The Sins of Erza

THE CRUCIBLE X KELLY AKASHI

Arthur Miller, The Crucible

Stuff your fingers down my throat while asking about my rough day at work.

Dry rape my ass while you coo sweetly at me and call me baby.

Piss down my dress while congratulating me on that promotion.

Tell me I’m your favourite girl and split open my lip.

Force your fist inside my spasming body while you pet my hair.

into the water, pt. ii | m0cojute + cam | shot by the cuttlefish

Especially when it’s cute. Cuddle me tight, kiss my forehead, and call me your dumb little cocksocket. Call me that in the same tone you would call someone “love” or some other cute nickname.

If I’m taking a bath come in to talk about my day and casually unzip your fly and piss in my bathwater, without changing tone.

When I’m making dinner shove a barely lubed plug up my ass while kissing my neck and asking what we’re having.

Actual true story:

So, my girlfriend (let’s call her N from now on) visited this weekend.

We had not seen each other for three weeks (university exams first and I was abroad after that) and we were ready to fuck like rabbits as soon as she visited.

Aaaand she got her period one night before. -_-

So, since I could not penetrate her, these days were a little less fun than they had the potential to be, but her period even helped in some things.

Starting with, she had not cum for a week before visiting. I always instruct her to come needy and desperate, I don’t like girls who cum when they please. Given the fact that I’m visiting her next week, she is not going to cum until I get there. Which is fun because two weeks with no orgasm are good for my girl. The best part is that we plan on spending the next month together and I have no intention of making her cum once in that whole month. And that’s why I’m happy she cannot touch herself. I’m going to keep her denied for 6 weeks, and I’m going to enjoy every second of that.

Yesterday my girl was really horny and needed some attention, so I delivered.

I laid her down on my bed, face up, legs spread and eyes blindfolded. I was playing an online game during that time, so I just left her there -next to me- and played with anything my free hand would grab. Now, since I couldn’t play with her clit all these days I tortured her nipples so much every day that she told me they hurt when she wore her shirt. So I started by pinching her sore as hell nipples and continued by tickling her by lightly touching her everywhere. I stopped all stimulation from time to time cause I needed both my hands on the game, so she just laid there and waited for what would come next. After a while I got bored of only torturing her nipples and tickling her so I decided to try our strongest vibrator (actually a massage machine lol) over her clothes and see her reaction. N doesn’t achieve orgasm easily so I didn’t really expect something, I just wanted to make her a little more miserable. As soon as I touched her clit with the vibe her whole body arched and her face started turning red from all the pressure. I asked her if she felt she would cum and she said she feels it close. So, every time I had some time to respawn in the game I would turn around, get her to the edge once and continue the game while playing with her nipples and tickling her. When I finished the game I had edged her 5 or 6 times and she was just a sweaty, sensitive from all the gentle tickling, whimpering whore waiting for my next move. So I decided to give her around 30 to 50 more edges >:) (I lost count after some time). She would always tell me to stop when she reached every edge and her voice became weaker and weaker and had more and more pain and whimpering with each edge. When I decided to end this and give her her last edge (of course I was not going to make her cum) she was too late in telling me to stop, or, to put it more correctly, she technically told me to stop on time but she was way to sensitive not to cum, even without stimulation. She reached the edge, told me to stop and started crying out that she was going to cum and could not control it. So, being the good Dom I am, I stopped all simulation on her clit before she even started cumming and watched her push herself over the edge and having a beautiful ruined orgasm. I showed her my appreciation by rubbing and pinching her way too sensitive nipples for some time and then fucked her throat until I came deep in her mouth.

Hi everybody.

First I would like to thank everybody for their kind and loving messages. I’m sorry, I can’t reply to them all personally. There have been rumors to what happened to our dearest friend and my love @pupnobley . @allbecauseoftheboys already explained a bit, but I’d like to share my story now, as part of my mourning. So basically Nobley died of erotic auto-asphyxation. Solo breath play.  I found him Wednesday last week, when I got home from work. These are images that won’t fade from my mind easily, but I’m glad nobody else (especially his family) witnessed, what I witnessed back then. Due to these ‘suspicious’ circumstances, I had to talk to the police for a couple of hours, while CSI-like people investigated Nobley. It was so hard not to talk about what happened with his parents, friends, family for over three hours.

I was angry at him, at first. Thankfully my rage didn’t last long. He doesn’t deserve anger. He was a beaken of peace in the community, and I’d like to keep it that way.

Yes, I do have questions. Why? How? I don’t think anybody can give me answers. I’m seeing a counselor to deal with these questions. Hopefully that will give me rest.

Nobley was an ambassador of sane and safe play. I can’t tell you where this came from. I know his interest in breath play and it was mutual. I had my own insecurities about breath play, as it could result into what turned into my worst nightmare.

I won’t rant too long about the dangers of solo breath play, as everybody now knows what can happen. You might be the one having fun (I’ll try to keep in mind, that at least he was having fun), but you’re leaving a world in grieve.

Finally, I would like some misconceptions to be discarded: - We both had interest in breath play, so solo play wasn’t necessary. It is NEVER necessary in any case. - He thought it through. I mean, he had a build-in quick-release. I don’t know why he didn’t use it, I’m not sure if I want to know. This emphasizes there is NO SANE/SAFE SOLO BREATH PLAY.

I won’t be posting for a while, but I will be checking out my Tumblr every now and then. Please respect that.