Hi I'm Lucky! I'm a writer and an artist, 43 years old, living in New England. I started writing Dragon Age fan fic in January 2023 after decades of original fiction hell where I never finished a damn thing. My main OCs are Rose Trevelyan and Garrett Hawke and I love them very much and ship them very much. In my real life I'm a science teacher and a soft pastelist and a mom of a pair of young turkeys.
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The Long Fic
In the Shattering of Things,
Explicit | Cullen x Trevelyan | Hawke x Treveyan | WC: 500K + (WIP) | DA:I | Epic | Multiship | Slow burn | Fast burn | Complications While Saving the World
New chapters every every 3ish weeks
Lady Rose Trevelyan is in over her head.
Her attendance at the Conclave was only meant to distract her from her failures as a daughter. And then it blew a hole in the world. Marked by an unknown magic, armed with only a few relevant skills, Rose fumbles and fights her way across Thedas with a band of shockingly deadly oddballs dedicated to stopping— well, all of it. As apocalyptic forces conspire to break and remake her, Rose is snared between the tentative devotion of the Inquisition’s stalwart commander and the fierce love of legendary warrior Garrett Hawke, two vastly different men both haunted by hindsight.
Other Longish Fics
Kiss Me Moonstruck
Explicit | Hawke x Trevelyan | WC 50k+ (WIP) | Dragon Age 2 | Fluff and Smut | Fish out of Water
Smashed together in a matchmaking scheme cooked up by their enterprising mothers, Garrett Hawke and Rose Trevelyan are forced to endure one another for a whole week over Satinalia at the Hawke Estate. Rose hears he’s a swashbuckling treasure hunter, as wild as he is handsome and as ill-bred as he is rich. Garrett suspects she’s a brat of an ingenue by the string of rejected marriage proposals behind her. Determined to prove to the other that they could not be less compatible, they quickly find their mothers’ plot might be working better than they thought. (Rose & Hawke POV)
Instead Came Your Arms
Alistair x f!Hawke | E | WC: 43,500 (Complete) | DA2, Act 3 | Second Chances | Assassination Plot | Grief | Hurt/Comfort | Fast Burn | Fereldan Politics | Exiled Alistair | Angst with a Happy Ending | Flangst
In the wake of her mother’s murder and the Qunari invasion of Kirkwall, Flora Hawke is adrift in grief and guilt. When she rescues a hapless drunk and fellow Fereldan from attempted murder in the midst of a street brawl, she’s astonished to learn the man had once pretended to the Fereldan Throne.
Six years exiled from his homeland, freshly installed in Kirkwall in search of work and purpose, Alistair wakes from a rough night in an unexpected predicament: stashed for safekeeping in the home of the Champion of Kirkwall.
Holed up together in Flora’s empty home, the pair work to uncover an assassination plot against the would-be king before it catches up to him. Tangled in parallels and coincidences, still battling their own shadows, Flora and Alistair surrender to the pull between them and find their way back into the light.
Many more below the cut:
One Shots
The Protestations of the Commander's Bed, Mature, WC 1348, Fluff
With her hands on her hips, Rose stares at Cullen's bed, his cursed bloody bed. “We meet again,” she says softly, snorting to herself.
Rose and Cullen attempt to enjoy some personal time. His bed has other ideas. (Rose POV)
Good Old Garbolg, Mature, WC 1462, Fluff
Hawke's heard about all these weird bottles of booze the Inquisitor's been picking up in her travels. He particularly wants to try Garbolg's Backwater Reserve because... well, why wouldn't he? He's Hawke. Besides, any excuse to sneak off to a dark and cramped corner with the flame-haired imp he's hopelessly in love with is a good thing. (Rose POV)
Fractures, Explicit, WC 3660, Smut/Whump/Pain
Cullen has been recovering from severe injuries after a catastrophic encounter with Samson in Emprise du Lion in Inquisitor Rose Treveyan's quarters.
Rose has been nursing her anger and anguish for weeks.
Amid the necessary care and closeness of his convalescence, it all comes spilling out at last. (Rose POV)
Pull Me From the Dark, Mature, WC 2107, Flangst
The Inquisitor arrives in the Western Approach and Hawke's been waiting three infernal weeks to see her again.
