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Ah now that Iāve slept on it, I think my gripe with the omega and omega subjugation and infantilisation in fic is that it mostly boils down to it being OOC most of the time.
The thing is, like all things, it can be done well. It can be done so well and most of the problems I see are from people writing them too OOC.
Iām not saying that all the problems will be gone if the characters are not OOC, just that itād be a more enjoyable read.
Look at it this way: fanfiction works with already existing characters with already existing fans of said characters. Just making someone in character is enough sometimes.
Just donāt sacrifice character to make them fit a cookie cutter trope. Itās not worth it.
I totally forgot that some people actually get their rocks off on the societal subjugation of omegas in most ABO works. Like itās different when itās weird furries-in-denial like me whoāre just into the idea of heats and ruts and how that affects daily lives. But the idea of writing about extreme discrimination towards omegas puts a bitter taste in my mouth.
Would be okay if it were just only that, I think. Itās the idea of the author taking these dynamics and loving them that I canāt stand.
You know what I mean?
Like, itās one thing to write about how omegas thrive and succeed and fight subjugation and discrimination, yāknow the good empowering stuff I need like a drug. But itās another to write about how omegas love their subservience. How theyāre willing to give up jobs to be tied to the stove barefoot and pregnant. It fucking reeks of the weird Christian novels they made me read when I was a child.
Iām not even on that schtick anymore, writing about extreme societal dystopias with extreme discrimination is just not my brand. Iām just a lemon farmer writing about different ways dynamics in general face discrimination. Like society sucks. They canāt just hate one thing at a time. They find ways to hate pretty much everything.
I guess this is my long way of saying: your fictional societies, dystopia or otherwise, should have layers too. Cuz otherwise, it makes for a frustrating reading experience.
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I say all this knowing full well that Iām rewriting the third chapter of ANFD again. Inspiration comes and goes so erratically I should spend more inspiration points ANFDās way.

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I wanna write a hanahaki au from the perspective of a particularly aggressive āI donāt <i>feel</i> thingsā character. Where they tamp down all their emotions and dicidedly ignore the flowers overflowing from their throat. Gnashing them between their teeth and spitting them out, hiding the disease even if the sickly sweet perfume of the flowers and blood stay in the back of their mouth.
Theyād sooner die than admit their love. Rather die than split open their chest and leave themself vulnerable to someone who possibly doesnāt even like them that same way. Rather the flowers bloom in their lungs, taking root there until their last stuttering breath, spitting them out with every word they utter until theyāre sick with the smell of flowers following them everywhere they go.
I just like the idea of this brutal-romantic writing style so much.
Brutal-Romantic this time, not in every way of the word but like, hard on the romance. Like hard on the romance. But still not without the roughness the name implies. Just not too brutal. Or maybe that brutal after all depending what inspiration comes to me that day.
I wanna write a hanahaki au from the perspective of a particularly aggressive āI donāt <i>feel</i> thingsā character. Where they tamp down all their emotions and dicidedly ignore the flowers overflowing from their throat. Gnashing them between their teeth and spitting them out, hiding the disease even if the sickly sweet perfume of the flowers and blood stay in the back of their mouth.
Theyād sooner die than admit their love. Rather die than split open their chest and leave themself vulnerable to someone who possibly doesnāt even like them that same way. Rather the flowers bloom in their lungs, taking root there until their last stuttering breath, spitting them out with every word they utter until theyāre sick with the smell of flowers following them everywhere they go.
I just like the idea of this brutal-romantic writing style so much.
I hate ABO. I hate that Iām so haunted by this terrible alternate universe people created so they could get their furry rocks off. I hate that Iāve become so haunted that my own personal fears and personal wars have been so intricately woven in all that dumb mess of ABO AUs. The themes Iāve been tackling lately have to do with my fucking fears and I kind of want to die whenever I try to write it now. ANfD got more popular than I expected but Iām still gonna put in that twist thatāll make it all the more clear how uncomfortable it really is. I shouldāve flushed it all out with the AU I wrote for KH instead of subjecting my new fandom to it.
I ruined TerrIsa for myself but I actually ship it romantically. Like, after everything, I wanna see them talk to each other about it. It has great potential to be a beautiful relationship.
Hello - I'm really sorry if you've received annoying asks like this before, I'm just genuinely curious. Are you going to continue Another Name For Despair, or have you abandoned it? I'm not in any way judging, bc writing is Hard, and sometimes you just move on. I just wanted to ask you uwu Have a lovely evening!
Aaaah Iām really sorry! I have every intention of continuing ANFD! Iām just having unforeseen trouble with the latest chapter. (I canāt promise itās interesting so Iāve been fixing it here and there) Thank you for being interested in ANFD! Iāll try to get it out as soon as I can! (which might not be very soon. Iām really sorry.)

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I wanna draw more trashy porn stuff. Like Iām inspired to draw trashy old man porn but I have no idea which blog I should put it in. Eh. Iāll put all the actual trash in here tho. Iāll try to wean off the actual wholesome stuff from this blog and put it somewhere else.