themultifandomgal

“Harry you’re rambling. Talk to me. What’s on your mind?”

“I want a baby. I was thinking about how Skye would have been 2 in October. What our life would have looked like and I want that with you so badly. And now that Mitch and Sarah have a 1 year old, I don’t know. Like I said you can say no and that will be the end of this conversation, but… what are your thoughts”

“Oh Harry. Come here” I take Harry’s hand and pull him onto the sofa next to me “Harry I want a baby as well, I just worry that we won’t have the time. Your on tour until next year and then I’m on tour until 2024”

“I thought about that. If you get pregnant within the next few months then you’ll give birth while I’m on tour but I’ll be in Europe, mainly UK, but if it takes a year which happens for most people…”

“I’ll be on tour”

“Yes but you’ll finish tour before you’d…”

“Harry I love you but I’m not doing tour while 9months pregnant, or pregnant full stop”

“I’m sorry I just really want this”

“So do I. I’ve been thinking as well, but I really think it’s best we wait until I finish tour”

“You’re right..”

“However” I say making Harry look up with a face of hope “I wouldn’t say no to trying as soon as my tour ends and then we can take some time off. Both of us, for maybe few years”

“I like that idea”

“But we could always get another dog in the meantime?” I suggest making Harry laugh

“I think we’re good with Cookie and Peanut”

“You ok?” I ask Harry worried that I’ve upset him or dismissed him

“Yeah” he sighs “I think I knew what you were going to say and I do agree with you”

“Let’s look at this then as a last hoorah. These will be the last two years where we put our careers first. Of course we will carry on singing, recording, writing and touring, but we won’t do any super long tours again. We won’t spend days upon days in the recording studio, recording and writing. We set time limits”

“This is it then. Our last two years just us”

“Then let’s enjoy it. Enjoy the rest of your tour. Enjoy mine. Just enjoy it being just us”

“Have I ever told you how much I love you?”

“Once or twice” I reply. Harry places a kiss on my cheek.

That evening Harry and I lay in bed together, Cookie and Peanut are lying at our feet. Harry’s arm is slung over my waist. I can’t stop thinking bout our conversation today. While I wish I could say fuck it let’s try because I want a baby just as much as Harry clearly does, but logically I know these next two years are not the right time. We’re just too busy.

5th August

“I’m pregnant” Emma says smiling at me while sitting on the sofa next to me. Olivia on the chair opposite and Harry sat on the arm of the sofa. I know Emma and Olivia were going to go through IVF treatment but Emma hasn’t said to much about it, probably worried that it might not work

“Ahhh” I scream jumping up from the sofa. Emma gets up and I hug her “I’m going to be an auntie” I say still screaming. Emma and I start jumping up and down while still hugging

“How far along are you?” Harry asks once Emma and I stop jumping

“12 weeks. We had our scan yesterday” Olivia says getting the photos out of her bag handing them to Harry. I walk over to Harry to look at the little baby. Then I notice something. Baby one and baby two

“Wait. Is it twins? are you having twins?” I ask. Emma’s smile widens even more

“Ahhhh” I scream again “I’m so happy for you guys” I say hugging Olivia and then Emma once more

“Congratulations” Harry says hugging Emma then Olivia

“Thanks. Now erm we have something to ask you both” Emma says “will you both be god parents?” immediately I feel tears pricking my eyes. I nod my head before I can say yes. I once again hug Emma

“We’d love to” Harry then gives another hug Olivia and Emma

“My best friends going to be a mum” I say still crying with happiness “omg will you not be coming on tour with me next year? I mean obviously that’s ok but I’ll miss you”

“Olivia and I talked about it and the babies will be 7 months when you go on tour, so I’ll be joining you”

“Oh thank goodness. I would fall apart without you” Emma laughs as we all sit back down in our spots “but in a serious note if you don’t want to come on tour that’s fine, not a problem at all”

“You will be your nieces or nephews first concert, we will be joining you”

"Ok what's up?" Jess asks "you've been moping since we arrived" I sigh knowing Jess won't let up until I tell her

"Jasper asked if I wanted to do something this evening and I said I was busy"

"Seriously Soph? He asked you on a date and you said no!"

"He didn't ask me on a date, just if I wanted to do something, but then when I back tracked and said I would cancel on you guys, because I know you would have told me to say yes to him, he said it was ok and looked so disappointed"

"When will you realise that that boy likes you a lot" Jess shakes her head at me

"Ok here's the plan. Tomorrow you're going to go up to him and you're going to ask him on a date. Take control" Angela says almost throwing back the words Bella and I  said to her

"I dunno. He's probably going to avoid me from now on"

"I highly doubt that" Angela says

"Is it cool if I go to this bookstore and meet you guys at the restaurant?"

"Erm yeah sure" Bella gets up after Jess responds to her question

"Soph?"

"Erm I'll stay here if that's ok? meet you in an hour?"

"Sure" Bella then leaves the store

"I like this one. Sophie what do you think?" Jess asks holding up another purple dress

"It's pretty"

An hour and a half passes. It's dark now and Jess, Angela and I are stood outside the restaurant waiting for Bella

"Try her again" Angela says looking over my shoulder at my phone

"Maybe she's gone home?"

"You were our ride here" I frown at Jess

"I'm hungry. Maybe we should just go and eat" Jess shrugs

"Yeah. Maybe she's bumped into someone and decided to hang out with them for a bit?" Angela now says

"You can't be serious" I scoff trying Bella again

"Well im starved. Bella can join us when she's here" shocked at our friends I decided to stay outside, ringing Bella. When I still hear nothing panic sets in and I phone Jasper, hoping he will calm me down, but he doesn't answer me either. An hour passes and I'm contemplating ringing dad when Bella finally arrives, not alone but with Edward and Jasper, I sprint over to Bella and hug her

"Don't ever do that to me again"

"Where were you Bella?" I hear Angela behind me "we left you messages"

"We waited but we're were like starving so we..."

