“you’re my favourite”

/'en(d),gām/ the idea that two people are meant to be together, forever

-> the story behind my username

hi, I'm kaykay (public user nickname)! welcome to my little blog corner of the world where (most) characters get their happy ending, no matter how the writers left them. I'm an avid reader, hopeful writer and show enthusiast above all else.

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in case anyone cared, these two might be the reason I get back to writing fanfics

I love the jealousy trope for them, cause we have already seen Jules get jealous when Blue took the other woman out on a date.

Hi! I'm going to work on it this week :) I want a chance to rewatch some of the episodes with Jules and Blue to add to the fic!

Ugh I loved that scene. Especially cause when they were all sitting in the booth, Blue had his arm around Jules (subtly, but it was there!)

Thank you so much!

I've sort of written it so far to take place from their first hookup, until the season 19 finale. I won't be touching much on season 20 as it's not on Netflix, so I can't go back and rewatch any parts for inspiration.

Hi! I'm so sorry it's taken so long to respond.

I plan to one day, maybe this summer when I don't have university classes anymore. I really want to get back into Chicago PD, seasons 1-9 ofc cause it ended there for me!

Hi! You literally read my mind...I have a fic for them I am already working on lol. I'm not sure when I'll have it done, as I graduate from university this week and the end of school for the kiddos I volunteer with is busy. But I am working on one and can't wait to share it :)

Here's a blurb from it to tie you over:

I’m fucked. Figuratively and literally. Is it possible to hate myself more than my parents neglected me? Probably. 

You can’t tell me that these two, who LOOKED AT EACH OTHER LIKE THIS AGES BEFORE THEY DATED, only got together cause of trauma. Sure, they were each other safe haven but that’s because of LOVE. Their slow burn was so obvious to everyone around them, including them, and when they finally made things happen, it was a forever kinda deal.