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dark, obsessive devotion/unhealthy obsession, slow burn, sexual tension, morally gray romance, hurt-comfort, stalker fantasy, secret identities, lowkey dom female oc, submissive dex, privacy violation, emotional dependency, action violence (mentions of blood), smut-gentle sex, masturbation, teasing, oral (f receives), arousal towards violence - some still upcoming, mentions of suicide (only in specific chapters which will have warnings before), psychological trauma/ptsd, guilt, original female character // lmk if I forgot anything !!
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Chapter 20 - Crossing the Line
The moment Ethan's hand touched hers, something inside Dex snapped.
Quietly.
Completely.
Across the street, hidden in the darkness between two parked cars, he watched Ethan's fingers settle over Sam's hand.
Watched her freeze.
Watched exhaustion flash across her face.
The entire last 24 hours had already felt like punishment.
Listening to her cry through his apartment door.
Pretending not to be home.
Listening to her tell him she missed him.
Then watching her sit across from Ethan the very next night.
Watching Ethan smile at her.
Lean closer.
Drink too much.
Act like he had any right.
Any right at all.
The violent thoughts arrived so naturally they almost scared him.
Then Sam stood.
Dex watched her push her chair back.
"Ethan."
Ethan's smile faded slightly.
"What?"
"I think I'm gonna go."
Ethan laughed.
"Come on."
She pulled her hand away.
Firmly.
"Ethan, I'm serious."
His expression shifted.
A little embarrassment.
A little frustration.
"You can't honestly tell me you didn't know what this was."
Sam stared at him.
"What?"
"The dinner."
"Ethan."
"The last few weeks."
She looked almost shocked.
"Ethan what are you talking about?"
"You went to see Poindexter."
There it was again.
Always back to Dex.
"I don't see what that has to do with anything."
"It has everything to do with it."
"No it doesn't."
"It absolutely does."
Sam rubbed her forehead.
Looking exhausted.
More exhausted than angry.
"I don't want this conversation."
"What conversation?"
"This one."
He laughed once.
Humorless.
"You don't see it?"
"See what?"
"You spend weeks defending a suspended federal agent nobody trusts—"
Sam's face hardened immediately.
"And somehow you don't notice?"
"Ethan, stop."
"You talk about him constantly."
-
Across the street, Dex stood perfectly still.
Watching every word, wishing he could hear.
Sam looked genuinely uncomfortable now.
-
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Sure. I'm just saying maybe the reason you keep running to him isn't because of the case."
Silence.
Sam stared at him.
Then slowly picked up her coat.
The movement alone told Dex everything.
She was done.
Completely done.
"You know what?"
Her voice was calm.
"I'm leaving."
"Sam—"
"No."
She shook her head.
"No."
The word came out stronger this time.
"I've had a horrible week."
Ethan immediately looked guilty.
But Sam continued.
"My supervisors are questioning me."
"My career might be falling apart."
"One of the biggest cases of my life is going nowhere."
"And somehow this dinner became about your feelings."
Ethan opened his mouth.
Nothing came out.
Sam nodded once.
Almost sadly.
Then she turned and walked away.
Alone.
Without looking back.
Dex immediately stepped deeper into the shadows.
Heart pounding.
She crossed the street.
Passed within thirty feet of him.
Never noticing.
Never seeing him.
Then she disappeared around the corner.
Gone.
And suddenly all of Dex's attention returned to Ethan.
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Twenty minutes later Ethan finally stumbled outside.
Not falling-down drunk.
Not completely sober.
Just enough alcohol to make bad decisions.
Enough to dull instincts.
Enough to make him vulnerable.
Dex followed.
A block behind.
Silent.
Patient.
The city had grown quieter.
Most businesses closed.
Sidewalks nearly empty.
Ethan shoved his hands into his pockets and started walking.
Head down.
Unaware.
Dex followed.
One block.
Then another.
Then another.
Waiting.
Looking for the right moment.
The right opportunity.
It arrived six blocks later.
A narrow alley between two abandoned buildings.
Dark.
Empty.
Perfect.
Ethan cut through it.
Trying to save time.
Dex moved.
A hand grabbed Ethan's jacket.
The other covered his mouth.
Ethan had enough time to make one muffled sound.
Then the back of his head connected with concrete.
Darkness.
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When Ethan woke up, his head was splitting apart.
His wrists hurt.
His shoulders hurt.
Everything hurt.
The room was dark.
Cold.
Abandoned.
Broken windows.
Dust.
Rope binding him tightly to a chair.
Panic hit instantly.
"What the hell?"
His voice echoed.
Nobody answered.
Then movement.
A figure emerged from the darkness.
Mask.
Black and blue suit.
Bullseye.
Ethan froze.
The realization landed immediately.
"Oh, you've got to be kidding me."
Bullseye said nothing.
Just stood there.
Watching.
The silence felt wrong.
Predatory.
Ethan shifted against the ropes.
"You know kidnapping a federal agent is—"
"Stop talking."
The voice was calm.
Terrifyingly calm.
Ethan obeyed.
Bullseye stepped closer.
Close enough now that Ethan could see the blood on the suit.
The damage from the warehouse.
The wound.
The exhaustion.
And the intense anger in him eyes.
He looked more dangerous than ever.
For several seconds neither spoke.
"You don't deserve her."
Ethan blinked.
"What?"
Silence.
"You don't deserve her."
A little louder this time.
Ethan stared.
Confused.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
Bullseye's jaw tightened beneath the mask.
"You're selfish."
Ethan laughed nervously.
"You kidnapped me because of a woman?"
No response.
Ethan felt fear beginning to crawl up his spine.
Real fear.
The kind impossible to joke away.
"Wait."
His voice changed.
Smaller.
"Who are you?"
Bullseye took another step forward.
"You don't deserve to even breath around her."
Ethan's stomach dropped.
Because suddenly this wasn't about the FBI.
Or investigations.
Or vigilantes.
This was personal.
Very personal.
"Sam? Are you talking about Sam?"
The room went silent.
Bullseye's breathing changed.
Only for a second.
But Ethan saw it.
And that second was enough.
"You know her?"
No answer.
Ethan swallowed.
Hard.
"Who are you? For real."
Still nothing.
"She was hurting."
Ethan frowned.
"What are you talking about?"
"You made it about yourself."
"What?"
"You saw she was hurting."
The voice cracked slightly.
"You''ll never be able to care for her the way she needs. You'll never be able to see everything about her."
Ethan stared.
Understanding dawning.
Enough to realize this man cared.
Deeply.
Obsessively.
Unhealthily.
About Sam.
"Oh shit."
Ethan shook his head.
"I get it."
The words slipped out before Ethan could stop them.
A mistake.
A terrible mistake.
Because something changed.
Immediately.
Something snapped.
"What do you get?"
"You must have some weird obsession with Samantha is that right? That's why you didn't hurt her at the warehouse. And now you think I want her? That I'm trying to get with her?"
Bullseye paused, looming.
"Look, I don't give a shit about her anymore. I tried to sweet talk her at dinner because I thought she might be an easy lay again. If you want her you can have her, that bitch."
Bullseye tensed.
How could he speak about her this way?
"And you wanna know what I think?"
Ethan looked up at Bullseye, eyeing him like he had the upper hand.
"I think you love her."
Silence.
Dex's heart stopped.
What did he say?
In that moment Dex knew what he would do.
Bullseye grabbed at his mask, slowly unveiling his face. The shock on Ethan's face was clear, along with the fear.
"Poindexter?"
Dex smiled, feeding off the fear he was inflicting on Mr. Perfect.
"That's right."
Dex reeled back his arm and threw a punch, slamming into Ethan's jaw.
The chair crashed sideways.
Pain exploded through Ethan's face.
Blood hit the floor.
The next punch came faster.
Then another.
Then another.
Ethan barely had time to scream.
Dex wasn't calm anymore.
Wasn't controlled anymore.
Weeks of jealousy.
Guilt.
Obsession.
Fear.
All of it erupting at once.
"You don't get to say her name."
Punch.
"You don't get to touch her."
Punch.
"You don't get to look at her."
Punch.
"EVER AGAIN."
Ethan peered up at him through blood and tears.
Enough to see madness in his eyes
Enough to know he wasn't leaving this building, ever.
Fear flooded his face.
Real fear.
Dex saw it.
And something inside him went completely dark.
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The next morning the call came before sunrise.
Sam knew something was wrong the second Nadeem asked her to meet him at a crime scene.
His voice sounded strange.
The kind of voice people used when they were trying not to say something over the phone.
By the time she arrived, the street was flooded with flashing lights.
Local police.
FBI vehicles.
Crime scene tape.
Too many people.
A knot formed in her stomach immediately.
She stepped out of her SUV.
The cold morning air hit her face.
"Nadeem?"
He was already walking toward her.
And the expression on his face made everything worse.
Sam slowed.
"What happened?"
Nadeem didn't answer right away.
That terrified her.
"What happened?"
He stopped a few feet away.
His jaw tightened.
"It's Ethan."
The world seemed to narrow.
"What about Ethan?"
Nadeem looked away briefly.
Then back.
"They found him this morning."
Sam stared.
Not understanding.
The words didn't fit together.
Found him?
The silence lasted too long.
"He didn't make it."
Everything stopped.
For a moment she genuinely thought she misheard him.
"What?"
Nadeem swallowed.
The look in his eyes told her before he spoke again.
"Ethan's dead."
The words hit like a physical blow.
Sam didn't move.
Didn't speak.
Didn't react.
She simply stood there.
Staring.
Because that wasn't possible.
She had dinner with him last night.
He'd been talking too much.
Drinking too much.
Being irritating.
Being Ethan.
Alive.
A hand touched her shoulder.
Nadeem.
Grounding her before she could unconsciously start walking toward the building.
"Sam."
She blinked.
Only then realizing her feet had started moving.
Toward the scene.
Toward the body.
Nadeem tightened his grip slightly.
"Don't."
The word came gently.
Not as an order.
As concern.
Because he'd seen enough crime scenes to know some images never left.
Sam looked past him.
Toward the open warehouse doors.
