Bones are Life & Death

For our practitioners that study darker subjects and invest in more 'taboo' practices, never forget that your practice is in fact yours.

I'm been doing writing and art commissions to make money on the side while I heal from a disease I caught in 2023. In the mean time a sibling who one I no longer claim had been staying in my room because even as a grown ass man he has to rely on our mother who was of course busy dealing with me. He broke a lot of my statues in a fit, one that led to us screaming at each other and the police being called because I'm pretty sure the only reason he didn't put his hands on me was because my body is still weak.

He's hurt me before, physically.. mentally and emotionally so it's not surprising how weak minded he is. Especially as he decides to call me a liar about the sexual abuse that another ded (spelled like that on purpose) sibling did to me for years.

Yes that was a different type of hurt but... Moving on.

Honestly I just want to be happy and at peace.

I'm tired of always going through something.

Either way, it hurts but I know spirit is at work as they always are.

That's why I'm making this post.

To the practitioners, particularly more of the darker ones but really this can go out to anyone.

Practice your magic. Pick up rocks, sticks, mushrooms.. bones and such else. Be weird and be different. You have no one here on this planet to prove anything to. You are here to live and experience, so do so.

Keep doing what you do, especially if it's not hurting anyone or yourself. And yes, tbh this post was a vent one.

Blessed be.

Honestly just moment of annoyance. For one I'm sure this would be a bit of a topic for a professional but I definitely can hold grudges but like a dark, slimy feeling that just gets still to me in a way. Usually it's not because I can't let it go but a lot of things come down to principle to me.

So FINALLY the people that had been sitting here in my home finally left after two whole years but of course not without causing damage on the way out..

The room that I stayed in while I was sick felt like something to look at. I knew it had been cleaned and such sure but I noticed ash marks on the one wall. I was highly upset so at first I walked away but then it really started to frustrate me and so I went back with a sponge and soap to attempt to clean it.

Attempt being the key word here.. They burnt holes in the walls.. like cigarettes and such and it's.. just so disrespectful to me? I'm sure it would be for anyone with a right mind for their home. Idk what the actual hell is wrong with the two but I do know I'll be working on a spell accordingly. I'm thinking of one that binds them together 'forever' but through lessons and trails. "Through thick and thin" if you will.

I'll form it I'm sure but if anyone has any possible spells, tips like herbs or crystals I wouldn't mind hearing you down in the comments. Knowledge is power as they say and for some reason I've had countless history of people coming into my life to disregard and disrespect me and I'm actually sick of it in this new day and age as I am not that small child I was back then who didn't have a choice so I appreciate any helpful thoughts and tips.

Anyone else been in this situation or know what should be done? The number I called talked about filing a lawsuit which I'm not against but I'm not a hundred percent on what all that means and need some help from others.

If you have comments or ways to help me or what I should do specifically please dm me or comment under here!

Poll for engagement.

I set up a job interview, it got cancelled due to the whether. Okay fine, they will absolutely contact me back to reschedule. I was blood donating to get some cash but with these people in my house still I lost a lot that I could have been saving.. not just that but my visits expire after the 19th of this month meaning I could still go sure after that date, I just won't be getting paid the same.. I wanted to get it all done but so much has been held back with these people in my house so I guess I was made to miss out there..

I wanted to save so I could have money for college in the summer but.. that's rocky. So I've opened art and writing commissions back up with first come first served options on my main account @arenabreadandbiscuits but I wanna also offer readings here on this account.

I could use more studying and practice and so if you want help and you wanna help me in return how about letting me give you a reading?

I have multiple decks which will be listed below in the poll to choose from but seriously I'm just looking to help others where I can and get paid for doing so as well to help myself.

I'm open to: love readings, friend readings, pet readings, 'whats to come' readings (upcoming future events, and many others depending on what answers you are looking for.

If you feel called to get a reading and help me out by paying $20 for one please vote and DM me.

$15 for 3 Cards

$20 for 5 Cards

$30 for 15 cards.

I give them all three years.

So call this a moment of reflection sure, but as I'm trying to get everything done I'm connecting to water and I'm thinking to myself how I only have three years left in me.

Oh but let me explain..

So imma do some more research because I don't think anyone can understand just how damaging even breathing around these people makes me but I'm going to dig back into where I started which was daemons and the legions under them.

I'm just looking for any spirit that can work with my team effectively to get this thing done. I don't like how I HAVE to give patience to others where they never gave me an ounce of it before and ask polite as I want to be when working spiritually I can't help when irritation kicks in when I need something the most. I don't like being upset or mad at these things, I opened myself up to witchcraft thinking it'll always be quick if I need it to be but couple years in I'm seeing that that's not the case and sometimes extra energy or help can be needed.

There's a handful of spirits to look into but I'll look back into the daemons first for starters since for the most part there's understanding and I know how to go about them the best way.

😐 I'm honestly fed up and will probably spend the day being as such because I'm actually on the verge of losing my mind.

So I'm trying to figure out the name of this being that's been living in a tree I've found myself bonding with in my yard. I'm trying to see if anyone may know the name or title of what he is.

He's a nature spirit for sure and I'm hearing his ancient because his title is harder to find. I got the letters A, U, R, and N whether it's at the beginning or ending of his name and what he is. He's also a protector and I am sure he's a nymph of some sort but I'm really trying to figure it out and hunt down the answer.

