracelets. And some hoop earrings.
Rhonda holds up a shirt. āThis cute?ā
Annie squints. āMmm⦠itās a no.ā
Rhonda gasps. āYou a hater.ā
Annie laughs. āI saved you.ā
Afterward, they head into Spencerās.
Immediately Rhonda starts laughing at some of the weird stuff sitting on the shelves.
Annie spots something. āOoh!ā
Rhonda turns. āWhat?ā
Annie points. āLetās grab some magnetic earrings.ā
Rhonda looks confused. āWhat for?ā
āI want a cartilage piercing.ā
She sighs. āBut my parents wonāt let me, so these will do.ā
Rhonda laughs. āI guess.ā
A few minutes later, theyāre walking out of the store.
Both girls immediately take the earrings out of the packaging.
Annie carefully places one on her ear.
Rhonda does the same.
Then they both stop and stare at each other. āOh my God.ā
āIt actually look real!ā Rhonda says.
Annie grins. āI know!ā
They spend the next few minutes admiring themselves in store windows.
Eventually, they end up at the photo booth in the middle of the mall.
āCome on!ā Rhonda says.
Annie laughs. āYou so childish.ā
āAnd?ā
She pulls the curtain closed.
The machine flashes.
Click. First picture.
Both girls smile.
Click. Second picture.
They kiss each otherās cheeks.
Click. Third picture.
They make the ugliest faces they can.
Click. Fourth picture.
They throw up peace signs and start laughing before the picture even snaps.
The photo strip prints out.
Rhonda squeals. āAwww.ā
Annie smiles. āWe look cute.ā
They step out of the booth and continue walking. As they pass a group of guys leaning against the railing, one whistles. āDamn!ā
Another one grins. āWhere yāall headed?ā
āYāall fine as hell.ā
Annie immediately blushes.
Rhonda busts out laughing.
She eats that kind of attention up.
āDamn,ā she says. āThey fine.ā
She starts slowing down. āLetās go talk to them.ā
Annie looks horrified. āNo.ā
Rhonda turns. āNo?ā
āNo, girl.ā
Annie grabs her arm. āIām trying to go to Topsyās.ā
Rhonda laughs.āLook at yo scary ass.ā
āI am not scary.ā
āYou are.ā
Rhonda starts walking backward.
āYou need a new nigga to help you get over Ryan ass.ā
Annie rolls her eyes. āI been over him.ā
Rhonda smirks. āI canāt tell.ā
āI have.ā
āMhmm.ā
āI really have.ā
āIf you say so.ā
Annie laughs and shakes her head.
Meanwhile, on the other side of the mall, Smoke and Tobias are leaving Foot Locker.
Both have shopping bags in hand.
Smoke ended up buying another pair of Forces and immediately put them on.
Tobias shakes his head. āI still think you crazy.ā
Smoke grins. āYou just donāt understand.ā
āI donāt.ā
They continue walking.
Tobias suddenly stops. āAye, letās stop by Topsyās.ā
Smoke looks at him. āFor what?ā
āI need some popcorn.ā
Smoke chuckles. āNigga, you always need some popcorn.ā
āSo?ā Tobias shrugs.
āTopsyās got the best damn popcorn in the city.ā
Smoke canāt even argue with that.
Topsyās was a staple at the Landing.
It carried every flavor imaginable.
Caramel. Cheese. Butter. Cinnamon.
People literally came to the mall just for the popcorn.
Smoke smirks. āAight. Letās go.ā
The two start walking toward Topsyās.
Completely unaware that Annie and Rhonda are headed there too.
The line at Topsyās is long.
Like always.
Teenagers crowd the small popcorn shop, laughing loudly and arguing over flavors. The sweet smell of caramel popcorn mixes with buttery cheddar and cinnamon sugar, filling the air.
Annie and Rhonda get in line.
Annie immediately starts looking inside the glass showcase. There are rows and rows of popcorn.Caramel. Cheddar. Butter. Cinnamon.
Chocolate drizzled. Every flavor imaginable.
āGirl, I donāt even know what I want,ā Rhonda says.
Annie laughs softly.
Meanwhile, Smoke and Tobias walk into Topsyās.
And Smoke stops dead in his tracks.
Annie.
His eyes lock onto her instantly.
