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Child Slavery or Porn Temptation (elegy for XXXtentacion)

“Public School is preparing everyone for prison.” Jaden Smith

I have a horrible addiction to scrambled images I was 9 years old when I seen my first hard dosage of reality. Late 70’s smut, air conditioner repairman peeping thru a keyhole. I ain’t been the same since.

I seen this kid, today, who looked like a ghost on instagram. He had to stab a nigga for attackin’ his momma, He was under the age of 9.   Of course they threw him in Juvie. He died the day after Fathers Day. He his childhood photo looks a lot like my son.

I was little when Big L got shot. I was little when rappers was on stage wit the bulletproof vest. I was little when martyrdom was fashionable. I seent alotta shit before this kid was born. I was in 10th grade in 1998.

Florida Man strikes again. Florida Man killed Trayvon. Florida Man hid them chads so GW Bush could win. Florida Man bit somebody face off. Florida Man be drinking skin eating’ bacteria water. Florida Man caught that Zombie Virus off them bath salts. Florida Man lays lifeless in a lambo while bystandards post shit on the ‘Gram.

Him was seen on social media scenes, Him went viral for scaring Drake. Him was on stage possessed by dem demons. Him couldn’t keep his dick in his pants. Him chanted instructions like incantations “Look at me, fuck on me.” Him had the audience rioting like Iggy Poppin’ the blood vessels in his chest on the stage.

Him was dangerous. Him looked like warlock alien. Him got knocked the fuck out. Him went viral on multiple occasions. Him embodied the Zombie Virus. Him worth more dead than alive to someone. Him almost made Ike Turner eligible for Sainthood. Him beat his xgirlfriend black and blue. Him played with death, depression, and suicide like click clack rattle toys. Him couldn’t keep his dick in his pants Him was institutionalized.

Black women are being kidnapped in South Side Chicago, West Side Chicago, South East Washington DC, somewhere in NYC, somewhere in Florida, Somewhere in Mexico, Somewhere in Europe, Somewhere in Africa,   Everywhere in the World, Wherever there are ports.

Children are being kidnapped & separated from their parents, being held in Walmart internment camps in Texas. How many sun dried raisons does it take to make an innocent face scar? How many kids need to come up missing so we can get 1000 more monster stereotypes, scaring middle america to vote against their own humanity. A kid died today, but his demons will be reborn inside a dreamers nightmare. We are forgetting; to repeat history. Today is Juneteenth. Jaden Smith spoke on how society is being conditioned for jail. Day before yesterday was Fathers Day. Who would Jaden Smith be today if his father wasn’t there to mentor & protect him? An Icon not living.

I was a baby when Chris Gardner pursued his happiness. I was a child when I watch my father struggle to protect us. I was little when Big L got shot. I was little when rappers was on stage wit the bulletproof vest. I was little when martyrdom was fashionable. I seent alotta shit before this kid was born. I was in 10th grade in 1998.