Tina

I feel so alone, like the only one who just can not focus and concentrate for the life of them to pass their exams. I know what i need to do, i just don’t do it? I have not one ounce of motivation left and it’s so hard because if i don’t do anything i’ll definitely fail but i still don’t???

And i also feel like the damage has already been done yk? 4 out of 8 exams have gone really bad and i already know my french exam will go horrible so that’s already 5 failed exams…

I’m just sooo scared i’ve been crying so much

I’ve been having a really hard time because of school. My exams started last friday and so far i’ve had 4 and they’ve all gone pretty bad😀

At this point i’m convinced i’m going to fail my year, and it’s my senior year😀 which is just horrible i’m so nervous and scared all the time.

But i just literally can’t study? It’s not like a don’t know how, i wouldn’t even know because i just don’t study. For me (besides my ed) it’s the hardest thing ever. Just forcing myself to study? I’ll do everything i have to but studying just doesn’t happen and it’s horrible. I just can’t concentrate for my life and my motivation is non-existent. My previous years i also always barely passed but because of covid my grades have gotten so much worse and i have to study much more, which i don’t. So it’s absolutely shi t😀

But i talked with my mum today, she knows i’ve been having a really hard time these past monts, she’s so supportive and we talked about how i’m not going to redo my year, just do exam commissions. I’m already signed up to go to England for 6 months in september with EF so i’m just going without my high school diploma😩☝🏻

I used to have some posts but i deleted them because i was embarrassed or something? But I deleted them and only after i thought about how it said they had a lot of comments and i was so disappointed because i deleted them before i could read them😩😩 I didn’t think anyone would’ve seen them