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Hi! i have no request but i just HAD to tell you i love your profile. Its such a cute design also clauwdeen has always been my fav mh girl
hope you have a good day <3
I apologize sm about the timing lmfao i'm literally about to change all of it, idk how drastically yet - but regardless, thank you so much, I really appreciate that, especially because it did take a lot of work (and so will the next theme, I bet๐ฅฒ๐๐).
and same about clawdeen, she was one of my faves as well, plus i'm delusional and genuinely think I look like her, so it all just made sense at the time lmao๐ป๐.
ALSO RQ!! using this anon answer as an excuse to let the rest of ya's know that I do see the PILING requests and even just simple compliments like this one - I see them, love them, thank you for them, and there's plans to answer them after the reconstruction of my account lol. I just move slow and am mentally ill, I swear I still write guys plz don't revoke my fanfic cards and credentials omg pLEASE-๐๐ฝ๐ญโผ๏ธ.
guys, real quick before I delete this, are we cool with me writing the most extreme, genuinely trauma-hell, angst/hurt/comfort known to humankind (emphasis on "angst" and "extreme"), or is this account too dead & my audience too soft for that kind of nuance & sick/guilty pleasure fantasy? (and when I say "soft" I don't mean it in a bad, "You're too woke๐ซต๐ฝโผ๏ธ๐น" way, I mean it in a "I'm trying to accomodate for triggers but still write what I want" way - it's totally okay if you don't like writing like that and ofc there'd be warnings beforehand with that kind of writing, I'm just trying to pick y'all apart & communicate & all that helpful jazz).
doesn't matter what or which fandoms, any of the ones I have listed count - except right now there is no official list, don't listen to me or give in to the what is to be old theme lmao because I am restarting/revamping this entire account for no reason other than I feel like it & need the change, inspo, & motivation to start writing again lol.
dw, I'll re-upload the fics that have already be been written & stuff, I don't delete stuff permanently, but rn, theyluvlyss is under construction so bare with meโ๐ฝ๐ปโ๐ฝ.
Not that you need validation. But that post about โsame tropesโ in Sinners was rude and entitled. You ainโt wrong or crazy for saying what you said.
Thank you so much โค๏ธ
Let me explain myself for a bit.
excuse any spelling errors, i wanted to get this out before i accidentally go to sleep
I responded to her post because I felt that even though she said no offense, she was still saying that writers have no creativity and imagination and in her words, "y'all are good,,, but I just think we could do more and better".
I spoke my mind because a lot of writers do this for the love of the game. These are not people writing novels, they're regular working people who eat to put their ideas on paper or a google doc and share it. Some take requests and do what their audience wants, but 9 times out of ten, it's something they thought of and want to put in a document. The movie has only been out for a couple of months, so seeing people write scenes from the movie or similar tropes and timelines are bound to happen because we have just met these characters in a certain allowed time. Im happy that we even have a space where people want to write instead of having a dead community. They do this in the anime writing community as all, where they will take a certain scene and fit Y/N into the plot and change things to make it enjoyable for the reader. Maybe in a year, people will get crazier with the plots, but right now, people are still seeing the movie and having fun with what they've been given.
Now, I will say I don't appreciate the way @theyluvlyss replied. She did dig at me (from my perspective) saying that if I couldn't take the heat, then I should get out of the kitchen and that her blog is her space and if I feel bothered, then I shouldn't interact, which I never tried to incite any malice or violence on her blog, but I did have an opinion just like she did. And then topped it off by saying that I'm playing a victim card because I said "My statements get taken as something negative." Also, she said that she doesn't need feedback from me.
First of all, it's not my job to give you feedback, so, I felt like that was unnecessary to include. I came from a different angle about the sinners writing space than you, and that fine, but the digs at me were unnecessary when my goal was to explain that IN MY OPINION.... it was not needed to say that people don't have creativity and imagination. I don't sit here and complain about what writers aren't doing because they don't owe us a damn thing. @/theyluvlyss don't owe her audience anything as a writer, I don't owe my audience anything as a writer, so on and so forth. And I could see how my statement could be taken as unprompted criticism, but so was yours. So we're both sitting here with unprompted opinions. \
from @/theyluvlyss:
"but if this is not the first time something you've said to someone unprompted has been "taken as offensive", maybe it's because you ARE being offensive/rude, and instead of pulling out the "let me just be quiet" victim card, maybe you should take some time to reflect and understand that not everything you read on the internet needs to be taken so literal/at face value, nor needs unprompted criticism๐ค๐."
Now, since I offended you and I was being rude, i'm sorry, that wasn't my intention. But I will still stand on my opinion that there was no need to dig at me when you could have asked me what my purpose was for saying what I said.
now @noteatingjustfeeling said this in response to me:
"ok see she didn't specifically say straight out that the writers had no creativity she said that there wasn't a lot of DIVERSITY which to be fair there isn't. I've look myself and there isn't much, all she is saying is that it would be nice to have a little more not that there SHOULD be more. And as for your opinion your not really explaining it but instead forcing it on her basically. She already said people were free to use her ideas if they wanted just because sometimes it's hard to find or come up with any. And it seems your statements get taken out of pocket bc YOU take them out of pocket. Jusy sayin..."
Her post said "no offense, but it's the same five songs (a.k.a. same plots/reader types) over and over again. like guys - WHERE'S THE CREATIVITY ?! THE FANTASY ?! THE IMAGINATION ?!"
now I don't know about anyone that reads this, but who would this be directed to if she wasn't talking to writers, cause readers just take in the material.
2. I'm not disagreeing with the thought of having more diversity but I have explained above why I think as of right now, we don't have much diversity in the sinners' writing space
3. I would love to know how I forced a point when I just said, "you can say that you want creativity without saying something directly or indirectly negative about their writing or writers in the process." And I would also like people to explain to me what I took out of pocket as well, and I'll be open to what you guys say. @/theyluvlyss also said the same thing, in which she said, "maybe you should take some time to reflect and understand that not everything you read on the internet needs to be taken so literal/at face value, nor needs unprompted criticism๐ค๐." In which I will ask, looking at it from another view than I did the first time I read the post, she is saying that there is a lack of creativity in the writing space. I completely understand, but I still think that my point applies because in the grand scheme of things, she wanted to share her ideas, which I have advocated before in another post that I made bout this topic. I! ME! MYSELF! just don't think it does any good when we tell people that they don't have creativity and then ask them to do something.
but I'm done for now, thank you for reading if you've gotten this far.
All love to everyone tagged in this by the way don't go hating on them in their blogs, that's childish.
oh trust, I read the response, which was why you got blocked - but sure, i'm happy to further explain why right here because I truly plz need you to understand something, and I will use tone tags while I do so because (not to assume) but I think that is something you are struggling with over text which I don't blame you for, tone in text is hard to decipher, i'm the same way - respectfully, rn, you are beating a dead horse into the ground. /general.