Sheās here? In the city?
Sheās wearing a short denim skirt and a white off shoulder Baby Phat crop top that shows just a sliver of her stomach.
A silver herringbone chain rests against her chest, matching the silver bracelets on her wrist.
Fresh white Reebok Classics cover her feet.
But itās her hair that gets him.
Long curls from a roller set.
Full. Bouncy.
Every time she moves her head, the curls sway softly against her shoulders.
Her legs shine from baby oil.
Her lips are glossy.
And she looksā¦Damn.
Smokeās heart damn near stops.
Sheās beautiful at work.
But out here? Looking like this?
He wasnāt ready⦠AT ALL.
Tobias notices Smoke isnāt moving.
āNigga⦠you good?ā
Smoke blinks. āYeah, bro.ā
He clears his throat. āIām good.ā
Heās absolutely not good.
Because he canāt stop looking at her.
Rhonda notices first.
She sees this fine ass man staring holes through her friend.
Her eyes get huge.
She immediately leans toward Annie.
āOh my God.ā
āHmm?ā Annie says absently.
āSome fine ass nigga staring at you.ā
Annie looks up. And freezes.
Itās Smoke.
Her stomach drops instantly.
He looksā¦sexy as hell.
She canāt even pretend he doesnāt.
Heās wearing a green and white striped Rocawear polo with baggy dark-blue jean shorts.
A brand new Boston Celtics fitted sits low on his head with a durag underneath.
A platinum chain hangs around his neck. A Rolex shines on his wrist.
Big diamond studs glisten in his ears beneath the bright mall lights.
And fresh white Air Forces.
Everything about him screams effortless. Like he didnāt even try.
But somehow still looks perfect.
Annieās eyes slowly travel from his shoes all the way back up.
Then she hurries and looks away.
Way too fast.
Her heart starts racing.
What is he doing here?
And why does he look this damn good?
Smoke and Tobias get in line directly behind them.
Annie doesnāt say anything.
She literally canāt.
Then his cologne reaches her.
Burberry Brit. Warm. Clean.Masculine.
It instantly surrounds her.
Rhondaās eyes get even bigger.
āDamn, Annie.ā
She whispers. āHe aināt took his eyes off you yet.ā
Annie says nothing.
āAnd his friend fine as fuck too.ā
Still nothing.
Because Annie can barely breathe.
Smoke steps up beside her to look into the glass case.
Close. Too close.
She can feel his body heat.
Then he catches a soft scent.
Curve Crush.
He almost smiles.
Sweet. Pretty. Just like her.
Smoke pretends to study the popcorn.
But heās not looking at popcorn.
Heās stealing glances at her side profile. Sheās even prettier up close.
Her skin is glowing. No makeup.
Just lip gloss.
And somehow thatās making him look harder.
Heās never seen her outside of work.
Never seen her in regular clothes.
And now that he hasā¦Yeah.
Shorty fly as hell.
He canāt even deny it.
And her hair⦠The curls bounce every time she turns her head toward her friend.
They look so soft. So full.
For a crazy second, he wonders what theyād feel like wrapped around his fingers.
The thought catches him off guard.
He shifts. Moves a little closer.
His arm brushes hers.
Annie inhales sharply.
The contact is brief. But enough.
This is the closest theyāve ever been.
She can feel the warmth radiating from him. Smell his cologne.
Hear him breathing.
Her heart is beating so hard sheās almost positive he can hear it.
She steals another glance.
This time, she notices things she hadnāt before.
His beard. Trimmed perfectly.
The shape of his lips.
The way his earrings catch the light.
He really is fine. Likeā¦ridiculously fine.
Just then Smoke turns his head fully toward her and stares back.
Tobias looks between them.
Then back at Smoke. Then at Annie.
His eyebrows slowly rise.
Oh. Ohhhhh.
He knows that look.
At the same time, Rhonda is doing the exact same thing.
Her eyes move from Annieā¦
to Smokeā¦back to Annie.
Then she looks up and catches Tobias looking too.
The two exchange a look.
Both of them silently thinking:
These two got some shit going on.
Even though they havenāt said a single word.
Tobias breaks the silence.
āAye bro, what you gettinā?ā
Smoke finally looks away from Annie.
āYou already know.ā
He smirks. āI like my shit sweet.ā
He points toward the case.