"I'm starving but I didn't just go eat dinner. God Bella I was so worried. I nearly called dad"

"I'm sorry we kept Bella from dinner. Jasper and I ran into her and just started talking"

"We totally understand. I mean that happens right"

"But you couldn't have answered your phone. Or you" I point to Jasper who looks sheepish

"We're just about to go. Do you guys wanna..." Edward then interrupts Jess

"I think we should get Bella and Sophie something to eat. I'll drive you both home later"

"That's so thoughtful" Angela says

"It's very thoughtful" I can see the jealousy on Jess' face

"We will see you both tomorrow" Angela says as they walk to Jess' car. I feel Jaspers cool hand on the small of my back guiding me into the restaurant.

"Ok. One mushroom ravioli and one risotto" the waitress places down mine and Bella's food "you sure there's nothing I can get for either of you?" she asks Edward and Jasper

"No, no thank you" Edward replies not even looking up at the waitress, eyes only on Bella

"Are you really not going to eat?" Bella asks looking between Edward and Jasper

"No. We're errr on a special diet" Jasper replies

"You gotta give us some answers"

"Yes, no, to get to the other side, 1.77245"

"We don't want to know what the square root of pie is"

"You knew that?" Edward looks shocked at Bella. Jasper chuckles next to me so I nudge him

"How did you know where I was?"

"Have you been stalking us?" I frown

"You text me earlier to say you were coming here remember" Jasper says

"So what you just decided to..."

"It sounded like a good idea. We weren't trying to run into you both" Jasper says smiling- I know I've said it before but god that smile!- I look at Edward with a squint

"We just feel very protective of you"

"You do realise how creepy that sounds" I tell Edward

"I know I didn't mean it to sound like that. I was keeping a distance from you unless you needed help and then I heard what those low life's were thinking"

"What? Ok Bella let's go, I'll phone dad and..." I stand up. Jasper takes my hand

"Wait don't go, please"

"Do you realise how weird this all is? I'm sorry. Bella let's go"

"Hang on"

"What?"

"What did you mean by you can hear what they were thinking? so what? you can read minds"

"I can read every mind in this room. Sophie is thinking I'm a freak and crazy"

"Didn't have to read minds to figure that one out"

"Jasper. Why don't you take Sophie outside to cool off"

"Cool off? no im not leaving Bella"

"I promise she'll be ok. You have my word"

"I'm sorry but your word means nothing. Bella please" I suddenly feel a wave of calming upon me. Jasper takes my hand and leads me outside. We walk to an empty parking lot

"Ok what's the deal Jasper?"

"I'm going to tell you something and you can't freak out" Jasper says quietly "it's going to sound crazy"

"Well your brother is coco so what can get worse?"

"We're not the same as you and Bella"

"Huh?" I frown

"My family were.... different"

"I don't understand" I cross my arms staring at Jasper, he's golden eyes not leaving mine. I feel him squeeze my hand

"Please don't run" I squint my eyes at him "ok. My family and I, well, we're, errrm"

"Oh just spit it out"

"We're vampires" I stare at Jasper with raised eyebrows, then burst out laughing

"Ok yeah good one. You Bella and Edward have just pulled off the best prank ever having it start weeks ago"

"What do you mean?"

"Oh you know. Bella was googling it on her laptop. Didn't realise it was all part of a massive joke" I then stop laughing seeing jaspers serious face

"Soph I'm being serious. We're called vegetarians because we don't drink human blood. We drink animal blood"

"Jasp the pranks over you don't have to.... wait your being serious?" Jasper nods "shit I need to ring Alice. Let her know your not well, having some sort of emergency" I pull my phone out, Jasper places a hand over it

"Soph I'm not lying. I'm a vampire" I then think of the story Jacob told us at the beach

"But how is that possible. Vampires are just made up, folk law"

"That's what you are meant to believe. We're not allowed to tell anyone"

"So why are you telling me?"

"Because, and again your going to think I'm crazy, your my mate"

"Mate? as in...."

"As in a soulmate. You're meant to be with me and I'm meant to be with you for the rest of time. We're supposed to complete each other"

"I can't tell if I'm going to throw up or pass out"

"There's a bench over there let's sit for a moment" Jasper leads me to the bench and helps me down

"I still don't know if I can believe you. It all sounds..."

"I know how it sounds. You just have to trust me on this. Or at least until tomorrow when I can prove it to you. It's going to be sunny again, come over after school and I'll show you" I look back up to Jasper. I shouldn't believe him, I shouldn't be trusting him, but I do. I must be mad.

The ride home was quiet and you could have cut the tense atmosphere with a knife. Jasper asked me not to tell Bella yet, let her figure it out on her own, which I'm pretty sure she will go within the next day or two. Before we got home we noticed dad was still at the sheriff station, Edward's foster dad was also there. Carlisle said Waylon, dad's friend, had been killed by some animal. Of course dad it's torn up about loosing his friend, and obviously he's worried for us so he gives us some pepper spray.

The next song that comes on the screen is dance “oh I wanna dance with somebody. I wanna feel the heat with somebody, yeah I wanna dance with somebody. With somebody who loves me” YN sits back into her chair with her legs crossed “I love Whitney Houston, one of the best female singers of all time” another ding is heard and now a number 2 is on the screen

“Supernatural” YN says then looks at the camera “it’s like supernatural, this loves possessing me, but I don’t mind at all, it’s like supernatural, it’s taking over me, don’t wanna fight the fall. That’s my song supernatural featuring Harry Styles. It’s off my new album Into You”

Next on the screen is Diana and immediately YN sings “Diana, let me be the one to light a fire inside those eyes. You’ve been lonely, you don’t even know me but I can feel you crying. Diana let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life. Someone tell me to stop, seriously” YN laughs

“Lonely, hmm” YN takes a moment to think the her eyes light up “ok. Don’t call me baby again, you got your reasons. I know you’re tryna be friends I know you mean it. Don’t call me baby again it’s hard for me to go home. Be so lonely. To be so lonely to be so. To be so lonely. To be so lonely to be so. To be so lonely. Lonely by Harry styles” YN sings the songs with a huge smile. It’s clear to see how proud she is of Harry and that she genuinely loves his music.

