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This weekâs writer spotlight feature is:Â @toedenandbackagain! ToEdenandBackAgain has 7 fics posted to AO3 in the Stranger Things fandom and all of them are in the Steddie tag!
Our anonymous nominator recommends the following works by @toedenandbackagain:
hold me now, i need relief
hot (sticky, sweet)
sweet to taste (saccharine)
A Sign of The Morning
seasons change (so do we)
"Her fanfics are what got me into Steddie and Stranger Things and for that I am eternally grateful for that. (Also thank you again for reposting your fanfics back on AO3!!!)" -- anonymous
Below the cut, @toedenandbackagain answered some questions about their writing process and some of their recommended work!
Why do you write Steddie?
The urge to write Steddie really took me by surprise if Iâm honest. I watched the first half of Season 4 (the superior half, imho), and something about Eddieâs character made me feel like he had way more to offer than what he was being given in canon. So when he and Steve started making eyes at one another, I was immediately on board.
Whatâs your favorite trope to READ?
I love reading enemies to lovers, or enemies to friends to lovers. I love a slow burn like nothing else, the slower the better. I think there's so much opportunity in building a relationship within a fic, especially one that was originally not friendly.
Whatâs your favorite trope to WRITE?
I love writing âlong term piningâ type fics. Especially of the âthey're both in love with one another and neither realize itâ variety. There's so much to explore in that sort of story and I love making the characters suffer just a little.
Whatâs your favorite Steddie fic?
This question keeps me up at night because I love so many aspects of so many Steddie stories, which is such a cop out of an answer, I know đ I think that a Steddie story that has forever stuck with me was âLooks Like You're Hungry, Looks Like You're Drowningâ by Capriciously_Terminal. Something about it just lingers, it was beautifully written. âAre You Flagging?â By soidade (my beloved) is also a forever favourite, it was the fic I was obsessively reading in my car before work. And during work. And at home.
Is there a trope youâre excited to explore in a future work but havenât yet?
I would love to explore time loops in a fic but I am just so overwhelmed with how to start. It was originally The Lathe by palm violet that sparked that urge and I've never been able to shake it.
What is your writing process like?
I keep a log of every fic idea I ever come up with, even if it is just a handful of sentences or a quick snippet. Specific pairing ideas get grouped together, but as I'm writing I will usually come back to my Google doc of doom and scroll through to see if anything jumps out at me that could work with what I'm currently writing. I try to start with at least a rough structure of events before going in with the details, and I like to know vaguely how I intend for something to end before I even start writing. From there, I just go. I find writing in chronological order very difficult, so I like to write big scenes first, and fill in the gaps. I also love useless tidbits, little character quirks that go nowhere and mean nothing in the grand scheme of things but round out who I'm writing about and what their bigger picture story is outside of the story I'm telling.
Do you have any writing quirks?
I love to write on my phone. I know it isnât for everyone, but I find some of my best writing work gets done when Iâm hunched over my phone in the weirdest spots. Entire chapters of A Sign of the Morning were written in various office waiting rooms, on public transit, or from my work lunchroom.
Do you prefer posting when youâve finished writing or on a schedule?
I want to say posting when Iâve finished, but considering I wrote A Sign of the Morning in 12 days, and updated every day the exact moment I finished the chapter (no beta, no proofread, please forgive any and all absolutely horrific mistakes of that fic, they haunt me), I know thatâs not the truth. I love sharing my stories, and I am always wanting to immediately put it out there for people. Posting when finished is, however, one of my goals as a writer. I would like to give readers a much more consistent upload schedule from me, and Iâd love the comfort of knowing everything was finished.
Which fic are you most proud of?
This is another one of these questions that had me stumped for a long time. Part of me wants to say A Sign of the Morning, because it is, to date, my longest completed fic, as well as the fic that has gotten the most attention in my entire fanfiction writing history. But it has a lot of flaws. A lot. But at the same time, it meant so much to me that any other answer feels wrong.
How did you get the idea for A Sign of the Morning?