āI need that cinnamon.ā
Annieās ears immediately perk up.
She files that information away.
He likes cinnamon. Interesting.
Smoke looks back toward the showcase.
And catches her looking at him.
Again. Their eyes meet.
Annie immediately drops hers.
Smoke tries not to smile.
He fails.
A small grin tugs at his lips.
A few moments later, itās finally their turn.
Rhonda orders first.
Then Annie steps up.
She points inside the case.
āI want the cheddar and caramel one.ā
The cashier nods. āWhat size?ā
āI want the bag.ā
Smoke immediately speaks.
āGet her the canisters.ā
Annie turns. Confused.
He reaches into his pocket and pulls out his wallet. āI got it.ā
Both girlsā eyes get huge.
āWhat?ā Rhonda says.
Smoke pulls money out.
āIām paying for both of theirs.ā
Annie blinks. āNo. You donātāā
Rhonda elbows her hard.
Hard enough that Annie jumps.
Smoke almost laughs.
The cashier says the total.
Smoke reaches across Annie and hands over the money.
His chest brushes against hers.
Goosebumps immediately rise along her skin.
Annie swallows. Then looks up at him.
Smoke looks right into her eyes.
āYou too good to let me buy somethinā for you?ā
His voice is calm. Deep. Intense.
Annie completely forgets how words work. Her eyes drop. To his lips.
Then once again she notices the golds.
Her stomach flips. āNo⦠itās not that. I justā¦ā
She trails off. Because honestly?
She doesnāt know what to say.
This man has her completely flustered.
So instead she says softly: āThank you.ā
Smokeās expression softens.
He gives her a nod.
Then he leans forward slightly.
Close enough that she can feel his breath near her ear.
His deep baritone sends a shiver straight down her spine.
āNext timeā¦ā
He pauses. āTry the cinnamon.ā
Annie smiles. A real smile. āOkay.ā
She takes the canisters from the cashier. Turns.
And practically floats away with Rhonda.
Smoke watches her go.
Watches her curls bounce.
Watches her laugh when Rhonda immediately starts whispering in her ear. Then he slowly shakes his head.
Tobias looks at him. Looks toward Annie. Looks back at him.
Then grins. āNigga.ā
Smoke doesnāt answer.
He just keeps watching her walk away.
Because for the second time in less than a weekā¦
That girl got him almost smiling at absolutely nothing.
Once Annie and Rhonda are out of Topsyās, they both squeal.
āDamn!ā Rhonda says. āI think he likes you, Annie! Why you aināt get his number?ā
Annie grins and shrugs.
āI donāt know.ā
āWhat if you never see him again?ā
Annie starts laughing.
āIām gonna see him again.ā
Rhonda stops walking.
āHow you know that?ā
Annie looks at her like itās obvious.
āāCause I work with him, girl.ā
Rhondaās mouth drops open.
āWhat?!ā
Annie cackles.
āMhmm. Heās a cook.ā
Rhonda looks offended.
āYou work with that fine ass nigga and aināt tell me?!ā
Annie laughs harder.
āHe aināt just some random dude?ā She asks
āNo.ā
āOh my God.ā
Rhonda grabs Annieās arm.
āYou need to talk to him, Annie.ā
Annie rolls her eyes.
Rhonda clicks her tongue
āHe was staring holes through you! Then he bought our popcorn.ā
Rhonda shakes her head.
āI knew it was more to it.ā
āGirlā¦ā
āNo. Annie, you need to lock that down.ā
Annie laughs. āI donāt even know how old he is.ā
Rhondaās eyes get big. āYou donāt know how old that man is?!ā
āI aināt never asked him. We havenāt really talked.ā
Rhonda looks at her suspiciously.
āCouldāve fooled me.ā
Annie laughs.
āWhy you aināt tell me about him? And his friend fine as fuck too.ā
āThereās nothing to tell.ā
āNah.ā Rhonda points at her. āYou gotta get him.ā
She grins. āThatāll really piss Ryan off.ā
āFuck Ryan.ā
They both busts out laughing.
By the time they reach the bus stop, theyāre still giggling.
The sun is beginning to set, painting the sky orange and pink. Cars fly by on the street.
A few other people are waiting for the bus.
