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who else has fantasized about the Nutrient Brick

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eating would be fine if it was only a recreational activity. instead, its a horrible sisiphean nightmare and you need to do it every day without fail on threat of pain and death
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no i will not try the food again. yes ive tried it before and did not like it. no i will not get used to the taste if i keep trying it. no just because most people like it doesnt mean i have to. i will eat the foods I know i like and stay happy with those
While I am glad that ARFID has been getting more awareness recently, it really does bother me when people claim that it's something only autistic people have or when they call it the "sensory issues eating disorder".
Because while ARFID certainly can present that way, by definition it's just any clinically significant restrictive eating or feeding disturbance that isn't body image based. It also commonly presents as:
Lack of interest in food or eating—such as a result of major depressive disorder, schizoid personality disorder, the negative symptoms of schizophrenia spectrum disorders, dissociative disorders, etc
Avoidance of specific foods that are PTSD triggers, or of eating as a whole due to traumatic events that happened around mealtimes or in kitchens or dining rooms
Avoiding food due to phobias surrounding vomiting, choking, allergic reactions, etc
Avoiding food due to OCD surrounding due to magical thinking around the consequences of eating (i.e. fearing that a loved one will die if you eat a specific food), obsessions surrounding poisoning or allergic reactions, or food restriction as a compulsion
Avoiding food as a result of delusions or paranoia in schizophrenia spectrum disorders, paranoid personality disorder, etc
And so on. Of course AFRID as a result of autism and sensory processing disorder deserve awareness as well, but it would be great if people could develop a more holistic view of the different ways ARFID can present instead of just calling it "the autism eating disorder".

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saying this as someone who has it but having ARFID is sooooo embarrassing especially when meeting new people. hi yeah i have an eating disorder no it's not one of the body image ones. yeah my brain arbitrarily decides whether food is Good or Bad or Contaminated or Other. yeah i don't eat vegetables yes it's juvenile no i can't change it. i swear to god i'm not doing it for attention even though it sounds like complete bullshit. sometimes i just Cant eat stuff. yes it frustrates me too
as someone with ARFID i really couldn't care less about the distinction between "picky eaters" and "genuine eating issues." if you are an asshole to someone you see as "just picky" i will never, ever trust you. i've lived through the trauma of being shamed and humiliated for my eating needs.
frankly i think a LOT of "picky eaters" have some kind of sensory problems– autistic or allistic– and shame is never useful. i don't fucking care how annoying you think we are. if you've never lived through the humiliation of being the only one not eating at a dinner table, or having to choke down something disgusting you already know you hate because other people insist you don't know your own body, or getting a hunger migraine in a house full of food because none of its edible to you? you don't understand how awful it is to have food issues.
whenever i see people draw this distinction between being "just a picky eater" and "having a real problem" all i think is, who does this serve? most people don't even know ARFID exists. there are so many undiagnosed autistics, or just people with a variety of issues that aren't officially diagnosed. why do we need a medical label in order to be treated with respect and compassion? why did i need to be diagnosed as autistic for my family to realize the abuse they put me through for years because of my eating habits?
it's such an easy habit for neglected groups to fall into– the idea that a medical diagnosis can save us. that by appealing to the medical/psychiatric industry, we can be protected from abuse and given basic respect and resources. but the truth is that it should never have come to this in the first place. dignity doesn't come from an abled doctor telling you that there's a medical reason for your symptoms. it comes from being a person. once you accept that you need a Good Reason to have your needs respected, you doom yourself to neglecting and abusing those who have your same struggles because they aren't lucky enough to access medical recognition.
tl;dr solidarity with all "picky eaters" stop guilting people for having varying food needs, if we make you irrationally angry that's YOUR problem not ours, and abolish "children's menus" & replace them with simple-food menus for people of all ages
I bet Tim and Jason fight over food all the time. arguments about where to eat on patrol or Jason telling him there was no fucking reason to be such a picky eater when some of them had to eat from the garage if they wanted dinner as a kid or the fact that Tim took the last of the bread sticks despite the fact that it was the only thing he'd eaten--he hadn't even touched the actual meal and Jason hasn't even gotten any bread sticks yet
but then I want them to hang out too. just spend time with each other. get close to each other the way siblings do and I want Jason to be in Tim's room when he sees a snack pile and takes a couple that look nice
and I want Tim to freak. he doesn't talk to Jason for a week. snaps at him on patrol. and the next time Jason's hanging out with Tim--a whole fucking month later, he notices the snacks aren't there anymore
he asks Tim about it and Tim says that he hid them and Jason makes fun of him in the moment--because seriously, all that for a couple bags of chips?--but he thinks back on it later and realizes that Tim is food and reacted defensively to someone taking it
but that doesn't make any sense because Tim grew up rich. he had all the money he could want to buy all the food he could need so why the hell did he have that big of a reaction?
I want Jason to start paying attention to Tim's eating habits. notice how little to boy ate and how long he spent starting at his food as if he was trying to convince himself to eat it. the way he always went back up to his room after dinner and, whenever Jason visited after, there were always a few more wrappers in the trash
I want Jason to notice all of this and think it's weird but not think too much of it until he's helping a kid on patrol. a kid who hoarded food. a kid who was starving but refused to eat a burger because of the texture, of all things. I want the kid's mother to find them and thank Jason before apologizing and saying that her son has something that makes it hard for him to eat
and I want that something to be ARFID
I want Jason to get home from patrol and look it up and, when he thinks about Tim, i want him to realize that the boy checks all the boxes
I want Jason to realize that the reason Tim hoards foods is because he needs safe food and he didn't always have those growing up
I want Jason to wonder how to bring it up to Tim. the way the boy acts, he knows his eating habits are weird, but doesn't seem to know what they are. I want Jason to try to explain to Tim that he has an ED and I want him to try not to freak out about someone in his family not being able to eat right
I want Jason to try and learn all of Tim's safe foods and make sure he always has something to eat. I want Jason to bully Tim for his height and then freeze upon realizing that it was probably a result of his malnourishment. I want to see these two with trauma around eating and I want them to eat well and go to bed with their bellies full