Greatest Mistakes

What do I do?

I’m back to feeling worthless again. After trying for so so long to get back to the happy me. Honestly, what happened to me? I used to be so happy and full of life; when did I have the life drained out of me? And when did my boyfriend start giving a shit?

I’m someone that likes my independence. I like to be an individual. I don’t like to be smothered in a relationship or feel like someone is…

He’s like a drug

And you can’t let go

Because a day without your drug is a death wish

But continuing to take that drug is also a death wish

It’s like walking through a field of sunflowers as they are slowly dying

Rotting away

And that’s how you feel

You feel like you’re washing away; you don’t feel beautiful enough

Smart enough

Good enough

And it wasn’t always like this

He was sweet and charming