I never once said that writers don't have creativity or imagination. OFC THEY HAVE IT, that's how we get all of the amazing fics we have across any fandom ever - hell, that's how world-renowned BOOKS get famous and published and all that jazz. it is the work itself that is lacking a bit FOR ME PERSONALLY (which is also okay because I still enjoy it deeply and i'm positve others do too). /general.
to quote myself - "no offense, but it's the same five songs (a.k.a. same plots/reader types) over and over again. like guys - WHERE'S THE CREATIVITY ?! THE FANTASY ?! THE IMAGINATION ?!" - i'm doing this little thing called "theatrics" or "exaggeration" /general. i'm using dramatic words to express myself - there are no actual attacks being made towards any writers; at most, me mentioning that the fics are repetitive can be taken as insult, I suppose, but I can tell you rn I don't mean it as one, nor do I 100% care if they are repeptive, it just is what it is, like, you're right, that's something that is going to happen๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ. /general
HOWEVER,,, I am completely OKAY with repetitive, as shown here in another statement of mine - "not to say i'm not loving what i'm seeing right now, don't get it twisted - I am, and y'all are good,,, but I just think we can do more and better๐๐๐ฝ." - this is called a "yes, and..." statement. YES, I LOVE what we have seen so far with the fics, and I further encourage it. AND, I would love to see more. not that there HAS to be more or that other writers have to bend to my will to appease me, I could care less if someone saw my post and said, "no, I will keep using the same formula, actually." Like SLAY YOU GO GIRL, GOOD FOR YOU, I am not knocking that at all๐ญ. nor am I complaining about anything. if I wanted to complain, I would've tagged specific writers or fics and started bitching and moaning, but I didn't because I literally don't have any to complain about, nor do I even want to because that's mean asf๐๐ญ (besides any kkk or sammick related ones, I guess, but even then, i'm not going out of my way to tag specific fics or ppl). /positive/half-joking
my words were simply a silly intro to announce that I, myself, have other ideas that both myself AND OTHERS are free to use IF THEY WANT TO. and it's okay that it's only been a couple of months, that others are just now seeing the movie and writing fics, etcetc. /positive
I, however, have more ideas faster it seems, and that is also okay (like, tbf, I saw the movie three times right when it came out, so my brain has been whirring for a while, yk, let's not act like months aren't a long time. that's THIRTY WHOLE DAYS several times, yk?). /positive
and I don't mean that in a, "i'm better than others because I think quicker." way, i'm simply just saying that, hey, maybe I thought of more ideas and dynamics quicker, hence why I went out of my way to SHARE THEM while also acknowledging, "hey guys, it's getting repeptive which is fun and cool, yes, but also, do y'all want more cuz I got more๐คญ". /general/positive
not to mention, once again, it is OKAY that I am fatigued by seeing the same stuff - it's like if you're watching your favorite anime, and the creator keeps using the same trope or formula over and over and over again (fairy tail core lol). YES, you still love and enjoy it, AND/BUT, you'd also acknowledge it's repetitive and start to want more which is perfectly normal. /general
now, everything you have said here - "I spoke my mind because a lot of writers do this for the love of the game. These are not people writing novels, they're regular working people who eat to put their ideas on paper or a google doc and share it. Some take requests and do what their audience wants, but 9 times out of ten, it's something they thought of and want to put in a document. The movie has only been out for a couple of months, so seeing people write scenes from the movie or similar tropes and timelines are bound to happen because we have just met these characters in a certain allowed time. Im happy that we even have a space where people want to write instead of having a dead community. They do this in the anime writing community as all, where they will take a certain scene and fit Y/N into the plot and change things to make it enjoyable for the reader. Maybe in a year, people will get crazier with the plots, but right now, people are still seeing the movie and having fun with what they've been given." - is all true AND applies to me as well. i'm not disagreeing with any of this, nor do I think otherwise. the only thing I will add is that - hey, if I have ideas now, i'm going to share them now. i'm not waiting a year just for everyone to catch up, and that's fine. i'm so happy people are enjoying what they've been given, all i'm quite literally doing is ADDING to the given, and in no way is that a bad thing๐ญ. /positive
and this - "Now, I will say I don't appreciate the way @theyluvlyss replied. She did dig at me (from my perspective) saying that if I couldn't take the heat, then I should get out of the kitchen and that her blog is her space and if I feel bothered, then I shouldn't interact, which I never tried to incite any malice or violence on her blog, but I did have an opinion just like she did. And then topped it off by saying that I'm playing a victim card because I said "My statements get taken as something negative." Also, she said that she doesn't need feedback from me." - the heat-kitchen-thing is called an analogy. it's not an attack nor a dig, it's a statement that implies legit what i've been explaining from the start - if you do not like the things I am saying or what I have to respond with when you've begun a conversation with me directly unprompted, than you are welcome to leave and/or block me, WHICH IS OKAY. there is no malice in the classic, "don't like my work, don't read. don't like me, block me." rule. it's common courtesy on tumblr and in the fic community. /general
and yes, I will stick my ground and say I really don't need feedback from you - NOT SAYING IT'S YOUR JOB - I don't know how you came to that conclusion. /general
but you ARE/DID, in fact, give it the moment you decided to say, "This is perfect except for if you didn't say this...". I did not need to hear that from you (I say "hear that from you" seeing as you reblogged my post which, yes, is pretty direct communication), and while YES, you can have your own opinion on things, I do not want someone policing how I say things, or what things I say are "perfect" or not. you could've easily, instead, said "I like this a lot but I personally don't think blahblahblah..." but, I digress. /general
"Now, since I offended you and I was being rude, i'm sorry, that wasn't my intention. But I will still stand on my opinion that there was no need to dig at me when you could have asked me what my purpose was for saying what I said." - I appreciate your apology, and I will say that if any of my responses seemed hostile, I apologize as well, they were not, I just wanted to be clear and direct. HOWEVER,,, i'm not going to ask a stranger "what their purpose is" for doing anything because at the end of the day, if I don't like it, i'm going to be firm and direct and polite about it the first time, which in my first response, I was...
and your response was to immediately dump, "all my of my statements get taken as offensive" and "imma stop talking about things because it always gets taken as something negative", which, yes, is very much a victimization tactic that I have seen time and time again and I do not put up with it. if you're going to talk, stand on it and be prepared for someone to respond, which I did, and then yes, you got blocked because at the end of the day (I will repeat), this is my blog and I do not have to put up with the long-winded paragraphs explaining TO ME about the same writing/fanfic community i've been in almost 15 years now๐ญ. I applied my own rule - don't like? block. and that's not a bad thing nor something one needs to further fuss about. /general
and as for the other person, I don't know them, they added their own take that seemed similar to mine, but at the end of the day, this isn't some big argument blown out of proportion - no winners or losers. this is you having responded to my post with a statement that I TRIED TO CLEAR UP AS DIRECT AS POSSIBLE, and then you further dragged it out. aka, you beat the dead horse. /general
oh, and to that dear sweet anon,,, i'm not entitled to anything, otherwise I wouldn't have happily shared my ideas/plans for other works with people๐ญ. quite literally, all I wanted to do was make note of how i'm seeing the same stuff (which yes, is still diverse, but I want us as a fandom to have more bc that's cool and fun, no harm there) so I wanted to add more to the little bit of diversity. /general
no offense, but it's the same five songs (a.k.a. same plots/reader types) over and over again. like guys - WHERE'S THE CREATIVITY ?! THE FANTASY ?! THE IMAGINATION ?!
like hellooo, there's literally vampires, magic/hoodoo, and a million themes both hidden and not-so-hidden to work with. not to say i'm not loving what i'm seeing right now, don't get it twisted - I am, and y'all are good,,, but I just think we can do more and better๐๐๐ฝ.
