reblogs with my reblogger

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

I kind of miss the impulsivity that certain spaces used to allow. oh you want a hair cut today? hairdresser in the corner can fit you in before her 2 o’clock. tattoo of a cobra… sure leg or arm? even concerts, back when you could go to the box office thirty mins before any show. not saying these things don’t exist at all, but everything feels booked five months in advance and 10x more expensive

MY FINGERS BARELY EVEN TOUCHED YOUR STUPID FUCKING AD STOP REDIRECTING ME TO THE APP STORE

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

can i be honest tho i kinda hate makeup bc i love licking my lips and rubbing my hands on my face like a cat or a fly annd i also love wiping my eyes like a sleepy infant all the time so basically i cant do it

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

(to the tone of creep by radiohead) but i'm asleep. on mypillow

hey, don't cry. summer fruits soon, ok?

don’t ask me where I see myself in 5 or 10 years unless you want to witness the biggest crashout known to man

I’ve been reaching rock bottom by 8am lately

does anyone know what to fucking do anymore

actually im doing really well except for the fact that everything makes me sad and the things that dont make me sad make me angry. but other than that im fine

been laying down a lot lately. nothing to offer anyone anywhere. busy

I am doing whatever the opposite of locked in is .

anytime i talk to people i feel like i need to be shot.