tobin

What if you get everything you've wanted and you still feel the exact same.

Home but you cant move your arms or carry anything and your family could end everything if they just saw a glimpse of the gauze and binder under your hoodie (even tho its 25° and you dont wanna wear it but they cant find out or its all over) and? Your school cant know or sports or family and only some friends so how do you even recover when youre reaching over on the cold floor for more dressings while your family is saying absolute shit like come clean the kitchen or whats the WiFi password

4 broken hours of sleep after modafinil and going to bed at 6am and I dream I get my lc results im getting married rn to some npc and start searching my room irl in delusion of person under my bed 🤨

Withdrawal symptoms are going to be the actual death of me like WDYM I haven't been able to walk in a straight line for a week and I feel drunk all the time and im getting electrocuted and I keep seeing things move 😡

Why is being alone so hard

T changed you and makes you addicted to random things because wdym the past two days have been partially ruined bc I left my garlic mayo at my friends house 😪🤥

I left my garlic mayo at the sleepover 😢

When a group of girls call you troye sivan (then give you all their snaps)

Just found out the last glass of vodka pineapple they gave me was just pineapple 😐 I was so betrayed I wondered why they made it taste so nice

I miss you omds

Its over what do I do now all I did was study do I just eat air or stare at a wall or something im confused I kinda forgot