Toward investigators moving in and out.
Toward the covered stretcher.
And suddenly she couldn't breathe.
Her face remained completely composed.
Almost eerily calm.
Which worried Nadeem more than tears would've.
Nearby, two agents stood talking quietly.
Neither realized she could hear them.
"Looks personal."
"Yeah."
"Real personal."
"Not robbery."
"Not random."
One of them glanced toward the building.
"The scene's bad."
The other nodded.
"Way beyond bad. Guy's face was beat in so bad they could barely ID him."
Sam's stomach twisted.
Personal.
The word lodged itself inside her head.
Nadeem heard it too.
His expression darkened immediately.
The agents noticed him looking.
They stopped talking.
Too late.
Sam stared at the building.
Personal.
Then another thought arrived.
Bullseye.
The warehouse.
The rooftop.
The way Ethan had become obsessed with catching him.
The way Bullseye had targeted Ethan instead of her.
No.
Her mind refused to go there.
Because if it did—
Questions followed.
Questions she wasn't ready to ask.
Nadeem squeezed her shoulder.
"You don't have to go in there."
For the first time she looked at him.
Really looked at him.
And saw genuine concern.
Not supervisor concern.
Friend concern.
Her voice came out smaller than she intended.
"When did they find him?"
"About an hour ago. We think he's been here since last night."
She nodded slowly.
Then looked back toward the building.
Still composed.
Still standing.
Still functioning.
But barely.
Because somewhere beneath the calm exterior—
Something was breaking.
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Tags// @doesanyonereadthis
Line of Sight // Agent Ben Poindexter x Female oc
18+
dark, obsessive devotion/unhealthy obsession, slow burn, sexual tension, morally gray romance, hurt-comfort, stalker fantasy, secret identities, lowkey dom female oc, submissive dex, privacy violation, emotional dependency, action violence (mentions of blood), smut-gentle sex, masturbation, teasing, oral (f receives), arousal towards violence - some still upcoming, mentions of suicide (only in specific chapters which will have warnings before), psychological trauma/ptsd, guilt, original female character // lmk if I forgot anything !!
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Chapter 19 — Through the Glass
Sam spent the entire morning trying not to think about the hallway.
Unfortunately, her brain had other plans.
Every time she sat still for more than thirty seconds, the memory came back.
The dim apartment hallway lights.
The closed door.
Her voice echoing in the empty hallway.
She had actually done that.
She had actually gone to Dex's apartment at nearly 3 AM and sat outside his door talking about her feelings like some emotionally unstable teenager in a bad movie.
The embarrassment arrived in waves.
She kept reminding herself of one very important fact.
The apartment had been empty.
It had to have been.
There was absolutely no chance Dex had been home.
None.
Because if he'd been inside—
if he'd heard her—
there was no way he wouldn't have answered.
Right?
The thought made her stomach twist.
No.
Stop.
He wasn't there.
End of story.
That explanation was significantly less humiliating.
So she was sticking with it.
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The bullpen wasn't any better.
The second she stepped off the elevator she felt it.
The atmosphere.
People were talking quieter than normal.
Stopping conversations when she approached.
Looking at her.
Looking away.
The warehouse operation had become the entire office's favorite topic.
Bullseye escaped.
Again.
And everyone had questions.
Questions Sam couldn't answer.
"Morning, Hadley."
"Morning."
The agent hesitated.
"Tough night?"
Sam narrowed her eyes.
"What does that mean?"
The man immediately looked guilty.
"Nothing."
"Uh huh."
She walked away.
The conversation followed her anyway.
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The breakthrough happened around four in the afternoon.
Almost by accident.
Sam was buried beneath financial reports when something caught her attention.
A shipping company.
Nothing special.
A boring corporate name.
Then another.
And another.
Different companies.
Same addresses.
Same lawyers.
Same paperwork.
She sat forward.
Reading faster.
The pattern expanded.
Warehouses.
Shipping routes.
Properties.
Financial transfers.
Every trail eventually disappeared into the same network.
Someone had built a maze.
A very expensive maze.
And hidden inside that maze—
A name.
Wilson Fisk.
Not directly.
Never directly.
That would've been too easy.
But close enough.
A shadow.
A fingerprint.
A possibility.
Sam immediately stood.
"Nadeem."
He looked up.
"What?"
"Look at this."
Ten minutes later they were in the conference room.
Ethan included.
Files spread across the table.
The mood completely different now.
Excited.
Focused.
For the first time in weeks they actually had something.
Not proof.
Not evidence.
But a lead.
And a dangerous one.
Nadeem stared at the documents.
"You really think Fisk is connected?"
"I think somebody wants these operations gone."
Ethan nodded slowly.
"And every time Bullseye wipes one out..."
"The same people benefit."
Silence.
Nobody said it.
But everyone was thinking it.
If Fisk somehow had something to do with Bullseye...
Everything changed.
-
The Fisk lead saved her from drowning in her own thoughts.
For a little while.
It was the first thing that had felt real in weeks.
The conference room buzzed with energy for the first time in a while.
People were moving.
Talking.
Actually excited.
Nadeem looked happier than she'd seen him in days.
"Good work."
Sam smiled.
"Thank you."
Ethan nodded from across the table.
Finally.
A normal moment.
A brief one.
But normal.
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Hours later most of the office had emptied.
The excitement faded.
Sam remained at her desk.
Reading.
Highlighting.
Thinking.
The city outside the windows had turned dark hours ago.
The bullpen was nearly empty now.
Just a few scattered agents finishing paperwork.
Nadeem eventually appeared beside her.
Holding his coat.
Looking tired.
"You need to go home."
"I know I know, just not yet."
"Sam, you've been staring at the same page for ten minutes."
She frowned.
Looked down.
Realized he was right.
Nadeem smiled.
"There she is."
"I hate you."
"No you don't."
"Fair."
A voice appeared behind them.
"I second the motion."
Sam groaned immediately.
"Ethan."
Nadeem pointed.
"Ethan, how about you take this lovely woman to dinner."
Sam looked horrified.
"What?"
"You heard me. You both deserve a good celebration for what we achieved today. This Fisk lead is a big deal."
"Real smooth Nadeem."
Nadeem grabbed his briefcase with a smirk.
"Goodnight."
The elevator doors closed.
Traitor.
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The restaurant was exactly the kind of place Ethan would pick.
Nice, expensive, too many candles.
Sam definitely didn't want to be here with Ethan, but Nadeem was right, they deserved a break, and at the very least it was a free meal.
The hostess led them toward a booth.
-
Across the city, Dex couldn't sit still.
The apartment felt too small.
Everything reminded him of her.
Reminded him of how he ignored her when she needed him.
Eventually he gave up trying to rest.
Pulled on a jacket.
And left.
No destination.
Just walking.
Trying to outrun thoughts that refused to stay behind.
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Dinner started normally.
Work.
The Fisk lead.
The warehouse.
Bullseye.
Safe topics.
Professional topics.
Topics Sam liked.
Then Ethan slowly started drifting elsewhere.
The way he'd always done.
"Remember your little apartment in Brooklyn?"
Sam groaned.
"No Ethan. I can't seem to remember the apartment I lived in for 2 years."
"No need to be sarcastic." He smirked.
"You hated that apartment."
"It had rats."
"They were mice."
"They paid rent?"
"They might have."
She rolled her eyes.
Despite herself, she smiled.
Just a little.
Not because she was interested.
Because the memory was ridiculous.
Ethan immediately noticed.
"Aw."
"Don't."
"You smiled."
"I hate you."
"No you don't."
"That's unfortunately true."
They both laughed.
For a second.
Just a second.
It felt easy.
Familiar.
Comfortable in the way old friendships sometimes become after enough years.
Nothing more.
At least for her.
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Outside.
The restaurant appeared by accident.
Just another building.
Another block.
Another turn.
Until Dex glanced through a window.
And stopped.
Completely.
Sam.
Sitting at a table.
Laughing.
Across from Ethan.
Dex felt something twist violently inside his chest.
For a moment he genuinely couldn't breathe.
One second he was walking.
The next he was frozen on the sidewalk.
Watching.
-
Inside.
Sam didn't notice.
Neither did Ethan.
The city moved around them.
Cars.
Pedestrians.
Lights.
-
Outside.
Dex couldn't look away.
The sight felt wrong.
Painfully wrong.
Like watching someone accidentally step into a trap.
Every instinct told him to leave.
Instead he stayed.
Watching.
Listening to conversations he couldn't actually hear.
Trying to interpret expressions.
Trying to understand.
Trying not to imagine things.
Failing completely.
Because Ethan looked happy.
Far too happy.
And Sam—
Sam looked too comfortable.
-
The conversation shifted again.
Away from work.
Away from Fisk.
Away from Bullseye.
Toward them.
Toward history.
Toward things Sam had no interest revisiting.
Which unfortunately meant Ethan absolutely did.
A waiter delivered another round of drinks.
Ethan took a sip.
Then another.
The alcohol wasn't making him sloppy.
Just honest.
Which was worse.
Much worse.
His expression softened.
The teasing disappearing.
And Sam immediately knew where this was going.
"Ethan."
"What?"
"Don't."
"Don't what?"
"You know exactly what."
Silence.
He looked down.
Then back up.
"You ever wonder what would've happened?"
There it was.
Sam closed her eyes briefly.
"No."
"Really?"
"Really."
"You never think about it?"
"No."
"You don't mean that."
"I do."
He laughed softly.
Shook his head.
Then looked at her in a way she hadn't seen in years.
Not playful.
Not teasing.
Serious.
Too serious.
And suddenly she wished Nadeem had never convinced her to come.
-
Outside.
Dex watched every second.
Every expression.
Every smile.
Every glance.
And his imagination filled in everything he couldn't hear.
The result was brutal.
Because his mind immediately chose the worst possible explanation.
Every time.
-
Inside.
Ethan leaned forward slightly.
"Leaving was a mistake."
Sam stared.
"Ethan."
"I'm serious."
"No."
"I am."
"Don't do this."
"Why?"
Because she was tired.
