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Boarders: Season 1, Episode 2. Wet Cat Rupert

I hate to be late

I'm not afraid of a bit of progress.

Shepherd didn't want to bring up Poppy, it was like pressing on a bruise or salt in a wound -- but that was only cause there was so much love. Besides his parents, he'd never seen anyone love as hard as they had and he wanted to know what it felt like, if what he was feeling could be that.

"That- that's really gross." He made a face. "I don't feel like throwing up when she's not around, but it feels like.. Like a cloudy day and you're just waiting for the sun to come out and if it never comes you're just left feeling cold. But when she's there everything is brighter and warmer. Flowers blooming, birds chirping and all that.." He sighed heavily and flopped into the end of the bed. "Oh I'm so fucked."

"It's not like in a sick way. It's like I'm missin' a piece of myself when she's not around." He explained. "No look I get what you're saying. I understand." He nods. Sebastian sighed softly as he listened to his brother. It sure as hell sounded like he was in love.

"You're fucked." He agreed with a smirk. "So royally fucked." He couldn't help but laugh. "Prue?" He asked. "LeGume De Lioncourt?" His smirk grew. "This is interesting. Not bad. We can work with this I can help you." What he really wanted to do was run off and spill his guts to Poppy but that would wait. He'd help his brother.

𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 as 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇, 𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐁 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐊

Sebastian looked at his brother. "Upset?" He was confused. There it was. Poppy had come into the discussion. He sat up and listen to Shep rant.

"Well I felt like I was going to throw up whenever I wasn't near her." He still did of course. "Shep what is this about. Actually. Who is this about. Is there someone? Somebody that's making you feel this way?" He gave his brother a pointed look.