you're a pipe dream

i love gansey because his brand is simply ✨yearning✨

you know how gansey and adam are character foils of each other?? and how they both dated blue, and she chose one of them, and dumped the other? you know how they are white boys with brown hair and one comes from money and one doesn't? and how they each have a deep jealousy of the other's lifestyle? gansey likes simpler, broken things and adam works hard as fuck to make money & build prestige? how one of them became magic and the other one chased magic? how they're both possessed by magic(gansey is possessed by the chase of glendower, adam by cabeswater)? how gansey is the river and air, and adam is the dust and fire? and how they are broken in so many ways & you know it should blow up but it doesn't? and how they're still best friends? geez, all of this was so evil.