hence why, I present...
a list of some wip's I got goin' for the future, along with my takes on why/how I came up with them๐ป !!
but before I begin...
fair warning #1 - you're welcome to be inspired, but plz don't steal, i'm putting so much effort into these, my notes app hasn't been closed not once๐ญ๐๐ฝ.
fair warning #2 - ikik, most of these are remmick, plz don't come for meโ๐ฝ๐ฅฒโ๐ฝ. I was trying to get them all out of my head before I forgot them, I love working with vampire characters, and finally, yes ofc I will be conjuring up some more for bo chow, plenty for stack and smoke, and some for sammie :). I am a multifandom account, after all, I be working on helllllaaaa other things and trying not to forget them all, so cut some slack <3.
fair warning #3 - I mentioned this in my last post, but all of my readers are black/black-coded. obnoxiously so. because, and stay mad about it, but this is for the niggas, strictly for the niggas, like I don't give a FUCK, okay? y'all can request whatever y'all want (within reason, because if I see something weird in my inbox, you're blockt), but when it comes down to prompts like these - where they're made up by me, original thoughts, not asked for, this is my blog and I can post what I want type shit - it always gave black!reader, like it's the norm over here, I shouldn't even have to say it lol.
okayokayokay, I know what I said earlier - "iT's tHe sAmE fIvE sOnGs๐!!" - but listen... I have yet to see a vamp!reader fic where the reader being turned doesn't happen at the end, and it's vague, and doesn't explore that narrative further.
also, it's always intentional, which I get, yk, but I wanna switch it up, give y'all a taste of it being a complete accident and then further delve into the feelings, effects, experience of reader being turned. ofc, with remmick being there for assistance and emotional support in a rather "morbid-amused-lowkey unwanted by the reader, but they don't got much of a choice rn" sorta way lmfao.
shoutout to the niggas workin' with brail rn, who's personal documents say "legally blind", who's prescription glasses are THICKKK asf...
I see you๐โ๐ฝ.
was that outta pocket?
my fault, anyways...
my thought process behind this was very adhd, so before you attack me, hear me out lol.
vampires are so cool because one of their abilities is having their senses heightened to an almost unnatural degree - I want a reader who has that same ability, but I don't want them to be a vampire, just super skilled with their senses - how would a reader who's not a vampire have heightened senses? idk,,, what type of humans have heightened senses? - ...blind ppl (๐) have heightened senses cuz they can't see, so they have to rely on the other five to get by (because I believe in sixth senses lol)... crazy connetion, but it's true๐ - LOL imagine remmick and reader going sense for sense fr tho.
mr. I-live-for-the-hunt meets ms. i'm-not-the-one.
shit becomes a "don't breathe" remake rq (without the freaky-deaky stuff towards the end, unless y'all are into that, idk๐โ๐ฝ-).
I think it'd just be really funny to write about bo putting up with this silly, dramatic, type of reader. maybe a charlotte "lottie" la bouff type. spoiled but not rotten, definitely a character fr, and he entertains it because he loves it (won't admit it) and reader (admits and shows it).
reader is all pretty and pink and expressive and all her own, and honestly ?? she doesn't really have to go to visit his shop every single day, but she does because this little girl type crush just won't settle (won't admit it, but definitely shows it).
plus, HELLO, black wealth and excellence, idc if it's not fully accurate for the time, it's called fanfiction for a reason. get with it or get lost, let the girlies be drowned in privilege and in bo chow's love, attention, and care๐ปโจ๏ธ๐ฉท.
anyways, I have nothing to explain this/myself more with other than this little sliver of dialogue, for fear of spoiling the fic idea I have in mind/am working on...
. . .
"Oh, honey..." You trailed, barely strangling back a laugh bubbling deep from within your chest, your voice lined with a sense of pity.
Knowingness.
Hardly any question when you asked, "...D'you really think you were the only monster lurkin' through these woods...?"
. . .
THAT'S IT, that's enough, that's all you're getting, teehee๐คญ๐ซต๐ฝ.
i'm a slut for whimsy (and size kinks), what can I say๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ?
also, I think I should HEAVILY lean into the "mischievous" aspects of how pixies/fairies are said to be - LOL just some lil' sparkly-winged, elf-eared, three-apples-tall ass creature/reader wreaking havoc on the kkk and others who do wrong, dirty, and evil, reader doing her best to uplift those who don't have her wings, who can't just fly away from the struggles happening all around, reader providing some fun and magic into little boy's and girl's lives, and-
oh, what's this?
reader spotting remmick absolutely devouring some poor soul who crossed his path and, well, they can't help but be interested and curious. maybe even mess with him a little bit.
cue remmick having to put up with reader's mystical magical nonsense, hating every second, but heaven forbid if something happens to the reader๐๐ฅดโ๐ฝ...
(my picture limit ruined my aesthetic, y'all๐๐)
remmick x jaded!reader
lmfao ik that sounds wild, but lemme cookโ๐ฝ๐ฅดโ๐ฝ...
reader who - doesn't not care - but it takes a lot to actually phase them/gain a physical reaction. and I mean a LOT.
also, like, they're a freak!! god forbid reader sees something they like, like๐๐... (throw back another shot after every like).
idk how i'm gonna pull this off, but I just think it'd be amusingly jarring for remmick to come across a reader who has no fears about his ass being a vampire, nor gives any fucks about his threats on turning them. they've seen and been under much worse circumstances...
"ain't no need for that, the last thing I wanna do is be stuck on this earth for another day๐โ๐ฝ..."
"...I...wha-...y-"
"-if you play nice, though, i'll clean ya' up. you gettin' blood all over my laundry and I don't have time to redo the load."
cue unlikely friendship๐ป?
remmick is the semi-unruly puppy, and reader is the reluctant owner type beat, because you already know he's coming back, no way he's not๐น.
religious themes/god complex/kink(?) - vampire turning ofc๐ - smut (have I mentioned that some of these prompts do include smut?? well, they do lmao) - do you have issues with your parents? reallllyy don't like them?? this fic will potentially heal some of that for you idk lol - the second out of two of my readers who are gonna be a little... naive... but it's fine, most of my readers so far have been pretty, "i'm not with that bullshit" types. we need โจ๏ธbalanceโจ๏ธ.
no idea what i'm gonna do with this, ngl, I just figured that if i'ma do a reader from the 50's, y'all would start screaming at me to do a modern reader, so๐ฅด๐.
again, i'm very aware (and not proud) of the fact it's mostly remmick, but like I said, there's plans for sammie, smoke, stack, and bo, so don't get on my case, I just need time to keep brainstorming before I explode lmfao๐๐ญ.
anyways, stay tuned y'all, because these fics are all currently in the works and I will be honest, the more ppl confirm they're rocking with these prompts and looking forward to them, the more likely/confident i'll be with actually getting them done and done well :).
byeeee, i'll be back in another millenia๐ปโผ๏ธโจ๏ธ.
