#backstory

If yes, why?

Zarroë did... happen to care more than Galvana did. And I hate venting, yet I might share a little past story bit.

Zarroë was there but not much either though. So for millenia (possibly) I spent years alone and forgotten. But at least someone tried to take more care of me a little more to some extent, compared to what Galvana failed to do. I used to sit alone for hours, grieving. As for why it's because they're my "host colossal". Aka I am on Ethereal Island am I not? Plus, I was created here either way. But besides...

Back when I was a little kid at school camp, I suddenly had to use the bathroom REALLY badly, so I left my friends to keep playing while I ran to the restroom.

The second I walked into one of the stalls, I saw this chunky little moth just chilling on the edge of the toilet.

Now, keep in mind... I didn't even know moths were a thing back then. I only knew butterflies existed. 💀 So the second I saw it, I thought it was some giant spider or some other nightmare creature. I screamed, bolted out of the bathroom, and probably scared everyone nearby. 😭

My counselor went to check the stall, came back, and was like, "It's just a moth."

And instead of asking if it was gone or if it would fly away... my only question was:

"Is it heavy?"

My counselor just looked at me like...what??

To this day, I have no idea why THAT was the question my brain came up with. 🤣

Also, here's the reference photo of the moth that looks similar to what I found. It had the same damn patterns as this one.

Sage: I admit the timing is not....ideal, but it was the better of the choices. This way there's nothing left unsaid between us; no doubt in our devotion, a promise and dedication that neither of us will waiver. We left with found memories, lovely irreplaceable moments, and sweet whispers in the night. We now have companions who we can call upon should the worse outcome occur-not least of which Peony, who can offer them a place free from further pursuit.

Recluse: As usual, Sage's logic is sound...If not a bit selfish. I don't have the magic that I used to, so even if I went with him, I'm uncertain of how useful I would be in his argument. I could see him leveraging Sage's connection to convince him to return-and I certainly wouldn't have wanted to drag Pom-pom into all of this.

While I desperately want to pursue him, I will trust that he knows what he's doing. I have full faith in Star Moonstone and Apple-they have known Sage for much longer than I and would never let anything happen to him. I will tend to matters that are needed here...

It's been now 27 years old that I exist!

While it's gonna be a good day, I still remind unfornately that I don't have a full-time job, making feel useless and pathetic, specially from my age... At least, in august, -if everything will be alright- I will be an animator for kids thanks to a team that I worked as a trainee before and which believe in me due to how serious and professional I was despite taking care of kids isn't in my passion list 😶

I would hope at least that with these new experiences, I would be more confident instead of being stucked in my comfort zone... again. But anyway.

Hope you like my art and happy birthday to meeeee! 🥳🥳🥳

- Simon is an orphan, who run away from there before finishing education (16-17 years)

- he did try finding jobs while there, and was pretty violent

- so when he is out on the streets a lot he is noticed and recognised by a fight club member