Then a classic two door dark blue Buick Regal slows down.
Music is blasting inside.
A group of guys are packed in the car.
The passenger hangs out the window.
āAye!ā
Both girls look.
āYāall need a ride?ā
āNo,ā they say in unison.
The guys laugh.
āCāmon. We aināt gonā bite.ā
āNah, we good,ā Annie says politely.
But they donāt leave.
The Regal stops completely.
āDamn, where yāall headed?ā
āYāall too pretty to be on the bus.ā
Another guy whistles.
Annieās smile disappears. She folds her arms.
Looks away. She hates this.
Rhonda notices immediately.
The guys keep talking. Keep staring.
Annie shifts uncomfortably.
Her stomach starts knotting.
She hates feeling trapped.
And right now⦠She does.
Meanwhile, Smoke and Tobias are leaving the mall parking lot.
Smoke is halfway through a story Tobias is telling when his eyes land on the bus stop.
He sees Annie immediately.
Then he sees the Regal
Sees the guys hanging out the windows.
Sees Annieās body language.
The way sheās folded into herself.
The way she isnāt smiling anymore.
And something ugly twists in his chest. Protectiveness. Irritation.
And something else he doesnāt want to name. Because why the fuck are they over there bothering her?
He doesnāt even know why. He just doesnāt like it.
Not one bit. Without thinking, he cuts the wheel.
Tobias looks over. āWhat you doin?ā
Smoke doesnāt answer.
He pulls up directly behind the Regal
The guys look back.
Smoke leans over and rolls the window down.
āYāall come on.ā
Both girls blink.
Rhondaās eyes get huge.
Annieās too. They look at each other.
Annie hesitates. Rhonda doesnāt.
āOh hell yeah.ā
āRhondaā¦ā Annie says.
āNo.ā
Rhonda grabs her hand.
āWe getting in.ā
The guys in the Regal look annoyed.
One sucks his teeth.
Another rolls his eyes.
Smoke doesnāt even look that way
His eyes stay on Annie. Waiting.
Finallyā¦She nods.
Tobias gets out. āEither one of yāall wanna sit in the front?ā
They both shake their heads.
āNah.ā
āAight.ā
He lifts the front seat forward.
Annie climbs in first.
She ends up sitting in the middle, almost directly behind Smoke.
Rhonda sits behind Tobias.
The second everyoneās inside, Smoke pulls off. Fast. Pipes so loud that Annie jumps.
The Regal disappears behind them.
Annie doesnāt realize sheād been holding her breath until now. She exhales. Her shoulders finally relax.
The truck smells like cologne, weed and air freshener.
Rap music hums softly from the speakers.
She looks around. The inside is spotless.
āDamn,ā Rhonda says aloud.
āThis nice.ā
Smoke glances up. āPreciate it.ā
Then he asks, āWhere yāall going?ā
āOut south.ā Rhonda answers. āYou can drop us off at Bannister.ā
Smoke raises a brow.
Tobias turns around. āDamn. Yāall goinā to another mall?ā
Rhonda grins. āYep. We love to shop.ā
That makes Smoke chuckle.
He gets onto 71 Highway.
Then turns the music up.
Messy Marvās āSei Luvā comes on.
The beat rattles the seats.
Smoke starts nodding his head.
Then his eyes drift to the rearview mirror. Annie.
The sunset spills through the window beside her.
Golden light dances across her skin.
Makes her glow.
Her curls look even softer somehow.
Her gloss shines.
And sheās looking out the window quietly. Beautiful.
Smokeās eyes linger.
Then the words come through the speakers.
š¶ Say love, say love, let me talk to you for a moment⦠Get to know you, let me show you Iām the one you need⦠š¶
His eyes stay in the mirror.
Because thatās exactly what he wants.
To talk to her. Get to know her, but he doesnāt want to scare her.
The song keeps playing.
š¶ Is it alright if I spend some time, get you fly, ācause I wanna make you mineš¶
Annie looks up. And catches him staring. Again. He doesnāt look away this time. Neither does she. Their eyes hold. Just for a second. Then she smiles softly.
And looks back out the window.
Smokeās chest tightens.
š¶ Baby come and take this ride, my s5 get you fly. Show me all the things you like, i'll do them for youš¶
Tobias notices them. Of course he notices.