Because she didn't want this conversation. She didn't care for it.
"Come on Sam."
"Ethan you're drunk. I agreed to come to this dinner for a celebration amongst partners, not this."
"Sam—"
"STOP."
The firmness in her voice surprised even her.
Ethan stopped talking.
For the first time all night.
Actually stopped.
Sam sighed.
Silence.
Ethan looked away.
And for the first time all evening—
he seemed to understand.
Really understand.
-
Outside.
Dex couldn't hear a word.
All he saw was Ethan leaning closer.
Talking quietly.
Looking at her like that.
And something ugly twisted inside his chest.
Not just hatred.
Something darker.
Something possessive.
Something violent.
Because Sam couldn’t be his as long as Ethan was around.
Not because Sam wanted Ethan, but because Ethan wanted Sam.
Dex couldn't stop staring.
Couldn't stop comparing.
Couldn't stop wondering why Ethan got to sit across from her while he spent the previous night hiding behind a door.
-
Ethan reached forward.
Slowly.
Carefully.
And put his hand over hers.
Inside the restaurant Sam froze immediately.
Outside the restaurant Dex did too.
The entire world seemed to narrow into that single moment.
That single touch.
That single image through the glass.
And standing alone on the sidewalk—
watching something he despised.
Dex felt his jaw tighten.
The wound in his side suddenly forgotten.
The cold forgotten.
Everything forgotten.
Except Ethan's hand on hers.
Dex wanted him gone, now.
And at that moment, Dex had decided Ethan's fate.
Tonight.
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Chapter 20
(chapters list)
Tags// @doesanyonereadthis
Line of Sight // Agent Ben Poindexter x Female oc
18+
dark, obsessive devotion/unhealthy obsession, slow burn, sexual tension, morally gray romance, hurt-comfort, stalker fantasy, secret identities, lowkey dom female oc, submissive dex, privacy violation, emotional dependency, action violence (mentions of blood), smut-gentle sex, masturbation, teasing, oral (f receives), arousal towards violence - some still upcoming, mentions of suicide (only in specific chapters which will have warnings before), psychological trauma/ptsd, guilt, original female character // lmk if I forgot anything !!
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Chapter 18 - The Other Side of the Door
Smile?
Why was he smiling?
Dex staggered down the alley behind the warehouse with one hand pressed against his side, warm blood slipping through his fingers.
His lower abdomen burned where the bullet had gone in.
Rain mixed with blood on the pavement beneath his boots.
The city blurred around him.
The mission had gone wrong.
Sam had been there.
Ethan had been there.
The FBI had been there.
She had chased him across five floors of a warehouse and put a bullet in his stomach.
So why was he smiling?
The answer arrived before he reached his car.
Because she protected herself.
Even though he would've never hurt her.
She couldn't have known that.
From her perspective she had been standing alone on a rooftop with a killer.
A vigilante.
A man she'd spent weeks hunting.
And when he moved, she pulled the trigger.
Good.
She should have.
The thought settled somewhere deep in his chest.
Pride.
Not because she'd shot him.
Because she'd survived.
Because she had chosen herself.
Dex leaned heavily against the driver's side door.
The smile disappeared.
Pain took its place.
His vision briefly swam.
-
The drive home was mostly a blur.
Red lights.
Streetlights.
Rain.
Blood soaking through his suit.
By the time he reached the apartment building, climbing the stairs felt harder than the entire fight had.
The lock clicked.
The apartment door opened.
Dex immediately stumbled toward the bathroom.
The bullet had passed through.
Lucky.
Or unlucky.
He wasn't sure anymore.
Blood covered the sink.
The floor.
His hands.
Everything hurt.
The next forty minutes became a miserable haze of disinfectant, gauze, and pain.
He cleaned the wound.
Then sat on the bathroom floor breathing hard while sweat rolled down his neck.
The mirror reflected someone who looked half-dead.
Bruised.
Pale.
Exhausted.
And smiling again.
Sam.
His mind immediately returned to the rooftop.
The hesitation.
The way she'd looked at him.
The way she hadn't taken the shot when she could have.
The memory made something twist uncomfortably inside his chest.
He didn't want anything hurting her.
Not Bullseye.
Not Ethan.
Not the FBI.
Not him.
Especially not him.
Eventually he managed to wrap fresh bandages around his waist and collapse onto the couch.
The apartment smelled faintly of antiseptic.
The television played muted news coverage of the warehouse operation.
Bullseye escapes.
Several dead.
Federal investigation ongoing.
The volume stayed off.
Dex stared at the ceiling.
His entire body felt heavy.
His eyes drifted shut.
Just for a minute.
Just long enough to rest.
The last thing he thought before sleep dragged him under was her standing on that rooftop in the rain.
Gun raised.
Looking at him.
Then darkness.
-
Across the city, Samantha Hadley was having a terrible night as well.
The federal building looked nearly empty by the time she arrived back from the warehouse.
But somehow everyone still seemed to be waiting for her.
Questions started immediately.
By midnight she was sitting in a conference room wishing she'd been shot again.
It would've been easier.
A projector displayed still images from the warehouse operation.
The assistant director folded his hands.
"Walk us through it again."
Sam stared at the image.
The same image she'd been staring at for two hours.
"He moved."
"You had a clear line of sight."
"It was raining."
"You've made more difficult shots."
The room went quiet.
Because that was true.
And everybody knew it.
Sam rubbed her forehead.
"We're done with this."
"We aren't."
Another topic came up.
The stairwell.
Ethan collapsing.
The lock.
The room's focus shifted.
The questions changed.
"Why didn't he hit you?"
Sam blinked.
"What?"
"The lock."
"It should've hit both of you."
She stared at him.
"I don't know."
Nobody looked satisfied.
A younger agent sitting near the back spoke up.
"Maybe she wasn't the threat."
Another agent frowned.
"Then why attack Ethan?"
Ethan sat across the room with his injured leg stretched awkwardly in front of him.
"Or maybe Bullseye missed."
Nobody responded.
Because that answer sounded ridiculous.
Bullseye didn't miss.
That was practically the only thing everyone knew for certain.
The room fell quiet again.
-
Hours later the office had finally emptied.
Nadeem left.
Ethan left.
Everyone left.
Except her.
She sat alone surrounded by reports.
Photos.
Evidence.
Nothing made sense.
Not Bullseye.
Not the warehouse.
Not the rooftop.
Not the hesitation.
And definitely not the growing realization that whenever things stopped making sense, her thoughts eventually landed on the same person.
Dex.
The realization irritated her immediately.
Why couldn't she stop needing him?
Outside, rain continued tapping softly against the windows.
The clock read 2:47 AM.
Sam stared at it for almost thirty seconds.
Then stood.
Grabbed her coat.
And headed for the elevator.
-
The knock woke him instantly.
Dex jerked upright on the couch.
Pain exploded through his side.
For one disoriented second he had no idea where he was.
Then another knock sounded through the apartment.
His eyes snapped toward the front door.
Silence.
Then—
"Dex?"
His heart stopped.
Sam.
His entire body froze.
Not because she was here.
Because part of him had been wishing she would be.
He looked around his apartment. Gauze, medicine and blood all around in a mess. Not to mention the blood all over him and the bullet wound "coincidentally" in the same spot she had shot Bullseye.
Dex stood and quietly crossed the room to the door.
Almost opened it.
Then pain flared through his side.
The bandages.
The blood.
The wound.
The truth.
If she saw him—
Everything ended.
So he stayed where he was.
Silent.
Motionless.
Miserable.
"Dex?"
Another knock.
Softer.
"I know it extremely late, I'm so sorry to show up like this."
His eyes squeezed shut.
He could hear the sadness in her voice. He wanted desperately to open the door. Instead, he just leaned his head against it staying silent.
Listening.
As close to her as he could possibly get.
Without ruining everything.
Only inches separated them now.
She didn't know.
The thought hurt.
"I don't know if you're even home right now or if I'm just speaking to an empty apartment."
She paused.
"There was a warehouse stakeout to find more information on Bullseye, but it turned into a nightmare. I- I shot him, Bullseye. No one will stop asking questions. They think I screwed up."
Dex lowered his head.
Because if she had it was his fault.
All of it.
"I keep trying to explain it."
A weak laugh.
"Turns out people don't like explanations when they already decided you're wrong."
He closed his eyes.
Listening.
Every word felt like a knife.
A long pause.
"Today sucked."
Silence.
"Actually that's not true."
A broken laugh escaped her.
"The whole week sucked. Everyone keeps asking why I hesitated to shoot him.”
Her voice cracked slightly.
The sound made something twist inside him.
"I don't know."
Silence.
"I really don't."
Another pause.
"And I hate not knowing things."
His hands clenched.
He wanted to comfort her more than anything.
"I feel like you're the only person I can talk to about this."
Dex physically flinched.
His head dropped.
His forehead pressing harder against the door.
"Nadeem tries."
A weak laugh.
"Ethan too a bit."
Jealousy flashed instantly.
Sharp.
Ugly.
Even now.
Even injured.
Even knowing it was irrational.
"I just wanted to see you."
The words came quietly.
Almost embarrassed.
Almost reluctant.
And somehow they hit harder than anything else.
Dex stopped breathing.
He just stood there.
Listening.
Wanting.
Hurting.
Because he wanted that too.
More than he should.
More than was safe.
She slid down the wall outside.
He heard it.
The soft movement.
The shift of clothing.
He did the same on the other side, silently.
Now they were both sitting on opposite sides of the same door.
Separated by inches.
And an entire life worth of lies.
"I was mad at you."
His eyes opened.
Immediately.
Focused.
Listening.
"For the banquet."
A pause.
"For disappearing."
Longer pause.
"And for not visiting."
Dex looked down.
Unable to stop the guilt.
There it was.
The thing she'd never really said.
The thing that mattered.
The thing that hurt her.
"I kept waiting."
His chest tightened painfully.
Not from the wound.
From that.
"Which is stupid."
A shaky laugh.
"But I did."
Dex swallowed hard.
Because he remembered every hour in that hospital parking lot.
Every night outside.
Unable to go inside.
Unable to explain.