Beauty comes up next “tale as old as time, true as it can be. Barely even friends then somebody bends unexpectedly. Just a little change, small to say the least both a little scared neither one prepared beauty and the beast. I love Disney. I often force Harry to watch them with me” YN is now on score 6

“Baby? oh erm oh. And I was like baby baby baby oh like baby baby baby. Baby by just Bieber”

“Ok next one. Queen. Queen queen” YN frowns “can I do Whitney again? All I can think of is, I’m the queen of the night queen of the night oh yeah. Oh wait how can i forget ABBA you are the dancing queen young and sweet only 17”

“Broken? Oo ok. When you get older some people grow apart. That’s what I was told but now it’s over left with a broken heart. So when you fall in loooove. Left With A Broken Heart from my first solo album”

“Last one. Taste. You say it tastes like straw-brry. So what you doin tonight? Better say doin you right. Or Tastes like strawberries on a summer evenin and it sounds just like a song. My 34+35 off my new album and Watermelon Sugar by Harry”

The camera zooms back out showing YN full body sat on the stool “thank you so much Elle for having me today”

"Ok" I hold my hands up in the air and we make our way to the others

"You came!" Mike called, delighted  "and I said it would be sunny today, didn't I?"

"Hmmm your definition of sunny and mine our completely different" I say looking up at the sky "but at least it's not raining" I sigh

"We're just waiting for Lee and Samantha... unless you invited someone" Mike added

"Nope" I look at Bella who had clearly just lied

"Awesome" he's so got a thing for Bella

After a half hour of chatter, Lee and Samantha arrive. I knew Lee kinda from my science class, but only saw Samantha in passing. Angela, Bella and I are the only ones wrapped up in warm clothes, the others are wearing swimsuits to go surfing in

"I keep thinking Eric's going to ask me to prom, then he just doesn't" Angela says with a sad chuckle

"Why don't you ask him?" I say

"Yeah. Take control. Your a strong independent woman"

"I am?" Angela looks at me for reassurance

"Yes" I turn to look to the side when I see Jacob walking towards us "Jacob?" I get up and hug him

"Hi Soph, Bella"

"You stalking us?" I laugh

"Your on my Rez, remember"

"You can keep Bella and Soph company" Jess says smiling dragging Angela away from us confusing me.

Bella Jacob and I walk along the beach

"Bella invited Edward here today" I tell Jacob

"The Cullens don't come to this beach"

"Why?" Bella asks

"I'm not really supposed to say anything about it"

"We can keep a secret" Bella says

"Really it's just an old scary story"

"I love a good scary story. Go on" I push gently

"Ok. Do you know any of our old stories, about where we came from — the Quileutes, I mean?" he began

"Not really" I admitted, Bella shakes her head no

"Well, there are lots of legends, some of them claiming to date back to the Flood - supposedly, the ancient Quileutes tied their canoes to the tops of the tallest trees on the mountain to survive like Noah and the ark. Another legend claims that we descended from wolves — and that the wolves are our brothers still. It's against tribal law to kill them" I laugh at this

"Like werewolves" I raise an eyebrow "like the movie Teen Wolf"

"Yeah kinda I guess. Then there are the stories about the cold ones" his voice dropped a little lower

"The cold ones?" Bella asks confused

"Vampires Bells" I tell her

"Yes. There are stories of the cold ones as old as the wolf legends, and some much more recent. According to legend, my own great grandfather knew some of them. He was the one who made the treaty that kept them off our land"

"Your great grandfather?" I encouraged

"He was a tribal elder, like my father. You see, the cold ones are the natural enemies of the wolf  well, not the wolf really but the wolves that turn into men, like our ancestors"

"What's this got to do with the Cullens not coming here then?" I ask

"Well they are supposedly descended from a this enemy clan. My great grandfather found them hunting on our land. They claimed to be different so we made a treaty with them if they promised to stay off Quileute lands"

"I thought they just moved here?" Bella says with a serious face

"Or just moved back"

"Are you trying to tell me the Cullens are vampires?" I burst out laughing "ok that's a good one Jacob" I pat him on the back as we continued to walk.

After our day at the beach Bella and I return home. She goes straight to her room just as I get a text off Alice saying that she hopped that we had a good time, I'm guessing Edward told them about our plans after Bella had invited him to come

Me- We had a great time thank you. Guess what though! Jacob (an old friend of ours) told us a story today about this story about his great grandfather and that his tribe are basically werewolves and your family pretty much vampires! I couldn't stop laughing I didn't know your families knew of each other, but his family must hate you guys!

Alice- Haha yeah that's mad! I think his great grandfather and Carlisle's great grandfather disliked each other

Me- That would make sense. Anyway I've got homework to do, see you tomorrow

Alice- It's going to be a nice day tomorrow so Esme and Carlisle are making us go camping, but see you soon

I put my phone in my back pocket and make my way to my room, passing Bella's, who is currently sat on her bed with her laptop

"What you doing?" I ask coming in and sitting on her bed. I read her search bar 'Quileute Legends'

"Bella it was just a story" I tell her

"I know, just curious"

"Hmmm" I hum in response

The following day, just as Alice had said, it was warm. Jess and I sit on one of the picnic tables outside while on lunch facing towards the sun

"I've missed this" I say feeling the warmth on my face. Not as hot as Phoenix, but definitely better than the rain and cold

"He's not here" Jess says clocking that Bella has been looking around

"Alice text me yesterday that her foster mom and dad have taken them camping"

"They're never here when it's warm. Sometimes they will go camping, sometimes hiking. I tried that out on my parents, not even close"

"Guys. I'm going to the prom with Eric" Bella, Jesica and I all turn to look at Angela "I asked him, I just took control"

"Told you" I smile as Angela and Bella hug

"Are you sure you guys have to go out of town" Angela asks

"Oh, yeah. It's a family thing"

"Well even if you aren't coming you can still come dress shopping with us in Port Angeles before all the good dresses get cleaned out" Jess says just before the bell rings

"Nooo I need to stay out in the sun" I groan

"Come on" Bella drags me off the table and towards school.