He doesnāt say shit. Just smirks to himself.
A few minutes later, he pulls a blunt from his pocket and sparks it.
He turns around. āYāall wanna hit this?ā
Annie shakes her head immediately.
āNo thank you.ā
Rhonda grins. āYeah.ā
Before Tobias can hand it backāSmack.
Smoke hits his arm. āPut that shit out.ā
Tobias looks confused. āWhy?ā
Smoke just gives him a look. One of those looks.
Tobias glances from Smokeā¦to Annie⦠then back.
And suddenly understands.
āOhhhhh.ā
Smoke cuts his eyes. Tobias starts grinning.
He puts the blunt out.
The whole ride, Smoke keeps stealing glances through the rearview.
And every now and thenā¦Annie catches him.
Every time she does, she smiles.
Every time she smilesā¦
Smoke has to fight one of his own.
When they finally pull up to Bannister, everyone gets out.
Smoke and Tobias climb out first.
Smoke lifts the front seat. Annie moves to climb out. Without thinking, he reaches his hand out.
She looks at it. Then at him.
Then places her hand in his.
The second their hands touch..There it is again. That spark. That weird pull.
Annie feels it. Smoke feels it too.
She steps down slowly.
But he doesnāt let go right away.
Neither of them says anything.
Rhonda and Tobias exchange another look.
Because this shit is ridiculous.
They havenāt even had a real conversation.
Yet they keep looking at each other like that.
Finally, Smoke lets her hand go.
MeanwhileāāAye.ā
Tobias looks at Rhonda. āLemme get yo number.ā
Rhonda grins. āOkay.ā
She gives it to him.
Annie sees and starts giggling.
Rhonda giggles right back.
Annie adjusts her purse strap and gets ready to walk off.
ThenāSmoke says āYou dropped somethinā.ā
She turns. Looks at the ground.
Nothing. Then looks up.
Smoke is holding a hundred dollar bill.
Her brows knit together. āI didnāt drop that.ā
Smoke just stares at her. āYou did.ā
She blinks, looks at the money.
Then at him. Then back at the money.
Slowlyā¦She catches on.
Heās giving it to her.
Again. Her eyes widen.
She shakes her head.
Smoke nods.
She shakes her head again
Smoke nods āTake it.ā
She canāt help but smile.
This man is crazy.
But eventuallyā¦She reaches out and puts her hand in his to take it.
OnlyāSmoke doesnāt let go.
He holds onto her hand.
And looks directly into her eyes.
Big. Brown. Beautiful.
So big he feels like he could get lost in them.
Hellā¦He almost does.
Neither of them moves. Neither of them speaks.
The world feels strangely quiet.
Then Smoke realizes heās been holding her hand too long. Way too long. He lets go. Clears his throat.
And steps back.
He climbs into his truck.
Looks at her one more time.
Then gives her a nod.
Annie smiles. Returns it.
Rhonda comes over and grabs her arm.
The two girls walk toward the mall entrance.
Smoke watches them the entire way.
Watches Annieās curls bounce.
Watches her glance back once.
Then disappear inside.
Only thenā¦Does he pull offā¦.
Part 1
"The Weight Of Your Gaze" pt 8
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7
Summary:
Annie is a Queen.
A good one at that. But theres one issue...
She remains unmarried. With a list of betrothals broken off due to her being a "difficult" woman to deal with by past suitors, her council, desperate to find her a husband hatch a plan to host a tournament for men across the land to fight for her hand in marriage. Two Mercenary twin brother's, down on their luck, see it as their moment to strike big. The biggest they've ever went to bat for.
Content: enemies to lovers, marriage of convenience, violence, peer pressure, manipulation, misogyny, sexual tension, slow burn, political intrigue, eventual smut
Cw: explicit language (not the healthiest coping mechanisms), sexual situations, *light* manhandling, voyuerism... shit idk, Its alot going on.
SINNERS

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(This had been sitting in my drafts for way too long lol)
This camera test literally could be used in film school to showcase chemistry. Itās not even something that can be replicated, but an example of the natural chemistry two people have being the catalyst for building even deeper chemistry through building intimacy (closeness), the work they are doing, time spent together, and preparation (like the playlists).
