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[Text: This user is tired of dealing with the aftermath of trauma.]
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I want someone else to cut me, I feel it would be a satisfying buzz
I was clean for nearly 3 weeks but now it’s gotten easier to cut deeper and more. In a way it’s like I’m collecting all my pain in the scars. The deeper I go the more it externalises the trauma of childhood SA. Fucked up forever
i desperately want to cvt my wrists/arms but people would see immediately so im stuck with just my thighs

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lowkey suicidal. Would jump off bridge but only if the opportunity arose. For the moment I will just lie here.
so I got another concussion, I would like to instead drop dead instead of a fuckin headache
things to do instead of self-harming
wax your legs and/or armpits
paint your nails
draw where you want to hurt yourself
put moisturizer all over your body
ask someone to distract you
put makeup on
pluck your eyebrows
run until you’re extremely out of breath
take a very hot or cold shower
go for a bike ride
hold ice
break something
listen to some really loud music
I just want someone to not judge me and to give me kisses and some playful sex and lots of hugs please and to tell me I’m hot and to look at my scars and to know why their there. I want them to love my bunny as much as I do and for us to be each others safe place
Just imagine... you me 2 bottles of vodka and 50 razor blades

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cutting on your hips makes pulling down your shorts kind of hard, like shit shit shit that hurts but that tiny part of your brain is saying “yes give me more give me more.”
an original poem about my breakup
I’m choking to the point of sickness, remembering your warmth
I can live without the conversation
The jokes
The sex
But the warmth taunts me in my sleep
My whole being craves it
We all fit so nicely in your arms, you held on with this determination, like you had me, I had you
I went cold
You stopped being funny
Sex stopped being healthy
The conversation became dry
But the warmth was always there
It never left
I never left
You left
I feel a grinding on the bottom of my stomach of my soul
Knowing your never coming back
That you never want a call
That you never want a text
A checkup
A hug
I became a burden like you
I became determined like you
You became cold like me
I cannot burden you anymore, I must be my own strength my own light
I didn’t feel strong, I am now strong
Stronger than you ever were
But your warmth still grinds on my soul
Melting me to your touch
I will love you once again if I ever see your face, I am banned from you
You are illicit
Its sbout the frogs 🤌
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“who are you ?” that’s a very loaded question, hold up
Going through therapy as a system is really, really difficult, even once you find a therapist you trust. Trauma processing and working on communication are hard. It's exhausting, and it can be upsetting, and sometimes it doesn't feel worth it.
If you're a system in therapy, I'm proud of you. No matter how long recovery takes, or what healing looks like for you, taking the steps you need to with a specialist you can trust is always, always worth it.
(Note: this is not to invalidate or disparage systems who aren't in therapy. This post is specifically for systems in therapy).

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This one is for trauma holders!
For those of you whose trauma overwhelms them,
Who feel isolated from their own system due to the trauma,
Who feel that it's unfair that you hold the trauma whilst others in your system are unaware of it,
Who are working hard on healing,
Who want to heal but feel scared to lose this part of you,
Who want to heal but feel scared about how knowledge of the trauma would affect the rest of the system.
It's also for those of you who are angry at your system for not knowing about what you've been through, even if you know it's not their fault,
Who aren't ready to heal or those who feel like you're stuck with your trauma,
And every other trauma holder or type of trauma holder.
You are real and valid, your trauma is real and valid, and you deserve credit for what you do. You are an important part of your system, you deserve just as much dignity and respect as every other alter.
this is everything I need today, thankyou
this time round.. its becoming easier to slash myself. close eyes count to three say fuck it. Its become easy..too easy