Unable to be what she needed.
"I don't understand why it bothered me so much."
Tears had entered her voice now.
Subtle.
But there.
"We've only know each other for a few weeks. But there's just something I can't explain Dex. Something about you."
She laughed softly.
Broken.
Embarrassed.
"Every day in that hospital I kept thinking..."
Her voice cracked.
"...he's gonna show up."
Dex shut his eyes.
Pain.
Pure pain.
"And then you didn't."
Silence.
"I told myself I didn't care, but I know now that's not true."
Dex pressed his forehead against the door.
As if somehow that could close the distance.
As if somehow she could feel him there.
"I don't know what's wrong with me lately."
Her breathing hitched.
"Everything feels... weird."
Long silence.
"I'm tired all the time."
Another.
"I can't stop thinking about work."
Another.
"I can't stop thinking about Bullseye."
Her voice grew quieter.
"And I can't stop thinking about you."
Dex's heart stopped.
Just for a second.
Then started again.
Harder.
Painfully.
Tears slipped down her cheeks now.
"I don't understand any of this."
She laughed weakly.
"I don't understand why he didn’t hurt me."
Silence.
"I don't understand why I hesitated."
Another.
"And I definitely don't understand why you're the person I want to be with more than anyone right now."
Dex felt his own eyes burn.
He couldn't believe what he was hearing.
Did she truly feel something for him?
Everything he had ever wanted, right there, inches away.
But he couldn't have it.
He wanted to open the door.
To apologize.
To hold her.
To tell her everything.
But he couldn't.
So he stayed silent.
And hated himself for it.
The hallway became quiet.
For a second, he could barely hear her breath.
Then finally she stood.
He heard it immediately.
The rustle of clothing.
The shift of weight.
The end.
"Here I am talking to an empty apartment."
The faint smile in her voice nearly broke him.
One final breath.
One final truth.
"I miss you, you know. And I hope one day maybe I can tell you for real.”
Silence.
Her footsteps retreated down the hallway.
Slowly.
Then complete silence.
Dex remained against the door long after she left.
Eventually he forced himself upright and then to stand.
Pain tearing through his side.
He opened the door slow.
The hallway was empty.
Of course it was.
She was gone.
Only silence remained.
And the realization that the person who wanted to see him most had come looking for him.
And left believing he didn't hear a thing.
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Chapter 19
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Line of Sight // Agent Ben Poindexter x Female oc
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dark, obsessive devotion/unhealthy obsession, slow burn, sexual tension, morally gray romance, hurt-comfort, stalker fantasy, secret identities, lowkey dom female oc, submissive dex, privacy violation, emotional dependency, action violence (mentions of blood), smut-gentle sex, masturbation, teasing, oral (f receives), arousal towards violence - some still upcoming, mentions of suicide (only in specific chapters which will have warnings before), psychological trauma/ptsd, guilt, original female character // lmk if I forgot anything !!
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Chapter 17 — The Shot She Didn't Take
Dex almost missed the turn.
Not because he wasn't paying attention.
Because he was thinking about her.
The city blurred past outside the windshield while the anonymous burner phone sat in the passenger seat beside him, dark and silent now that its purpose had been served.
An address.
Nothing else.
Just like always.
For weeks now the messages had arrived without explanation.
A location.
A shipment.
A warning.
Dex should have been asking questions.
Who was sending them?
Why him?
How did they know what he could do?
Instead, his thoughts kept drifting somewhere else entirely. To last night.
His apartment.
Dim lighting.
Coffee growing cold on the table.
Sam sitting on his couch.
Looking through case files.
Looking through his apartment.
Looking through him.
His grip tightened slightly on the steering wheel.
She had been there.
Inside his space.
Inside the carefully controlled world he'd spent years keeping empty.
And somehow she hadn't looked disgusted.
Or afraid.
Or disappointed.
Even after everything.
Even after the banquet.
Even after he never visited.
The memory made guilt twist beneath his ribs.
She had looked tired.
Frustrated.
And somehow still willing to trust him.
"I think you're the only person who can help me find him."
The words hadn't left his head since.
Bullseye.
She had sat across from Bullseye asking for help finding Bullseye.
A humorless laugh escaped him.
If she ever learned the truth...
No.
He shoved the thought away immediately.
-
The warehouse appeared ahead.
Abandoned.
Dark.
Five stories of rusted steel and broken windows sitting along the edge of the river.
Perfect.
Dex pulled into a side alley and killed the engine.
Then reached into the backseat.
The suit waited there.
-
Sam hated stakeouts.
She hated the waiting.
The silence.
Rain tapped softly against the windshield while she sat in an unmarked sedan parked two blocks from the warehouse.
Beside her Ethan looked entirely too comfortable.
Feet propped up.
Coffee in hand.
Annoying.
"You know," Ethan said casually, "most people use evenings for normal things."
Sam didn't look away from the binoculars.
"Most people aren't hunting serial killers."
"Vigilante."
"Same difference."
"Legally very different."
"Thank you, counselor."
Ethan smirked.
"So."
Sam sighed immediately.
"No."
"You don't even know what I was going to ask."
"I know exactly what you were going to ask."
"You visited Poindexter."
There it was.
Sam lowered the binoculars.
"Ethan."
"What?"
"Don't."
His expression remained frustratingly neutral.
"The guy's suspended."
"So?"
"He was involved in the hotel incident."
"Allegedly."
"He was involved in the banquet."
"Also allegedly."
"Sam."
She stared at him.
Ethan leaned back.
"I'm just saying he's seems like a strange guy."
"You've never even met him."
Ethan blinked.
"Well ya but the way people describe him there's gotta be something wrong with the guy."
"That's ridiculously out of touch Ethan."
"You're missing the point."
"No, I think I'm getting the point."
Something sharp slipped into his voice.
"Everyone else in the bureau thinks he's unstable."
Sam looked away.
Toward the warehouse.
Toward the darkness.
Toward literally anything else.
"Everyone else doesn't know him."
The second the words left her mouth she regretted them.
Because Ethan noticed immediately.
A slow grin appearing.
"Oh really."
"Don't."
"Ohhh I see."
"Ethan."
"You actually like him."
"I absolutely did not say that."
"You defended him."
"Because you're being unfair."
"You visited him off the clock."
"Because I needed help."
"Sure."
Sam groaned.
"Just be honest, did you fuck him?"
Ethan smirked in a teasing way. Sam hated that.
"No Ethan I did not. I forgot how irritating you are."
"That's usually how people remember me."
A radio crackled.
Saving him from the glare she was preparing.
Both agents immediately focused.
Business replacing conversation.
Finally.
Movement.
Several vehicles approaching the warehouse.
Large trucks.
Exactly what they'd been waiting for.
-
Inside the warehouse.
Bullseye arrived first.
He always did.
The upper deck of the warehouse provided a perfect vantage point.
Three stories up.
Dark enough to stay invisible.
High enough to see everything.
Dex crouched against rusted metal beams watching the operation unfold below.
Crates.
Weapons.
Drugs.
Cash.
Enough illegal merchandise to fill multiple federal indictments.
Maybe twenty men.
Armed.
Organized.
Confident.
None of them knew they were already dead.
Dex adjusted slightly.
His knife rested between his fingers.
Simple.
Clean.
Easy.
-
The operation should've remained surveillance only.
That had been the plan.
Then a scream echoed from inside the warehouse.
Everyone froze.
Sam looked up sharply.
"What was that?"
Ethan was already reaching for the door handle.
"No."
He ignored her.
"Ethan."
"That wasn't part of a shipment."
"Ethan!"
The second scream came louder.
Ethan opened the door.
"Damn it."
Sam followed immediately.
Because she really had no choice.
-
Inside.
Chaos.
Pure chaos.
The first body hit concrete seconds before Sam entered.
A man collapsed from an upper railing.
Neck broken.
Dead before impact.
Shouting erupted everywhere.
Nobody understood what was happening.
Except Bullseye.
He moved through shadows above them.
Fast.
Silent.
Invisible.
A wrench flew from darkness.
Cracked against someone's skull.
Another man dropped.
Then a pipe fitting.
Anything became a weapon in his hands.
Every throw perfect.
Every impact lethal.
The criminals began firing wildly.
Bullets tearing through darkness.
Missing completely.
Then a voice pulled his attention.
"FBI! Don't move!"
His entire body locked up.
No.
The voice echoed through the warehouse floor.
Too familiar.
Too impossible.
Dex reached the edge of the stairs and looked down.
And immediately felt his stomach drop.
Sam.
Inside the warehouse.
Inside the middle of an active firefight.
And running directly into it.
Directly towards him.
This wasn't supposed to happen.
She wasn't supposed to be here.
She can't know.
-
Sam saw Bullseye for the first time near the second-floor staircase.
Just a silhouette.
A shadow.
Ethan didn't hesitate.
"THERE!"
And immediately charged forward.
"ETHAN!"
Too late.
He was already running.
Dex saw him coming.
Saw Sam behind him.
Saw everything falling apart.
He needed to leave.
Now.
Except twenty armed criminals still stood between him and the nearest exit.
A shotgun blast exploded nearby.
Dex pivoted.
A metal nut flew from his fingers.
The shooter collapsed.
Another attacker appeared.
Then another.
Too many.
Every second spent fighting increased the chance Sam got hurt.
And that terrified him far more than the bullets.
-
The warehouse became a maze.
Ethan followed Bullseye up a stairwell.
"Bullseye!"
Idiot.
Ethan pushed forward.
Determined.
Reckless.
Third floor.
Dex rounded a corner.
Stopped.
Ethan appeared directly ahead.
Too close.
For one brief second all three of them froze.
Sam.
Ethan.
Bullseye.
Face to face.
The mask hid everything.
But Dex still felt exposed.
Like somehow she could see straight through it.
Ethan recovered first.
Gun raised.
"Freeze!"
Dex almost laughed.
Then Ethan moved.
Wrong choice.
A rusted lock sat on a nearby shelf.
Dex grabbed it instantly.
Calculated.
Adjusted.
Throw.
The lock struck Ethan's knee with a sickening crack.