There are a couple emotions Hawke hasn't felt in a long time and he's about to experience both of them. (Hawke POV)
Contact, Gen, WC 427, Flangst
Bethany Hawke has lovely dreams of her childhood home where she often looks inside Father's little chest for the curiosities that lie within, memories of the entire family she's lost- Malcolm, Leandra, Carver and Garrett. The Fade is nothing if not surprising. But today she gets a little more of a surprise than she bargains for. (Bethany POV)
Some Kind of Witchcraft, Explicit, WC 2213, Fluff Smut
Inquisitor Rose Trevelyan is away clearing rifts along Sulcher's pass but she leaves plenty of reminders behind for Cullen to find while she's gone... and after she returns! (Cullen POV)
Together Alone, Teen, WC 2608, Angst
A traumatized newly-promoted Knight Captain who only wants to keep the world safe from the terrors of the Fade.
A soft-hearted, sharp-minded mage who spent years evading the law.
Maybe they don’t share the same fears.
But at least they're not alone in being afraid.
Or how two people form an unlikely friendship in the worst possible place and change each other forever. (Cullen & Bethany POVs)
Proper Provocation, Explicit, WC 2250, Fluff Smut
Rose and Cullen renew a war room debate that quickly devolves into a spirited attempt to spank each other which quickly devolves into smut. (Cullen POV)
The Boy Who Talked too Much, Explicit, WC 2373, Fluff Smut
Elissa has been coming to Alistair's tent for a week now for cuddles before anyone else is up. But they'd never kissed. Today is different. Alistair is a nervous nelly and can't seem to stop talking (or thinking for that matter!) (Alistair POV)
Unvarnished, Explicit, WC 3636, SMUT
Clinging undergarments and more proximity than they've ever had sparks an unexpected blaze between Rose Trevelyan and Blackwall and unleashes parts of the impostor Warden he thought he'd long buried... (Blackwall POV)
The Firmness of his Resolve, Explicit, WC 2166, Fluff Smut
In which Cullen just wants to finish some vital work and Inquisitor Theresa Trevelyan has other ideas. How an under the desk act turns into a (very) friendly competition. (Cullen POV)
Love at First Fight, Teen, WC 5,962, Fluff & Action
Years before he became the Hero of Ferelden, Aedan Cousland competes in the Tantervale Grand Tourney melee final against a surprising opponent: fierce, sharp-witted, and unmistakably talented Marie Trevelyan of Ostwick. And he can’t help but feel a little bit smitten when she clobbers him. Lucky for him, there's a banquet afterward.
Long Fic Excerpts and Companion Pieces (spoilers!)
An Inexplicable Pull, Gen, WC 1504
It's only been a week since Rose Trevelyan stumbled out of a rift in the temple ruins above Haven. She may come from a privileged, sheltered background but she's applying herself to her training admirably. There's something willful and impish hiding under that polite veneer. And something else. He can't stop looking her way, trying to puzzle it out. Perhaps he should try talking to her. (Cullen POV)
Into her Hands, Teen, WC 1334, Fluff
Watching the Inquisitor read the book he'd picked for her across the mess tent in camp in Crestwood, Hawke decides to grab the book she'd picked for him and join her. Sitting beside her on the damp ground he feels an awakened sense of possibility. (Hawke POV)
The Commander, the Tevinter and a Bottle of Lightning, Teen, WC 3,325, Fluff
It starts as a professional favor to Inquisitor Rose Trevelyan, taking the Stick in the Mud out, drawing him away from the work he clings to so desperately. But what she doesn't know is that Dorian has positioned himself to be double wingman extraordinaire and Cullen is about to be utterly boiled in the bag. (Cullen POV)
The Gift, Teen, WC 1,249, Angst & Fluff
Waiting to receive word from the Inquisitor from Crestwood, Cullen's feelings wrestle out of his grasp. And Maker why are there so many entrances to his office? Rylen arrives just in time to help his friend sort his thoughts out. (Cullen POV)
Point, Teen, WC 1,224, Action and Angst
Hawke takes on the bandit leader's second in command at Caer Bronach, a shockingly large bruiser before discovering that Inquisitor Rose Trevelyan isn't anywhere in sight. (Hawke POV)
The Coldest and Warmest Dawn, Teen, WC 3419, WIP, Angsty
The attempt on the Breach approaches with agonizing speed.
The amplified magic of three hundred odd mages will channel through Rose Trevelyan and her marked hand.
And in all likelihood, it will claim her life.
Cullen finds this unacceptable.