see.. this would almost be perfect if you didnโt say that the writers didnโt have creativity. if you wanna write about your own stuff or suggest stuff, do that, without talking about how youโre sick of seeing the same tropes. everyone doesnโt have to write what you like, and weโve only seen a select few scenes of these character, so iโm not surprised that the same tropes are being used, but i see no reason to point it out. itโs just people writing and enjoying it. idk about you guys, but i canโt be upset with that ๐คท๐พโโ๏ธ cause writing is a goddamn task. not trying to offend this person, just explaining my point of view โค๏ธ
let it be known I am just joking/poking fun/adding dramatics to my little shitpost, no real malicious intentions or attacks when I said there was "a lack of creativity" with the fics flooding in - but, just like you said, everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and mine is rooted in the fact that I am truly seeing a lot of the same things over and over again.
and like previously mentioned in said shitpost, there is nothing wrong with that, and simultaneously, yes - actually - I am allowed to be fatigued by seeing the same things over and over simply because that is a natural feeling to have when something is repeated. and trust, I am not expecting people to fall into line and write specifically what I want, never once did I say something like that๐ญโ๐ฝ - hence why i'm willing to add to said flooding of fics with my own ideas myself that, hey, other ppl might get sick of and i'm fine with that, too, whether it goes spoken or not๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ.
and lest we forget, my blog is MY safe space - a.k.a. for me, where I can post and say what I want freely, and if that's not something you are comfortable with, feel free to not interact :). respectfully, if one can't handle the heat, then get out of the kitchen, because you are right about this - writing IS a lot of work, and I will never truly knock anybody's passion for it, but being both the reader AND the writer, I can and will recognize when I want to see some other dynamics and plotlines come into play and offer up ideas for both myself and others to use/do soโก.
i know it your blog ๐๐พ god forbid i have an opinion. and i can handle the heat, thanks. but there shouldnโt even be any heat in the first place?? ๐ญ like- all of my statements get taken as offense and thatโs not even my intention ๐คฆ๐พโโ๏ธ but imma stop talking about things because it always gets taken as something negative.
your intentions can be good and your words still be rude, hun๐ญ. I'm so glad you have an opinion, but if this is not the first time something you've said to someone unprompted has been "taken as offensive", maybe it's because you ARE being offensive/rude, and instead of pulling out the "let me just be quiet" victim card, maybe you should take some time to reflect and understand that not everything you read on the internet needs to be taken so literal/at face value, nor needs unprompted criticism๐ค๐.
if I wanted feedback on how to word/explain my feelings/thoughts on my blog, I would've asked, thank you :).
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no offense, but it's the same five songs (a.k.a. same plots/reader types) over and over again. like guys - WHERE'S THE CREATIVITY ?! THE FANTASY ?! THE IMAGINATION ?!
like hellooo, there's literally vampires, magic/hoodoo, and a million themes both hidden and not-so-hidden to work with. not to say i'm not loving what i'm seeing right now, don't get it twisted - I am, and y'all are good,,, but I just think we can do more and better๐๐๐ฝ.
hence why, I present...
a list of some wip's I got goin' for the future, along with my takes on why/how I came up with them๐ป !!
but before I begin...
fair warning #1 - you're welcome to be inspired, but plz don't steal, i'm putting so much effort into these, my notes app hasn't been closed not once๐ญ๐๐ฝ.
fair warning #2 - ikik, most of these are remmick, plz don't come for meโ๐ฝ๐ฅฒโ๐ฝ. I was trying to get them all out of my head before I forgot them, I love working with vampire characters, and finally, yes ofc I will be conjuring up some more for bo chow, plenty for stack and smoke, and some for sammie :). I am a multifandom account, after all, I be working on helllllaaaa other things and trying not to forget them all, so cut some slack <3.
fair warning #3 - I mentioned this in my last post, but all of my readers are black/black-coded. obnoxiously so. because, and stay mad about it, but this is for the niggas, strictly for the niggas, like I don't give a FUCK, okay? y'all can request whatever y'all want (within reason, because if I see something weird in my inbox, you're blockt), but when it comes down to prompts like these - where they're made up by me, original thoughts, not asked for, this is my blog and I can post what I want type shit - it always gave black!reader, like it's the norm over here, I shouldn't even have to say it lol.
okayokayokay, I know what I said earlier - "iT's tHe sAmE fIvE sOnGs๐!!" - but listen... I have yet to see a vamp!reader fic where the reader being turned doesn't happen at the end, and it's vague, and doesn't explore that narrative further.
also, it's always intentional, which I get, yk, but I wanna switch it up, give y'all a taste of it being a complete accident and then further delve into the feelings, effects, experience of reader being turned. ofc, with remmick being there for assistance and emotional support in a rather "morbid-amused-lowkey unwanted by the reader, but they don't got much of a choice rn" sorta way lmfao.
shoutout to the niggas workin' with brail rn, who's personal documents say "legally blind", who's prescription glasses are THICKKK asf...
I see you๐โ๐ฝ.
was that outta pocket?
my fault, anyways...
my thought process behind this was very adhd, so before you attack me, hear me out lol.
vampires are so cool because one of their abilities is having their senses heightened to an almost unnatural degree - I want a reader who has that same ability, but I don't want them to be a vampire, just super skilled with their senses - how would a reader who's not a vampire have heightened senses? idk,,, what type of humans have heightened senses? - ...blind ppl (๐) have heightened senses cuz they can't see, so they have to rely on the other five to get by (because I believe in sixth senses lol)... crazy connetion, but it's true๐ - LOL imagine remmick and reader going sense for sense fr tho.
mr. I-live-for-the-hunt meets ms. i'm-not-the-one.
shit becomes a "don't breathe" remake rq (without the freaky-deaky stuff towards the end, unless y'all are into that, idk๐โ๐ฝ-).
I think it'd just be really funny to write about bo putting up with this silly, dramatic, type of reader. maybe a charlotte "lottie" la bouff type. spoiled but not rotten, definitely a character fr, and he entertains it because he loves it (won't admit it) and reader (admits and shows it).
reader is all pretty and pink and expressive and all her own, and honestly ?? she doesn't really have to go to visit his shop every single day, but she does because this little girl type crush just won't settle (won't admit it, but definitely shows it).
plus, HELLO, black wealth and excellence, idc if it's not fully accurate for the time, it's called fanfiction for a reason. get with it or get lost, let the girlies be drowned in privilege and in bo chow's love, attention, and care๐ปโจ๏ธ๐ฉท.
anyways, I have nothing to explain this/myself more with other than this little sliver of dialogue, for fear of spoiling the fic idea I have in mind/am working on...
. . .
"Oh, honey..." You trailed, barely strangling back a laugh bubbling deep from within your chest, your voice lined with a sense of pity.
Knowingness.
Hardly any question when you asked, "...D'you really think you were the only monster lurkin' through these woods...?"
. . .
THAT'S IT, that's enough, that's all you're getting, teehee๐คญ๐ซต๐ฝ.
i'm a slut for whimsy (and size kinks), what can I say๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ?
also, I think I should HEAVILY lean into the "mischievous" aspects of how pixies/fairies are said to be - LOL just some lil' sparkly-winged, elf-eared, three-apples-tall ass creature/reader wreaking havoc on the kkk and others who do wrong, dirty, and evil, reader doing her best to uplift those who don't have her wings, who can't just fly away from the struggles happening all around, reader providing some fun and magic into little boy's and girl's lives, and-
oh, what's this?
reader spotting remmick absolutely devouring some poor soul who crossed his path and, well, they can't help but be interested and curious. maybe even mess with him a little bit.
cue remmick having to put up with reader's mystical magical nonsense, hating every second, but heaven forbid if something happens to the reader๐๐ฅดโ๐ฝ...