Not lethal.
Just enough.
Ethan collapsed instantly.
Shouting.
Pain exploding across his face.
Sam stared.
Shock flashing across her features.
Because the throw should've hit her too.
She had been directly in front of him.
Yet somehow it hadn't.
Not even close.
Bullseye had curved the shot around her.
The realization lingered for half a second.
Then vanished beneath adrenaline.
Sam dropped beside Ethan calling backup.
Dex was already moving again.
Upward.
Toward the roof.
Away from her.
—
Everything narrowed.
Footsteps.
Breathing.
Rain.
Sam left Ethan and continued the pursuit alone.
She didn't know why.
Maybe anger.
Maybe instinct.
Maybe something else.
Bullseye reached the rooftop first.
The city stretched endlessly beyond him.
Rain blowing across rusted metal.
He stood near the edge.
Perfectly still.
For one brief second.
Then he turned.
And looked directly at her.
Sam raised her weapon.
He froze.
Neither moved.
The distance between them suddenly felt enormous.
Her breathing sounded loud.
His didn't.
Bullseye looked calm.
Too calm.
Like he already knew how this ended.
"Stop!"
Bullseye didn't run.
Didn't attack.
Just watched her.
There she was, pointing a gun towards him with every opportunity to kill. The sight filled him with sadness. With pain.
Why did it have to be this way?
After last night was so perfect?
-
Rain slid down the mask.
Hiding everything except his eyes.
And in his eyes Sam could see almost pain. Sadness.
Why was this vigilante killer looking at her this way?
She had a clear shot.
Head.
Aim.
Fire.
Simple.
So why wasn't she pulling the trigger?
The hesitation didn't last long.
But it existed.
And that bothered her immediately.
Because she didn't hesitate.
Not normally.
Not ever.
Yet here she stood.
Looking at a killer.
Unable to shoot.
Why?
Bullseye shifted slightly.
Almost like he'd noticed.
Almost like he understood.
Then he stepped backward.
Toward the fire escape.
The movement snapped her out of it.
Finger tightening.
Decision made.
The gun fired.
The bullet struck low.
Not where she'd intended to aim.
But where she wanted it to go.
Bullseye jerked violently.
One hand immediately pressing against his lower abdomen.
Hit.
She hit him.
For half a second she thought he'd fall.
Instead he grabbed the fire escape railing.
Jumped.
Disappeared.
Gone.
Just like that.
Backup flooded the rooftop seconds later.
Too late.
Sam lowered her weapon slowly.
Rain continuing to fall around her.
Bullseye was gone.
Again.
And she couldn't stop thinking about one thing.
The shot.
Not the one she took.
The one she didn't.
Because she had a clear shot.
A perfect shot.
And somehow—
she'd hesitated.
-
Far below.
Somewhere in the darkness.
Bullseye pressed a hand against the bleeding wound in his side and kept moving.
Ignoring the pain.
Ignoring the blood.
Ignoring everything.
Except one thought.
She shot me.
And somehow
he couldn't help but smile.
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dark, obsessive devotion/unhealthy obsession, slow burn, sexual tension, morally gray romance, hurt-comfort, stalker fantasy, secret identities, lowkey dom female oc, submissive dex, privacy violation, emotional dependency, action violence (mentions of blood), smut-gentle sex, masturbation, teasing, oral (f receives), arousal towards violence - some still upcoming, mentions of suicide (only in specific chapters which will have warnings before), psychological trauma/ptsd, guilt, original female character // lmk if I forgot anything !!
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Chapter 16 - After Hours
The door opened.
Dex stared at her.
For a second he genuinely forgot how to speak.
She was here.
Actually here.
Standing in the hallway outside his apartment holding the Bullseye case file against her side.
Not a dream.
Not through a window.
Not from across a room.
Here.
Close enough that he could see the faint shadows beneath her eyes.
Close enough to notice she still shifted her weight slightly away from her injured shoulder.
Close enough to remember exactly how much blood had covered her dress that night.
Sam held up the case file.
"I think you're the only person who can help me find him."
Dex forgot how to breathe.
Not because of Bullseye.
Not because she was asking for help hunting him.
Because she came to him.
Out of everyone.
She came here.
His apartment suddenly felt very small.
Very exposed.
Very real.
For a horrible second he wondered if she'd somehow figured it out.
If she knew.
If she'd connected something.
Seen something.
But her expression didn't look suspicious.
Just exhausted.
Frustrated.
Normal.
"Please, come in."
The words came out quieter than he intended.
Sam stepped past him.
The smell of rain followed her inside.
Dex shut the door and immediately felt trapped.
Not by her.
By himself.
Because now she was walking through his apartment.
Looking at things.
Seeing pieces of him.
The apartment wasn't large.
One bedroom.
Small kitchen.
Clean enough to look staged.
Everything where it belonged.
Just how he needed it to be.
Sam slowly turned once.
Taking it in.
"You know, your apartment looks exactly how I thought it would Dex."
How she thought? She thought about where he had lived before?
Dex smiled shyly.
"I'm not sure if that was meant to be a compliment or not."
"Compliment for sure." She said teasingly. Almost proud she got him to smile.
Her eyes lingered on him briefly.
Then moved away.
Something still felt off.
Different.
Dex couldn't tell if she was angry.
Couldn't tell if she'd forgiven him.
Couldn't tell if she hated him.
That should have been obvious.
He told her to stop following him at the banquet.
Then disappeared.
Then never visited her in the hospital.
Any normal person would've been furious.
But Sam wasn't acting furious.
And somehow that made him even more nervous.
-
She set the Bullseye file down on his kitchen table.
"Honestly it's a nice place. Vey clean."
"Thank you."
Another shy smile.
He'd missed this.
More than he should have.
Sam opened the file.
Immediately shifting into work mode.
Which felt safer.
For both of them.
At least until she spoke again.
"I actually didn't expect you to answer the door."
Dex leaned against the counter.
"Why?"
She shrugged.
"You kind of disappeared."
The guilt hit immediately.
She didn't mention the hospital.
Not directly.
But he heard it anyway.
The thing she wasn't saying.
You never came.
He lowered his eyes.
"I'm sorry."
The words came out before he could stop them.
Sam blinked.
"For what?"
Everything.
The banquet.
The hospital.
The lies.
The shooting.
Bullseye.
Instead he said:
"For disappearing."
Something shifted briefly in her expression.
As if she was expecting a different answer. Which he couldn't give her.
"It's fine."
It clearly wasn't.
And somehow that made it worse.
Why wasn't she angrier?
Why wasn't she yelling at him?
Why wasn't she demanding an explanation?
Instead she'd shown up at his apartment asking for help.
As if he hadn't hurt her.
As if he hadn't left.
Dex hated it.
Because she deserved better than that.
"Anyway," Sam said, forcing the conversation forward.
She tapped the file.
"This psychopath is about to get me fired."
Bullseye.
The word twisted inside him.
She looked exhausted.
Not normal tired.
The kind of tired that settles into a person.
The kind created by weeks of failure and pressure and obsession.
His fault.
His stomach tightened.
Because he knew exactly why she looked like that.
He was the reason.
The case.
The killings.
The sleepless nights.
The pressure from supervisors.
Every ounce of it led back to him.
Sam sat down.
Opened the folder.
Crime scene photos spread across the table.
Maps.
Reports.
Witness statements.
Dead ends.
Dex took the seat across from her.
Close enough to see the frustration in her face.
"Walk me through it."
And she did.
At first cautiously.
Then faster.
Once she started talking about the case she didn't stop.
Bullseye became the center of everything.
The attacks.
The patterns.
The missing pieces.
The political pressure.
The impossible lack of evidence.
-
Hours seemed to disappear.
The rain outside gradually faded.
The city darkened.
Coffee appeared somehow.
Then another coffee.
Time stopped feeling normal.
At one point Dex realized she'd taken off her jacket. Watching the rain water roll down her warm skin.
Then later noticed she'd rolled up her sleeves.
Then later realized she'd moved her chair closer without either of them acknowledging it.
The conversation developed its own rhythm.
Theory.
Counterpoint.
Evidence.
Argument.
Observation.
Again.
And underneath all of it sat the secret.
Bullseye.
Every time she said the name he felt it.
Every time she asked a question he had to carefully decide how much truth to give her.
Enough to help.
Not enough to expose himself.
The balance was exhausting.
"He's organized," Dex said.
Sam nodded.
"Obviously."
"No."
He pointed toward a photograph.
"Organized isn't the right word."
She looked at him.
Waiting.
Dex studied the image.
His own work staring back at him.
Then said quietly:
"Intentional."
Sam wrote that down.
Intentional.
The sight made something strange stir in his chest.
Pride.
Not because of the murders.
Not that.
Because she was listening.
Because she respected his opinion.
Because she valued what he saw.
It shouldn't have mattered.
But it did.
A lot.
Later Ethan's name came up.
Only casually.
"That's basically what Ethan said."
The jealousy arrived instantly.
Irrational.
Sharp.
Dex kept his face neutral.
"Who's Ethan?"
Sam looked up.
Pretending he hadn't been inside the man's house just a few days earlier, he wanted to see how she would describe him.
"My partner."
Partner.
The word landed badly.
Dex hated how quickly his mind reacted.
Partner.
The ex boyfriend.
The one constantly around her.
The one helping her.
The one she'd spent every day with while Dex spent every day watching from afar.
"Oh."
Brilliant response.
Again.
Sam smirked slightly.
"You're really good at conversation." she said sarcastically.
The conversation continued.
Hours passing.
The clock pushing later and later.
At some point Sam leaned back heavily in her chair and rubbed her eyes.
The exhaustion finally showing.
Dex watched quietly.
The dark circles.
The tension.
The way her shoulders sagged.
Bullseye had done that.
He had done that.
The guilt never really left.
It just sat there quietly between heartbeats.
Eventually Sam checked her phone.
And immediately groaned.
"What wrong?"
She turned the screen toward him.
12:47 PM. Almost 1 AM.
Dex blinked.
Neither of them had noticed the time.
For some reason disappointment settled immediately in his chest.