Itās crazy to me that this is the first time they were on camera and you could absolutely feel it. Like you donāt feel like youāre watching two actors actā¦it feels like watching a couple in their own world.
We already know that the whole room (Ryan, Zinzi, Sev, Francine, etc.) felt IT when Wunmi & MBJ did their chemistry read so much so that she was offered the role in the ROOM. I donāt think folks think about how unheard of that is. Even though Ryan already decided long before that Wunmi was his Annieā¦that chemistry read still was make or break. If she & MBJ didnāt have the level of chemistry needed it would be dead in the water.
The chemistry between MBJ & whoever played Annie had to be a lot stronger than MBJ and whoever played Maryā¦just based on their roles in the movie and first and foremost their relationship. We (as the audience) had to believe that even for someone with such a hard exterior like Smoke that Annie is the love of his life, someone he lets his walls down for and shows sides of him no one else is privy to. Someone where whether itās in passionate foreplay or even in dire situations he is able to let her take the lead. We also have to believe in an intimacy so close they have a short hand that is non verbal at timesā¦it could be an intense stare, a plead for answers, an affirmation showing they trusted each other the most, a gaze showing all that unreleased passion as well as always being in each otherās vicinity side by side & each touch a further signifier of their bond. We had to feel like this was a man who would KILL for her and protect her in every way. A man who yearns for her in a way that only grew in his absenceā¦where we can feel their passion for each other throughout, leading up to, and during sex. A man who for the first time actually acted on his own wants needs and desires for her. A man who never wanted to leave because when he found her he found home. A man who felt a love so deep for Annie that he would leave EVERYTHING behind (including immortality with his brother) to follow her into the afterlife so that they would never be apart again. And Wunmi showed us that it had to be HER. & they exceeded all expectations and more which is why we all just want more of them š„¹š.
Like I actually need to see that chemistry read in FULL.
Imagine this being the first time on camera and the chemistry being so RAW it could be felt in maybe a 40 second clip.
Like they knew that this was lightning in a bottle. Even Michael and Wunmi seemed surprised at just how much chemistry was there.
I know proximity is holding onto some good bts shit we haven't even seen yet
I wanted to go moment by moment from the camera test snippet which I made into three gifs (sorry in advance for the quality) but here we go.
First, the way that throughout this clip Michaelās eyes are locked on Wunmi. When they are both facing forward, in true Smoke fashion, his focus is sharp and intense (even for the few seconds it lasts) as his eyes are taking in her figure. Maintaining the eye contact as they turn and instead of it breaking it, he just redirects it to her eyes. Then, as he readjusts her necklace and makes sure her earrings look as th. The clear but subtle Michaelās eye are locked on even when Wunmi is staring straight ahead, As they both turn to face each other, he immediately locks his eyes on hers.
Then, he moves into simple actions that may feel subtle but show the intimacy between them.
Itās less about *really* fixing her sleeves, straightening her earrings, and readjusting her necklace and more about establishing and maintaining physical contact with each adjustment.
Brushing her neck as he touches her chains and ālevels her earrings
Starting at her shoulders as he pulls the inner collar of the dress before sweeping his hands down her sleeves.
Wunmi going from a neutral disposition to a brighter one when she is facing him. Smiling as she begins to talk as if this is natural part of Smoke and Annieās routine.
Wunmi starting with a stare before she shyly (in a flirty manner) looks away just to regain eye contact as he walks up on her. Then, she begins talking with the same confidence she had as she gestures to the earrings he just touched.
Michael glancing up and down with his head fully tilted between her chest and eyes in repetition. Alternating between the same sharp focus and an uncharacteristic smirk that even shows a dimple.
THE. WALK. UP.
Closing every inch of distance so that they are now chest to chest.
Chest open with his shoulders back as his eyes are glued to Wunmiās as he approaches with his whole focus being on her with his head tilted up and eyes low even if he isnāt fully listening (knowing him he is though) because he is so transfixed by herājust in her natural state. Wearing what she normally would, smiling how she would, confidently stating a point as she would.
The gentle sway he takes that shows the confidence, swagger, and the attraction he feels in each step which only adds to the suggestiveness of his final glance between her eyes and chest.
Intense, hungry eye contact is absolutely foreplay (or the start of it) for them as we see in the movie.
Very much on his grown man.
