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tbh, i’m either gonna archive this blog and move it to a new blog or delete all the posts and start fresh
I FINALLY GOT MY ACCOUNT BACK
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ALWAYS HAS A DRINK IN HIS HAND. Now it was sounding bad, really bad. Not only was he a bit of A DRINKER, but he liked his fair share of drugs. He was in that running crows. And Jeff was right about his issues. The REAL ISSUE was Jimmy was too blind to see the real issue. To ACTUALLY BMAE HIMSELF. That was the HARD reality.
❝Who said anything about my future. Everyone has their own way of doing things based on HOW THEY fucking feel. When I’m sad, I spin records. When I’m upset I tend to yell.❞ For someone who didn’t like THIS TOPIC, he didn’t sound angry or upset. He swallowed how he was feeling to express his own thoughts to his dear friend.
❝Why the hell are we even talking about my so-called problem?❞
Despite being the opposite when it came to drinking and drugs, Jeff saw what was it like being lost. Others were telling him of how they were sinking and they were fine. The latter he heard was usually a lie. The same applied to what Jimmy went through. He didn't seem to slow down, appearing so lost, while others nearby stared at him like he was ghost. Even Jeff gave the same look that the other patrons had hours earlier.
"I did, although I couldn't give a rat's arse about the rest of the world right now." Jeff's voice was typically a mutter, but it was more of a whisper for tonight. His eyes were turned downwards, hands in his pockets, and soft sighing. "Look, I mentioned this because I know your drinking and drugs are getting the best of you." Towards the end of his statement, his eyes widened, eyebrows raised, and voice raising, yelling out, "This needs to fucking stop before you completely lose yourself!"

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❝Are you saying I’m an alcoholic?❞ He QUESTIONED his finger on his chin, speaking softly with a lacking concern for himself. ❝It ain’t an excuse, Beck. I just always have a drink.❞ It NEVER OCCURED to Jimmy that he might have said that and it might be looked at with a negative light. ❝I know that’s not what YOU’RE saying. We each blow of steam in different ways.❞
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"Yeah, I am," Jeff muttered, then looked away from him. As much as he didn't want to point out flaws from Jimmy, it was needed. He noticed how out of hand his drinking habits became, causing him to show concern towards his dear friend. He eventually looked at Jimmy dead in the eye, then spoke out, "You can't be doing this for the rest of yer life. You've got to pull yourself out of this fucking mess! You don't have to blow off steam the way I do, but you've got to get your shite together." The excess of doing recreational drugs was always seen as a negative to Jeff. He was lucky to be responsible of his choices, but was unfortunate to see others he knew losing themselves.
Why I followed you; who doesn't like Jeff? Honestly tho I love Jeff as a person and I enjoy writing with you. A+ muse and mun. Thanks for putting up with me. <3
Perhaps Rod?? Aww, I love writing with you too and admire Jimmy as a musician. I’m glad that you put up with me for so long, even in my times of inactivity ❤️
Tell me why you followed me and what made you stay.
“ my most dangerous habit is overthinking. ”
♫┆Poetry Starters.
❝Are you SURE ABOUT THAT?❞ Jimmy questioned back, like he could pick out a better habit, but stopped himself. ❝Mine would be the whiskey.❞ Not going off on the other part of his life.
"Either that or ditching relationships for my music." Jeff was far too reluctant to drink heavily or experiment with hard drugs. A couple of drinks was fine, the occasional joint, and a few tabs of acid. Then again, he was still familiar with the vices everyone else had, like having too much to drink. "Hey man, you've got to stop soon. It's worrying me and we're surrounded by others who pratically drink themselves to death."
rp sentence starters using lines from r.h. sin’s work , whiskey words and a shovel I part one / part two / part three
“ you’re always coming back. ” “ you fear you’ve been replaced. ” “ it was your love that caused all this. ” “ it was you that made me this way. ” “ suddenly, being heartless was better than being heartbroken. ” “ we have found ourselves. ” “ i wish changing my heart was as easy as changing my mind. ” “ and they wonder why the good know so much pain. ” “ the snow makes the cemetery look alive. ” “ the heart takes too long to figure out what the mind already knows. ” “ i learned to live without you. ” “ just a funeral held in memory of the person i was. ” “ you deliberately destroyed me. ” “ what was there to love? ” “ i now know that i was in this alone. ” “ i find myself pretending to be fine. ” “ my smile is usually a mask. ” “ you’ll think i’m weak. ” “ it’s easier said than done. ” “ you’re always alone whenever real shit occurs. ” “ all of this is all of nothing. ” “ you’re full of pain, but filled with fight. ” “ the idea of getting married scares me. ” “ i have nothing more to offer than myself. ” “ i don’t really recognize the person i’ve become. ” “ a year can change a lot. ” “ you no longer deserve my thoughts. ” “ i am ashamed for having given in to your pleas. ” “ i want to dance with you. ” “ my spine has been weighed down by a life of despair and disappointment. ” “ how brave it is, to love completely. ” “ i’ll try for you, because you’re worth it. ” “ sometimes nightmares are people. ” “ being alone brings me closer to peace. ” “ you’ve become like a prison. ” “ i’m planning ways to escape you. ” “ i remember everything i don’t want to. ” “ i struggle to comprehend your inability to love me as much as i loved you. ” “ you’re relying on a broken mirror. ” “ i’ll rebuild without you. ” “ loving you meant that i didn’t love myself. ” “ tomorrow will be even harder. ” “ i’ve accepted my fate. ” “ you took what you wanted. ” “ i am trying to find myself under the rubble of my own heart. ” “ i’m tired of pretending it doesn’t hurt. ” “ i was wrong about you. ” “ the truth always rises to the surface. ” “ they’ve gotten what they wanted from you. ” “ heartache made me so fucking unforgiving. ” “ in you, lives a love that most people won’t be able to comprehend. ” “ they’re no longer good for you. ” “ you can’t find love in places filled with hate. ” “ who will understand my scars? ” “ i just want to stop thinking about you. ” “ i hope those lies burn your lips. ” “ i barely recognize myself anymore. ” “ my most dangerous habit is overthinking. ” “ this was never meant to work. ” “ i’d like to learn you. ” “ i’d like to love every part of you. ” “ you struggle to fit in places where you don’t belong. ” “ you’re only here because your friends wanted to go. ” “ love me when things are bad. ” “ love me through my imperfections. ” “ never apologize for burning too bright. ” “ i was willing to drown for them. ” “ shallow compliments have no meaning. ” “ i yelled because i actually cared. ” “ i only argued with you because i gave a fuck. ” “ i should have been a bit clearer about what i was asking for. ” “ no one wants to be alone. ” “ there is loneliness in being with the wrong person. ” “ and i continue to burn. ” “ it hurts like hell. ” “ i accept you as you are. ” “ you’re still beautiful to me. ” “ you were only meant to be temporary. ” “ slowly, death crept up behind me. ” “ holding onto you was killing me. ” “ i nearly lost my damn mind. ” “ i can love you, but only from a distance. ” “ some people are more lovable when they’re not around. ” “ you’re a sinner, i’m your accomplice. ” “ a moment of weakness doesn’t define your strength. ” “ i won’t miss you. ” “ one day you’ll understand. ”

