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My taste in tattoos is soooo specific at the moment, like my vision for what I think makes a good tattoo and it's happened so quickly and so intensely, it's kinda hindering my Productivity and drive to Become A Tattoo Artist lolol, like I keep seeing tattoos and designs and thinking "that should not be a tattoo, that doesn't need to be on your body, that should just be a print on your wall or your phone wallpaper or a sticker, why do you need that on your body, it doesn't make sense it doesn't look good I'm gonna kill everybody" and I hate it, why have I self imposed these strict parameters!!! It's good to have specific taste/vision but also it's annoying, like I'm hyper critical of EVERYTHING I see atm, I feel really averse to anything too modern/contemporary and non-stylised direct copies of things.. Hate photorealism, hate anything too precise and clean and super detailed, I'm like everything needs to be bold and primal and traditional and hand drawn and organic and analog and human.. I hope it passes I need to loosen the fuck uuuuup again it's driving me nuts

me n my partna were about to have S*X last night n they suggested I put on Kelela's new album so I did but approx 5 seconds in I was like "God no I can't do this" LOL I cannot actually have sex to music like that, it's too serious, does anyone feel that?? Listening to that kinda music is strictly like sacred private solitary sex with yourself.. so I just put on Motörhead's Orgasmatron album cuz I was wearing a Motörhead shirt and it's more my tempo Lol but anyway, Kelela's new album is another masterpiece obviously as usual, she never fucking misses, what a gift for us.. it's amazing to get new amazing music like wtf thank you Kelela

While we're on the subject of kissing and telling which is all I ever do on here, on a night out a couple months ago this gorg lesbian lass I'm pals with who I officially met last year (and is a fellow northern gemini and also in a moderately successful girl group which isn't really relevant but adds some colour to my tale) brought up how we'd gotten off together on a night out a few yrs prior I guess as if it was a sort of elephant in the room we'd never addressed and I was like "....wait WHAT?!??!" bc I have absolutely no recollection of it which sucks and is so fkn weird cuz especially w girls I tend to cherish all those encounters lmfaooooo, I told her "I do not remember that at all wtf" and she said I was on a pill lol and I said "I wish I remembered but I'm so glad it happened" cuz I've always been attracted to her and when we first officially met, in the back of my head I was like "there's something about this girl...." and I guess it was cuz we'd already bloody snogged..

There's a wlw dating show called I Kissed A Girl (basically love island for gays) and there's a girl on the current season that I snogged once at this lesbian club night 2yrs ago and I've never really had that kind of degree of separation from someone on a reality tv show before so obv I'm just utterly compelled to share that I kissed a girl on I Kissed A Girl... The girl in question is v tall and v beautiful but p much scary asf LMAOOOOO like true Medusa vibes which in theory is my dream girl but in reality is something else lololol

I love that fkn passive aggressive clickbox when you go on certain websites with adblock on and get a pop-up saying "We see you're using adblock plz turn it off" and at the bottom you can just click "Continue without supporting us" omggggg like so manipulative shut up

I really miss when you'd google "[word] synonym" and it'd be formatted showing the word's definition and a sentence example then all the synonyms would be in word bubbles in rows underneath with a drop down to show more (and if the word had any you could click a /!\ warning drop down to show vulgar alternatives lol) now it's just a big ass ai overview spiel that you can't even turn off :( I miss my lovely word bubbles sm lol I just loved that format... features are always taken from us such is the evil way of the internet, RIP

just educated myself on Silent Hill 1 by watching someone playthru and review the game and I find it kinda funny but kinda boring how so many horror stories/films/media boil down to people into the occult/devil worshipping/wanting to raise a demon/evil god ... and also how they never really explore the motivation behind it lolol like okay whatever let's make hell for hell's sake.. but v impressed and disturbed by everything silent hill 1 did, can't wait to educate myself on silent hill 2

WHAT WILL MUSIC SOUND LIKE IN 100 YEARS?!

When I google a film I'm curious to watch and see it has a 6.something rating on imdb I'm like "oh... hmmm. but also what does the general public know, let's check the letterboxd rating." And also two of my all time favourite films forever and ever are rated 5.3 (Showgirls) and 3.8 (Spice World) on imdb, Spice World being 3.8 is always batshit insane to me cuz it's literally literally genuinely completely amazing like it really blows my mind.. 3.8 is CRAZY. Also ugly betty is rated 6.8, something is seriously severely amiss awry askew and afoot on that website