yandere! reader x haruka nanase.
Your eyes put the ocean to shame.
The first time I gazed into your eyes was like walking through a suffocatingly dark cave. Every heartbeat, every step, every breath was captured by those cavernous walls, forever lost in its depths. They created a hauntingly eerie sonata, a song which resonated through the cave and plagued my mind. My fears stirred from their slumber and danced to that sweet harmony, taking me with them.Ā
Help me. Your eyes felt like cave walls closing in.
The second time I gazed into your eyes was like staring at a blank sheet of paper. Nerves rattled in trepidation, filling my mind with doubt and despair. Thoughts swam through in my head, mocking me with that which I cannot do, with that which Iām afraid to do. Iād cursed myself and clutch the eraser knowing that whatever I mar the paper with will be a mistake.Ā
Help me. Your eyes felt like the dread of the unknown.
The third time I gazed into your eyes was like falling feet-first into the cold clutches of water. I cried out as the comfort of the sky slowly disappears only to be replaced by cerulean tides. They pulled me under, farther and farther away from the surface. Where was I? Where was I going? Will I even stay alive long enough to know? All I knew was the gently menacing lull of the ocean and the blood rushing in my ears.Ā
Help me. Your eyes felt like the cold of the ocean.
And in that moment, I realized I was drowning. Air bubbles flounced above me in a taunting dance, reminding me that itās too late. I was drowning in your eyes and it was too late, Iām too far gone. My grave will rest at the bottom of the deep, unforgiving ocean, where no one will even notice Iām gone. All I could feel was the shackles around my feet and the asphyxiation in my core. And I could only hope that Iāll forever live on in the deep blue of your ocean eyes.
But, like an angel, your hands found themselves around mine, and my body suddenly felt lighter. The shackles on my feet seemed to melt away as the comforting glow of the surface draws closer. I drink up the air with welcome relief, and I hear you say,
āDonāt worry. Iāll always be here to save you.ā
You gestures to the vast ocean before us and guide my hands, my arms, my bodyā¦my heart. And I realizeā¦
Gazing into your eyes was like walking into a dark cave, but the sonata that once haunted me slowly dissipates in my ears, giving way to peace and wonder. For the first time, I ask myself, whatās at the end of the cave? I want to see it. I will see it. And I do. With tentative steps, I step into the cavern at the end and find myself amazed by the resplendent pool at its core and the colorful hues bouncing off its walls. The colors reflect off the waterās surface, and it takes me a minute to realize Iād stopped breathing. I hungrily inhale air and quickly threw aside my clothing to jump in, and I finally feel unfettered. The water surrounds me, but I no longer cry for help.Ā
Iām free. Your eyes feel like peace of mind.
Gazing into your eyes was like staring at a blank piece of paper, but the uncertainty that infected my mind blooms into potential. I grab the pencil and eagerly scribble across the surface, ideas restlessly coming to life before my eyes. And it occurs to me that Iām finally doing what I was afraid to do, what I thought I couldnāt do. I gasp and catch my breath, recollecting my thoughts. The blank slate that once taunted me has been graced with life, and when I look up, I see a proud smile on his lips and a loving lilt in his eyes.Ā
Iām free.Ā Your eyes feel like an anthem.
Gazing into your eyes was like falling head-first into the cold embrace of water, but I donāt drown. I breathe underwater, but thatās the least of my amazement. Colorful fish and flora fill my vision, lighting up the dark depths I thought Iād known so well. I realized that the sunās beams penetrate the oceanās vast depths, and it isnāt as lonely as I thought. It isnāt as scary as I thought. Like second nature, I swim for what seems like miles, my heart full of excitement.Ā
Iām free.Ā Your eyes feel like the act of simply being.
And in that moment, I realize I am alive. Your eyes feel like home.Ā
Your eyes put the ocean to shame for they hold a vastness far greater than any other. I never knew what it meant to drown until I saw your eyes ā you are my ocean, and for once, Iām no longer afraid.
Originally a vent fic posted on deviantArt for my thalassophobia.
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