At the end of the day, once Bella and I were home,  dad came home in his cruiser. He opens up the door as I call to him

"Hey dad. Sorry dinners not ready yet" I tell him from the kitchen

"Don't worry. I wanted to catch the score on the game anyway"

"Dad, Jesica, Angela Bella and I are all going to Port Angeles tomorrow is that ok?" I ask as dad walks in to the kitchen

"It is a school night Soph"

"We will leave right after school and be back early promise"

“If she had rang me or even come to the house first and spoke to me, I probably would have let her meet Lottie, but then she had to go and say all of that” I sigh shaking my head “I know she’s religious, hell I was, probably not as much, but still. I just thought no matter what she would still love me and want to help”

“I know love”

“You’re basically Lotties Nan and Gem her aunt”

“Have you spoke to Rhys, Harley and Paige?”

“Yeah. They staying over next Saturday for the week, haven’t told Lottie yet” I nod towards the window where I can see her getting the ball off Harry (who basically just let her have it) and pass to Gem

“I am worried though mum might try to come to the house tonight though”

“Well I’m only a phone call away if she does”

“Thanks Anne” I smile

“Mum!” Lottie runs into the house “mum I won against Harry”

“Wow that’s amazing. Well done Lotts” I give her a hi five

“Anne can I have some juice please?”

“Course you can” Anne and Lottie go over to the cupboard where she keeps the juice and one of Lotties cups. Harry walks in from outside and over to me, kissing my temple gently

“You ok?” He says quietly, just enough for me to hear

“Yeah… no. I don’t know. I’m worried she will come to mine tonight, or tomorrow or the next day”

“That’s understandable. Do you want me to stay the night tonight?”

“That would be be lovely Harry, thanks”

“S’ok” he shrugs a little

“Can we play football again Harry?”

“Not tonight Lottie. You’ve tired me out, how about tomorrow?”

“Ok” Lottie says sounding a little disappointed

“But tonight Harry is coming for a sleepover” I say, immediately Lotties face brightens up. Harry has stopped over a couple of times, insisting he sleeps on the sofa because he doesn’t want to ‘rush anything’ or ‘confuse or upset Lottie’. I’ve appreciated it, but I think it’s time he actually sleeps in a bed

“Yay” Lottie excitedly screams.

By the time we leave Anne’s to go home (which is only next door) Lottie is half asleep holding my hand. I unlock the door and Lottie is already up the stairs to bed

“Mum can Harry read my bedtime story tonight? I know you like to, but I thought Harry might like to tonight”

“Of course. Go and get your pyjamas on and shout when your ready”

“Ok” she says sleepily. I turn to Harry who’s shut the door behind him and locked it

“Thank you again for today”

“Don’t need to thank me” he takes my hand in his and we go to the living room to sit down before Lottie shouts that she’s ready “what your mum said earlier, don’t believe it please. Just because you’re a mum outside of wedlock and the father’s not involved doesn’t mean shit. You’re a good mum and a beautiful person inside and out. I actually feel sorry that she’s too blinded by her beliefs to have you in her life. Although selfishly if she had supported you then you wouldn’t have moved and I wouldn’t have met you and Lottie” I blush a little

“That’s the butterfly effect I guess”

“Hmm” Harry hums. His eyes flicker to my lips and we lean in, but before we kiss Lottie shouts that she’s ready for her story. Laughing Harry gets up off the sofa and heads upstairs.

"So what did you say?" I ask Bella as we are walking in the greenhouse. Mike asked Bella to prom, which Bella rejected him

"That we're going to Jacksonville that weekend"

"We are?" I raise an eyebrow at Bella

"Yeah and I told him to ask Jessica. She really wants to go with him"

"So you've become a little match maker" I wiggle my eyebrows at Bella who rolls her eyes at me

"What's in Jacksonville?" Edward asks as we walk past him

"I'll er leave you two to talk" I say quickly walking away from Bella, but how did he hear that conversation? we weren't talking that loud

"Hey Soph" I hear Jaspers voice coming from behind me

"Oh erm hi"

"Hey I'm sorry we've not really spoken much, things have been a little... complicated"

"You sure it's not because your sister doesn't like me and Bella?"

"Who Alice?"

"No Rosalie" I laugh nudging Jasper

"Rose just takes time to warm up around new people. So erm how come you and Bella are going to Jacksonville the weekend of prom?" I frown a little a look at Jasper

"Edward's just speaking to my sister about the same thing, but how did you find out about that?"

"Just overheard Mike saying something" Jasper shrugs, huh, maybe that's how Edward heard about Jacksonville

"Oh, well, I don't, Bella doesn't really do prom so we're going..." I taper off not really sure how to explain, because I don't know myself

"So just because your sister doesn't like prom means you're not going. What about you? Do you want to go to prom?"

"Oh errm. I guess, but..."

"Sophie guess who just asked me to prom!" Jessica runs over to me smiling

"See you later Soph" Jasper walks off and Jess looks at me apologetic

"Sorry errm, yeah I totally thought he was going to ask Bella"

"Hmmm" I nod a little

"So are you going?"

"I don't think so"

"Come on, I think a certain someone would want to go with you" Jess nudged my arm and nods towards Jasper who's still watching me "he's so into you"

"Don't be silly, he's just being friendly" I shake my head and look away from Jasper

"Whatever you say, just think about coming ok? It would be so much fun!"

"I don't know, maybe"

"So he was being nice then told you that you shouldn't be friends?" my eyes widen at Bella who's just told me what Edward said. Bella doesn't say anything, but nods her head instead "what a dick. You know bells I really don't like him. He's to hot and cold. I know Alice told me that he can be like this, but unless he has a good excuse for his behaviour then I think he's just a dick" I throw my bag on the couch and stomp into the kitchen "you know Jaspers been off with me since the car accident. Somethings going on" I grab 2 bottles of water out of the fridge and hand one to Bella "then today he was talking to me like nothing" I continued

"Do you like him?"

