Uh

Ok i think it's time.....I gotta start fresh on here lol i eill abandon this blog and create a whole new one. See u on the other side

my poor girl so full of wrath and anguish who has only ever known violence and hatred and suffering and death....she doesnt know what to do except cry til she can't breathe when the tall virgin himbo that she antagonized for the first 6 months theyve known each other chose to forgive her and is now standing there asking "you'd want a gentleman to court you, wouldn't you? 🥺👉👈 If-if you were to be courted by someone, that is...? 👉👈🥺"

Oh shit wait this recruiter actually came thru and got me an interview?? But i have to do a phone prep w her colleague first then the interview itself is a 30 min zoom?? sorry can i phone in a friend aka my mom

I created my tabris 7-8 years ago now and replaying it again and seeing all my own notes is crazy to look back on. Bc this bitch rly was just my own personified undiagnosed adhd and bipolar disorders LMAO i really have pages upon pages of unpublished fanfic that's just manic stream of consciousness monologues. The only fic I've ever put up was smut inspired by the effects of my own childhood sexual abuse on my adult sex life but that bad boy still getting kudos on ao3 to this day so maybe i will do a follow up soon lol