He recruits a crack team of Dorian, Vivienne and the dangerous Tevinter prisoner in the Chantry's cells to find a way to save her. (Cullen POV)
Bumbling Hearts, Gen, WC 2372, Fluff
Inquisitor Rose Trevelyan is just learning to control the dangerous new feature of the Anchor- discharging accumulating power by opening a rift in Veil- the mark of the rift. She enlists Cullen as back up and as is tradition, much awkwardness ensues. (Rose POV)
Dead Draw, Gen, WC 1574, Angst and Whump
After the catastrophe between him and the Inquisitor earlier in the morning, Cullen expected Dorian's confrontation. He just didn't expect it to arrive so soon. (Cullen POV)
The Map, Teen, WC 1089, Angst and Whump
Rose Trevelyan awakens standing over her desk, quill in hand, a kind of wildly drawn map beneath her. She doesn't know what's happening and she wakes Cullen to help her sort it out. But he doesn't react the way she needs. (Rose POV)
Rumors, Teen, WC 2189, Angst
Returned to Skyhold from Crestwood, Hawke's been dogged the whole way back by rumors about the nature of his relationship with Inquisitor Rose Trevelyan. His old friend Leliana wants to know what his game is. (Hawke POV)
A Sense of Duty, Teen, WC 2220, Angst
As commander of the Inquisition forces, Cullen needs to have a chat about tactics and protocol with his old acquaintance, famed warrior Garrett Hawke after spurious reports come in from Crestwood. The mountain of history between them and the salacious rumors about Hawke and Inquisitor Rose Trevelyan make this conversation more intense than he expected. (Cullen POV)
Thirst, Mature, WC 6450, Angst and Whump
Commander Cullen Rutherford has had a shit few weeks. Headaches, tremors and memories dog him. His romantic hopes have crumbled. His blood feels empty and thin. With so many cares weighing upon him he's been wondering if he's still fit to serve, if he ever was. He should resign, shouldn't he? But perhaps it's not that complicated. Perhaps he's just one bottle of blue away from feeling right after all. (Cullen POV)
In Search of a Wayward Bronto, Teen, WC 6,648, Fluff and Angst
Desperate to find his brother, Garrett Hawke heads to a blight-ruined stretch of Orlais to search for the Wardens with Varric and Alistair. Amid their misadventures and unending banter, Garrett grapples with past failures and the growing love he feels for Inquisitor Rose Trevelyan. (Hawke POV)
Something Wicked This Way Comes, Mature, WC 7,380, Angst & Action
Inquisitor Rose Trevelyan has disappeared in the midst of the ball at the Winter Palace. As her friends and companions search for her, they start to realize that something far worse than they expected is brewing. (Hawke, Cullen, Vivienne, Josephine, Fidencio POVs)
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…what I’m reading (books): picked up Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead by Olga Tokarczuk once again because I'm in the mood for a good mystery (and maybe looking for inspiration 👀)
…what I’m reading (fic): I'm in the middle of so many fics
deeper seasons by @/ollybeee (f!Hawke x Varric)
The Edge and the Tether by @/phillypumpkin (Cullen x Inquisitor)
The Lion the Light and the Lever by @/librivore42 (Cullen & Samson & OC)
Sanguine by @/effelants (Alistair x Warden)
about to dive into A Weakness for Redheads by @/crackinglamb (Iron Bull x Leliana)
…what I’m listening to:
For writing: the Hamnet soundtrack by Max Richter
For driving: my kids are really into Weird Al polka mixes right now sldkfjsslkfjs
…what I’m watching: Nothing alas
…what I’m eating:
I had a steak bomb for lunch/dinner (cheese steak with grilled onions, peppers, mushrooms and i thinnnnk maybe also grilled salami? idk. i think it's a new england thing)
…what I’m working on:
-inhales-
A huge fic-enhancing update for In the Shattering of Things (Cullen x Trevelyan, Hawke x Trevelyan) primarily involving Chapters 21, 22 and 48, but having many effects across a dozen or more chapter that I need to address.
Chapter 101 of In the Shattering of Things
Still having lots of thoughts about Burn the Dead, Wake the Dawn, my post-Trespasser, post-Inquisition mid-life crisis Cullen fic where he's given a derelict abbey in the Free Marches for his clinic and his neighbor Bann Rose Trevelyan is none too pleased about it. It's actually a murder mystery/romance and I keep having ideassss but trying to focus on my long fic.
I've got a half-written chapter of Kiss Me Moonstruck I also need to finish and publish!
…what I’m doing to touch grass: Rebuilt my mom's back deck over the past two weekends, hiking 2-4mountains a week with my kids. (we did two on Thursday and are doing two tomorrow!)
…what’s making me laugh:
cheesy, but my husband. always.
…what’s giving me hope:
oh god election year as well, lamb. also feeling a little bit like the tide is turning against AI a little bit? I might be huffing the collective farts of an echo chamber but I FUCKIN HOPE
Commander Rutherford's Personal Devotional Playlist
(Recovered from beneath a loose floorboard in the Commander's quarters, tucked beside a well-worn copy of Osen's Ballads and a stack of letters from someone named 'Embers'. The Commander declined to comment.)