"Huh?" I frown

"Doesn't matter" Bella then walks out of the kitchen leaving me extremely confused.

The following day at lunch Bella and I sit with our usual group

"Hey you two. La Push. You in?" Eric asks

"Should we know what that means?" Bella asks as we sit down

"La Push beach down at the Quileute Rez. We're all going this weekend"Mike explains

"There's a big swell coming in" Jess says

"And I don't just surf the internet" Eric jumps up pretending to surf

"Do either of you surf?" Angela asks

"Ha miss clutz over here no chance and I preferred to be on the beach in a bikini watching the surfers or playing volleyball" I laugh

"There's whale watching as well. Come with us"

"Sure why not" I shrug "Bells?"

"Yeah ok" Bella says before walking off. I start eating my lunch when Jessica nudges me and nods towards Bella talking to Edward

"He's barley spoken to anyone that's not his family, you two are here for a few months and his now talking to your sister like all the time"

"Jess they barely speak to each other. It's probably about science homework or something"

"What about you and Jasper, has he asked you to prom yet?"

"Jess you're so noisy" I tell her with a light hearted tone, but gosh she is noisy "no he hasn't and won't"

"Do you want him to?"

"Jess!" I loudly whisper shout before Bella makes her way back to us

"I'm only asking because it's pretty obvious that you both like each other"

"Who likes each other?" Bella asks

"Jasper and Sophia" Jess wiggles her eyebrows

"Thats alright darlin' didn't want you to get cold" darling? Well that's new, and that accent, holy shit

"So erm..." before I can say anything else I hear tires screeching and then a bunch of shouting "oh my god" I breathe out and start running towards my sister "Bella! Bella are you ok" I crouch down and help her up off the floor

"Bella I'm so sorry I panicked" Tyler says hanging out the car window with a cut on his eyebrow

"Bells"

"Im ok, I'm alright" she says shrugging everyone off

"Hand me the keys, I want to get you looked at"

"Soph I'm fine"

"Bella do not argue with me right now. Keys" Bella hands me the keys to the truck.

I sit with Bella in the emergency room. A nurse put a pressure cuff on Bella's arm and a thermometer under her tongue. Next to Bella's bed is Tyler. A nurse is cleaning his cut on his head

"Bella, I'm so sorry!" he says once again

"I'm fine, Tyler you look awful, are you all right?"

"I thought I was going to kill you! I was going too fast, and I hit the ice wrong.." he winced at that moment dad walks in

"Bella are you ok? You and I are gonna talk!" he points at Tyler

"I'm fine dad calm down"

"I tried to stop Bella"

"No I know it's ok"

"No its sure as hell is not ok"

"Dad Tyler didn't mean to. You know how icy it was today" I try to reason with dad

"You could have been killed do you understand that?"

"Yes. But I wasn't"

"You can kiss your license goodbye" dad turns to Tyler

"Really it was an accident. It's not like he was drink driving" I again try to reason. A door opens and out walks a young, blonde, very handsome doctor

"I hear the chiefs daughter is here"

"Dr Cullen" ah so this is the Cullens adopted dad

"Charlie. I've got this one Jackie" Dr Cullen takes Bella's chart then looks at me "were you involved?"

"No I was actually with Jasper"

"Your son?" Dad raises an eyebrow at Dr Cullen

"Well Bella you took quite a spill, how do you feel?" Dr Cullen shines a light in Bella's eyes

"Fine"

"You might experience some post traumatic stress or disorientation but your vitals look good. No signs of head trauma. I think you'll be just fine"

"I'm so sorry Bella I'm really..." before Tyler can even finish dad pulls the curtain across. I give him a look as if to say 'really?'

"It would have been a whole lot worse if Edward wasn't there. He knocked me out the way"

"Edward? Your boy?"

"Yeah it was amazing. I mean he got to me so fast. He was nowhere near me"

"Bells he probably was near you" I tell her but Bella shakes her head at me

"Sounds like you were very lucky. Charlie" Dr Cullen motions towards the door. Dad follows him leaving me and Bella

"I'm telling you Soph Edward's wasn't near me"

"Bella you had a traumatic day. Maybe you're just remembering things wrong" I tell her taking her hand in mine and giving it a gentle squeeze.

"No I'm telling you he was by his car"

A few moments later dad walks back in

"Hey we're free to go once I've signed some paperwork" I help Bella up and we leave the room. Just as we walk out and dad goes to the desk to sign paperwork, we see Rosalie, Edward and Dr Cullen talking

"15 kids saw what happened"

"What was I supposed to do? Let her die?"

"This isn't just about you it's about all of us" what the heck? I ask myself. Edward's head snaps towards Bella and I

"I think we should take this to my office" Dr Cullen says looking at Bella and I

"Can I talk to you for a minute?" Bella asks

"Rosalie" Dr Cullen pulls Rosalie away. Bella looks at me and I nod my head walking to dad at the desk leaving Bella and Edward to talk.

Once home Bella rang mom trying to convince her that she was fine, which physically she was, but she couldn't get out of her head that Edward was stood by his car and moved so quickly to her.

“Thanks Anne”

“My baby is a mum” my mum cries while dad has his arm around mums waist. Austin is sat in the armchair looking a little awkward

“Austin do you want to hold her?”

“I might hurt her” he says looking worried

“You won’t. Just support her head. Here” Anne takes Nellie out of my arms with ease and places her in Austin’s arms. At first he looks so scared, but as the seconds pass he looks more and more comfortable… until Nellie goes to the bathroom making Austin gag and the rest of us laugh

“I’ll change her” Harry says taking Nellie from my brother

“Get some rest YN. Well come back later when your discharged” mum says placing a kiss on my head.