(my picture limit ruined my aesthetic, y'all๐๐)
remmick x jaded!reader
lmfao ik that sounds wild, but lemme cookโ๐ฝ๐ฅดโ๐ฝ...
reader who - doesn't not care - but it takes a lot to actually phase them/gain a physical reaction. and I mean a LOT.
also, like, they're a freak!! god forbid reader sees something they like, like๐๐... (throw back another shot after every like).
idk how i'm gonna pull this off, but I just think it'd be amusingly jarring for remmick to come across a reader who has no fears about his ass being a vampire, nor gives any fucks about his threats on turning them. they've seen and been under much worse circumstances...
"ain't no need for that, the last thing I wanna do is be stuck on this earth for another day๐โ๐ฝ..."
"...I...wha-...y-"
"-if you play nice, though, i'll clean ya' up. you gettin' blood all over my laundry and I don't have time to redo the load."
cue unlikely friendship๐ป?
remmick is the semi-unruly puppy, and reader is the reluctant owner type beat, because you already know he's coming back, no way he's not๐น.
religious themes/god complex/kink(?) - vampire turning ofc๐ - smut (have I mentioned that some of these prompts do include smut?? well, they do lmao) - do you have issues with your parents? reallllyy don't like them?? this fic will potentially heal some of that for you idk lol - the second out of two of my readers who are gonna be a little... naive... but it's fine, most of my readers so far have been pretty, "i'm not with that bullshit" types. we need โจ๏ธbalanceโจ๏ธ.
no idea what i'm gonna do with this, ngl, I just figured that if i'ma do a reader from the 50's, y'all would start screaming at me to do a modern reader, so๐ฅด๐.
again, i'm very aware (and not proud) of the fact it's mostly remmick, but like I said, there's plans for sammie, smoke, stack, and bo, so don't get on my case, I just need time to keep brainstorming before I explode lmfao๐๐ญ.
anyways, stay tuned y'all, because these fics are all currently in the works and I will be honest, the more ppl confirm they're rocking with these prompts and looking forward to them, the more likely/confident i'll be with actually getting them done and done well :).
byeeee, i'll be back in another millenia๐ปโผ๏ธโจ๏ธ.
see.. this would almost be perfect if you didnโt say that the writers didnโt have creativity. if you wanna write about your own stuff or suggest stuff, do that, without talking about how youโre sick of seeing the same tropes. everyone doesnโt have to write what you like, and weโve only seen a select few scenes of these character, so iโm not surprised that the same tropes are being used, but i see no reason to point it out. itโs just people writing and enjoying it. idk about you guys, but i canโt be upset with that ๐คท๐พโโ๏ธ cause writing is a goddamn task. not trying to offend this person, just explaining my point of view โค๏ธ
let it be known I am just joking/poking fun/adding dramatics to my little shitpost, no real malicious intentions or attacks when I said there was "a lack of creativity" with the fics flooding in - but, just like you said, everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and mine is rooted in the fact that I am truly seeing a lot of the same things over and over again.
and like previously mentioned in said shitpost, there is nothing wrong with that, and simultaneously, yes - actually - I am allowed to be fatigued by seeing the same things over and over simply because that is a natural feeling to have when something is repeated. and trust, I am not expecting people to fall into line and write specifically what I want, never once did I say something like that๐ญโ๐ฝ - hence why i'm willing to add to said flooding of fics with my own ideas myself that, hey, other ppl might get sick of and i'm fine with that, too, whether it goes spoken or not๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ.
and lest we forget, my blog is MY safe space - a.k.a. for me, where I can post and say what I want freely, and if that's not something you are comfortable with, feel free to not interact :). respectfully, if one can't handle the heat, then get out of the kitchen, because you are right about this - writing IS a lot of work, and I will never truly knock anybody's passion for it, but being both the reader AND the writer, I can and will recognize when I want to see some other dynamics and plotlines come into play and offer up ideas for both myself and others to use/do soโก.
i saw your post on needing more creativity (to word it briefly) in remmick/sinners fanfics and IM HERE TO SUPPLY!! im thinking of making a new account should i do it???
per my last couple of posts, I would LOVE some requests to start piling up. I wanna see more ideas and thoughts for me to work with (and fangirl about๐ฅดโ๐ฝ-).
and as far as you making an account goes, anon, I ofc encourage you do it if it will make you happy - legit, the whole reason I started this blog was because I wanted my own space to write, say, request, post, etc. whatever tf I want, so you'll never get a 'no' from me when trying to do the same๐๐ซถ๐ฝ.
reminder to all, though !! to reiterate/add to some of my boundaries when it comes to sinners requests specifically !! ...
I know I have and am usually/typically willing to write taboo topics when it comes to other fandoms, but sinners (to me, in my personal opinion) is a lot more sacred and special, so there's certain changes i'm making/abiding by apart from my usual/normal rules out of both respect and just the simple fact that it's just gonna be strict 'round this bitch, like, idk what to tell you lmao.
- NO moore twins incest or stepcest, i'm not doing it.
- no weird "sammick" bullshit, this is not a sammick ship friendly blog, don't interact, follow, or request things regarding that ship towards me, you'll be blockt with a QUICKNESS.
- I do welcome think, theory, and thirst pieces in my ask inbox, but be aware each of those topics will be kept separate from one another. time and place rules; don't bring up think piece material in the comments of an imagine I worked hard on that has nothing to do with the nuances of the movie and it's themes - and vice versa - don't start thirsting under posts I may make regarding how I view the characters and their role/purpose and whatnot.
- i'm not at all opposed to age gaps, but i'm not doing anything illegal, so don't even go there. but yeah, again, this is vampire media/content - age gaps are a large chunk of the appeal and if you don't like that, then maybe you're not ready to engage in vamp content, idk๐ญ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ.
- unless written or requested otherwise, reader will always be assumed 20+ years old, black/black-coded, and southern. and when it comes to requesting otherwise, plz be clear with your intentions on why, and don't be weird - like seriously, if I see something I don't like, it's not getting written and I will put you on blast, I don't have patience whatsoever for nonsense, so don't start๐ญ๐๐ฝ.
- i'm a bit picky when it comes to plots, fair warning (i'll try not to let it be an issue tho lol no worries) - especially modern au's, so don't expect a whole lot of those unless you want some of my more "awkward" writing (for lack of a better word) lmao.
- I will write for...
elias "stack" moore
elijah "smoke" moore
sammie "preacher boy" moore
remmick
bo chow
- I shouldn't even have to say this, but NO, I will not be doing any kkk members x reader, kkk dynamic work, kkk NOTHING. I don't even have the words to explain the disgust and anger that it brings me to even think about it, i'm fighting for my life not to say nothing violent and out of pocket rn-...
- be aware that I don't have an official masterlist yet, so stay tuned for when that gets uploaded, because when it does, that means the very first of any sinners related fics of mine has been completed and added :D !!
