I Have Thoughts

He hides under the China cabinet and I poke him while he bats at me. He also enjoys it if I grab his limbs and try and pull him out. If I leave before he is done playing China cabinet he follows me around meowing. If look, talk or otherwise acknowledge him. He will run back to the China cabinet. I don’t follow he will skid to a spot and start meowing again.

I don’t know how this started.

Her scores are mediocre

She didn't get accepted into her top school

She is not emotional, in fact she complains of occasion apathy

But oh how she fights for it

How she seeks solution and fights for what is right

Shes indignant when she hears of malpractice

Her blood does not boil but grows icy

When I told her I don't see myself ever being pain free she says

“I get where your coming from, not wanted to get your hopes up and all, but that's fucking bullshit’

She won't be the doctor who holds your hand when your in pain, but she sure as hell will listen when a patient says Tylenol does not help

She will stand up to insurance companies

Bring death to Big Pharma

innovate new treatments

She will be one hell of a doctor

I am very VERY confused!!

Katrina (dirt pills). Dirt pills was the file name. When I created the file I didn’t realize it would be the strongest piece I’ve ever created (I now churn out at least one very good design a week and a half dozen very good pieces of content).

Katrina (dirt pills) is a lithography print of a succulent growing out of a pile of anti depressants migraine meds and Xanax.

My professor asked me if I was anti meds (I was a sophomore majoring in design taking a print corse to learn more about the history of design) I didn’t really respond. He dropped it.

The truth was this print was about my resilience. how the shitty pill pile I shoved in my mouth to stave off my chronic pain and panic attacks allowed me to thrive. Well if not thrive to function.

Like a flower growing out of cow shit. Hate the pills love what that do.

I got the name Katrina from a book from my childhood. In the book Katrina (a side character) was tortured before being rescued by her wonderful husband. She gos on to get pretty much everything she could ever want. With her beef cake warrior feminist husband who is beyond whipped for her