I was discharged at 4 in the afternoon. Harry Nellie and I are now sat on the sofa at Anne’s house. Harry is holding Nellie, Anne is cooking tea and Robin is gathering up some clothes to wash

“I’m proud of you” Harry says looking at me then looks back at Nellie “I promise to always take care of you and your mum, no matter what happens in the future” he then places a gentle kiss on Nellie’s head

“Your such a good dad already” I tell him

“I mean it YN. I promise to take care of you both no matter what”

“I know” I rest my head on his shoulder. Taking in this moment. My life has completely changed now, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.

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“It won’t be long now” Anne tries to reassure me

“I know but I want them out now. I’m fed up of feeling uncomfortable. I can’t even get up off the sofa to go for a wee because someone is currently pressing on my bladder”

“I know, soon” Anne smiles at me helping me up off the sofa

“Thank you” I say waddling into the bathroom in my pink fluffy slippers and pink pyjamas to match.

When I make my way back I to the living room I see Harry placing something under the Christmas tree

“What’s that?” I ask

“It’s f’tomorrow” I roll my eyes in response “no peaking at any of your presets” Harry then walks over to me “how are you feeling today?”

“Tired, fed up. I just want to meet our baby”

“Me too. Maybe we will have a Christmas miracle. Now let me help you upstairs and to bed” I give Harry a smile. He places his hand on my back guiding me up the stairs and into my room “night YN”

“Good night Harry” I kiss his cheek then close the door behind me, then getting into bed.

I must have woken up 5 or 6 times in the night because I was either uncomfortable or needed the toilet. It’s not 9am and I decide to head downstairs. My stomach feels tight this morning like it’s going to burst, I also feel a little nauseous. Slowly I make my way downstairs to where Anne, Harry, Gem and Robin are

“Morning” I say sitting down in one of the chairs

“Morning” they all respond

“Do you want a cup of tea? Some breakfast?”

“No thank you Robin. Actually I’m not feeling great this morning”

“Oh no. You’re not coming down with something are you?” Harry starts to panic. He quickly makes his way over to me placing is hand on my head

“No. I didn’t sleep well last night. Its probably because of that”

“Hmmm” Anne hums “we can always do Christmas tomorrow if you think you might feel better”

“No it’s ok. I’m sure I’ll feel better later on”

I was hopeful, but then as the day went on I felt worse. By 1pm my back was aching, I believe I had been having contractions, I’d been sick, passed a mucus plug and now I’m sat at the dinning room table in wet leggings while Harry is running around panicking, Robin is on the phone to the hospital, Gem has gone to my parents house and Anne ever so calmly is rubbing my arms

“Ok let’s get into more comfortable clothes” Anne says helping me up off the chair

“Ow ow ow” I breathe

“Ok breathe through it then we can go upstairs”

“Ok the hospital want her to go in”

“What?” Harry panics “oh my god”

“Anne. I’m scared”

“I know. And I won’t lie and pretend it’s not going to hurt, but I promise that it will all be worth it in the end” Gemma then enters the house with my mum dad and brother. Mum is by my side in seconds

“Cars packed, time to go”

“Go?” Austin’s asks “doesn’t all… this take time?”

“Her waters have broken, hence her leggings are wet” Anne says guiding me to the stairs

“Gross” I hear Austin comment

“I guess we will met you there?” Dad says making me stop

“Mum, can you stay with me?”

“Of course. You boys go. YN do you want Harry to meet you there or stay here?” I shake my head

“Here”

“I’ll go with Robin, Austin and your dad ok?” Gem says earning a nod from me.

Hours pass by and I’m laying down with an epidural stuck in my back. Dad, Austin, Robin, Gem and Anne have all gone for food. Mums just popped out to get a coffee, but said she won’t be too long. Harry is sat in the chair in the room nervously biting his nails, every now and then checking his phone and typing

“The boys are wishing you all the best. Said they will come and see us when your ready”

“When I said I was scared earlier, it wasn’t about the birth.. well I mean it was a bit, but what if I’m not a good mum? what if they hate me or what if One Direction does so well that you will leave is because you don’t want to be tied down. I guess I would understand, we’re still only 16” Harry takes my hand in his giving it a squeeze

“I will never break any promises to you, so I can’t promise that you and I will still be together when we’re old and grey, mainly because you’ll probably be the one who’s sick of me” harry jokes a little “who knows what either of our lives will look like in just the next 5 years. But, what I can promise you is that I will always be the best dad I can be for our little one. You and I will always be a team, dating or not and I also promise you that no matter what happens with the bad, you and baby will always come above that. Ok”

“Ok” I quietly say

“Also you don’t need to worry about being a good mum, because you are going to be the best. I know this because you have got one hell of team around you and baby will have two amazing grandmas”

“I don’t like the sound of that” mum says coming into the room “I think I prefer Nanny or Nana”

“Mums claimed Nana, sorry Lisa”

“That’s ok. Nanny it is then”

It’s now 4:30am on the 26th. We’ve all spent Christmas Day in the hospital so all our presents are at home, Christmas dinner was a sandwich from the canteen, now the midwife is in my room telling me I’m 10cm dilated and it’s time to push. It’s a strange feeling, like I can feel what’s going on, like the pressure, but I’m not in pain

“Ok, nearly there just take a little break for me” the midwife says. Harrys holding my hand tightly. This continues for another 10ish minutes before the midwife says “ok YN I can see the head. With your next contraction push as hard as you can and your baby will be here” it doesn’t take long for the next contraction to happen. Pushing as hard as I can I can feel my baby being born.

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It’s 3:30, Lottie is at an after school club today so I don’t need to pick her up until 4:30. Harry has come to help in the cafe (even though I told him he didn’t need to), when my phone rings. The school number flashes across my screen making me frown

“Everything ok?” Harry ask walking over to me, placing a hand on the small of my back

“Yeah, Lottie has either bumped her head or thrown up” I answer then phone “hello?”