She was leaving.
Of course she was leaving.
What did he expect?
She had a life.
A job.
A case.
A partner.
Ethan.
The name irritated him again.
-
Sam stood slowly.
Gathering papers.
Reality returning.
"Thank you."
Dex looked up.
"For what?"
"The help."
A small pause.
Then:
"And for not telling me I'm crazy."
"Never."
She smiled slightly.
"Took four days for somebody to say that."
The smile lingered for a second.
Then faded.
Something more thoughtful replacing it.
She studied him.
Long enough that Dex became uncomfortable.
"What?"
Sam shook her head.
"Nothing."
"Sam."
Another pause.
Then she shrugged.
"You're just..."
Dex waited.
She seemed oddly unsure suddenly.
Which was new.
"You're not what people say."
His chest tightened.
"What do they say?"
"That you're a little strange."
Fair.
"But honestly?"
Her eyes met his.
"I think you're just different. And from what I've experienced so far in life, people that are a bit different are the best kind of people."
For a moment neither moved.
The apartment suddenly felt quiet again.
The kind of quiet that made everything else feel louder.
Her heartbeat.
His heartbeat.
The distance between them.
The things neither of them were saying.
She sees me.
Then Sam smiled.
Small.
Tired.
Real.
And stepped toward the door.
"I'll see you around, Poindexter."
Dex followed her to the hallway.
Still awkward.
Still unsure.
Still wanting to say something.
Anything.
"Need me to walk you home?"
Sam smiled.
"Such a gentleman Agent. I'll be alright on my own thank you."
The door opened.
Sam stepped through.
Then paused.
Looking back over one shoulder.
"Try answering your phone sometime."
And just like that she was gone.
The hallway swallowed her footsteps.
The elevator doors closed.
Silence returned.
Dex stood there for several seconds staring at the empty space she'd left behind.
Then slowly shut the door.
His apartment immediately felt colder.
And somewhere beneath the relief of her leaving—
because being near her was dangerous—
sat a far more painful truth.
He already wanted her to come back.
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Chapter 17
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He wasn't supposed to notice her.
He definitely wasn't supposed to watch her.
And he was never, ever supposed to care this much.
Eight months of quiet observation.
Eight months of routines, patterns, and things he never meant to memorize.
Then the job changes everything.
A hotel. A target.
And suddenly, she's not a distant presence anymore-she's real.
Standing in the same room. Speaking his name.
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dark, obsessive devotion/unhealthy obsession, slow burn, sexual tension, morally gray romance, hurt-comfort, stalker fantasy, secret identities, lowkey dom female oc, submissive dex, privacy violation, emotional dependency, action violence (mentions of blood), smut-gentle sex, masturbation, teasing, oral (f receives), arousal towards violence - some still upcoming, mentions of suicide (only in specific chapters which will have warnings before), psychological trauma/ptsd, guilt, original female character // lmk if I forgot anything !!
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Chapter 15 - Patterns
The first day wasn't bad.
The second day was frustrating.
By the fourth, Samantha Hadley was beginning to hate the sound of her own office phone.
It rang three times before ten in the morning.
Every call was someone wanting answers she didn't have.
The mayor's office.
State officials.
Task force coordinators.
Internal supervisors.
Everyone wanted Bullseye.
Nobody cared how impossible he seemed to be.
They wanted results.
Now.
Sam hung up the latest call and rubbed both hands across her face.
Her desk looked worse every day.
Photographs.
Maps.
Timelines.
Surveillance stills.
Crime scene reports.
Victim histories.
Everything connected by colored tabs and sticky notes that no longer made sense.
Across from her Ethan sat with his feet on the edge of another chair, reading through witness statements.
"You're staring at the same photo again."
Sam didn't look up.
"I'm thinking."
"You've been thinking at it for twenty minutes."
"I'll let you know when I need commentary."
"Good. I was running out."
Normally she might've smirked.
Today she didn't.
The photo stayed pinned beneath her hand.
Bullseye.
Blurry.
Distant.
Infuriating.
A ghost.
Four days.
Four days of sixteen-hour shifts.
Four days of interviews.
Four days of evidence.
And somehow she felt further away than when she'd started.
Nothing connected.
No fingerprints.
No DNA.
No known associates.
No digital footprint.
Nothing.
Every crime scene looked different.
Different neighborhoods.
Different targets.
Different methods.
The only constant was perfection.
And perfection wasn't evidence.
It was a headache.
"Sam."
She looked up.
Ethan was watching her now.
"You should go home."
"No."
"You slept here yesterday."
"I went home."
"For three hours."
She didn't argue.
Because he was right.
The couch in the conference room still had the imprint of her body from the night before.
Ethan sighed.
"You're going to burn yourself out."
"I'm fine."
"You're not."
That earned a glare.
Ethan lifted both hands.
"See? That's exactly the reaction of someone who's fine."
She looked back at the case file.
"You know," Ethan continued, "for someone who claims to hate partners, you've become remarkably comfortable ignoring me."
"Practice."
"That's rude."
"Good."
He laughed.
She didn't.
The laugh faded quickly.
Even Ethan could tell the mood wasn't there anymore.
Bullseye had become the center of everything.
Every morning started with him.
Every night ended with him.
Every conversation eventually circled back to him.
And every day she failed to get closer.
The third day brought the meeting.
The one she'd been dreading.
A conference room.
Too many suits.
Too many important people.
Nobody smiling.
The assistant director didn't even sit down before speaking.
"Where are we?"
Not hello.
Not good morning.
Just:
Where are we?
Sam hated those meetings.
Because she knew the answer.
Nowhere.
"We're still working several leads."
The director looked unimpressed.
"Any viable suspects?"
"No."
"Known affiliations?"
"No."
"Identity?"
"No."
The silence afterward felt brutal.
One of the state officials leaned back in his chair.
"Then what exactly do we have?"
Sam clenched her jaw.
"We have a pattern."
"Patterns don't stop killers."
The comment landed harder than intended.
Or maybe exactly as intended.
The room stayed quiet.
Nobody came to her defense.
Not even Ethan.
Because technically they weren't wrong.
Bullseye remained active.
People remained dead.
And she remained empty-handed.
By the time the meeting ended, she felt like she'd been skinned alive.
Nadeem found her standing near the elevators afterward.
"You okay?"
"No."
"Good."
She blinked.
"What?"
"If you said yes I'd know you were lying."
That finally earned the smallest smile.
Nadeem leaned against the wall beside her.
"They're putting pressure on everyone."
"It doesn't feel like everyone."
"It is."
"Doesn't feel like it."
He looked at her for a moment.
Her expression hardened immediately.
Nadeem sighed.
There it was.
The real problem.
Not Bullseye.
Not the task force.
Her.
"You got shot, Sam."
"And?"
"And you still came back after a week."
"I should've seen the shooter."
"No."
"I should've."
"No."
She looked away.
Because arguing would've required believing him.
And she didn't.
The banquet replayed in her head every night.
The rifle.
The shot.
The blood.
The panic.
The feeling of being completely helpless.
Then Dex.
Covered in blood on that terrace.
Looking horrified.
Looking angry.
Looking—
She stopped the thought there.
Because that part never made sense.
Why had he looked so devastated?
Why had he asked if she was alive?
Why had he disappeared afterward?
Nothing about Agent Benjamin Poindexter made sense anymore.
Day four arrived with rain.
The city looked gray through the office windows.
Everyone looked exhausted.
Even Ethan.
Though he hid it better.
Sam sat alone in the conference room reviewing old files.
Not Bullseye files.
Personnel files.
Case histories.
Investigation records.
She wasn't entirely sure why she'd opened them.
Maybe desperation.
Maybe instinct.
Maybe because every conventional approach had failed.
The folder in front of her belonged to Dex.
Suspended Agent Benjamin Poindexter.
She flipped through another report.
Then another.
Then stopped.
Something clicked.
Not evidence.
Not proof.
Just a feeling.
Dex approached investigations differently.
She'd noticed it during the hotel breach.
The few conversations they'd had.
The way he observed things.
The way he noticed details other people skipped.
Most agents built theories, like herself and Ethan.
Dex built patterns.
Small details.
Tiny observations.
Human behavior.
Movement.
Angles.
Timing.
He thought sideways.
And Bullseye felt sideways.
Her eyes drifted down another report.
A commendation.
Exceptional situational awareness.
Pattern recognition.
Behavioral prediction.
She read it twice.
Then three times.
A memory surfaced.
Dex pointing something out during the hotel investigation.
The detail about the shooters wanting control even she had missed.
Because he looked differently.
The realization settled slowly.
Then all at once.
She couldn’t. That’s crazy, he’s suspended.
She must have made a face.
Across the room Ethan looked up.
"What?"
Sam stared at the file.
Thinking.
Thinking harder.
Then stood.
Ethan frowned.
"What are you thinking?"
She grabbed her coat.
"Nadeem around?"
"Probably."
"Good."
"Sam?”
She was already moving.
"Where are you going?"
This time she did smile.
Small.
Certain.
"For the first time all week.."
She picked up Dex's personnel file.
"I think I have an idea."
—
Night had already fallen when she reached his apartment.
The hallway felt strangely quiet.
Old building.
Dim lighting.
The kind of place she'd expect him to live.
For several seconds she just stood there.
Looking at the door.
Second guessing herself.
Because maybe this was stupid.
Maybe he wouldn't answer.
Maybe he didn't want to see her.
The memory of the banquet hallway still stung.
Just stop following me around.
The words hadn't gotten softer with time.
Still.
She'd come this far.
And her job was on the line.
Sam raised her hand.
Knocked.
Nothing.
A few more seconds passed.
Then movement.
Footsteps.
The lock turned.
The door opened.
Dex stood there.
And for a moment neither of them spoke.
He looked tired.
More tired than she'd ever seen him.
But surprised too.
Like she'd become the last person he expected to see.
"Sam?"
She held up the Bullseye case file.
Looked directly at him.
And said:
"I think you're the only person who can help me find him."