- and last but not least, basic fanfic/account etiquette...
don't like what I write? don't read it.
don't like me or my content? block me.
questions? just ask, and be respectful.
and finally, if you leave any type of negativity on my page, you'll be dealt with accordingly.
anyways, that's all for now. thanks for reading this and for all of the strong engagement, love, and support I've received so far on the topic of sinners fanfic, it's really jarring in a good way after being kind of a dead account for a while๐ญ๐๐ฝ. I hope I can deliver what y'all want/are expecting๐.
no offense, but it's the same five songs (a.k.a. same plots/reader types) over and over again. like guys - WHERE'S THE CREATIVITY ?! THE FANTASY ?! THE IMAGINATION ?!
like hellooo, there's literally vampires, magic/hoodoo, and a million themes both hidden and not-so-hidden to work with. not to say i'm not loving what i'm seeing right now, don't get it twisted - I am, and y'all are good,,, but I just think we can do more and better๐๐๐ฝ.
hence why, I present...
a list of some wip's I got goin' for the future, along with my takes on why/how I came up with them๐ป !!
but before I begin...
fair warning #1 - you're welcome to be inspired, but plz don't steal, i'm putting so much effort into these, my notes app hasn't been closed not once๐ญ๐๐ฝ.
fair warning #2 - ikik, most of these are remmick, plz don't come for meโ๐ฝ๐ฅฒโ๐ฝ. I was trying to get them all out of my head before I forgot them, I love working with vampire characters, and finally, yes ofc I will be conjuring up some more for bo chow, plenty for stack and smoke, and some for sammie :). I am a multifandom account, after all, I be working on helllllaaaa other things and trying not to forget them all, so cut some slack <3.
fair warning #3 - I mentioned this in my last post, but all of my readers are black/black-coded. obnoxiously so. because, and stay mad about it, but this is for the niggas, strictly for the niggas, like I don't give a FUCK, okay? y'all can request whatever y'all want (within reason, because if I see something weird in my inbox, you're blockt), but when it comes down to prompts like these - where they're made up by me, original thoughts, not asked for, this is my blog and I can post what I want type shit - it always gave black!reader, like it's the norm over here, I shouldn't even have to say it lol.
okayokayokay, I know what I said earlier - "iT's tHe sAmE fIvE sOnGs๐!!" - but listen... I have yet to see a vamp!reader fic where the reader being turned doesn't happen at the end, and it's vague, and doesn't explore that narrative further.
also, it's always intentional, which I get, yk, but I wanna switch it up, give y'all a taste of it being a complete accident and then further delve into the feelings, effects, experience of reader being turned. ofc, with remmick being there for assistance and emotional support in a rather "morbid-amused-lowkey unwanted by the reader, but they don't got much of a choice rn" sorta way lmfao.
shoutout to the niggas workin' with brail rn, who's personal documents say "legally blind", who's prescription glasses are THICKKK asf...
I see you๐โ๐ฝ.
was that outta pocket?
my fault, anyways...
my thought process behind this was very adhd, so before you attack me, hear me out lol.
vampires are so cool because one of their abilities is having their senses heightened to an almost unnatural degree - I want a reader who has that same ability, but I don't want them to be a vampire, just super skilled with their senses - how would a reader who's not a vampire have heightened senses? idk,,, what type of humans have heightened senses? - ...blind ppl (๐) have heightened senses cuz they can't see, so they have to rely on the other five to get by (because I believe in sixth senses lol)... crazy connetion, but it's true๐ - LOL imagine remmick and reader going sense for sense fr tho.
mr. I-live-for-the-hunt meets ms. i'm-not-the-one.
shit becomes a "don't breathe" remake rq (without the freaky-deaky stuff towards the end, unless y'all are into that, idk๐โ๐ฝ-).
I think it'd just be really funny to write about bo putting up with this silly, dramatic, type of reader. maybe a charlotte "lottie" la bouff type. spoiled but not rotten, definitely a character fr, and he entertains it because he loves it (won't admit it) and reader (admits and shows it).
reader is all pretty and pink and expressive and all her own, and honestly ?? she doesn't really have to go to visit his shop every single day, but she does because this little girl type crush just won't settle (won't admit it, but definitely shows it).
plus, HELLO, black wealth and excellence, idc if it's not fully accurate for the time, it's called fanfiction for a reason. get with it or get lost, let the girlies be drowned in privilege and in bo chow's love, attention, and care๐ปโจ๏ธ๐ฉท.
anyways, I have nothing to explain this/myself more with other than this little sliver of dialogue, for fear of spoiling the fic idea I have in mind/am working on...
. . .
"Oh, honey..." You trailed, barely strangling back a laugh bubbling deep from within your chest, your voice lined with a sense of pity.
Knowingness.
Hardly any question when you asked, "...D'you really think you were the only monster lurkin' through these woods...?"
. . .
THAT'S IT, that's enough, that's all you're getting, teehee๐คญ๐ซต๐ฝ.
i'm a slut for whimsy (and size kinks), what can I say๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ?
also, I think I should HEAVILY lean into the "mischievous" aspects of how pixies/fairies are said to be - LOL just some lil' sparkly-winged, elf-eared, three-apples-tall ass creature/reader wreaking havoc on the kkk and others who do wrong, dirty, and evil, reader doing her best to uplift those who don't have her wings, who can't just fly away from the struggles happening all around, reader providing some fun and magic into little boy's and girl's lives, and-
oh, what's this?
reader spotting remmick absolutely devouring some poor soul who crossed his path and, well, they can't help but be interested and curious. maybe even mess with him a little bit.
cue remmick having to put up with reader's mystical magical nonsense, hating every second, but heaven forbid if something happens to the reader๐๐ฅดโ๐ฝ...
(my picture limit ruined my aesthetic, y'all๐๐)
remmick x jaded!reader
lmfao ik that sounds wild, but lemme cookโ๐ฝ๐ฅดโ๐ฝ...
reader who - doesn't not care - but it takes a lot to actually phase them/gain a physical reaction. and I mean a LOT.
also, like, they're a freak!! god forbid reader sees something they like, like๐๐... (throw back another shot after every like).
idk how i'm gonna pull this off, but I just think it'd be amusingly jarring for remmick to come across a reader who has no fears about his ass being a vampire, nor gives any fucks about his threats on turning them. they've seen and been under much worse circumstances...
"ain't no need for that, the last thing I wanna do is be stuck on this earth for another day๐โ๐ฝ..."
"...I...wha-...y-"
"-if you play nice, though, i'll clean ya' up. you gettin' blood all over my laundry and I don't have time to redo the load."
cue unlikely friendship๐ป?
remmick is the semi-unruly puppy, and reader is the reluctant owner type beat, because you already know he's coming back, no way he's not๐น.
religious themes/god complex/kink(?) - vampire turning ofc๐ - smut (have I mentioned that some of these prompts do include smut?? well, they do lmao) - do you have issues with your parents? reallllyy don't like them?? this fic will potentially heal some of that for you idk lol - the second out of two of my readers who are gonna be a little... naive... but it's fine, most of my readers so far have been pretty, "i'm not with that bullshit" types. we need โจ๏ธbalanceโจ๏ธ.
no idea what i'm gonna do with this, ngl, I just figured that if i'ma do a reader from the 50's, y'all would start screaming at me to do a modern reader, so๐ฅด๐.
again, i'm very aware (and not proud) of the fact it's mostly remmick, but like I said, there's plans for sammie, smoke, stack, and bo, so don't get on my case, I just need time to keep brainstorming before I explode lmfao๐๐ญ.
anyways, stay tuned y'all, because these fics are all currently in the works and I will be honest, the more ppl confirm they're rocking with these prompts and looking forward to them, the more likely/confident i'll be with actually getting them done and done well :).
byeeee, i'll be back in another millenia๐ปโผ๏ธโจ๏ธ.
