Safety lights are for dudes.

Here’s to winning hands & good friends who help each other deal. #SPNFamilyForever 

Sometimes I feel relieved that it’s ending.  It feels a little bit like freedom.

But I’m going to mourn.  I know I’ll be okay eventually, but I’m prepared to be really emotionally fucked up for a while. 

I’m not the only one.  So many of us have built our love for this show into our personalities.  And we have a lot of dissenting opinions.  On shipping, on character development, on plots.  Probably the only thing that unites us is a universal distaste for Bucklemming. 

There’s going to be fighting.  Lashing out, even among people who previously got along.  Please try to be self aware, pay attention to your own behaviors.  And please try to keep kindness in your heart for those who fall to their own darker impulses.  And at the first sign of wank in your inbox, turn off your anon. 

DEAN’S PTSD REVOLVED AROUND LOOKING FOR CAS AND LEAVING CAS IN PURGATORY

DEAN HAD MET BENNY EARLY ON AND BENNY KNEW THE WAY OUT WHICH MEANS DEAN COULD’VE ESCAPED AND SPARED HIMSELF BUT HE CHOSE TO STAY AND LOOK FOR CAS

DEAN REFUSED TO LEAVE PURGATORY WITHOUT CAS

CAS RAN AWAY TO KEEP DEAN SAFE

DEAN IS NOT MUCH OF A PRAYING TYPE BUT “I PRAYED TO YOU, CAS. EVERY NIGHT”

“I NEED YOU”

“IF LEVIATHANS WANT TO TAKE A SHOT AT US, LET THEM”

DEAN WAS WILLING TO RISK HIS LIFE JUST TO GET CAS OUT

“I’M NOT LEAVING HERE WITHOUT YOU, UNDERSTAND?”

CAS HAD NO INTENTION OF LEAVING PURGATORY BUT SINCE DEAN REFUSED TO LEAVE WITHOUT HIM, HE WENT ALONG WITH IT TO APPEASE DEAN AND SHOVE HIM THROUGH THE PORTAL

DEAN, SINCE ESCAPING PURGATORY, FELT LIKE SHIT BECAUSE HE CONVINCED HIMSELF THAT IT WAS HIS FAULT THAT CAS DIDN’T GET OUT