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Chapter 16
(chapters list)
Line of Sight // Agent Ben Poindexter x Female oc
18+ dark, obsessive devotion/unhealthy obsession, slow burn, sexual tension, morally gray romance, hurt-comfort, stalker fantasy, secret identities, lowkey dom female oc, submissive dex, privacy violation, emotional dependency, action violence (mentions of blood), smut-gentle sex, masturbation, teasing, oral (f receives), arousal towards violence - some still upcoming, mentions of suicide (only in specific chapters which will have warnings before), psychological trauma/ptsd, guilt, original female character // lmk if I forgot anything !!
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Chapter 14 - Old Photographs
The alley smelled like rain, garbage, and blood.
Three things New York never seemed to run out of.
Yellow crime scene tape stretched between brick walls while uniformed officers moved in and out of the narrow space carrying evidence bags and cameras.
The bodies were already gone.
Only the aftermath remained.
Dark stains on concrete.
Impact marks.
Fragments of shattered bone mixed with brick dust where something had struck hard enough to crack masonry.
Sam crouched near one of the markers, careful of her healing shoulder.
The wound still ached when she moved wrong.
The scene bothered her.
The whole thing bothered her.
Bullseye bothered her.
Across the alley Ethan stood speaking with one of the detectives, sleeves rolled to his forearms, coffee in one hand.
He looked completely at home.
Which annoyed her.
Not because he'd done anything wrong.
Just because he somehow always looked comfortable everywhere.
Crime scenes.
Courtrooms.
Funerals.
The man could probably look relaxed during an active hostage negotiation.
"You seeing what I'm seeing?"
Ethan stepped beside her.
Sam glanced up.
"No."
"You didn't even ask what I was seeing."
"Fair."
He nodded toward the wall.
"The impacts."
Several small objects had embedded themselves deep into brick.
Too deep.
One looked like a coin.
Another a bolt.
A third appeared to be part of a broken padlock.
Weapons that weren't weapons.
Not normally.
Ethan folded his arms.
"Guy's a freak."
"Helpful analysis."
"I'm serious."
He gestured toward the wall.
"Look at the force behind those impacts."
Sam remained silent.
Because he wasn't wrong.
The scene looked surgical.
Calculated.
Almost impossible.
Not a single wasted movement.
Not a single missed throw.
Bullseye hadn't simply won the fight.
He'd controlled it.
Random violence made sense.
People snapped.
People got angry.
This?
This felt deliberate.
Like someone solving a math problem.
-
High above them, hidden on a nearby rooftop, Dex watched her.
The sight settled something inside him.
Not completely.
But enough.
She was here.
Standing inside his crime scene.
Looking at his work.
Studying it.
Thinking about it.
A strange warmth settled in his chest.
Pride.
Not normal pride.
Not healthy pride.
But pride all the same.
She was looking at something he created.
Trying to understand him without realizing it.
Dex adjusted slightly against the rooftop ledge.
Watching her move.
Watching the way she tilted her head while examining evidence.
Watching the slight stiffness still lingering in her injured shoulder.
The sight of that shoulder brought anger back immediately.
The scar beneath her clothes existed because he hadn't been fast enough.
Because someone wanted her dead.
Someone still wanted her dead.
His jaw tightened.
Then Ethan stepped closer.
Close enough that Dex immediately noticed.
Who is this new partner of hers?
The man leaned beside her.
Talking.
Comfortable.
Familiar.
Dex didn't like it.
Not even a little.
He didn't know why.
Actually that was a lie.
He knew exactly why.
Because Ethan looked like someone who belonged beside her.
And Dex didn't.
-
Back in the alley Ethan continued.
"I still think this guy eventually screws up."
Sam glanced toward him.
"What guy?"
"Bullseye."
"You've been talking about him for three hours."
"Occupational hazard."
Ethan took another sip of coffee.
"Nobody's perfect."
Sam looked back toward the evidence.
"I don't know."
That answer surprised even her.
Ethan raised an eyebrow.
"You think he's perfect?"
"No."
She paused.
"Just disciplined."
"Same thing."
"No."
Sam shook her head.
"Discipline takes work."
Something about those words stuck with Dex.
Because she understood.
More than anyone else ever had.
The scene continued another hour.
Photos.
Measurements.
Witness canvassing.
Reports.
Then finally everyone started leaving.
Dex watched from above as Sam and Ethan headed toward the parking garage together.
And for the first time seeing Ethan—
Dex made a decision.
He wanted to know who he was.
—
The drive across Manhattan felt endless.
Dex followed several vehicles behind.
Never too close.
Never obvious.
Ethan drove.
Sam sat in the passenger seat.
Talking occasionally.
Nothing intimate.
Nothing romantic.
Yet every time she laughed at something he said, Dex's grip tightened slightly on the steering wheel.
It wasn't rational.
He knew that.
But jealousy rarely was.
The feeling surprised him.
Because he'd never been jealous before.
Not really.
Most of his life people barely registered.
But Ethan did.
Ethan mattered.
And Dex hated that.
The car eventually stopped outside Sam's brownstone.
Dex parked half a block away.
Watching.
Waiting.
Sam climbed out first.
Said something through the open window.
Ethan answered.
Both smiled.
Then she disappeared inside.
Safe.
Home.
Dex exhaled slowly.
Good.
That was all he cared about.
Except it wasn't.
Because Ethan was pulling away now.
And Dex found himself following.
—
Ethan lived in Brooklyn.
Nice neighborhood.
A brownstone nearly twice the size of Sam's.
Clean sidewalks.
Expensive cars.
Old money.
He watched from across the street as Ethan parked and headed inside.
Lights came on upstairs.
Then downstairs.
Movement through windows.
A normal evening.
Dex almost left.
Then Ethan suddenly came back out.
Fast.
Annoyed.
Clearly on the phone.
He unlocked the car again and drove away.
Dex waited thirty seconds.
Then crossed the street.
The lock took less than ten.
The house alarm took another twenty.
-
Inside smelled like expensive cologne and old books.
Dex shut the door quietly behind him and started looking.
At first everything matched what he expected.
Photos.
Awards.
Certificates.
Military service plaques.
Pictures from Boston.
Pictures from conferences.
Pictures with politicians.
Judges.
Investigators.
The life of a successful federal investigator.
Nothing surprising.
Nothing useful.
Then he found the photo album.
Old.
Stored in a cabinet.
Not displayed.
Which made it interesting.
Dex sat at the dining room table.
Opening it carefully.
The first pages showed college.
Friends.
Travel.
Family.
Then—
Sam.
His entire body froze.
There she was.
Six years younger.
Standing beside Ethan on a waterfront somewhere.
Laughing.
Her hand in his.
Another picture.
A Christmas party.
Another.
A beach.
Another.
The date written beneath it.
Six years ago.
Six years.
They'd been together before.
Actually together.
Not coworkers.
Not partners.
Together.
Something ugly twisted inside Dex's chest.
He turned another page.
And another.
Every picture felt worse.
Because Ethan looked happy.
And Sam looked happy too.
Not the guarded version she showed most people.
Open.
Comfortable.
The sight made him irrationally angry.
He shut the album.
The sound echoed through the room.
For several seconds he simply sat there.
Staring.
Breathing.
Trying to push the feeling down.
Wanting Ethan gone.
The thought appeared so naturally it startled him.
Not dead.
Not yet.
Just gone.
Out of her life.
Out of New York.
Out of the investigation.
Gone.
Dex stood.
Needing something else.
Something useful.
Eventually he found Ethan's office.
The room looked normal until he noticed a file sitting partially hidden beneath a stack of papers.
Different from the others.
No department markings.
No official case numbers.
Private.
Dex opened it.
Inside were photographs.
Notes.
Travel records.
Financial information..
The names meant nothing to him.
Several locations were circled.
Meetings.
Dates.
People.
Too organized.
Too personal.
Not Bullseye related.
Not officially.
Why would Ethan have this?
Dex flipped another page.
Then another.
The feeling grew stronger.
Not evidence.
Not proof.
Just instinct.
Something wasn't right.
A noise interrupted him.
Headlights.
Outside.
Dex froze.
The front door opened seconds later.
Ethan had come back.
"Damn it."
His voice echoed through the entryway.
"Forgot the file."
Footsteps.
Coming closer.
Dex moved instantly.
Slipping into darkness just as Ethan entered the office.
The investigator crossed directly toward the desk picking up the exact folder Dex had been reading.
For a second Ethan paused.
Looking around.
Something felt off.
Dex could see it.
The slight narrowing of his eyes.
The instinct.
Good investigator.
Not good enough.
A thought crossed Dex's mind then.
He could make Ethan gone right now if he wanted, in fact, it would be quite easy.
He shook the thought away.
Not yet.
After another moment Ethan shrugged.
Grabbed the folder.
And left.
The front door closed again.
Silence returned.
Dex remained motionless for several seconds.
Thinking.
The photos.
The file.
The dates.
The way Ethan kept that folder separate from everything else.
Something was there.
Something important.
And if it threatened Sam in any way, he had to know.
-
Eventually Dex slipped back out into the night.
The city stretched around him.
Cold.
Dark.
Alive.
And for the first time in a while Dex wasn't thinking about the Bullseye case.
He wasn't thinking about Fisk.
Or the messages.
Or even himself.
He was thinking about Ethan.
Because something told him the man wasn't here solely to hunt Bullseye.
And Dex intended to find out exactly why.
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Chapter 15
(chapters list)
Line of Sight // Agent Ben Poindexter x Female oc
18+ dark, obsessive devotion/unhealthy obsession, slow burn, sexual tension, morally gray romance, hurt-comfort, stalker fantasy, secret identities, lowkey dom female oc, submissive dex, privacy violation, emotional dependency, action violence (mentions of blood), smut-gentle sex, masturbation, teasing, oral (f receives), arousal towards violence - some still upcoming, mentions of suicide (only in specific chapters which will have warnings before), psychological trauma/ptsd, guilt, original female character // lmk if I forgot anything !!
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Chapter 13 - The First Thing He Asked
The city started whispering about Bullseye before anyone officially named him.
First it was blurry phone footage online.
A dark figure moving across Hell’s Kitchen.