“Hello it’s Mrs Johnson in the office. I have a lady here saying she’s here to collect Lottie. She says she is Lotties Grandmothe, but we only have you, Anne Twist and Gemma Styles authorised for pick ups. We wanted to check if anything has changed?”

“No, erm where’s Lottie now? Is she there?”

“No she’s in her club”

“Please keep her there. I will personally come and pick her up, don’t let her go with anyone”

“Of course Miss Turner”

“I’ll be around 10 minutes” I put my phone down feeling mixed emotions. Thank goodness Lotties as a good school and won’t let her go with just anyone who claims to be related to her, but also who the heck is this person?

“What’s happened?” Harry asks with a worried expression

“Someone’s trying to pick Lottie up from school”

“What?”

“I’m going to go and get her” I take my apron off

“Do you want me to come? I don’t have to, we haven’t even put a label on what we are but I just thought if you needed a bit of back up I could… it’s fine if you don’t want me too..” I place a kiss on Harry’s cheek to stop him from rambling

“I’d actually feel better if you could come, Anne are you ok to watch the cafe for me?”

“Yes of course love” Anne gives me a smile. I grab my bag and harry and I leave.

Arriving at the school I notice a very familiar set of brown curls through the glass window where the waiting area is before the proper door into the school that can only be accessed by staff and authorised people. Anxiety spikes as Harry takes my hand and gives it a squeeze

“You ok?”

“Harry, that’s my mum”

“What?” He frowns “why the fu…” harry stops himself from swearing since we’re at a school “why has she suddenly decided to turn up, not only that but turn up at Lotties school”

“I don’t know ” I say nervously walking to the waiting area

“Elizabeth” mum sighs “thank goodness, will you please tell this woman that Charlotte is my granddaughter” mum huffs then takes notice of mine and Harry’s hands interlocked “oh” she then looks at my other hand “either your wedding ring is being cleaned or your dishonouring God again” mum now looks furious

“Mum this is Harry, my..” I look at Harry who gives me a little nod and a squeeze to my hand “boyfriend” mum scoffs

“Unbelievable. You know sex out of marriage is a sin”

“Oh my god mum”

“Elizabeth Mary Turner” mum shouts “how dare you”

“Mrs Turner…” Harry tries

“You are not involved in this” mum shouts again. I look at the lady in reception who is on the phone, she gives me a sympathetic look “this is between me and my daughter”

“Ma’m I have called the headteacher if you do not leave the premises I will have to phone the police”

“This is unbelievable. You did a sinful act. Did I not teach you anything? don’t you remember the consequences” at the point the headteacher comes out “just as bad as adultery. Do you not remember Corinthians 6:18 because i definitely do. Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a person commits are outside the body, but whoever sins sexually, sins against their own body”

“Mrs Turner you are on school property, this is not acceptable” Mr Armstrong says

“Mum I spent days, weeks agonising over the bible verses because I knew what you’d say, but I also remember Psalm saying regardless of the circumstances of conception, children are gifts from God”

“Mrs Turner please leave before we call the police”

“Fine, but you” mum turns and points her finger at me “you can’t keep my granddaughter away from me” with that she leaves. Tears I’ve been holding back begin to fall

“Miss Turner, Mr…”

“Styles”

“Mr Styles would you like to come to my office for a moment? Lottie is non the wiser to what’s happened” we are buzzed in and lead towards the heads office.

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"Yeah maybe" Bella mutters looking over at the Cullens. I roll my eyes and walk over in front of her

"He's not going to magically appear Bells."

"Yeah I know, I just..." Bella trails off

"Come on, we're going to be late" I link my arm into Bella's and walk her to her maths class which was on the way to my English class.

I sit down next to Jasper who gives me a smile

"Hi Soph" Alice greets me

"How's Taming Of The Shrew coming along?" Jasper asks me, I had almost forgotten how he's voice seemed to effect me, almost sending tingles through me

"Hey" I smile at Alice before answering Jasper

"It's still in a box somewhere, I haven't actually fully unpacked.. in fact I've only unpacked necessities"

"Why don't we go shopping?" Alice asks me with a wide smile, does this girl ever frown? "This weekend"

"Oh erm..."

"Come on it would be fun. You me and Rose, have a girly day"

"Alice, Sophia might be have plans already" William nudges Alice

"I really need to unpack, sorry. Maybe another weekend"

"Ok fine but you've used up your free pass now, no excuses next time"

After English I had French (which I can barely utter a single word in) then time for lunch. I met up with Bella, Jessica, Angela, Mike and Eric. The whole lunch Bella kept looking at the Cullens table and the door, expecting Edward to show up. This went on for the rest off the week.

Over the weekend I did in fact unpacked and tidy up my room, and now it's Monday again. I'm not as nervous now as I have started to get to know where all my classrooms are. I lock the front door behind me as Bella goes to unlock the truck. As I turn around I watch as my sister fall flat on her ass. I burst out laughing as dad rushes over to help her up

"You alright?"

"Yeah I'm good ice doesn't really help the uncoordinate"

"Yeah. That's why I had some new tires put on the truck. Old ones were getting pretty bald"

"I'm also driving today dad. Don't trust Bella to drive on the ice" I walk over and snatch the keys out of Bella's hands

"I'm probably going to be late for dinner. Gotta head down to Mason County. Security guard at Grisham Mill got killed by some kind of animal"

"What?" I frown

"You're not in Phoenix anymore girls" dad says before getting into the police cruiser. I get into the drivers side of the truck and Bella gets into the passenger side.

I drive us to school with Bella complaining about my speed, It was fine just maybe going a little faster than I should but hey, Bella and I got to school safely in one piece. People greeted us in the parking lot and while Bella awkwardly avoided the attention, I happily smiled and waved back. It was colder today, but thankfully not raining.

I had English first, Alice, William and Jasper all greeted me warmly

"Good morning" I greet the three of them

"Hi Soph, did you manage to finish unpacking?" Alice asks, Jasper and William chuckle a little which confuses me

"Erm yeah I did actually, I just need to get a few storage thing"

"Now you've done it" William says making me even more confused

"Ah" Alice squeals excitedly making me wince "this is perfect. Ok this weekend we're going shopping together, give me your phone" I look between Jasper and William as if to say 'should I?'

