I Ā saw my life branching out like the green fig tree in the story.
From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and a husband and children, and another fig was famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor and another fig was Eee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and Ā another fig was Contantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic Lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn't quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch was this fig tree, starving to death, just because I could not make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and everyone of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go back, and, one by one, the plopped to the ground on my feet.