Just here to vent because this week I'm taking the time to banish them. On the 5th day now and I found these in my drawers:

My statue to Lady Bastet that had been broken. My death statue for my darker spirits, a tarot card from a deck I've had for YEARS folded multiple ways and ripped at the top, and a pleasure toy that was most likely burned it seems. My Lady Athena statue..

I'm fucking sick. I'm doing spells to get rid of these people from my life for good and when they are gone I plan on doing harsher and more baneful spells.

If someone would like to help me with gets these hos out my house the names are Charles and Reanna. I ask for those who are happy to help just to do so to do whatever you seem necessarily to these people as long as it only affects them and no one else including me, the family I do value, and my furry pal.

EDIT: I forgot the photos and vids but here they are now.

As much as I've been through all my life and specifically these last couple of years I'm hearing that soon I should have some much needed relief. Thing is.. does anyone know of a good forever banishing spell to get rid of someone for good? Like no contact, completely gone, don't even hear about them anymore? With the family trauma I have and the many rants I've wrote, I want to harshly punish my SA abuser in a way he will not recover but has to live through the pain and suffering of what he's done. Bonus points of the spell causes people to be aware of what he did or for him to always have anxiety because he knows exactly what he did.

That and this abuser that broke those things on my altar and was verbally abusive to me all my life but especially when I was sick and still healing. He's supposed to be leaving my home FINALLY soon but when he's gone I want to make sure he knows nothing but Hell while also never being able to come back here and occupy any space that I'm occupying.

I have ideas because of course I do but as I'm looking at the stars for the next week I want to make sure I have direct spells and karma sent to these two people in particular. Thank you to the person who dmed me with all the info they thought can help, I'll be using it and of course anyone else is allowed to DM me with tips and spells they've used that worked for them in things like this. I'm sick of these two people existing in the world that I do but as I continue my life and continue to learn and grow I want them to never come back and be around me again while also being plagued over and over again about what they did wrong to someone who's never done anything to them.

Maybe an insanity spell, burnout spells, damnation spell?? Like I said I have ideas but I love hearing from others on these things especially because it plays a big part in how I handle life from now on. Death spells are fun as well but I can't help but feel like I want them to have nothing but a hellish life as long as they live from this point on.

If you think you have info that can get that done please dm me with anything you think I should know. I work with many forms of magic as well so anything goes. I'm just looking to have a life that I actually want from this point on as someone who grew up going through abuse and trauma with these two people who made me feel like ending my life versus living it has always been the answer. I've also been thinking of a successful baneful spell like out of spite I live my life and do as I'm supposed to and by doing so brings nothing but pain, anguish and harm to them. It's a work in progress but one I'm sure I'll keep digging into so many tips on spells like that are welcomed as well.

Also I'm a daemonic, kemetic, Hellenistic witch so others in those fields of magick I'd love to hear from you the most. Thank you.

Poll for engagement and reach but DMS are wide open for anyone who feels called to tell me any info they believe can and will help me in these times and the ones that will follow.

I'm open to candle, jar, manifesting, elemenal, grounding, curses, hexes, jinxes, planetary, death and all types of other magick. As I said, anything goes with me. I don't want my mental health to keep being affected by these people I despise and want completely removed from my life especially because they keep holding me back and an example being how I'm not able to go back to college as soon as I want to because they ruined the car so as examples to what these people cause me: no mental security, no college, no job, no clean house, no quiet. I want them forever gone..

I look forward to anyone who finds this post and speaks to me. Blessed be.

The home you live in is to be protected at all cost. I thank Lord Lucifer for letting me know such and reminding me of it because I have these neighbors and they are all their FIFTH strike with me.

Let me list them:

Their dog which is a big dog was loose one good time running up and down the street and I had to tell em. This dog can be heard barking at mine when my lil dog goes outside to potty.

Today I found DOG REPELLENT in my front yard and when I went to check my fencing it was OPEN. not fully but enough for someone to pull on it and open it.

They tossed a two over my fence to get my dogs attention. One I'll be keeping for a specific curse for them.

They don't respect my yard because I had to go to the hospital yesterday and came back in a car that was THEIRS was in MY yard??

They are just destructive and loud and I hate not being able to have a peaceful moment because of all the noise.

As a dark witch, the dog repellent on its own is enough for me to ruin they whole life so it's not an issue to me. Y'all wanna play, imma play harder but don't be crying and whining when all hell breaks loose.

There was actually another time of one of their kids leaving basketballs in my yard and I told em to pick it up. Either way I'm sick of it and imma show em something.

I'm not a nice witch, I'm not a white one either, mess with my peace and imma ruin your whole outlook on your own. IDC and IDGAF.

I have five good spells I worked up last night and when the planets are aligned as I want them imma start but I'm literally irritated and mad. There's no forgiveness here for them.

(likes and comments are nice hehe)

For engagement lemme put this here

Absolutely not. I feel horrible for the child.

I cried a bit, noticed the blanket once more and I actually moved it to find a fucking hornets nest. I was thanking about using the blanket as an altar cloth which is why I decided to grab it but HOLY SHI-

I knew I had to collect it. Especially for workings I've been brewing in my head.

A lil blurry I know but my hand was shaking, I was so full of energy LOLOL!

The things I do for the craft. ✨