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I am so on board with 2018 being the year we switch from self deprication to self love. I’m not saying you can’t use self depreciating humor to deal with stuff, but I would challenge you to really cut back on how much you talk about yourself in really negative ways. Because if you only ever talk about yourself as worthless garbage, that’s absolutely how you’re going to feel about yourself, and it’s really going to get in the way of your personal growth and developing a more health self image. Start small, start slow, but try to be kinder to yourself in the new year. Celebrate your little victories, forgive your setbacks, remember that you have worth and deserve happiness and love. You are not garbage.
if you're waiting for me to take a hint
it won’t work. consider the following: i’m a dumbass
just straight up tell me
MARK YOUR FUCKING CALENDARS
JAUNARY 31ST IS ABOUT TO BE THE COOLEST FUCKING LUNAR EVENT OF 2018
NOT ONLY IS IT A SUPERMOON, BUT IT’S ALSO THE SECOND FULL MOON IN JANUARY, MAKING IT A BLUE MOON
A N D
THERE’S A TOTAL LUNAR ECLIPSE!!!!!
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“If YOU’RE ASKING FOR permission, you’ve got it.” Running a hand through his hair again, following behind. “Look around and have any question, just ask. It ain’t like I’m ashamed of anything I do anymore.”
"Guess that means I can go now." With the door open, it was easy for Jeff to take a step inside the candle-lit room. Since it was dim, there wasn't much to notice, except for a book that remained open. It was no ordinary book, the pages were made of parchment, the words looked hand-written, and most importantly, the verses within were written in Latin. "Hey, what this book's all about?", he asked.

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BLOODY HELL like the rest. That was a good one, and he smiled. “You were always accepting me and my side hobbies. And you’re family, not some fucking> stranger asking stupid questions about my life. I trust you.” Slowly pulling his hand away from the knob. “You can look around.. I’m not ashamed.
When it came to being around long-time friends or family and no sign of a camera nearby, he'd smile for a moment. "Why wouldn't I? Isn't that what family's for, right?", he asked. The smile soon wore off when Jimmy pulled away from the door knob, showing a peek at the dimly-lit room, and whisper appeared to him. Come in, was what he heard, yet he ignored it and decided to peek over into the room. "So, I can actually look around.."