i wanna die.

i’m stuck in time. it won’t let me heal. i’ll be traumatized forever.

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

i don't deserve to live.

I can’t remember the last time I didn’t think about dying

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

the urge to destroy all the evidence of the pathetic little being I was

Don’t worry, my obsession with death will go away when I die

I hate myself for never being enough

Today is one of those days when I stare out the window thinking that jumping would solve all my problems

every night i end up feeling like i want to die

Main character syndrome? I think I actually have minor character syndrome: irrelevant, unecessary and dismissable. Only existing while other people do things that are more important.

Just a fucking piece of shit for everyone..