"You better do it before she bursts" William says laughing. I sigh digging into my bag and giving Alive my phone. She taps on it for about 30 second then hands it back to me. I see she's added her number into my phone

"Text me your address and I'll pick you up on Saturday at 10"

After class, I follow Alice, Jasper and William outside, the air was full of swirling bits of white, snow. A snowflake lands on my cheek and I shiver from the cold

"Here" Jasper takes off his jacket and puts over my shoulders

"No you'll get cold" I protest

"I don't feel the cold. It's fine. Wear it for the rest of the day"

"Thank you" I say slipping my arms into his jackets arm holes. My nose is enveloped in his sent which makes me feel instantly warm.

I look around mesmerised by the shimmering white flakes landing on the floor "it's beautiful"

"Haven't you ever seen snow fall before?" Jasper asks. I look up at him and now notice Alice and William have left us

"Only on TV. When I used to stay with dad over in the winter it never snowed. It was hot all year round in Phoenix"

"Why did you move?" Jasper asks catching me off guard

"Oh erm.. mom remarried"

"And you don't like him?"

"No, no nothing like that. Phil's a minor league baseball player so he travels a lot. I could see mom wanted to go with him, but she stayed home with me and Bella. Phil's great he's truly been like another dad, but knowing mom wanted to go I encouraged Bella to come with me to dads house here"

"Well it's nice to have you here. What class do you have next?" Jasper asks

"Art"

"Art with Alice, good look. Come on I'll walk you there"

"Thanks"

After art class I walked to the cafeteria joining my sister and the others. I notice Bella glancing over to the Cullens table, frozen in the spot. I look to see what or should I say who she was looking at. Edward.

Alice waves excitedly over at me, I wave back

"Since when were you and the Cullen's friends?" Jessica asks me shocked

"I just have Art with Alice and English with Alice, William and Jasper"

"And where did you get this jacket from? Didn't see you arrive with it this morning?"

"Jasper lent it me"

"Unbelievable" Jessica mutters but I could still hear her

"Soph do you want my burger?" Bella asks

"Why?"

"Aren't you hungry?" Jessica asks

"Actually, I feel a little sick"

"You alright? Want me to drive you home?" I ask Bella

“Oh wow erm, incredibly honoured. I love this song and yeah I’m extremely happy and grateful” I say

“Now I’m not sure if you know this but currently between you both you hold the top 27 songs on the Billboard Hot 100. That’s both of you albums”

“Wow that’s… that makes me feel a little sick actually” I say feeling overwhelmed. Harrys thumb rubs the back of my hand in comfort

“That’s unbelievable. You both should be so thrilled. How do you both feel”

“We’re very grateful. The support means a lot to both of us”

“Our fans are amazing, they’re the best” I say

“A lotta love this year so far”

“Talking of love. Congratulations on the engagement”

“Thanks” Harry and I say at the same time

“We wanted to do something for you both to celebrate not only the engagement but also this massive milestone and achievement. We got you a cake” James stands up as one of the crew backstage brings out a cake. Harry and I both stand up “congratulations” James takes my hand in his and places his other hand on Harry’s shoulder “I mean this from the bottom of my heart, after everything you’ve been through publicly and privately this is wonderful and you should both feel so proud of yourselves and enjoy this moment together”

“Thank you” Harry and I both hug James

“Now YN and Harry are going to get changed ready to perform the hit single from YNs album Into You, Supernatural right after the break” James tell the audience.

Once it’s time to perform, Harry and I stand in front of our own microphones facing the audience

“Don’t want nobody else around me. Just need you right here”

“Just need you right here”

“You’re the only thing that I see. It’s crystal clear and I, I want you to come claim it I do…” I sings the first verse and chorus. I can see Harry watching me from my peripheral vision, then it’s his turn. I watch him sing into the mic, giving me butterflies all over again

“Gotta be rooms up in this party. We can take our time. You said you wanted it in and on you, girl you read my mind”

“I want you to come claim it, I do. What are you waiting for?” Harry and I sing together

“Show you that I can take it” Harry sings.

Once we’ve finished up the song and said goodnight to the audience, Harry and I go back to our hotel room.

The following day Harry and I are sat with Jimmy Fallon on the tonight show

“Harry you’re on a break from your right now. When do you go back?”

“Uh the 11th June in Glasgow” the audience cheer as I also clap with excitement for Harry

“You have both released new albums which are doing extremely well, congratulations, YN is there a tour coming up for you in the next year or so?”

“Erm possibly. If I do it won’t be as long as H’s tours we will see” I shrug not wanting to give to many of my plans away

“Harry you’ve got a particular line in Keep Driving and YN you have a song 34+35. What have your parents said about these songs” the audience laugh as Jimmy places his hand on his chin, resting it on the table

“Erm 34+35 needs to be taken with a pinch of salt, it’s not based on anything as such, it’s a song let’s not read to much into it, but erm yeah Anne and my dad and dads partner all skip it on the album. It’s not their favourite”

“What would their favourites be?”

“Mum loves supernatural” Harry says

“Yeah. I think dads favourite from your album is Late Night Talking or Cinema”

“Were you with them when they listened to the albums?”

“No” I shake my head with wide eyes “not with my mine. I didn’t want to be sat next to my dad or Harry while dad and Anne were listening to certain songs off the album. I had to leave the room when we played Harry’s and Keep Driving came on” Harry and I both laugh

“She gets quite embarrassed” Harry says taking my hand and giving it a little squeeze making the audience go ‘aww’

“Now before we play a game, yesterday you also both announced your engagement publicly on the tonight show” again the audience cheer, but this time even louder “your both very private about your personal life and we want to respect that here, but I just wanted to say a huge congratulations to you both. I’m so happy you’ve found your person. You both deserve a beautiful engagement and long and happy marriage in the future”