I have so many thoughts swirling through my head at such a rapid speed that I can't control.
it's all a jumbled mess of emotions, think pieces, and of course, possible plots/ideas for fics.
I do plan to watch it a third-fourth-fifth-millionth time the moment I get the chance to, and when I do, the plan is to start posting ... STUFF, idk, some of everything (but nothing is set in stone, though, because y'all know me - my upload speed isn't known for being the fastest in the west๐ฅด).
but until then, send some requests in my inbox for me to look atโผ๏ธPLEASEโผ๏ธ, and in due time, they'll get written.
REAL QUICK BEFORE YOU DO THAT, THO, SOME BOUNDARIES, because as much as i'm usually and typically down for writing whatever/taboo themes, i'm already starting to notice some of y'all cuttin' up and acting a fool sumn' REAL FOUL on here about this movie/these characters...
- NO, I will not do incest or (specifically in this case/fandom) stepcest (other fandoms I write for are free game - minus actual incest ofc - unless I decide to change my mind and state otherwise idk lol).
- speaking of taboo, though, I will do age gaps (nothing illegal, though, get outta here with that). it's vampire media - if you're coming into it expecting a lack of some questionable gaps, then maybe vampirism isn't for you lmao.
- the reader will be black/black-coded a lot of the time (unless requested/specified otherwise, but also, don't get pissy if I turn down something I don't like) (a.k.a., stay out of my inbox if you can't handle the fact that not everything is about/focused on white ppl).
- I can... try to do modern au's ?? won't be very good at them, fair warning, but it definitely helps if you get creative, and i'm always looking for ways to improve my craft :).
- I will write for...
the twins (obvi) stack (elias) & smoke (elijah) (fair warning, though, i'm picky with plotlines - i've never been an MBJ girly, but i'm IN LOVE with these twins personalities and his portrayal of them, so they might be a little hard for me to write sometimes, might not be other times - my apologies๐ฅฒ๐๐ฝ).
bo chow (I could be living in the next town over by train, and i'd STILL find a way to get my ass into this man's shop every single day so I could catch a glimpse of this fine babe๐ป).
remmick (he's a vampire with a sexy southern-irish accent and a sexy face; need I say more๐?).
maybe sammie (preacher boy)?? (๐โ๐ฝgive me something really good to work with, and i'll see what I can do lol).
and NONE OF THE KLAN MEMBERS,,,
without filter, evil lyssaโข ahead,,, ๐ฅฐkys๐ฅฐ if you're genuinely out here trying to excuse fucking/writing about fucking a literal kkk member. if all it takes is a deep-voiced southern, "hey, baby" for your morals to escape you, you're a weak minded slut with no backbone, and if you don't like that, get tf up or stay pressed๐ซถ๐ฝ (notsayingitwasn'tsexyintheheatofthemoment/thewayitwasfilmed, itwas, butagain... STAND UP๐ฃโผ๏ธ).
anyways๐ฅฐ, with that being said and evil lyssaโข gone, go ahead and rack my inbox up :D !! i'll maybe probably idk be back with some think pieces regarding the movie and its symbolizms/meanings, and some thirst pieces regarding how fine everybody isโก.
Do you take requests for will pouters character in death of a unicorn?
๐ฒ๐๐ฌ !!
I don't have a masterlist set up for doau yet, but I will at some point, I promise lol. 'til then, though, I am happy to take requests for both him (shepard) and jenna's character as well (ridley), so feel free to send 'em in :) !!
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so right away, for context, i'm thinking about this with the fact that "she" "you" "reader" whatever tf would be the first girl in the glade, like... before teresa๐๐๐ฝ.
and also, she's black๐ค๐ค.
and also, this may or may not be purely self-indulgent, idk, I just write what's been shown to me by the gods, so๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ.
and also, there's like, zero formatting to this (but will get posted on the masterlist)...
>> maze runner masterlist
awesome, 'kay, cool, let's go...
there is something so soft about the thought of newt with a black girl. like, I don't know, something about it is just so authentic, like, I can see it so clearly in my mind, and I don't have the time right now to make a full out vision board about it, but I will in the future, trust๐๐ค๐ฝ.
my very first thought/vision, though, being like...
imagine you're taking the time out of your day to make him a little flower crown because like, hello, you're in a glade, and there's dandelions and little daisies everywhere, so of course you're making a flower crown. but then the scene pans up, and we see reader's hair, which in my vision, would definitely be something really thick and really coily - so i'm thinking maybe like 3b-4c.
and then we see newt taking the time out of his day to braid/plait it down, weaving more little flowers or scarves or yarn or whatevernot into it, making light conversation with you and adding in short but sweet little praises you almost don't catch, but you do, because he only speaks to you like this๐ฅน. and with the braiding, whether it be because you've taught him to do this or it's a skill he's developed on his own over time, both are very cute and intimate/soft possibilities to imagine, but yeah.
and I also think he would be so fond of tracing over your skin, like, every scar, every birthmark, just whatever he can get his hands on, he's touching/caressing lightly, pressing kisses down, admiring from a distance ...
speaking of admiring from a distance!!...
I definitely think he would just stare at you all of the time. yes, because he's the second-in-command, so he kind of has to have a watchful eye over everyone, and also, yes, because he is in love with you. but a third reason being that he genuinely just loves admiring the way your skin glows under the sun.
whether you be coated in water or sweat or whatever, he's just in a captured state of awe at the golden cast that you have, and he also loves that tan you get - he fucking adores the increase in melanin that you adhere. he loves your skin, he loves your complexion, he- *gasp*
he loves your eyes!!...
he loves how deep of a shade of brown that they are because they're not like his or thomas', where they're light ass caramel, whiskey, fucking whatever's going on there. your eyes are deep, like sweet chocolate, like the soil he works in, like damp wood under fresh rain - their own galaxy of black and golden flecks that he'd prefer to get lost in all day and all night for the rest of his life if he could.
and he loves your lips; he is addicted to kissing you. he's addicted to the softness, the plush/plumpness, how your kisses may just completely envelop him, wrap him up whole. your lips, your SMILE, AAAAAH!! he cannot get enough of it, he is constantly doing whatever he can to see that grin, to hear that cackle - he is constantly lifting you up into the air by surprise, he's tickling you and touching you whenever he can at random, he's telling fucking lame ass corny jokes, he's hitting you with pet names that are just so...
they're almost overcompensating, but at the same time, they sound so nice coming out of his mouth (just in general, of course, but with that accent of his...๐ป). shit like "darling" and "sweetheart" and "my love" and it's all only reserved for you (I mean yeah, you are the only girl, but still, even if you weren't, I guarantee you'd only be hearing these petnames from him, so whatever).
and I know this isn't really a thing that's touched on or prevalent in the maze runner universe, like,,, i've never really seen any signs of racism or anything, but just to be fucking clear...
bro is throwing a fit, a goddamn tantrum if and/or when anyone tries to villainize or demonize you simply just because you're black. and of course , I imagine he's like that regardless because, hello, jeff and alby are close to him as well, but again, he'll be damned if there's ANY form of sly comments or discriminatory behavior going on in this fucking glade (like c'mon, that's fr the last thing needed given the circumstances). ESPECIALLY towards you, and if anything, ENCOURAGES you find comfort and community with those who are black as well if that's what's wanted.
