The happiness is leaving my heart
Joy dissipating from my soul
How now do I go on?
With anguish and torment
I die in sorrow
Existing as an angry shell
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The happiness is leaving my heart
Joy dissipating from my soul
How now do I go on?
With anguish and torment
I die in sorrow
Existing as an angry shell

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Nobody cares
Nobody cares
So why do I share
Myself?
I’m obsessed with
Attention
But no body listens
And I’m just put
Back on the
Shelf
But baby, it could be beautiful
If you just opened your eyes
You’d see life isn’t just full
Of those lies
You tell yourself
It could be beautiful
It could be beautiful
It could be beautiful
The magic has left
This realm
Taken by evil
Extracted and used
By malicious souls
What will become now?
The light is draining
Through the aperture
Of my heart, dimming
Down into darkness
A faraway dream in present realm
Like the extraordinary myths of a forest elm
You found my heart before I knew
And knew before I that our love is one that is true
It's a conquering love full of passion
And though not often, one that can sometimes lack ration
You are to me what I am to you
We're equals, friends, and lovers that are true

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In these moments alone
When the ruminating
Continues to drone
On and on and on...
The thoughts swarming inside
There’s nowhere my mind
Can hide
A hostage to myself
Forgetting something
Essential
I have the key
To set myself
Free
Broken soul
Open soul
Let love in
Don’t be afraid
Of who you are
Let go of the sin
Where were you when we found Love?
Cause I couldn’t feel you here.
Chasing your dreams, molding yourself
To become what you thought I wanted then
The time was never right, and I left too
To find out who I am
It never would have worked then
Since we were still growing up
Deciding our path, but following fate all the same
Where will it take us?
Are we meant to be, or is my shadow following a lost love of the past?
Stripped
Bare of love
Of feeling
Of being
A space in the presence
Of what was
I think something many of us struggle with is feeling of belonging. We feel alone when we don’t belong, and that tends to make us sad. What we must do is be okay with being alone and not let the sadness bring down our spirit.

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Crowded thoughts
Crowding clocks
Where does the time go
Disappears
Into fear
It doesn’t matter
I know
Take your time
In sublime
Imagine
You’re doing fine
Choices
Noises
Dragging her down
Pacing
daydream
Always hearing sound
Nearing here
Feeling clear
Jackets strapping me in
Let me steer
Let me hear
This isn’t what you call sin
Can’t you feel
Crystal clear
That the end is near
CAGED
My mind was once free
Though my body
May not have been
I dreamt of the clouds
And of the land and sea
Thought of how I might
Break from society
And fight the good fight
To create a world with self esteem
But now, somehow
Both mind and body are caged
I merely get through the night
And get through the day
Soft green fields of flowers
And raging waters of the sea
And wide open skies
Are no longer my deities
A slave to the powers that be
Those monsters that hoard
All the money
My soul smothered.
It is theirs now
And not with me
I’m an empty carcass
Alive but dead
With a given purpose
To make money instead
Of be a human spirit
Something we all once were
A tired lifeless thing
I long for the dirt.
In serenity
I come to you
Looking past your face
As a translucent god
Sweeps you
Away
Dear Ex Lover,
I still imagine
What the future could be
If we stayed together
I never knew if
Our relationship would be
Able to last forever
But I didn’t think it would end
Like that...
I still dream
About your smiling eyes that
Complemented your pout
Permanently set
From sad thoughts
Which came with
Strange words that I never knew
If were lies
Or just talk.
I still think
About how I went wrong
And why you said
You wanted me
When you would barely
Touch me.
And why it was
Easier for you to be
With him
Than with me.
Some are groomed
Every stain bleached and
Dry cleaned, steamed, ironed.
Tailored to be perfect
Like the designer brands they come from.
But
I was put through the wash,
With high hopes of the stains coming out.
Those stains stuck...
Remaining faded flaws
Noticeable when pointed out.

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When I close my eyes
The demons come out to play
They say they won’t stay
Too long
But as time goes on
And the voices aren’t gone
My brain is stuck
Wide awake
I feel like a black
Screaming hole
Has taken the
Place of my soul
and I don’t know
If I’ll ever feel again