I loved the idea that Steve and Eddie had to have crossed paths before at some point, and I had always loved Steveâs growth as a character in the series but I felt like it was missing something. Some of the first few scenes that I imagined were the swing set scene, and the final fight Steve has with his parents. I enjoy stories that have character growth amid romance, and I wanted asotm to have that. From there, it really took on its own life. But from the moment I first had the idea, I wanted the story to have a specific feeling, which eventually led to how I chose the name. I wanted this fic to feel like the moment you have after the worst night of your life, the night you didn't know if you would make it out the other side. And then on the horizon, you can see the sun coming up, and you realize that you've made it. Steve's journey with his sexuality, his friendship, his relationships- familial, platonic, and romantic, and his growth into adulthood amidst a whole ton of supernatural trauma was what I wanted to write about- with Steddie to weave it together.
When writing A Sign of the Morning, what was something you didnât expect?
The response for this fic is nothing I've ever experienced in around 15 years of writing. I've never had that sort of attention on my work, and I'm so grateful for every person who left a comment, a kudos, or a kind message at my Tumblr. I was also shocked how much of it just ⌠happened. I had a few key plot points when I started writing, but some chapters and storylines (the party at the Byers-Hopper house, Elâs âtattoosâ, the fight between Jason and Steve) just fit and almost wrote themselves.
What inspired sweet to taste (saccharine)?
I hadnât intended on continuing the story from hot (sticky, sweet), but once I had posted it I couldnât stop thinking about it. I hadnât really written a one shot like that before, where nothing actually happened between the characters and it was left hanging in the air with a âwill they/wonât theyâ, and something about the one shot felt unfinished. But I also didnât want to add another chapter, because I liked the standalone nature of the original and I wanted people who were happy with the ending to have the option to leave it as a flirty oneshot.
What was your favorite part to write from hot (sticky, sweet)?
The scene at the end of the story, outside Starcourt where Steve and Eddie are talking to one another was my favourite part to write. As much as the excess of samples scene holds a place in my heart, so many of my favourite lines are from that final scene. Eddie giving Steve his number by writing it on his arm and Steve sneaking Eddie into the theater really stick out in my mind.
How do/did you feel writing hold me now, i need relief?
The fic was originally inspired by the most beautiful piece of artwork by littleststarfighter on Tumblr, and from there the story really came together way faster than I was expecting. It was a harder fic to write than I anticipated. I wanted to explore a little bit of what Eddieâs life would be like if he survived, considering just how bad his injuries would have been. I have two conditions that cause chronic pain, and experienced an accident several years ago that exacerbated both of them to the point of not being able to get out of bed some days. Pouring a lot of those feelings into Eddie, writing the fic felt like a massive cathartic release and kind of a forgiveness to my past self for some of the things I had been hanging on to.
What was the most difficult part of writing seasons change (so do we)?
Right now, the actual writing part of it. I have the entire fic planned out scene to scene in a google doc somewhere, and this thing is fighting me every step of the way. Other than that, the hardest part of the chapters that are actually posted was probably getting into the heads of the characters from before weâve known them, and making it seem realistic to who they are in canon. Writing bitchy Steve Harrington was a blessing and a curse, it was important to me to write him in a way that felt like he could connect seamlessly into S1 Steve Harrington without feeling disjointed.
Do you have a favorite scene and/or line from any of your fics?
Steve's final fight with his parents from A Sign of the Morning was in the works from the moment I started writing and when I finally got to it, everything felt perfect. The line where Steve asks his mother to let him leave is one I'm forever proud of. The final scene of a sign of the morning is another I'm partial to. Quiet, comforting love.
Do you have any upcoming projects or fics youâd like to share/promote?
I'm getting back into writing! Slowly. Very slowly. I do have an ongoing Steddie WIP that haunts me throughout the day and I hope to update it soon.
Outside of these questions, Is there anything YOU would like to add?
So many people have reached out to me about a sign of the morning helping them come to terms with their sexuality, or that it helped them feel comfortable coming out, and for some others it even made them realize that they were in bad relationships with people around them and I am forever honored to have had something I wrote have that kind of impact. Fanfiction got me through some of the darkest times in my life and for anyone who is in a place like Steve, or Eddie, or even any of the other characters and they are fighting every day to just exist in a world that's so much harder than it needs to be- I'm so proud of you. So proud.
Thank you to our author, @toedenandbackagain, and our nominator! See more of ToEdenandBackAgain's works featured on our page throughout the day!
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