b4 readinging this I'd liek you ALL to know this is a SHED/SH BLOG OR A SELF HARM AND EATING DISORDER BLOG as well as a jirai blog OR A MENTALLY ILL TEEN running this account!!!!!!
and for god's sake, block. do not report. it just makes things worse
HALLLLOOO!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for checking out my intro post amd/or me!!!
welcome!!!!
~~~ here is just some basic info!!
♧ im berrisexual, and my pronouns are they/angle/kitty/paw/star/he/she
♧ this is MY safe place. I dont mind any dms, im here if you wanna shed moot or of you wanna me be creepy and obsessive
** i have diagnosed chronic depression, anxiety and insomnia, this may cause mental breakdown that you all will see (tw for MAJOR sh, ed, and shock site mention, sa, ect, ect,, hhhh)
// I am a airi yumeshipper doubles dni.
a guide to my post after my new theme change ~~!
general posts, shit posts \ ~~ 🎀 “may you listen to what i say?”
reblogs \ ~~ 🥹 "yonk"
ranting \ ~~ 🥀 “fuck ts shi pmo”
vents \ ~~ 🌨 “oh woe may be upon me”
answering asks \ ~~ 💞 “a message for me?”
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here are some fandoms i am in!! (not a lot whoops)
Death note , Puella Magi Madoka Magica , bungo stray dogs , project sekai , sanrio/hello kitty , needy streamer overload , omori , vocaloid , alien stage , my hero academia , heathers , dangonrompa (all games except despair girls) , lacey games , doki doki literature club , the amazing digital circus , class '09 ~~ !!
some of my hobbys ^_^
kandi , drawing (digital and trad) , painting , sticker making , sewing , poster making , i cut up monster cans and put them on my ceiling!! , make-up , mask making , plushie collecting , pin collecting , decorating , philosophy ~~ !
and now just some of my fav bands!!
mitski , billie eilish , miku , cavetown , tv girl , peirce the veil , more more jump , beach goons , tyler the creator , maretu , all-or most vocaloid. i have more that i dont remember ~~ !
some random facts abt me uh
ima dazai!15 / also ragatha fictkin, i am fashion and lifestyle jirai yet i mostly dress more grunge for my poor wallet , i love airi!!!! , i have the iconic miku plushi , i went to a hatsune miku expo on 4/30/26 , i love animals , i am a kenomimi , i ship miku x luka , uhh ill more another day !!!!!!
i block freely. not often but i will if i have to.
user boxes ~!!
thank you for reading and sorry for such a bad intro!! I plan on improving it another time!!
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Having slightly abusive and mentally manipulating parent(s) who are also loving and nice is so weird
Wdym u invalidate my illness and say u dont respect me and used to yell at me for hours as a kid for no reason but u also hug me and give me gifts and want to surprise me
Are you shit or am i shit for causing ur outbursts
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guys i think im gonna become a shed/sh blog and a jirai blog so if yu feel uncomfortable with that please unfollow me 💔💔 I dont want anyone to be uncomfortable with me or my blog
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im kinda upset so im gonna rsnt here, incoming!!!! its gonna be long
tw for some people of just discipline, child protection services, amd just immature people.
so Saturday and Friday was reslly bad for my family, I have lots of pets and many of them died Friday as well as some being extremely destructive towards me and my house. and not just that but it puts a lot of tension on my family. that night my mom had gotten really upset that my bathroom was a mess. I hadn't had the motivation to clean it because ive been dealing with a lot of depression. she got a bag and put all my stuff in it amd yelled at me, she slapped me and then I yelled at her back and yelled at my dad, I said id rather her beat me and choke me to death to take my stuff away. and did start to choke me and then left and put my stuff outside. I got scared and upset so I called my best friends to rant and vent. I told them everything that had happened and they told their mom. their mom ended up saying nothing and calling cps on my parents, which was reslly scary, and so the next warning cps was st my house asking my parents questions, they found out nothing was wrong so they left and it was all ok. but I guess I feel really betrayed? like I dunno that family didn't even call ME didn't ask ME if I was ok or unsafe just called, like their mom had NO right. Especially since our families are close friends. fucked up.
i still talk to my friend. wouldn't consider then my best friend anymore. I mean its not their fault but like, god its gonna be hard to trust you if youre gonna tell your parents and thats what their gonna do to me. rip me from my stuff and from my friends. FUCKED up, ok?
so after all this my parents get upset try to ban my from talking to my BEST AND CLOSEST FRIEND amd the LAST FRIEND I HAVE LEFT. so I obviously say no and continue to talk to him. now it was fine untill I get talk after talk about hwo its dangerous to talk to him.
I really wanna understand that but unfortunately I love my friend and when I say ill never stop talking to you I REALLY mean it. so I keep talking to him. eventually all the yelling and pressure makes me relapse and I briefly tell him. bad idea? mayb? a week later he asks if im okay and if its healing oka. I say yes and we move on. TODAY my mom goes through my.phone and reads those messages and I get yelled at. not even for sh (which i denied) but for telling him and talking to him.
I can not see him in person anymore. I can't be alone in public anymore. I cant hug my own friend anymore. I cant even talk to him now. and yk what?? FUCK them. Ill just give him my discord and get whatsapp soon and thats where we'll talk. for now im a cat chud and I have to dm on SPOTIFY FUCKIGN SPOTIFY ‼️‼️🥹🥹🥹
I wont stop talking to my friend, ill do it in secret and thats fine. Will i become depressed about everything? absolutely. all this drama is starting to hurt my head and I can't breathe properly fuck dude.
anyways I need support because I keep getting threatened to be sent away by cps and I dunno uh uh uh uh this is a hard time for me and I really wanna kill myself
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