I guess think of it as like that thing in in the hunger games, books where suzanne collins pretty much only portrays all of her black characters as very soft, very caring/loving, they're not demonized or made out to be violent/scary/tough or given the "strong soldier with no feelings only action who somehow takes care of everyoneโข" trope just because they're black and because of how history is. that's kind of how I would view it here as well, like, I feel like the same principles would apply.
and actually, on this topic a little bit more - deviating from the "soft sweet newt with a black gf" thing I was doing lol - I actually kind of do have this headcannon where, because of the fact that the memories of who was put into any type of maze were literally being wiped, I feel like even if these boys and girls were being raised a *coughs* certain type of way๐... that shit is getting erased along with the rest of whatever the fuck was in or being put into their heads before.
not to mention, they get sent into these mazes with so many different people from all over the world, so I imagine that "cultural difference" doesn't even become a thing. it's really only ever acknowledged in the way of like, "yeah, that guy has an accent lol... anyways๐!" like, nobody gives two shits, nor has time to act on such even if they did.
ANYWAYS, back to the regularly scheduled program๐โ๐ฝ...
I really do think... *smiles while thinking cuz i'm geeked asf writing this lmao* ... I really do think that newt would bring a sense of intimacy and cherishment to - even just a friendship, tbh! - but also, of course, a relationship. maybe something of which you never would have thought possible given everything y'all are up against.
and I also think that you would bring him such an overlining sense of peace that he just can't really find anywhere else. or maybe he can, but it's not like the peace of being with you. it isn't the same, hence why (controversial take hereโ๐ฝ๐โ๐ฝ) he may not cherish them as much. not to say he doesn't at all, but there's definitely a difference in his demeanor and overall being when you're not around, or when he doesn't hear you, or have you in his line of sight, versus the opposite.
and I do think it is something that would last through everything. it would last through the maze. it would last through the w.c.k.d. compound. it would last through the scorch. it would last through minho's kidnapping, it would last through right arm, it would last through the last city, and it would last up to his inevitable death.
it would remain in the memories of those small touches and passionate kisses. the words he'd spoken to you full of love and adoration for every trait you had and for you as a person. in every smile and laugh. in every clear sunny sky. in every drop of water. in every dandelion and daisy, in every braid or loc you did, in every gust of wind,,,
and even then, even through the last stages of the flare infection, all that would be plaguing his mind would be you, and thomas, and all his other friends, and how sure he was on the fact that you were gonna make it to the safe haven. and that even if he wasn't there with you, you would be okay. and because, regardless of his death, his love for you was always gonna linger. it would last beyond.
he's there, and he loves you, and nobody can take that from you.
. . .
corny, yes, I know, but do you want the truth or not๐คจ?
anyways๐!
yeah, I don't know what came over me, I just had to get that out of my system before I exploded, so uhh, do with what you will lol.
byee<3!!
๐-
wait, should I make this a series??
idk, anyways, here's the vision board I said I didn't have time to make, but fuck it, we ball teehee๐!
do y'all ever think - in the safe haven, after all is said and done, after ample time has passed and whatnot - that when new and young arrivals show up, gally just ykโฆ has his moments๐?
like, yes, bro has definitely learned, worked on, and grown himself as a person, but there's definitely times where younger kids/teens test what little patience he still has left, and he'll trickle back into his old persona a bit. Glade Gallyโข lmao.
and I think the best way to describe that is using that one tiktok audio from the croods movie lmfao (stfu, ik everything I say is followed by โ...tHaT oNe tIkToK aUdi0!!โ, I can't help being chronically online)...
LIKE LMAO๐ญ. tell me he wouldn't have several little bursts like that where anyone that knew him pre-scorch and death cure events just has to laugh at because YUP, there's the gally we're used to.
alternatively, the vice versa lolโฆ
thomas, minho, frypan, and newt still trying to adjust to Mature Gallyโข, completely flabbergasted when maybe a young newcomer is particularly aggravating or clumsy or whatever, and gally is just ever so patient and calm (for the most part, he's trying lmao๐โ๐ฝ)...
โIt's okay, you got it. No one carves a perfectly sharp stake their first try.โ โNo, not like that. You shave it towards you, and next thing you know, you'll be missing a thumb.โ โHeyโฆ! Your voiceโฆ lower it by several notches, please? Awesome, thanks.โ
cue the boys just genuinely stunned because had it been them back in the glade, they never would've heard the end of his loud mouth and neverending string of demands.
ANOTHER AUDIO COMES TO MIND WITH THIS LMAO!!!...
that stupid ass clip from smiling friends lmaooo but in this context, it'd be likeโฆ
just a collective stun of how mellowed out he is now, which imo, I don't think would last too long, and it doesn't come from a place of like, โoh, we hate him.โ
more of a genuine suprise at the 180ยฐ of his personality, like, be honest with yourself,,, if one of your closest friends suddenly became nearly the complete opposite of how you last knew and encountered them, you wouldn't be a little on edge? come on lol. I think over time, they'd get used to it and would probably rebond with one another - a "matter of time" type of deal.
anyways, just one of a million thoughts I have in my head, complete with references that will probably not be understood๐โ๐ฝ.
brenda gets loud/easily amused when she's drunk (I mean, it's obnoxious, the girl points and belly laughs with crazy sounding inhales, it's obsecene - she's adorable).
gally locks in and gets hyperaware - almost paranoid - when he's drunk (the horrors persist, but so does he).
aris gets sleepy when he's drunk (has passed out in places even he worries about once he wakes up).
๐๐๐ฝ *waves in everything is normal and fine*
ik it's been months since I've posted last, but fyi, I'm deathly, severely, obsessively hyperfixated on maze runner again. so if one has been looking for a place and wanting to drop some requests in someone else's inbox, here would definitely be the place and now would definitely be the time๐.
OMG OMG I JUST SAW ON YOUR MASTERLIST THE UPCOMING LIST PART AND I SAW COBRA KAIโ๏ธ I LOVE COBRA KAI SM
๐ฆ - ANON HEHE
๐๐๐๐๐๐ !!!!
I need to rewatch the show, and before that, the karate kid movies, but once I do, that's when I'll make a masterlist for the characters I'd like to write about and officially start taking requests๐.
but for now/until then, I'll just say that from what I have seen of cobra kai, it's pretty interesting, I love seeing daniel back after doing his original movies, and eli/hawk is fine as HELL like omg what are they feeding him๐ป ... *cough* anyways-
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I'm glad you liked it! I'm planning for there to be more ofc. I currently have some henry danger requests in the works, but forgive me bc it might take some time๐ญ๐๐ฝ.
I just like to make sure my stuff is properly edited and the best quality I can manage, plus, I've got a bunch of outside stuff going on and mental health I'm trying to work through, so ya haha๐.
