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Shut up you fucking asshole... you know what you've done to me...

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All I wanted was to be treated correctly. - I'm not. Seems they dont want to find a way out from the darkness.. its exhausting.. :/
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Well, I've been told by someone with PTSD that my ptsd isnt as bad as theres... but like... how do you know?
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Yes. Bad things happen. But specifically I'm talking about chipping my tooth, it's my unique and favorite thing about me.
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"Everything I want to love, I degrade
Every muscle, every tendon, every bone
I take and humiliate"
Happy New Year.
I'm ready for a fresh start

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Entry 269
Next year, I will do, be and see better. I have so many goals for 2023! - I'm not gonna publicize them. I am gonna push forward.
Entry 229
Poems,of poetry from the poet's mind.
- M
Entry 201
It's been a long hectic year.
I've learn some lost some. I'm going to be okay in the end.
I'm praying the renting market will drop so I can move the fuck out already; I'm so tired of hearing maria.
Entry 203
I'm not ever going to be HEARTLESS.
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I speak 99.9% through music. Always.
If I'm feeling someway ill have a song to describe it.

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Its christmas... how many gifts for me? Its Christmas... why the fuck can you see. Its Christmas I spoiled you and you couldn't even buy one for me!?
Entry 298
This powerful human.
Their music, their lyrics, and them.
They've spoken to me in ways, through the music.
I could sit here a quote alot of their song lyrics that have helped me through stuff but I wouldnt be able to sit for too long.
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Entry 248
My trauma doesnt define me.
My past doesnt define me.
My mistakes dont define me.
I am mentally and physically happy.
I am growing through what I go through.
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Imagine being told by countless people, "he isnt good for you" and "your mental health will decline" and yet I still dated, I still pushed my self. I let them push me around, beat me down, tell me I was never good enough for them or anyone. I BELIEVED THEM.
Entry 226
STOP
Being so hard on yourself.
Beating yourself up because of the past.
Putting others needs before your own.

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Entry 272
This conversation is hard, but worth it.
Blooming at your own pace, it was always a competition for my ex, and my old friend.. if I did it so did they.. If I didnt they would brag..
I'd relapse, my ex use to say the very triggering
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"If you cut, I cut ten times deeper"
Basically telling me or at least from my perspective that if I self harmed, he would do it but deeper because I did it.
I'm not sure if it was manipulation or something... but it didnt help...
Sigh... sorry... small rambles..
Entry 241
Hard truths with my struggles of self care.
1. I fear disappointment, so prioritizing my own self care is my last option with most of the people in my life.
2. My room is very messy, I forget or don't want to shower, and I havent done my laundry in 2 weeks or I've done and over done my laundry within the last 2 days.
3. Boundaries? I havent even made any for myself.. let alone enough to scare away people.
4. I use to have friends whom thought I OWE them my time, money etc. Sooo, again boundaries trauma.
5. Re read number 4 please.
6. Letting go? Me? Of people? Relationships? What?!
7. Looking back.. this all looks so sad..
8. Agreed.