Bodies dropping before people even understood what happened.
Perfect throws.
Perfect aim.
Then came the headlines.
VIGILANTE MASSACRE ON BROOKLYN DOCS
EIGHT DEAD
Some people called him a psycho.
Others called him a hero.
The news stations eventually landed somewhere in the middle.
Dangerous.
Efficient.
Bullseye.
Dex watched the broadcasts each night alone in his apartment while cleaning blood from beneath his fingernails.
The name settled into him easier than it should have.
Bullseye.
Over the next week the attacks continued.
Smaller this time.
More targeted.
Drug runners.
Violent gang members.
Dex still didn’t realize the pattern.
Each mission arrived anonymously.
An address.
A shipment.
A warning.
He didn't care who they were coming from, because every single time he put the suit on, the noise in his head disappeared.
The throwing became easier too.
More instinctive.
It felt different inside the suit.
Looser.
Crueler.
Confident in ways Dex never allowed himself to be.
And afterward—
always afterward—
he found himself back outside her apartment.
Like muscle memory.
Like instinct.
Like the suit gave him permission to see her again. But only see.
The abandoned brownstone across from hers became familiar again.
Cold floors.
Dust.
Dark windows.
He watched her move through her apartment at night with the same quiet obsession as before, except now something underneath it had changed.
Before, he watched because he wanted closeness, wanted comfort.
Now he watched because he needed proof she was alive.
Safe.
Still there.
Someone still tried to have her killed.
Sometimes she looked tired.
Sometimes angry.
Sometimes she stood in her kitchen holding a coffee mug staring blankly into nothing while the late-night news talked about Bullseye in the background.
Once, she turned the television off the second his name came up.
That hurt more than it should have.
Although he didn't blame her.
Other nights he followed her through the city.
Watching her leave’ physical therapy appointments for the gunshot wound.
Watching men look at her too long on subway platforms and feeling immediate violent thoughts bloom in his head.
Bullseye wanted to break their hands.
Dex forced himself not to.
Barely.
And through all of it—
she never once saw him. Just like it used to be.
-
One week later Sam was right back into work
The federal building felt strangely normal considering someone had nearly died at a government banquet seven days earlier.
Phones ringing.
Agents moving between desks.
Coffee brewing somewhere nearby.
Sam stepped off the elevator adjusting the strap of her bag carefully against her healing shoulder.
The bullet wound still hurt.
Not unbearably.
Just enough to remind her every time she moved wrong.
A few agents greeted her immediately as she crossed the bullpen.
“Hadley. Back from the dead.”
“Barely.”
“You look better.”
“That’s generous.”
Small conversations.
Normal conversations.
Which honestly felt nice after a week trapped in hospitals and recovery apartments while news stations replayed footage from the banquet every six hours.
Someone had cleaned her desk while she was gone.
That surprised her.
Probably Nadeem.
The thought was confirmed a few seconds later when he appeared carrying two folders and an expression that already looked apologetic.
Never a good sign.
“Welcome back,” he said.
“You look nervous.”
“I am nervous.”
Sam dropped her bag beside her desk.
“What happened?”
Nadeem handed her one of the folders.
“Governor’s office officially reassigned you this morning.”
Sam glanced down at the file.
BULLSEYE TASK FORCE.
Her eyes lifted back toward him immediately.
“They’re putting me on the Bullseye case?”
Nadeem nodded once.
“You up for it?” Nadeem asked carefully.
Sam exhaled slowly.
“No.”
Then shrugged lightly.
“But I’d rather work it myself than watch someone else screw it up.”
“That’s the spirit.”
“There’s more bad news, isn’t there?”
Nadeem grimaced.
“You know me too well.”
Sam narrowed her eyes immediately.
“What?”
“The state assigned you a partner.”
“Oh come on.”
“I know.”
“You know I hate partners.”
Nadeem rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly.
“He’s technically a consultant.”
“Even worse.”
“He’s good.”
“I don’t care.”
“You might when you see who it is.”
Before she could respond, movement near the bullpen entrance caught her attention.
A man stepped through the office doors carrying a leather messenger bag over one shoulder.
Dark coat.
Neatly rolled sleeves.
Calm posture.
Familiar.
Sam blinked once.
Then sighed through her nose.
“You’ve got to be kidding me.”
Nadeem immediately lifted both hands defensively.
“I had absolutely nothing to do with this.”
Ethan Chase looked up at almost the exact same moment.
Recognition crossed his face immediately.
Not dramatic.
Not emotional.
Just surprised.
“Well,” he said evenly while approaching, “that explains why nobody warned me this assignment would be hostile.”
Sam folded her arms carefully.
“Boston run out of criminals?”
“Apparently New York wanted better customer service.”
Still the same dry humor.
Still annoyingly composed.
Six years had changed him a little though.
Sharper around the edges maybe.
More polished.
Back 6 years ago when Sam was just starting out in the bureau her and Ethan had met working a case together. That led to late night hookups and eventually a pretty steady relationship for the next year.
Until he left her for a job in Boston.
Ethan had always been great at investigations. But he was a pretty shitty boyfriend.
Late nights without saying where he was, completely out of touch with the world due to his wealthy upbringing, slick, cocky, confident. And never noticed the details that mattered.
The relationship ending was for the best, and if she could be honest, after a few weeks of drowning herself in reality tv and various desserts, Sam hadn’t paid any mind to him since.
“You look alive,” Ethan added.
“High praise.”
“I heard the shoulder was bad.”
“I heard the weather sucks in Boston.”
A small smile tugged briefly at the corner of his mouth.
“The state brought me in because I worked two interstate vigilante investigations in Jersey last year,” he explained calmly. “Apparently that qualifies me to chase psychotic men in costumes now.”
“Comforting.”
Nadeem handed Ethan the second folder.
“Bullseye’s escalated three times this week. The mayor’s office wants results fast.”
Sam flipped through the file as they spoke.
Crime scene photos.
News clippings.
Surveillance stills.
One blurry image showed Bullseye turning slightly toward a rooftop camera before disappearing out of frame.
Even blurred, something about him felt unsettling.
Controlled.
Intentional.
Not chaotic like normal vigilantes.
Every movement looked precise.
Ethan leaned slightly beside her studying the image too.
“He’s trained,” he said quietly.
“How trained?”
“Military, federal, private contractor… something disciplined.”
Sam’s eyes stayed on the grainy photo.
Bullseye looked almost relaxed standing there.
Like he wanted to be seen.
-
After briefing Sam and her new problematic partner, Nadeem headed back towards his office.
Sam hesitated, then followed him out quickly.
"Hey Nadeem wait up."
“What's up?”
“Have you talked to Dex?” Sam asked quietly, as if she didn't want anyone in the office to know she cared.
Something in Nadeem’s expression changed slightly.
Sam crossed her arms loosely. “What?”
Nadeem leaned back with a sigh.
“No one’s seen him since the suspension.”
Her stomach tightened before she could stop it.
“What do you mean no one’s seen him?”
“I mean literally no one. He turned in his badge, signed the paperwork, disappeared.” Nadeem rubbed at his forehead. “Calls go straight to voicemail. Apartment’s empty half the time.”
Sam looked away briefly.
A week.
An entire week.
And he never came to see her.
Not at the hospital.
Not once.
Something bitter twisted under her ribs at that realization.
Which was stupid.
Because after the banquet hallway, after the things he said to her, she shouldn’t have cared anymore.
But she did.
That was the problem.
Nadeem studied her for a second before speaking again.
“You okay?”
“Fine.”
It came too quickly.
Too automatic.
Nadeem didn’t buy it.
Neither did she.
Sam exhaled quietly and looked back toward the bullpen windows.
Rain tapped softly against the glass outside.
“Did he at least ask if I was alive?” she asked finally.
Nadeem paused.
Then nodded once.
“First thing out of his mouth.”
That hurt worse somehow.
Because it meant he cared.
Enough to ask.
Just apparently not enough to stay.
Sam swallowed hard and straightened slightly.
“Right,” she said quietly.
Nadeem watched her carefully. “Sam—”
“I’m good.”
Another lie.
This one softer.
She pushed herself away from the doorway before he could respond.
Back toward the bullpen.
Back toward the Bullseye case files waiting on her desk.
Back toward work.
But the thought followed her anyway.
No one’s seen him since the suspension.
And for reasons she couldn’t fully explain yet—
that scared her more than she wanted it to.
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Chapter 14
(chapter list)
https://www.tumblr.com/the-ghost-bird/816072643755294720/im-sorry-to-break-it-to-some-of-yall-but-dex-is?source=share
it's ... fanfiction? let people write as they will. soft, hard, dom, sub - who cares as long as we get dex content.
Yes, it is fanfiction, but I would be lying if I said it isn't bothersome to see a lot of people emptying out characters into husks, to the point where they don't have their personalities anymore, and they're just a pretty face to slap kinks onto.
Is it too much to wish people would at least try to engage with the character?
In that post, I did argue that Dex is a huge bottom. But I think there could absolutely be scenarios people can work out in which he would top. Scenarios on which he does it because it's what the other person needs, or because he got driven by jealousy/insecurity/anger.
I read somewhere in the wild a scenario where, that happened because Dex was afraid he was going to lose his S/O and he needed to "prove" they shouldn't leave him, and that was pretty good.
But when the Bullseye tag, the tag of the most pathetic murderer on earth, is filled with this call me daddy, effortlessly confident, "you like that cock", dd/lg shit, I'm gonna do a double take and be like HIM???? Him? That's Dex? Benjamin Leonard Poindexter? Are you fucking sure?
Anyways, I'll just practice good etiquette and not engage. Nobody should be getting into other people's blogs/asks/comment sections to shit on their material.
But this is my blog, baby, and I sure as hell can post whatever the fuck I want in my little corner 👍🏾
WILSON BETHEL as BENJAMIN POINDEXTER AKA BULLSEYE DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN S02E04 - 'Gloves Off'

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you can’t gossip with dex because if you complain about someone or mention them too many times he’ll just kill them
mmhmm silver fox bullseye coming to save your life