Following regaining eye contact, Wunmi continues talking with the same expression and energy and is seemingly asking for his opinion. She mirrors him not breaking eye contact as she waits for the response completely in sync. As she hears his response, she not only accepts it but is clearly feeling what he said. The head tilt while turning her head with a flirtatiously amused expression (like an "okayyy" iykyk). Then, she ends with finding his eyes again and tilting her head up which is even more direct as she nods.
Michael continues with the direct eye contact he's maintained since the "walk up" only breaking it to take in every facial feature, how her hair is styled, her accessories, and her dress before clearly responding affirmatively because of course Smoke would love her look from head to toe. Smoke replying in that matter of fact way while intensifying the eye contact after he replies as if to accentuate or back up what he said. He even gestures to reflect he is feeling her whole get up but it's limited due to how physically close they are. The glances that follow linger longer here at her eyes, lips/mouth, and chest. Then, he ends how he started with a head tilted glance from head to chest before ending with an intense, searing full eye contact gaze.
Still in my mind rent free, ngl.
I've said all this to say that building from/starting with this level of chemistry then somehow even doubling, tripling, etc. it is a special thing. Decades ago, it was a little more common to see in acting duos but know its even more rare.
Even more rare to see it bleed from the set and screen to interviews, carpet moments, etc. True lightning in a bottle chemistry and I hope they work together again.
Knowing me, Iām sure this will inspire a fanfic down the line lol.
Fin.
I know Elijah like to sniff Annieās bloomers & im sure Elias be sniffing them too when he gets the chance
Lines to a Nasturtium
Flame-flower, Day-torch, Mauna Loa,
I saw a daring bee, today, pause, and soar,
Into your flaming heart;
Then did I hear crisp crinkled laughter
As the furies after tore him apart?
A bird, next, small and humming,
Looked into your startled depths and fled ...
Surely, some dread sight, and dafter
Than human eyes as mine can see,
Set the stricken air waves drumming
In his flightā¦
Sinners BTS ⢠Annie's Shop šæ
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HOW TO MAKE A LEADING MAN FALL
synopsis: Hollywood has its fair share of secrets, devious celebrities, and messy scandals. But behind the scenes, an anonymous blog known as House of Rumors unveils its boldest challenge yet: make Michael B. Jordan fall in love before the Academy Awards. Wunmi Mosaku accepts without hesitation. The only problem? No one ever taught her what to do when the leading lady falls first.
pairing: Michael B. Jordan x Wunmi Mosaku
inspo: wunmi & michaelās chemistry + @brownlyfe & @thebumblebeesworld + how to lose a guy in 10 days.
warnings: au, romcom, fluff, eventual smut, cursing, slow burn, angst, wunmi the birthday AND drama!
authorās note: iāve gone down a sinners rabbit hole and thereās no point of return. iāve seen almost all of michaelās work and honestly his chemistry with wunmi is the best out of all his love interests! i feel like with michael and wunmi, iām interrupting something. anyways, iāve been writing real people fanfics for years and i donāt care. so if you donāt like it, per usual, then donāt read! this is for people who love michael and wunmiās chemistry just like me. thankgyaaa, xoxo!
also, i donāt know if i want this fic to stay as how to make a leading man fall or rename it the call sheet. let me know in the comments.
MUSICAL SELECTION:
SWEET LOVE, anita baker
HOLLYWOOD, victoria monet
ON BENDED KNEE, boyz ll men
CLASSIC, mkto
HE LOVES ME, jill scott
WHATEVER YOU WANT, tony! toni! tonƩ!
RIBBON IN THE SKY, stevie wonder
BY YOUR SIDE, sade
EARRINGS, malcolm todd
SAFETY NET, ariana grande
COFFEE, miguel
AS, stevie wonder
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taglist: comment if you want to be tagged for this story, k bye!
š§š· You Stayin.ā š§š·
Part 1 of 2.
Description: In dire need of a break and for a friendās birthday, twenty six year elementary teacher Anastasie āAnnieā Celestine and her girls head to Rio De Janeiro for Carnival. On the connecting flight from Atlanta to Rio, she locks eyes with the strange man in Business Class. After a brief 36 hour tryst, she promises to keep in touch with him. But⦠she didnāt. And Elijah hated when people broke their promises.