🎧 Listen on YouTube
Take Me to Church — Hozier
The only heaven I'll be sent to
Is when I'm alone with you
Work Song — Hozier
In the low lamp light I was free
Heaven and hell were words to me
My Love Mine All Mine — Mitski
Nothing in the world belongs to me
But my love, mine, all mine, all mine
Read Chapter 19 of The Skyhold Literary Society on AO3.
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Something’s Gotta Give Revised Edition: Pissing Off the Egg
Pictured here, live reenactment of Solas meeting Ash
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Relief soared with downy wings when Ash spotted another elf among the throngs of humans. However, disappointment moulted her feathers—this particular elf was a condescending prick. If she’d known that, she likely would have chosen a different opener, and not: “So, what’s a knife ear like you doing in a place like this?”
His lip had practically curled as he scanned her Dalish robes and Dalish markings, his face bare of any vallaslin. Perhaps if she’d seen anything but the shiny back of his bald head, she would have thought twice about being so casual with him. Suffice it to say, he did not appreciate her sense of humour: his loss, but her current problem.
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all you had to do was stay, ch. 25: With or Without a Hitch
Explicit | Cullen x Lavellan | Solas x Lavellan | WC: 110k+ (WIP) | Canon Divergent - Post DAI Quest: Doom Upon All the World | Second Chance | Polyamory
Fic Summary:
The night Solas told Cordelia Lavellan the truth about her vallaslin, he pushed her away. But in his rumination, he also made a choice. A different choice. He chose to stay. He chose to tell her the truth, should they emerge victorious from the war on Corypheus. He expects anger. He expects hurt. He might even expect (eventual) acceptance. But he does not expect a second chance with the woman he loves. No, he doesn't expect that at all.
Chapter Summary: Briala requests aid. Solas subsequently grapples with domesticity.
Excerpt below the cut!
A missive delivered by one of Marquise Briala's agents, who appeared without warning through the Skyhold eluvian. Both pages are encoded via a cipher the Marquise and Sister Nightingale agreed upon following the so-called peace talks at Halamshiral.
Inquisitor Lavellan,
Forgive the haste with which I have sent this letter, but I think you'll find the matter urgent enough to warrant an unexpected visitor.
One of the minor nobles in the Dales—Lady Chelle Morveau—has hired mercenaries to harrass a clan who recently moved onto her land. More than one scout has been murdered, and hunting parties have been attacked. Intercepted correspondence has proven the lady's involvement.
Unfortunately, my people are spread thin. Thus, I've come to you for aid. I can provide you with a pair of agents: a navigator familiar with the area and a fighter skilled in setting traps on such missions. You may supplement the team however you wish, though I would recommend discretion. The entire Orlesian aristocracy knows what you look like. For both our sakes, it's best your involvement be kept quiet for the time being. My advice would be to have your arcane advisor lead your section of the party while you remain in Skyhold. He is familiar with the eluvians but would not raise as many eyebrows if anyone managed to escape and alert their employer.
I've enclosed everything we know about the mercenaries in a separate document. Any questions can be directed to the agents I've provided. Directions to where they are stationed are included in the document; they will wait until the end of the month for the arrival of your people.
'Ma serannas,
Briala, Marquise of the Dales
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Cullen caught the moment Ellana entered the hall as a ripple of excitement passed through the room. Though he couldn't yet see her, he did see the others entering with her: Bull was, as always, towering over the crowd, but he also caught sight of Cassandra ducking to the side, then Blackwall also attempting to slip out of view. At least, as out of view as one could be given the circumstances of having just helped save the world.
When Ellana stepped into view, his breath caught short. They had seen very little of each other in the hours since she had returned; Josephine immediately pulled her away to clean up. Apparently cleaning up also included dressing up.
For the first time since the Winter Palace, her dark hair was tamed. Instead of the usual plain tunic and leggings that she wore around Skyhold, tonight she was wrapped in blue silk. It seemed she even allowed for her lips to be painted, a striking red visible even from a distance. Cullen wanted nothing more than to kiss them.
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Dutifully Loved Ch. 19: The Brecilian Forest Pt. 1
Summary: The Wardens get new armor and find themselves spooked by the shadows.
Two days later, Haljra scratched her cheek as she watched Aedan and Alistair attempt to sneak into the Dalish camp with a male elf in tow. It was before dawn and most of the camp was still asleep, except for those three, she, and the elvhen armorer who was fussing at the clamp around her midsection. Fortunately for the lurkers, the weapon-smith's back was facing the skulkers and Haljra was not interested in alerting anyone to their presence, so they slipped into camp unnoticed. Yet, Haljra couldn't help but raise a brow to the animal carcass that each man helped to carry.
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