Fallen angel

TW – murder, TW – torture, TW – death TW – self harm

˛˛YOU ARE A WEAPON; AND WEAPONS DO NOT WEEP.``

🗦 ( TAPE #001 ) – HISTORY 🗧

theresa (destiny) wilson was born in a decade, where war and chaos ruled the world. in 1920, in the not so known brooklyn, a gentle and beautiful baby was welcomed between the humans, someone who was the most precious gift to her parents. she brought peace into their life, safety from the mess outside. they named her theresa after her great-grandmother, and destiny, because they believed her presence in this mad world was needed, that its her destiny to do something great.  

she was born as a nephilim, yet she didn’t have anything special – only her beautiful hazelnut eyes, and matching waves of hair. though she lived without the out-of-world abilities, people really did see that she was something else. the way her eyes sparkled when she was talking, the way she walked and saw things. her intelligence and beauty was something that „scared” the people around her.

from the year 1939, world war 2 began, and everything took a big turn in her life. her father joined the army, and after 2 years of service, he died on the battlefield, leaving his wife and daughter behind. then theresa made up her mind and joined the army as a nurse in memory of her father. she felt like she needed to help the soldiers. her mother wasn't the happiest with it but she didn't have a choice but let her do what she was destined to do. she was in service for a year and in 1943 her camp got surrounded by the enemy and she couldn't protect herself from the danger. she got captured and she never saw daylight again, for many many years.

the organization that took her in started experiencing on her, tortured her countless of times, and used machines to delete her memory. their plan was to make her the greatest supernatural being, to be the strongest and most powerful – to be able to eliminate the targets the organization gave.

after many years of experiments, they finally achieved their goal – she became what she was meant to be. the angel of the organization. she became a dark Nephilim, half an angel and half a human. her back was decorated by beautiful black wings, her eyes turned darker, her face became emotionless. her name no longer was Theresa, she was called the queen of the darkness.the leader of the GHOST ORDER.

due to the amount of brain-damage, she gained two personalities – a good, and a bad. she forgot who she really was – she was completely turned into an immortal, blank weapon.

when she was not needed for the organization, she was put in ice – which stopped her from aging.

after she got out of the freeze, she was paired up with another soldier – who she went on missions with until one failed incident. she got lost during the mission, and the organization announced her death.

but in reality; she got closed up, brainwashed and frozen again – but for only a couple of weeks. after she got out of it, apparently her memories remained, and being aware of the treatment she was getting, she planned a runaway. she successfully got away from the organization after countless of tries, and she promised herself she will look for the long-gone partner, her friend, in hope of help.

🗦 ( TAPE #002 ) – PERSONALITIES 🗧

- ENIGMATIC – [ difficult to interpret or understand; mysterious. ] ; after what she went through, her trust issues became very serious. she kept her past, her personality in secret; she wanted to start a new chapter in her life. she wanted to become something better even if her mind was in a never ending battle with the dark angel.

- STOIC – [ a person who can endure pain or hardship without showing their feelings or complaining ] ; during her time at the organisation, she learnt that showing feelings is one of the greatest ways to avoid betrayal and being used. the only person she showed who she really was – who theresa really is – was her partner, Bucky Barnes [The Winter Soldier] and later on Lunar Ines, and Isabelle Lightwood.

+ DAUNTLESS – [ showing fearlessness and determination. ] ; whenever she was in front of any kind of danger, or heated situation, she was capable of handling it very well. she showed her fearless side, her strength and confidence by the way she communicated and moved. when she pinned a plan or goal in her life, she was unstoppable from doing it. what she gets in her head, she’s determined to make it real.

+ STAUNCH – [ loyal and committed in attitude. ] ; even if she got captured, and brainwashed countless of times – her loyality was something that always stayed with her. if someone earns her trust, they earn her loyal behaviour as well. once she makes a promise to the person, she makes it sure she keeps it.  

🗦 ( TAPE #003 ) – WINGS 🗧

after her beauty, intelligence, the sparkle in her beautiful eyes got replaced by the darkness – her new treasure, special feature became her wings. though they were the most beautiful things she owned, she hated to show it in the beginning. she wasn’t proud of having them – all because of how she got them. whenever they are outside in the spotlight, it reminds her of all the torture she had to go through to be able to handle them. still to this day, she’s unsure of what her wings are capable of, other than lifting her up in the sky.

++even if she felt anger by looking at them, she always kept a check up. the reason why is easy – the colors of the feathers symbolised her personalities. let’s say her wings are color-changing. if it’s completely black, it shows that the dark angel is the leader of her mind, she’s getting controlled by her most of the times. if it’s completely white (which has never happened yet), that means the old, good soul side of her is showing. but due to her situation now, due to the battle in her head, her wings are sparkling with both colors. the area at her back is slowly fading out with white, but the rest, the other half is showing pure darkness. a perfect visual on how she is.

she’s looking for her long time friend in help about her wings, she’s afraid once it turns completely black, theresa will be gone, and the dark angel will take the control – aka destroy everything. [ so her goal is to get her wings turn white completely, so she can get rid of the raging darkness ]

🗦 ( TAPE #004 ) – TRIGGERS 🗧

as someone who was created to be a monster and a machine, her dark side can be activated with trigger words. only the leader of the organization was aware of these words, but as theresa was escaping, she made sure to bring her black book with her, which contained everything she wanted to know about herself. Though these are the words that activates the d e s t r o y e r, she can be triggered by small heated arguments and disagreeing. since she’s incapable of controlling her emotiones so far – she can end up having personality disorder attacks. those basically happen with her locking up herself in her room, where she destroys everything, she screams, and at serious attacks – harms herself in order to fight off the darkness.

·         her four trigger words:

TWENTY-FIVE – the age she was in, when she got captured.

DAYBREAK – the completed weapon against targets.

LONGING – the longing of theresa to break free from the dark angel.

DESTINY – her second name, a reminder of why she’s on earth.

🗦 ( TAPE #005 ) – PINTEREST 🗧

a year ago i have created a pinterest board for my baby angel, and now that i am finally working more on her little story, it’s finally getting a good use haha. please enjoy checking it out, may it help with getting to know theresa a bit more. 

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