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Chapter 2 - Two of a Kind [Smoke Moore x Annie x Stack Moore]
Preview: "Sugar." His voice dropped. Softer now. Almost careful. "Please don't do this." "I'm not doing anything." She examined a loose thread on her sewing. "I'm just asking questions. You can answer them or not. You the one leaving."
Word Count: 4.8k
Warning ā ļø: They're not a trio. But everyone eats eventually š¤Ŗ
<<< Chapter 1
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Annie woke to the sound of nothing.
No footsteps in the hall. No water running. No low hum of Smoke moving through his morning the way he always did ā deliberate, unhurried, already two steps ahead of the day before she'd even opened her eyes.
Just quiet.
She lay still for a moment, ceiling overhead, the sheets on his side undisturbed and cool to the touch when she pressed her palm flat against them. He'd slept in the study. She'd known he would. He'd said as much when he walked out. And still, the confirmation of it ā the empty, unslept side of the bed ā sat in her chest like something swallowed wrong.
She should be angry. She was angry.
She just couldn't locate it cleanly this morning.
It kept getting tangled up with something quieter and harder to name ā that particular loneliness that came not from being alone, but from being the one who'd said the wrong thing. Even if the wrong thing had been true.
Smothering.
The word sat at the back of her throat where she'd left it the night before.
She'd meant it. She still meant it. But she understood what it had done when it landed ā watched his face close like a door, watched something hurt move through him before the stillness came down. Smoke didn't yell. Didn't throw things. Just went quiet in a way that was worse than either, and then he was gone.
š²šššššš 3٠࣪ā
Summary: Annie finds out maybe her intuition is too strong. Smoke prepares to see Annie for the first time in seven years. He knew his wife and daughter would be home. How does he react to an unexpected visitor?
C/W: angst, cussing, the girls (men) are fighting, dual pov, canon compliant
A/N: The confrontation everyone has been waiting for. The first of many tbh. No beta so there may be a typo/grammatical error here and there.
Word Count: 9K (funny enough this was supposed to be 6Kš š )
Divider credit: MDNI @cafekitsune ; gradient divider @cursed-carmine
š¤š¤š¤@proximitymedia To the fathers, from this life to the ancestral plane š¤ Happy Fatherās Dayš¤
On My Way
Coming Soonā¦
Summary: Elijah and Annieās oldest daughter, Arielle, is able to convince him to let her go to a party with her friends one Friday night. When what started as a fun night out with her closest friends takes a turn, Arielle finds herself locked in a bathroom, making a hesitant phone call to her father.
Content & Warnings: Modern AU, family dynamics, sprinkles of fluff, implied underage drinking, teeny tiny mentions of blood, written and implied physical violence, harassment, coercion, shitty friends, use of the n-word.
Sneak peekā¦
āI donāt know. Somethinā aināt right,ā he mutters, refreshing the screen one more time.
Annieās free hand comes up to his forearm as she tightens her grip on his hand.
i went to a jill scott concert last week so this got me in my feelssss @sintizc

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Summary: It's been seven years since Smoke left. A departure he never wanted to take as Annie was a love he never wanted to leave but grief and fear put him in a place he never thought he would be. Promises to return sooner than later and weekly letters and phone calls from community phone lines started consistently and after a year became nearly nonexistent. Now he's back. As irrational as it is for someone whose life (and the way he moves through it) has been dictated by logic, he believes what he and Annie have is eternal and fated so he's sure they will find their way back to love that sustained them and the home they created in each other. Then, he hears whispers of her moving on with someone new in the last year. Even if it's wrong, selfish, and unfair to what she is attempting to create...he'll show her that he loves her STILL.Ā
C/W: angst, cussing, dual pov, canon compliant, smut (small flashback), heartbreak, lovers to enemies (one sided), grief
A/N: Chapter 1 is finally here! I hope you all enjoy it! Also, I don't have a beta reader so there may be a typo here or a grammatical error there.
Word Count: 5K
Divider credit: MDNI @cafekitsune ; gradient divider @cursed-carmine
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š²Ö¼š¢ Still
š²Ö¼š¢ Sugar
š²Ö¼š¢ Same Space
š²Ö¼š¢ Sex Therapy
š²Ö¼š¢ I Do
š²Ö¼š¢ Check Yo Self