ONE TWO PANDEMONIUM

One thing about me is that I hope I made you smile, it’s all I’ve ever wanted <3

I say the lord of the flies author would be the most annoying fucking dude to be around and everyone boos or just blinks at me. Tell me he wouldn’t wholeheartedly believe hes the smartest in the room. Tell me he wouldn’t double down on the most pointless shit. I just know if he were around today, people would call him an example of fragile masculinity. I don’t know how, I can just sense his awful aura through the pages. I should research him to see if this guy was truly as much of an asshole as his writing style suggests

The pain of not wanting to monetize the things I love because it’ll make them lose meaning versus the fact that I have no money and would quite like some

When ppl can’t understand why I trade Kandi with no ulterior motive of money or something as if the point of Kandi to me is something other than community, making friends, and generally spreading the love

I took a shower and now I’m revitalized. Unfortunately, it’s time for bed

I have school tomorrow but not Tuesday or Wednesday. This place is nonsensical. Fuck New York and their testing schedule.

I need more than one pair of true jorts

I talk so girly when I’m excited

Went to a shop today owned by some uhh I forget the term but those Nature Environmental Punks. Didn’t get much, but I got two patches, a really cool spider thing made by a local artist, and some black studs (which is wicked cool bcoz I only have silver)! The ppl working there were super nice and there was also a tiny puppy in a little baby gated section towards the back of the store!!! Little guy was so friendly and wonderful easily my favorite employee ^_^ wish I could’ve spent more time there… they had a little “zine library”… would’ve loved to sit down and read a few

I’m so so fucking tired. And I still have homework. Killing myselfffffff I want to SLEEP. PLEASEEE